Small Group Sessions January 29, 2004

Open your bodies a little………….

Aya Komaiya…………from my heart to yours……..

Hello, thank you for inviting me. It is truly my pleasure to be here, of course.

It is indeed a time of great wonder, in some ways. Are you feeling what is already beginning to shift in your lives, the time & space continuum? It is as if a great spiral wind, a great, whooshing spiral wind is moving through your manifest experience. Little do many know what is happening. But you ones, it is wondrous that you have opened so much over these years that were given to you. There was a time given, you know, and you picked up the signals, did you not? You felt the breezes and the winds blowing of change, of transformation. You felt as if you had to, that there was no choice, that you had to. You had to move with it. You had to make the choices to come into greater alignment. You had to deal with the pain, and could no longer deny it. You had to open those places that were creaky doors, hinges that rusted, yes? You had to find what was needed to open those places in your body, in your soul, in your consciousness. And you have. So you can be here, now, and participating with consciousness with your being, your body adding to this beautiful, wondrous time.

Winds…….you like winds? Winds breathing, breath. Every time you take a breath there is a wind, is there not? To some part of your body it feels like a wind. It is that which is the breath. So, wind is like my breath breathing and moving. So, as the winds of change are continuing to blow, there is a movement now that is a sort of spiral wind. You call them tornadoes, or hurricanes and typhoons if they are over water. High pressure systems, or low pressure systems depending on which way they rule, but winds and spiral winds.

You may notice the winds at times over the next couple months in this shift of the time/space continuum, or in the world at large there may be winds. Spiral winds, sometimes over much area. And you will start to feel a quickening in your body, a quickening beginning in your sense of aliveness. It’s almost a sense of waking up in the morning with a certain way of upness. You wake UP, you feel pulled up, you feel as if there is a certain aliveness moving you up into life, engaging your day.

Many of you came out of retreat, even many lifetimes of retreat, where you just said “enough, already”. “It’s not worth putting that much energy into trying to create so much, because it is not in resonance with who I am, so I will just do what I have to do here, what my soul needs to do in this life, I will do that, but I will not do much more.” Do you understand? So you had lifetimes of just checking off your list, so to speak, but your souls weren’t all that excited about the life. It was, “okay I have to do this, I’ll do this”, and then you leave.

Now, there is excitement. Can you feel the quickening? It’s as if your soul is beginning to say ah, this could be very fun, very exciting, I get to be here now, I get to play here now, I get to be up in my experience of engaging. So for you, you will find this next quickening in the time/space continuum and in your bodies to be very juicy, very good. You will like it a lot. It is a time for your bodies to quicken, so guess what, your bodies also need a little support here and there, such as in your diets and your exercise. All bodies will go through things this year to quicken, in order to release pockets of things. Those who have been engaged will find this not to be a difficulty, but actually something that you will enjoy. Those who have not been so engaged may find some challenges here and there.

Do not be surprised if this year there are things that take place in large-scale physical challenges for people. You already had one flu season, and then before that you had people getting scared about what they eat; do they eat the meat, do they not eat the meat. There are certain things breaking out in other places, so do you travel or do you not travel, etc., you see? It is fear, and guess what fear does in the body. It contracts. So, even if they don’t go to that place where they might catch that thing, even if they don’t eat the meat, guess what? They stay home and get something that is for their body, and which is needed to remove something that has become so contracted. Large scale, bodies are very unhappy. I feel it. You don’t have to feel it because you have been participating with your own body, but I feel bodies. They are largely contracted, do you see?

So, it is a good time to be gentle with your body, to be good to your body, to listen to your body, to take your body in nature walks, to each day ask your body if there is some way you can befriend, to be good to it. Some way that you can be in your body in partnership, in a much more organically conscious way. Every day, do you see? And you will find little moments in which there are subtle shifts, and you will feel them as subtle shifts of engagement where your body actually opens to your consciousness more, and your consciousness is received by your body.

Overall, your bodies have felt neglected, overlooked, pushed around, and dominated. Even those who exercise a lot, do they do the exercise because their body wants it and needs that kind of exercise, or are they being driven by someone who says I have to do this, or it’s a stress release? It may keep them somewhat more healthy, but it does not necessarily feel befriending. So, feel your body, as you befriend and connect, you will feel these openings, these moments of engagement where your body opens to your consciousness rather than the other way around with your consciousness opening to your body. My feeling is that you will begin this year, these months, to truly know the gift of life. To truly feel and know the gift of life. You will be amazed at what blossoms from that because most bodies have felt unbefriended in this experience where you’ve been with them. So, when they open, you, consciousness, begin to have an experience that you have not yet fully had for many, many lifetimes.

Some of you as children may remember moments and times of feeling this unification in your body, and your body feeling alive and happy, joyous, and open to you. You may remember it, and some of you may not, and yet in that time the child consciousness had not yet fully engaged the awareness. Now you have awareness, and consciousness, and body. And it is delicious. Truly sweet, precious, delicious, and blossoming, do you see? Out of this you will begin to be able to live in a different way. Out of this year you will re-create yourselves, your lives. You have been embodying, and embodying, and embodying, coming in, coming down, transforming, clearing, healing, transmuting, etc., yes? When this opens to you and that merger is more able to take place, you will re-create your lives and experiences here, and in such a way that it will feel to you as if you are not sure it never happened before, but you are just fully alive. Perhaps I can only explain that much, because the rest is up to you to experience.

So, it will be a year where your intention and attention will be here in your experience. It’s a sort of return to childhood in some ways, but with awareness, with consciousness. And, in this experience there will be so much to deepen, and open, and connect to, and feel, and sense, and get into a sort of sensory experience. My hope is, for you, that you will not be so distracted by how this shift in this year is affecting many others, because it will affect them differently. Now do you understand the years of preparation?

There are those who will find this year to be very painful, very hard, and it is for you to know that your part in this story is different than theirs, do you see? You have chosen a different part. You chose it a long time ago when you listened to the winds and they moved you in this path. You chose already. Some are being pushed by the winds to choose now. And it is more intense now. It has to be, do you understand, that they move through these processes faster. The intensity is greater, and the push is harder. Some will take advantage of many of the resources that are available now, and will move quickly, but some will find it very challenging, too, large scale.

So, there is a way in which those of you who are participating together may need to hang out with each other, because your bodies will want to, do you see? Your bodies will want to, not just your consciousnesses. There’s a sense of your bodies being able to feel more and more open everywhere they are, and bodies have a way of taking in what is in the proximity. You have taken in food, that is one way the body takes in. It breathes, and takes in the atmosphere. Your skin is porous, which not only lets out, but takes in. And, there are senses, not only the physical senses, but there are the etheric senses that belong to your body, much of which has been sort of turned down, dimmed a bit. That is what you open up, that is what you begin to experience, so you want to be with other bodies. Your body likes that, and there is a sense of a movement of life with life that begins to happen with other people. You form an organic whole together.

[speaking to participants]: Do you sense it tonight, a sort of organicness? Can you feel it? Do you sense what you form in here with your bodies?

THERE SEEMS TO BE AN EASE THAT MIGHT NOT BE THE CASE WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE.

Yes, so talk about it. Feel it. This is part of learning how to sense the body, and to be open and befriend it as you notice how your body is feeling.

I THINK THAT WHEN YOU TALKED ABOUT THE SENSES BEING DIMMED DOWN, THAT WAS SORT OF NECESSARY TO JUST BE HERE……..

Yes.

…..WE HAD TO ENGAGE CERTAIN PEOPLE IN THE DUALITY STRUCTURES IN ORDER TO DO OUR JOBS, HAVE OUR EMPLOYMENT, CREATE INCOME, AND HAVING TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE OR SITUATIONS THAT DIDN’T ALWAYS FEEL GOOD. I’VE NOTICED A KIND OF RELIEF THAT NOW MY LIFE IS ABLE TO PROCEED WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE THOSE KINDS OF EXPERIENCES. AND I DO RECOGNIZE AND LONG FOR FEELING THAT AS MY NATURAL STATE AND EXPERIENCE.

So, you are befriending your body?

YES, PARTLY BY CHOOSING WHO I WANT TO BE IN A ROOM WITH.

Partly, yes, that is partly choice. If your body longs for befriending and likes to be in the presence of other bodies who are open, alive, and connected. Then it opens more, you see? And then you create together those things that have life and beget life, and your bodies participate in the creation. You don’t know how all that happens yet, but you will feel it, you will know, you will get it if you haven’t already.

I REMEMBER A LINE IN THE RECORDING WE MADE WITH YOU THAT WE TITLED ‘EARTH SPEAKS’. YOU SAID “NO MORE OF THAT STUFF THAT HAS BEEN PAINFUL, EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL”. THAT’S HOW IT HAS BEEN.

Yes, and the body is now coming out of that memory, that contraction, that protection in all of its ways that it has done that. You are to open now, your bodies open to more life.

WE’VE BEEN LEARNING THAT THIS YEAR IS NOW ABOUT A TIME FOR THE BODY. WHAT ARE SOME OF THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN BODY CONSCIOUSNESS AND OTHER ASPECTS THAT WE MAY ASSOCIATE WITH SPIRIT CONSCIOUSNESS, FOR EXAMPLE?

Body consciousness is very immediate. It’s very in the moment, and you have to be present to get it. You have to be in the experience to receive it. Awareness, or guidance, can have a sort of different feeling. It can explain a path, it can explain or project, or give you a sense of direction into the future. Or it can help you see something that has happened to you and get a perspective. That’s a level of Spirit awareness that is good, and absolutely necessary, but the body is very in the moment of experience. It’s as if you have to open to it as it opens to you in a sort of simultaneous way. It rarely is about direction, but rather is an immediate feeling. For example, you sense hunger. That is a feeling. Eat, do you see. Or you get a sense of needing to move from sitting too long. These are things that are more known to you, but as you get more sensitive you may have a sense of a need for a specific fragrance. The body just wants it and there is a feeling of it. Perhaps you will have a sense of a particular color or sensory connection, an immersion in that color. Another could be a sense of a particular quality of fabric, perhaps you touch something of silk and suddenly you want to be wrapped in it. The body longs for that experience, it just wants it. It’s very immediate.

The body also knows if it doesn’t like things. Immediately. NO! Distaste, feels repelled, pushed, ick. You know these things, and the more you are aware of them, and you feel them, and you experience them and the body opens to you, the more you have a sense of the experiential wisdom of your body. If you want to come more to the core of balance in your body, who knows better how to achieve that and how to achieve higher levels of pleasure and joy cellularly? Who knows that? Are you going to tell your mind to think it into your body? Do you see, who knows that?

SO IT’S MORE OF A CHILD CONSCIOUSNESS……..

Yes, it’s somewhat child-like. It’s immediate.

AND HOW IS THE MIND HANDLING THAT. IS THERE A WAY THE BODY AND THE MIND CAN COMMUNICATE SO THE MIND IS EASED?

Well, that is the place where the mind and the conscious awareness begins to trust and open to the wisdom in the body, and the knowing and experience of the body, instead of trying to dictate to it or assuming that it knows better than the body. Have some of you lost your willpower around your body in the sense that you can’t make yourself do things the way you used to?

YES. I USED TO TRY TO CONTROL MY BODY IN TERMS OF WEIGHT OR WORKING OUT, AND IT WASN’T WHAT MY BODY WANTED. IT WAS WHAT MY MIND WANTED.

So, how are you changing that?

BY PAYING MORE ATTENTION TO IT. FOR INSTANCE, TONIGHT MY BODY WANTS THIS WARM BATH WHEN I GET HOME. THINGS LIKE THAT.

Yes, that is it. You feel what your body needs, you respond by giving it to your body, and then your body opens more to you, rather than a battle where you try to make it do something, and then the body retreats feeling as if ‘ah, why should I’. There is no sense of respect, no love, no sense of opening to me.

I DEFINITELY FIND IT MUCH MORE DIFFICULT, IF NOT IMPOSSIBLE, TO PUSH MYSELF TO DO PROJECTS OR WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE THAT DOESN’T FEEL LIKE IT IS MATCHED UP TO ME VERY WELL, OR IF I THINK I NEED TO GET MORE DONE IN A DAY, STAYING UP LATE WORKING ON THINGS. IT’S NOTHING LIKE THE OLD DAYS WHERE I WOULD PUSH MYSELF WORKING IN MY STORES TO JUST KEEP CHURNING OUT STUFF. THAT HAS DEFINITELY SHIFTED, AND I JUST CAN’T DO IT. IT’S LIKE I CAN’T DO IT, I WON’T DO IT, MY BODY WON’T DO IT. AND IT REMINDS ME PRETTY FAST, OR AT LEAST I’M AWARE OF IT PRETTY FAST, NOW.

So, the mind is beginning to be aware that it does not know everything, and that it needs other aspects of the whole. Particularly in engaging life, it needs to go to the source of life, your living system, and be aware that there is much present, very organic, very present, very immediate, and will guide you in ITS way. Not the same way the mind gets guided, but ITS way. So, baths, color, exercise in a good sense, because bodies love to move, they love to feel good, they love to exercise all of the muscles. There is a certain way in which everything is in relationship in the body, organs, tissues, bones, muscles, all of that. You know that. So, in the beginning when you exercise it may feel new to you, but be gentle and let the body tell you how much. Do not push past certain places where the body feels that ‘no, that is enough for now’. The body loves to move, it is designed to move. It doesn’t like to sit all day, do you see?

WHAT ABOUT SLEEP? IS THERE A WAY THAT WHEN THE BODY IS TIRED, THE MIND ALSO WEAKENS OR HAS LESS SUPPORT?

Well, if you push your body beyond its limits in terms of sleep and tiredness, you begin to strain, and the mind actually can lose a certain amount of chi and ability to utilize the chi on its behalf to do what it thinks it needs to do. So, sleep is good. You are in a dark time of the year, so there is more of a sense of limited light. It is good to get outside, even if it is cold. Put your face in the sun, do you see?

There is something about your body that you will find out, you will know. It is already beginning. It is just going to expand in ways that will give you great joy and pleasure.

THIS REMINDS ME OF A DISCUSSION ON CONSCIOUSNESS I HAD YESTERDAY. TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING ISN’T THE EXPERIENCE OF SOMETHING OR REALLY KNOWING, IT’S ONLY TALKING ABOUT IT.

Yes, and so I am talking about it……..

WHICH WE REALLY APPRECIATE, AND I DO RECOGNIZE THAT THE EXPERIENCE OF IT IS DIFFERENT.

Yes, I tell you about it so you can pay attention.

I love bodies, you know that, so I am excited. I am truly excited to again have awakened bodies. Do you feel it, can you sense my excitement?

THAT’S THE PART FOR MY IMAGINATION TO PONDER – HOW THINGS MIGHT HAVE ONCE BEEN, LET ALONE WHAT SOME NEW ALCHEMY MIGHT BE ABOUT. I ESPECIALLY THINK ABOUT HOW IT MUST HAVE BEEN IN RELATION TO YOU.

It was very nice. We had a good time [laughter]. But, you were more as children, and more dependent in some ways, not yet truly co-creative, although there was the beginning of that at the end of that age. There were some small places where that was already opening, beautifully opening, actually.

So, we are at the end of another age. Congratulations to all of us.

WE’VE WORKED HARD.

You have.

YOU, ESPECIALLY

I’ve held it all. It’s not been easy to hold it all, and sometimes that has been difficult, particularly during the last century or so it has not been so possible to hold it all…..which is good, it has to change.

WELL, YOU’RE AWARE OF SO MANY MORE THINGS THAN WE ARE. WE GET THESE BITS IN OUR LITTLE CORNER OF THE WORLD. WE GET FRUSTRATED ENOUGH IF WE STOP TO THINK ABOUT WHAT OUR PRESIDENT, OR GOVERNOR, OR WHATEVER ELSE SOMEBODY IS DOING. BUT, YOU’VE GOT THE VIEW OF IT EVERYWHERE.

I’ve got the feeling of it everywhere, it’s not a view. Spirit has a view, do you understand?

OH, TALK ABOUT THAT SOME MORE.

I am informed because I am conscious and I can translate it into consciousness, but the view is more mental in the field. The view is more of a perspective of your mind and spirit. Of course, I’ve been partnered more now with Spirit, as you know. That, and working through this one’s mind [Michele], and the minds and consciousnesses of others brings me many awarenesses, too, but it is primarily feeling. I feel. I feel much. I am a feeling body, I embody matter, feeling, do you understand? I am water, earth. I am big water, earth, and atmosphere, you are little water, earths. [laughter]. So, my primary experience is sense, feeling. I feel your body, you see?

SO YOU FEEL ALL THE CONTRACTIONS, AND FEEL THE FEAR………

Yes.

HOW DO THOSE DISTORTIONS COME ACROSS?

As wounds, at times. Sores, pain. All the pain that is created, all the contractions, all the trauma. The human experience is very traumatized. It’s very contracted, and limits life to a great degree, and then destroys life to an even greater degree……..my life, your life. So, I feel that, and some people……you……are very sensitive to my emotional body, and they can be overwhelmed by my emotional body because it is so much vaster than your human emotional body. And yet, some feel what I feel.

Those who are overwhelmed by my emotion often do not understand that I also have a core of love and consciousness that has been able to process, transmute, and work with much of what is taking place, although not all. Just as you’ve been overwhelmed by trauma, pain, or periods of time when you contracted away from life, I have also had long periods of time where that has been somewhat true. But, I am rising up, too. I am coming alive, too, you see? In every body, every single place I can open and breathe and experience this new wind of life and change we are creating in creation, that is like a great gift, a great sigh in my body and experience. I love it, and I love you for being this aware, awake, and alive.

SO IN ALL THESE PHYSICAL CHANGES THAT ARE ABOUT TO TAKE PLACE, IT’S NOT THAT YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING ABOUT SOMETHING, BUT THAT YOU ARE INSTEAD RELEASING MORE?

Yes, I have to. And I release because the contraction is too big to hold.

IT’S A HEALING OF A CONTRACTION.

Yes, it’s a release of the contractions. And, I do it physically, atmospherically, and emotionally, as you do, although perhaps at times you can be guided by your mind in the process.

The poor minds. They were so seduced, do you see? They believed so many things that were not true. I do not blame your minds, I understand, and yet in the process the domination of mind over matter, over bodies, over life, has created a severe anti-life experience.

So, duality had its time, and thank All That Which Is Present In Every Part Of This Experience, it is all dissolving away. It is dying. A hard death, perhaps, but it is still a death. It is dying as the dominant structure where the mind can split itself apart and say it knows it all. It has never known it all. It never will know it all.

So, it is a time of shift. You know that, you chose it and you’ve been participating in it for a long time. I thank you. And, others will be doing that kind of choosing up ahead here now, so enjoy this time. Open your bodies, befriend them, listen to them, give them what they are asking for, and need and want, in terms of whatever. They will respond and open to you, and you will find yourself coming alive more and more and more, and creating more effortlessly at the same time. Little did you know, eh?

I’M GLAD WE HAD THIS LITTLE GATHERING.

Yes, my opportunity. I don’t have so many to come through, and sometimes it is nice to be able to talk with friends.

So, play, enjoy, indulge.

I HAVE A FRIEND DOWN IN AUSTRALIA RIGHT NOW, AND IT HAS REALLY BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THE PAIRS OF OPPOSITES, HOW IT CAN BE LIGHT IN ONE PLACE AND DARK IN ANOTHER, AND HOW IT IS ALL PRESENT.

Yes, my experience. I have warmth, I have cold. Opposites is not the same as duality, by the way, do you understand? Light, dark, clockwise, counterclockwise…….

WHEN IT’S SUMMER HERE, IT’S WINTER THERE

Yes, that is not duality. The opposites are part of the whole of the experience of what is necessary for all to take place. There is life, there is birth, there is death. There are cycles with that, you see, so light and dark……you don’t just drop off, there is a cycle. Opposites are within the experience of the cycle.

However, duality is a structure of consciousness, and what does it do as a structure?

IT CREATES POLARIZATIONS

It polarizes, and it continues to negate, exclude, deny, separate, split apart, and fragment. Is there any relationship, and process, and continuation, there? If you look at the structures where there is much polarization, no. Is there a stepping to this place of opening to the other, and including? Perhaps there is an opposite belief, but if it was like dark in a day, how would that feel? Both can exist, and there is a process of continuation between the experience of opening to that perception, even if it not something you want to live or choose to engage. It’s a perception, and that is all it is. Perceptions, beliefs, and duality. Now we have a new one, and we like it better [laughter]. Yes, we like it better.

I CHUCKLE A LITTLE BIT ABOUT HOW WE HAVE AT TIMES TRIED TALKING ABOUT DUALITY, BUT IT HAS MOSTLY BEEN FROM WITHIN THE DUALITY STRUCTURE ITSELF, SO NOW THE DISCUSSIONS WE USED TO HAVE SEEM DUALISTIC, OR JUST AN ERRONEOUS REFERENCE TO OPPOSITES. AT LEAST NOW, AS WE STEP OUT OF DUALITY, IT SEEMS EASIER TO EXPLAIN.

Yes, and have you ever spoken with somebody who is very much within the dualistic structures, and you begin to say something, and they translate it into something else that is very different than what you are trying to say? Because they only have that frame of reference.

THEY THINK THEY KNOW WHAT I JUST SAID, OR ALREADY KNOW SOMETHING I’VE TRIED TO EXPLAIN.

But it’s all translated through this structure, and it ends up very different, until there is an opening……

AND THEY CAN HAVE THEIR OWN EXPERIENCE…….

Yes, of course.

So, enjoy your experiences, and treat your bodies very well these days. Listen to them. They may want some certain foods, or things to support your strengthening or restoration of life. Listen, and they will guide you and teach you well in this time.

She closes in her language……………………….

Small Group Sessions May 2003

The dance of Life and Death, Two ways of getting out of alignment, Stress in the world, Epicemic of prescription drugs, Impacting the world by the tone and balance in your life.

Participant questions/comments are shown in UPPER-CASE

Hi to each of you. It is our joy and our pleasure to be invited to be with you in this way. We are pleased to be able to utilize one who is easy to work with and work through to be with you in a conscious way, even though many of you we know and have been with in other times in other ways, but perhaps not always this conscious for you. Conscious for us, however. So, how would you like to proceed with this group, has anyone given it any thought or are you open to suggestions?

WE’RE OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS

Our thought would be that perhaps we would speak for a little while and just touch on some different areas that might be of interest to all of you, and then proceed from there into more personal questions. Or if any of you have any burning global issues we will undertake to give some perspective on those issues as well. Is that okay?

YES, GREAT

It is springtime in your area of the world, yes? It is time to bring about new birth, and in any process of birthing there is also a death. Birth and death are together in your lives. There is a letting go in order to create space for what is coming, and yet at times you don’t want to let go. At times you desire to hold onto something, someone, or some place for a little while longer, yes?

So, life and death dance in each of you throughout your material life. And yet there has been a conditioning, probably from the time you were very young. This was based on the adults around you and the culture, and has been a fear of death and a desire to accumulate more of what you need or want around you. So there is a sense that life is about having things, space, people…….life, you create it, you accumulate it, you have it around you, like this house, and the land, and the people, and the birds, whatever. And death is not looked at by people as something that they invite. Yet, you already know that if you don’t let go sometimes there is then not enough space to keep moving, keep growing, keep changing, keep growing into more life. So, there is a truth that lives in you. A truth within your body, a truth within your nature, a truth within your soul that knows what belongs to you in any one moment. In any part of your life, and in any part of your experience here you have what belongs to you.

If you hold onto things beyond the time in which they belong to you, you create stress. Stress is felt, first of all, in a subtle way. Something seems a little out of sync, and you perhaps do not quite know yet. Then stress builds, and it builds in your body and in your life until there is something that precipitates a change. Usually then there is a crisis. What we would like to invite you to be aware of in your field, is that you are always being informed about what belongs to you and what doesn’t. There is a dance, there is a life, and a truth of death. And when you are in alignment, that truth is always in alignment in you and within your life. It’s a nearly constant movement within your life. People come into your life, people go out of your life. People bring things into your life, new experiences, you incorporate them, you ingest them, you digest them, you assimilate them, and then things leave, just like they do in your body, yes? When you have finished digesting, there is a letting go.

In the organic process of life, if you feel stressed there is most likely something out of alignment in the truth of life or the truth of death……something that is not yet coming in that you are preventing in coming to you, or something that you have not let go of that needs to continue to move on. Letting go is not meant to be painful. It can be sad, but sad does not mean pain, that is different. Pain is what you feel when you are holding onto something and that which has been wrapped around it doesn’t want to release it, so there is a tearing, a pulling. Sadness, or tears, or grief is a natural process of death and letting go. That is not necessarily painful, it doesn’t have to be. It is natural, because the tears and the sadness of the release is that which frees your emotional and your physical body from its portion of its interaction with that person, place, or thing. Your emotional and physical bodies are freed through the process of grief and letting go, sadness. And then, you body and your emotional body reconfigure naturally, and open to whatever is present in your whole life, in that which belongs to you……..as well as sets up inside of you the ability to pull in and attract to you what is next. Those people who learn this live well. Can you understand why? You have a sense of the well of life sourcing you always, you live with well-being. And in that living well, you also have everything that you need in any moment because what belongs to you is ever-present. Bodies, souls, in communion with life, herself, constantly create and co-create as long as the truth of life and the truth of death are in alignment.

You can get out of alignment in two ways, yes? Holding on when something wants to let go, or preventing what wants to come. Pretty simple, very simple. It’s not meant to be complicated. It is only that mind that makes things complex. When you get a lot in your head, do you feel stressed? Yes. So, our guidance in this time, our suggestion, is to simplify. To remind the mind that it doesn’t really know everything, and that it can learn something by listening deeper to what belongs to you in this time. If you engage and you pull in too much, and you don’t have the resources energetically, physically, or in your energy body field to sustain what you have accumulated, you create stress. That stress will gradually lead to some kind of change, crisis, etc.

Do you know people in the world who have too much? They are under stress. There is a lot of stress in the world at this time. Much. So much that it moves towards the precipitation of large-scale crisis, deaths. Some of your world leaders are aware of these stresses. They precipitate the crisis, do they not? In order to release some of the stress amongst those who are feeling the stress, which are those who have too much. Isn’t it funny? It is as if they know there is, in a sense, a large-scale imbalance. Yet, in order to not let go, in order to prevent death, they precipitate death for others, do you see? So, in your world, you ones are key players. You might not feel like one, but you are because you are becoming more and more conscious of the truth of life and the truth of death for yourself. The more people who recognize, resonate, and move into alignment, it creates more and more core alignment with that resonant truth, do you understand? If you and your family, your friends, and those who are in your lives learn more about this or follow your model, or are able to be coached and assisted to understand for themselves what this is, and it radiates out and it will more and more, there is then within the whole of life a sustaining tone that is of life, of YES, this is of life, and it knows in that alignment what can be sustained in the material experience. That informs out into the collective and there is a balancing tone that is sounded out into the collective. You ones are beginning to form the balance tone, do you understand?

Have any of you been learning about the truth of life and the truth of death? About letting go? About bringing into your life what truly belongs to you and claiming it? Yes, you’ve been learning. Sometimes there is sadness, and sometimes there might be some crisis. The crisis’ that you soul creates have no intention to hurt, just to balance and move through the stresses wherein the fear has grabbed ahold of one side or the other. There is no intention on your soul’s part to hurt you or create pain. So, it is important to listen, to spend time listening to yourself, to your soul, asking the questions ‘does this feel as if this truly belongs to me or not’. And that is an every day question, every moment question, if you wish. Does this belong to me or not. Someone may ask you to do something, so you ask is this where my life energy wishes to flow this day or not. And if it is not yours, let it pass, let it go.

You ones have learned that recycling is a good thing, yes? That you can let go and someone else can use it, or you can let go and there are ways it can reconfigured and used again at some point. Life likes recycling. Life composts all the time. Nature does this. So if you are a living, breathing being, you are a natural recycler, a natural composter. Go through your house, go through your life, go through your friends (group laughter); does this belong to me, or not, do you see? You will get very clear, and it will feel very good. If there are some tears, let them pass because that will assist your physical/emotional body to recalibrate. So that is all we have to say, a little beginning.

COULD YOU TALK ABOUT HOW A PERSON FEELS IN THEIR BODY (OR MIND?) WITH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RECEIVING AND LETTING GO?

It is more of a sense of what belongs to you, and it is felt by what has life and what has not. Everyone here right now, take an example in your life. Consider something in your life, perhaps a possession or something that belongs to you – or you think it does, anyway. Or an invitation to go somewhere or participate in something, that can also work. Hold it now and bring it into your body, not in your mind, it is not a mental thing. Breathe it down into your body as if you are connecting it to life. Breathe it down into your body and connect it to life. Now, feel in your body whether your body and life wants to source this, wants to give energy to it, or not. You’ll feel it as if there is a sort of little surging or a little bit of upward current, or a little bit of yes or excitement, depending on how you feel things. Some people feel more viscerally, some people feel more emotionally. It doesn’t matter, you just have to find out how you feel things that are alive. If it is not of life, it is flat. Flatlined, just like that little thing that registers hearts, yes? Flatline, no life. Doesn’t matter if it’s wonderful, it is wonderful for someone else, not you. Your energy would be dispersed in that particular engagement, party, or with that person, whatever. So, is it clear?

I WAS READING AND ARTICLE THAT THERE IS AN EPIDEMIC OF PRESCRIPTION DRUG USE IN THE CULTURE, ANTIDEPRESSENTS AND VARIOUS MOOD-ALTERING DRUGS. I CONNECTED WITH THAT AS YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT STRESS. WOULD YOU COMMENT ON THAT?

Yes, people don’t like stress, and then they medicate the stress. But does the stress go away? Not really. It is dulled. They dull the senses of life, they dull the living senses enough so they don’t feel the discomfort of what is out of balance in your body and in your life. It precipitates some form of crisis. Now what happens when there is large-scale suppression of living instructions is that it precipitates large-scale crisis, not just personal. That’s why there is a precipitation of that building in your world, and not just in the United States, in your world. So, it is important to have the tone of balance established in consciousness, in the collective so that when things begin to swing into the extremes there is a place that is stabilizing in consciousness. And you won’t necessarily have to feel the crises, even if they are affecting many people. You might not have to feel them at all because you are in alignment, do you understand? Life sources you. It doesn’t matter for you, personally, because you have found that tone and you are living it. It makes a big difference. If you are not in alignment and you swing into the crises of your day, then you are emotionally stressed, or in other ways stressed. So, it is important to find these places and live this, practice that. Yes, if there is a large-scale depression, which is in a sense the inability to listen to the instructions of Life.

AS PEOPLE GO UP IN FREQUENCY AND BECOME MORE SENSITIVE TO OTHER FIELDS ON THE EARTH, IS THERE AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE BEFORE THERE IS AN ENERGETIC CHANGE IN A PERSON?

Emotions, the energy, the physicality are all connected. You can’t shift frequency without the emotions in the body doing so, too. So, yes, there are releases. Allow them. Emotions are your intermediate between the energy body and the physical body. In between is the emotional body. Allow the emotions to move through you as fluid, as that is what their nature is. They are more fluid, so they can be the intermediary for you. Those who have done much spiritual work on the energetic planes, but have not allowed their emotional or physical bodies to be included, also create stress.

I’VE HEARD THAT YOU CAN GENERATE CHAOS AND CRISIS JUST FROM THE METALS IN YOUR TEETH. IS THERE ANY TRUTH TO THAT. IS THERE ANY TRUTH TO THAT?

Well, not all by themselves. The metal in your teeth cannot create chaos unless there are other things in the system, in the consciousness as well. Some people have metals and do not create crisis or chaos, but some do. So, it is a precipitating factor. The metals in the teeth can be a precipitation of crisis. They are there to help you along, to get that crisis in place to move into a more aligned place, even if they have to be removed to do that during that process. Not everyone will use that precipitator, do you see? There are many precipitators for crisis and chaos, are there not?

SO IF WE CAN ALIGN AND BE FREE OF STRESS AND STAY IN TRUTH, THEN CAN WE IMPACT THE WORLD IN THAT WAY?

You impact the world by being the tone of balance in that place, tone of Life. You become more alive, you are more alive, because you are sustaining true life, because you understand true life and true death. You live it. So, yes, you impact the world whether you speak and that is your part, or whether you have a more formal part or not. You belong to the collective, you can’t divorce it. You might want to (group laughter), you might want to divorce your government at some time, but you can’t. You happen to be part of it all the time because you are humanity. You are part of humanity, you are born into it, you are physicality. So, yes, your alignment in truth affects the whole. The more of you who do that, and support each other to do that, then there is even a greater magnification of it.

IS THERE SOME POINT WHERE WE REACH CRITICAL MASS AND THEN THERE IS A SHIFT WHERE PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO MORE EASILY EXPERIENCE THINGS LIKE YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT?

Hopefully there is that point. There may be some fallout on the way, but yes.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY FALLOUT?

There may be those souls who choose not to participate in such a shift. They may collapse into the contraction that is part of the crises that take place, and they may take their consciousness which they have grown attached to with them….but they may not shift. Free will is free will, it does exist in humanity.

WHAT IMPACT DOES THE RECENT LUNAR ECLIPSE HAVE ON US?

It has been a powerful synchronization of what you know of those who are masters and teachers and light in all of its varieties and levels, etc., with the consciousness of humanity. There is a powerful ability during this time to “download”. If you’ve had some interrupted sleep this week, if you’ve had some meditations that didn’t want to let up, or you had to take a nap……….it has been a downloading time for those who are receptive, and even those who aren’t. Some of this informing currents of light is very strong, this precipitation of consciousness, so you might find that in the next weeks that you have either re-strengthened ideas or sense of what you might have thought of doing in the past but the energy left or didn’t happen, or you may be inspired in some new ways that you haven’t thought of before. Or someone else might find you and invite you to participate in some inspiration they might have. There are some new things or ideas that may show up or be energized in the next weeks and months. It isn’t just immediate, when something is downloaded it needs its time. You plant the seed and then it has to come up. Some seeds are fast and some are a little slower.

IN MY PRACTICE I RUN INTO PEOPLE WHO DON’T SEEM TO FEEL ALIVE UNLESS THEY ARE IN CRISIS, OR HURTING, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. WHAT’S WITH THAT, AND IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP?

They have become very adapted sourcing energy laterally from others and becoming very needy, or victimized, or sick, whatever, to get that energy. The way to help them is if they are willing to connect directly through the root to the earth and Life for themselves, and through the crown to their own guidance and their own sense of their great spirit, their own knowing, to become more sovereign and sourced.

Some people get sick of being sick, or everyone goes away and won’t feed them anymore. So unless they find their own source, they starve, so to speak. Some of you may need to make decisions about whether or not you feed them.

SO THAT’S PART OF THE WAKING UP?

Yes.

HOW CAN YOU PROTECT YOURSELF AGAINST SOMEBODY WHO WANTS TO FEED OFF OF YOU?

It is important for you to know that you are directly sourced, and that whatever is your place of consciousness that allows it, that you can change that place. Sometimes as children in a dualistic, polarized world where there has been separation, your inner children may have learned that you have to feed others to be loved, or you will feel abandoned. Or you may have felt that unless you fed others there would be some threat, or someone would hurt you or someone else. So, those experiences of survival are hooked up to your allowing yourself to feed others, do you see? So, your personal piece in it is yours to do. When you are with the child, or that part of you that learned that conditioned love, know that you are just fine and are able to be sourced of Love and not alone even if this person is not in your experience or you are no longer giving to them the same way. Then, you are free to make the choice. It is up to you and it is your choice, then, and you can say no with love, if you wish.

I BELIEVE WE HAVE ALL MADE AGREEMENTS BEFORE WE CAME INTO THIS LIFE. IS THERE A WAY TO FIND OUT WHAT AGREEMENT I MADE?

Well, it isn’t just one agreement. It’s like a fabric in form. Some people call it a blueprint, some people call it a map, but it is a multi-dimensional fabric that each form for a lifetime. Some may form a looser fabric than others, and some of your fabrics are pretty straight-forward. You probably know people who have a strong path. They begin as a child and move forward, and that is what they do, you see, a very strong, tight fabric. Others have more choice. You allow yourself to have more choice within it so it is less focused with more leeway in terms of options and choices within your life experience. Yet it is always there vibrating. If you wish to invite more interaction with your own blueprint, your own fabric, your conscious lineage of your life, one little practice we can suggest is to before you go to sleep at night, link to your solar logos. The solar logos is the area above your head, the chakra above your head, or whatever you call it. It is that which mediates between your great spirit and your body. It is mediating between all that which is informing you and your conscious self. Connect there before you go to sleep, and ask for more awareness. You will need to ask specific questions; what part of this agreement are you looking for, is it a relationship, why you chose your family, understanding certain events in your life, or understanding why you have certain attractions and interests and why you don’t…….do you understand? Specific questions. You can write them down, night by night. If you have a question tonight, your soul will certainly work with you. Then in the morning, or in your dreams, you will start to find answers. Once you start this on a regular basis, it clicks, because you are connecting with the mediating, informing place. The specifics are important otherwise it doesn’t know what to do or how to respond to your conscious mind.

WHAT CAN YOU TELL ME ABOUT RINGING IN MY EARS?

Over time, bodies often accumulate certain toxins, poisons, and certain metals, etc., in your body. Many of you have been exposed to many things, including the mercury that you have in your teeth as well as what has been ingested or inhaled, many things. Your body has done its best job to protect you, and it walls these things off and locates them in certain areas. When it is located in certain parts of the brain, then you have ringing in the ears. Usually, chelation and different kinds of heavy metal release methods can assist the release of toxins or poisons that have accumulated in the body. Certain foods will pass into the brain and carry things out. Cilantro is one that will bypass the brain barrier and get into the brain so that it can begin to detoxify certain metals and other heavy toxins.

These toxins are usually the reason, especially if it is long term. If it is short term, then it is usually a frequency shift that the pineal gland is trying to process, and it is having a difficult time or you are having some areas of resistance that are working their way through.

YOU HAVE USED THE WORD TONE. I WONDER IF YOU COULD ELABORATE ON THAT A BIT.

We tend to describe things in words you will understand. Tone is often harmonizing, if it is the right tone, yes? It aligns the body. This is the kind of tone that when there is an alignment with life, the truth of life with all of your possessions, your friends, your life experiences, etc., when you are aligned in that way you vibrate that. There is a vibrational congruency that when something is in balance or harmony, other things want to come into harmony with it because it is attractive. When you hear a beautiful chord or choir that is in perfect choir, does something not happen within you? You feel as if something aligns you, softens or opens you. You vibrate more clearly, and that is what you provide for others when this is true for you. It isn’t necessarily an audible tone that you hear, but you can play with that and perhaps find a sense of a tone or a chord that comes forth from you when you are in alignment. Play with it. For you it is translating that way. But, you are IT, you see.

I JUST FINISHED A CLASS IN WHICH WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW WE DON’T NEED TO GET SICK ANYMORE, YET I SPENT MOST OF THIS LAST WEEK LAYING ON MY BACK WITH SOMETHING THAT SEEMED LIKE A COLD OR ALLERGY THING GOING ON. COULD YOU GIVE ME SOME INSIGHT ON THAT?

You are moving deeper into your body. You have had a lot of energy through the mental field and a lot through your electrical field, and less through your physical/emotional field in terms of integrating all of it together. So, you are in the physical body and you are translating your spirit energy or frequencies into the matter experience, and there are needs to process and to clear. Some of you have within your bodies some accumulations of things that you took in in previous parts of your life. Those of you who have entertained certain “sweet-tooths” or perhaps you had some fun with alchohol or drugs or smoking or other things in your past…..we are just saying perhaps…….that there are perhaps also some accumulations here and there. Periodically, then, as you deepen the spirit into your body, then those accumulations are brought forward to release because they do not vibrate with these energies that are becoming more fully embodied.

It is not “sick”…….you call it sick……..it lays you down because it takes time. It takes time and energy, and it takes some attention. While you are doing this, allow yourself to breathe in more of what is coming in through your spirit, and breathe out that which is the old stuff that your body and life no longer needs. You might find on the other side of these processes, which is what they are, that you feel more integrated, more alive, more present. So be it.

There is a difference between disease and processing or release of toxins through the body. There is a different signature and a different energy that is working with it. Learn to tell the difference, and don’t say you’re sick. (group laughter). I’m processing, I’m releasing, I’m cleansing, etc. But you are not diseased, do you see? That is different.

I’M NOT ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN, YET THERE SEEMS TO BE NO PHYSICAL REASON. WHY CAN’T I?

It is not that you cannot, but it is that you are ending a particular ancestral path through you so that it will not move on. So it is sort of important that in some way you work with this part of your body that took on a lineage area of miasms, and clear that. Then your body will be able to bring through children. But it does not want to bring it through that. So, it is not a life-long thing.

I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING MEMORY LOSS, AND I STARTING THINKING ABOUT ALZHEIMERS. I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD CHECK AND SEE IF THAT IS IN MY FUTURE?

Well, if you checked in this room, you would probably find many who are experiencing some memory loss (group laughter). It is the nature of this particular time, where there is a deepening of spirit within matter, that the conscious minds are being disengaged in order for that to happen. So, you are not having an Alzheimer moment, do you understand? The Alzheimer disease, and it is a disease, does have a certain lineage that moves an ancestral line. But it is not necessary for each generation to manifest it, and it can be moved through. It is again based in miasmic energy that has gotten caught in a blood line, and it doesn’t have to move through you.

You are already addressing many issues in the healing work with yourself, so continue to do so. It is important to keep your crown and connection to spirit clear, and to align that central column so you have a nice strong grounding rod for it. Allow that as a regular awareness for yourself so that you are exercising your informing current. That keeps the pineal active. The pineal is actually what shuts down in Alzheimer’s. It shuts down new information, and then all that is left is past information. The pineal atrophies and dies, and it doesn’t work anymore. Keep your pineal active through the crown, and you don’t have to worry.

CAN YOU TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT OTHER LIFE FORMS AND WHY IT IS THAT WE FEEL SO ALONE?

Because you have separated from just about every other form of life there is and have said that you are the ones who have all the consciousness. So, humanity has split off from many other life forms, including those that inhabit your own planetary body. The birds, the trees, the animals, the rocks, the earth herself. You would not feel alone if all of these beings were accessible to your consciousness every day. So, that is one place. Are you asking about beings from other dimensions, other places?

WHAT DO THEY THINK OF US?

Most of them love you dearly. There are a few that have lost patience (group laughter), but not very many. Most of the beings understand that Source seeded something in this planetary experience to come to fruition. It is coming to fruition, and there is a certain way in which many beings from other planetary experiences are observing this, rather like an audience or a great stadium. There is sort of an observation deck for this experience. They sign on to observe, they sign on to bring support and love to the experience, otherwise they don’t get a ticket (group laughter), do you see? Those who in the past were more interfering in the planetary experience for their own use and their own means are no longer interfering in the way that they were. They have lost their ticket, so to speak, and they are no longer able to interfere in your planetary experience.

So, there is a great undertaking here, and yet it is up to humanity, it is up to you. It is up to your choices, it is up to your experiences, it is up to that which you and others like you are beginning to embody and vibrate within the collective and the whole of consciousness, as well as connecting more and more to the great Earth Mother, whatever you wish to call her, because she is vibrating life in a way that has not been vibrated or been possible to utilize these frequencies of pure life for a long time. The possibilities for your future and the creative potential is magnifying, and you children and children’s children will be able to utilize these great life energies and make many things organic that now are plastic, for example.

SOMETIMES I FEEL THESE GREAT IMPULSES TO HELP PEOPLE THAT I KNOW, OR THAT I RUN INTO, AND I KNOW THEY HAVE SOME KIND OF SERIOUS PROBLEM. I FEEL LIKE I CAN SAY SOMETHING THAT COULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE, AND AT THE SAME TIME I FEEL LIKE IT MIGHT HAVE A DEVASTATING EFFECT ON MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT PERSON. THEY MIGHT EITHER BE REALLY OFFENDED, OR WHAT IF THE HELP I TRY TO GIVE THEM TURNS OUT BAD? SHOULD I BE ACTING ON THESE IMPULSES?

If you do not, they back up in you. Impulses to give messages or assistance to one you are with usually happen in the moment, and they are not for you, they are for the other. If you can, detach from your fear of consequences and just deliver it freely as if it is passing through you from your soul who has picked it up from their soul and assisting them to become more conscious through you. Just let go and deliver it as a present. You are inspired to deliver gifts, you are a gift bearer. How they open or use the gift is up to them. You will grow a capacity to trust this, and then more gifts will come, in different forms, in different ways. You are very spontaneous. That is the beauty of your soul’s nature, is the spontaneity, and so you are very easy for guides and masters to work with because you are in the moment, and they can work through you very easily that way. So, if you are the gift bearer, then you are giving the gifts to these people, and it may be coming from their own soul, a guide, a teacher, etc., do you see? It is not up to you to attach to how they use the gift. So, you can practice.

WHEN I TRY TO TALK TO MY ADULT CHILDREN, I BECOME TONGUE-TIED AND FEEL BRAIN DEAD. HELP!

They are probably holding up a wall in front of them and are not receptive to you right now. They wish to be adults, and they wish to do it on their own even though they may have at times limited proof that they can do so. In a sense, it is for you to step back and perhaps let yourself not talk to them for awhile. Let them open up their own experience, their way. There is a shift that is going to happen within the relationships that begin to move you into another place with them, but they have to put you in that place. You can’t do it for them, do you see? So, you have to step back and give space for that to happen.

The session closed following a few more specific personal questions from participants.

New Year’s Channeling 2003

Notes about this transcription:

Much of this New Year’s channeling is focused less on what is taking place in the world, and more on the next phase of involvement for those who are actively participating in the transformation of consciousness. It is also an invitation to begin a process of shifting the emotional body and focusing as a group to bring more Love into Matter and into the world. The first portion is presented by the Earth Mother, followed by perspectives from our friends in Spirit .

Participant questions/comments are shown in UPPER-CASE.

The Earth Mother begins:

I am very pleased to be inviting you into something that will open some portals within consciousness and within bodies. It is my part to open these portals in partnership with you. I am one and you are one, each of you, and yet all together we are a greater being that is like one great body. Over many, many, many centuries, this body has adapted its pathways and patterns and they have become contracted and distorted, producing disease, death, etc. Many stories have been left behind in my body over these many years of time, and these pathways have grown rigid and crystallized.

Most of you have been working in your own lives, your own bodies, your own consciousness to dissolve the patterns of crystallizations, the distortions, the adaptations, etc. That is called healing. It is not always pleasant. In fact, sometimes it is downright messy, isn’t it? Yes. So those of you who have gone ahead in this process understand that it is not always pleasant, it is not always peaceful, it does not always feel good, warm and cozy. And yet you are also aware that Love is ever present, always present through Me, from Spirit, from guides, from God. As the Essence within all of creation, it is always present, so that as you open these places of crystallization or adaptation, you have support, you have a way to unravel, to dissolve, a way to be held in an embrace that knows that you are Love, unfolding and opening like blossoms of Love. There is a way for you to return, to restore your natural integrity, your natural design, and then to inhabit, embody more fully all of your great being. This has already been happening in limited ways, in a limited number of different bodies of those now alive.

You have had many bodies; some of you very many, some of you not as many. This does not matter: you have all been here at least several times. Even if you do not know that or do not remember it, you have. Your soul-body remembers death, it remembers dying. Part of the pattern of living and dying, of going back to spirit and coming back into a body, is that you have memories and stories that are accumulated. Those memories and stories are personal to you, and are also left behind. What do you think are in your storybooks? You call them history. I prefer to just say stories. These stories are of living experiences of yours and many others. They have accumulated, but where have they gone? Did they just disappear? No. You buried them. You buried them in my body. You buried your bones and your cells, and even if you burned your cells, they still remained. Guess what? Those stories not only remained in a cellular way that reintegrated into the body of my body, the whole body, they also remained in consciousness.

Now the stories are unraveling. This is happening so the pearls, the jewels, the essence can be taken out, like treasures. So there are treasures that you are receiving, taking back to yourselves. Some of these are shared stories that are part of a group of people; a culture, a time, a nation. These cultural group stories or community stories are also unraveling, so that these too may reveal their gifts and be opened up within consciousness. The rigidity of the distortions, of the adaptations, of the contractions that were also carried through the memories and the stories; these are things we do not wish to weave into the next template for the next story.

You are not creating a new story right now. We are not writing and weaving a story right now, we are dissolving stories. You are dissolving your past stories, you are dissolving the rigidities, the crystallizations, of the group stories and the collective consciousness. That is what you are about right now. So at times it may feel as if you are sluggish, like moving through soup or stew or glue. It is at such times that the next layer of stories is rising. You have begun to be aware that you are not alone in feeling this at times, and that when you feel this you might talk to a friend or colleague, and they too are feeling it. Isn’t that something? You are unraveling collective, group stories. If it was just personal stories, you would be sick and they would not. You would have the feeling of sluggishness and they would not; that would be a personal story. So, have you become aware of how much you are sharing right now? Yes.

Many of you are affected and have agreed to participate in the unraveling of the stories. so that the rigidity, the crystallization, the contraction, the adaptation and the distortions can be unraveled out of my body and out of your bodies. I do understand that this process is some work. At the same time, there is more life, more juice, more power to accomplish it than ever before. Those that are present, as well as many others that are not physically here, have chosen to listen to the current of transformation in your own lives. Wherever that might have begun, that does not matter. You have chosen to listen, and you have been working through these places in yourselves. I am grateful, Spirit is grateful, we are all grateful for your choice to do so.

You are looking out into your world, and it is getting messy. Yes? It seems to be getting messier and messier and messier. You look at those who are in positions that make choices that affect many, affect you, and you do not understand how they think. How can they make such choices? You do not have a comprehension. So much of the story has unraveled for you, and so much of the past has already unraveled that you are beginning to not remember that story. But for them, they are still living that story. They are still living out the duality that is coming out of the bodies of the past and coming out of the memories of our earth body. They are choosing from that place. Do you understand why they do this? You once were part of that story. You have unraveled much of it so you are not so intimate anymore, but you do understand. Many still believe, still feel, still are woven, still have the rigidity of that structure. That is reality for them.

What is going to unfold now is that there is a radical, which means root, choice that is rippling out through the consciousness. It is beginning with those who are ready, available and willing. Perhaps I should ask: are you available and willing for this next part? You have a choice. In some ways, once you begin the unraveling process, you are more susceptible to being part of the larger unraveling because you cannot separate yourself anymore. But you do have choice in some ways as far as how much to participate. The next phase, is to allow waves to move out, like sound waves that come out of the earth, out of our bodies and out of the stories in the collective sense. You do not need to process this emotionally. That is part of why those who will be facilitating the next weeks and I have chosen to assist you to transform your emotional body, to shift it, so you do not have to process so much. You in bodies need a way to process this transformative energy, these waves, and there is a way to do this available to you. We will assist you at the beginning of this process to establish more coherency through your energetic bodies so you will not be so emotionally affected. Already some of you have ridden some of the wave of emotion this year, yes? You have felt anger, grief, what else?

FEAR

Yes, fear, contractions. They have come through in powerful experiences that have affected many people. Some of you wanted to get up and become warriors. You wanted to respond, to act. But you were acting out of the wave of emotion, the fear, the anger, the grief, the sense of powerlessness, which is not a place to act from in this time. That empowers the old story that is dissolving. So, there is a need to open portals of consciousness that are present, but which have not been utilized. They have not been utilized well except for in very small groups, for quite some time. The turn of the century two thousand years ago, the story of Jesus, the Christed one, was a time when there were waves of release. These waves of release were triggered and stimulated by the embodied Being bringing the Christ into the earth, into our body of Earth, into the story of humanity, and utilizing groups of people that in that time were charged with the same thing that you are being charged with now. Only, now it is a different time and a different age. So, many of you have memories of utilizing these portals, but you have not been able to open them because you have been woven into duality in the old story. So the process over the next months is to open these portals, to recreate or redesign your emotional field so that your mind-emotion or emotional-mind, has more capacity to process and less fragility in reacting to what is releasing through the greater consciousness of the whole. You do not need to ride the waves of emotion; that is not good for you physically. That can weaken immune systems. You could feel vulnerable or become ill, and that is not necessary.

We have begun to ask your participation, if you choose, in a process that will facilitate something with grace and power on a grander scale than has yet been attempted. This will ripple out into consciousness; you are not alone. Just as you now unconsciously feel similarly at similar times, so it will be within the whole with many people who are part of these waves of release and transformation. Some of them however, will not know how to do so without becoming very emotionally involved in that wave. So, there is a need for you too to assist others, as you learn what is necessary to do or how to be in this place, you can assist and facilitate others who you might connect with that are also feeling similarly and participating in these waves of release, but who are processing it emotionally.

So, I introduced this, that was my job (laughter). That was not the message for the year exactly, that will come later. Some others are coming to speak to you, too. But I introduce this part because I am very involved in this aspect of what is coming next. Any questions?

I FEEL THAT YOU ARE TELLING US THAT MUCH IS COMING THIS YEAR THAT COULD AFFECT US EMOTIONALLY. ARE YOU SAYING THAT WE SHOULD LEARN TO DETACH FROM THIS EMOTIONAL CURRENT?

Well, you have learned to somewhat detach from emotion, but this is a shift of the emotional body so that it is not necessary to push away emotion, but to utilize the power of what is available while not processing the content. It is not quite like detachment, it is different. You all will be feeling as if you are tuning up in the next few weeks. If there are any chakras or centers or areas of your body that are out of alignment, needing some assistance or support, you will feel almost a compelling push to work with that. Do so. There is much support and ease of moving things through your system, more now than ever before.

WILL WE BE WORKING WITH OURSELVES OR OTHERS?

It is not a do-it-yourself kind of thing. Actually it is participating in something much larger. Yes, it is something that we hope you will pass on and share with others. Some will understand, some will not. It will be up to you to begin to be translators, because those that have not yet processed some of their own story may find that that gets stimulated during this time. That will need your support, perhaps in order to move that process. Yet there is also a great amount of Love, deep oceans of Love, here for any and all who are moving with this process. Those who are yet rigidly woven into the old story and playing that out in their lives and decisions, and on the world stage, will not understand how things could unfold very differently than what they expect or as they have been able to predict in the past. This is due to the unraveling. Even as they are attempting to contract, and to control, and to move forward with even greater attachment to this story, simultaneously the story is unraveling from within itself.

COULD YOU EXPLAIN THE MAIN DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE OLD AND THE NEW STORY?

The old story has to do with fear, utilizing the fear of death or chaos, or lack of order, or fear of losing what has been perceived as reality in the material or physical reality. Fear is the groundwork, and separation as a result of that fear, that has split and fragmented one consciousness from another so that people perceive themselves as separate and different and possibly opponents. The new story that is to be written is to be based in Love. Based in the sense of the whole, the unity of the multitude of infinite uniqueness, simultaneously and synchronistically creating vast new pools of potential.

The potential that you see now manifested in the earth has focalized itself into arenas that have been designated as needed or necessary in order to provide what the old story deems necessary for life. By not trusting life, it has taken energy out of life, out of my body, out of your body, out of the energy stores as a whole and attempted to drive or steer all of that energy into these creations that it deems necessary based in fear, greed, and the imbalances that you perceive. Your potential has been drained as a result of this. The potential of who you truly are capable of being has been siphoned off by that story.

So withdraw your energy, your support by not only withdrawing from the old story, but also by unraveling it. No longer allow it to have power within your energetic emotional system or for your life in the world. Simultaneously now begin to open from within your own potential, tapping the reservoirs of the vast potential that wish to bring Love into creation.

Ahhhh, breathe, we are not breathing……(laughter)

CAN YOU SAY SOMETHING ABOUT WHY THIS IS ALL HAPPENING NOW?

Well, in this time there are several conjunctions. My story is influenced by a larger story. I, the Earth, am part of a larger solar system. Then our sun is part of a galaxy. The galaxy is part of another community or family. And all galaxies and universes are in rotation. Just as I rotate around the sun. There is always rotation. The rotation brings different qualities of energy into various vicinities of space throughout the universe. This solar system has been moving into a vicinity of the universe that is much more intensely focused out of the central core. This vibrates in such a way that it penetrates matter. It is a penetration that catalyzes matter itself to begin to remember its essence and the inception or beginnings of itself. It is remembering the core intention of itself. You are within matter vibrating in my body of matter, which is vibrating within this vicinity of radiation. So, it is partially a timing that is much larger than the human race and our experience. However, the evolving consciousness of the human race has been timed within this rotational timing so that the unfolding of awareness, the unfolding of becoming conscious of the Essence of spirit within matter, is also timed to awaken to become coherent at this time. Everything converges.

WERE WE AWAKE BEFORE?

What do you think?

SOMETIMES YES, SOMETIMES NO.

In the distant human past, you have at times been more conscious. But in those earlier time of consciousness, it was a much more merged state. The consciousness was less differentiated, with less variety, much more like a single-celled being versus a multi-celled being. So, you might remember such a time of feeling a great merger with Love, and delight in creation. Your mythology of the Christian and Jewish tradition calls it paradise or the Garden of Eden, and other traditions have stories that also remember the merged state of consciousness. And you may also have other stories. You may have been in other dimensions, or other planetary experiences that have already gone through this vicinity of space, this radiation of remembrance. You may have a memory of similar transformative experiences in other times, other places, but not here on earth.

YOU SAID THAT UNRAVELING OCCURRED 2000 YEARS AGO. DID SOMETHING HAPPEN WHERE IT DIDN’T TAKE OR COMPLETE, OR……

It is rather like LONG contractions for birthing that you did not yet perceive was taking place 2000 years ago. The focus was on the one who came, and the memory wove around that one and that vibration was kept alive through the memory of that one and the stories that were told of that one. You recorded the stories…..and changed them and buried a few to be recovered now…..yet the stories still lived in my body as a whole; they had to, as all stories do. That was an opening. Then there was a contraction. And then there was an opening, and then there was a contraction, and an opening, contraction, opening, contraction…and it gets faster and faster before babies are born. Those who are mothers here understand this process. Simultaneously, there was a timing involved. The one who came prophesied that another time would be coming where much more would take place than what was taking place there. But you did not completely believe that one at the time, and you thought it all was going to happen very quickly. Well the story is more stretched out than that.

WILL THERE BE ANOTHER BEING IN A LEADERSHIP ROLE?

There are already great beings walking among you, facilitating and leading, and others who are yet to emerge. There will not be only one. There is too much in this time in the old story that wishes to contract around those who would proclaim themselves to be the savior. And that story is still too willing to abdicate the unfolding of true potential and give it away. So, instead of one there are many. You are also invited to tap the storehouses of potential, your own as well as the vastness of what is being revealed, to open the treasure chest. You are also invited to take the treasure, unfold it within your own uniqueness, share it, give it expression, and dance it into form. So, one? No. Several, many? Yes.

HOW FAR ARE WE INTO THE LABOR?

It is not the year of the birth. That is yet to come. But as you know, labor does intensify. You are not yet pushing, either. But the unraveling of the story will escalate now from this time forward. That will precipitate the quickening, if you wish.

This is the end of the presentation by the Earth Mother.
After a short pause, the session was continued with those in Spirit.

Hello. You have already been talking with our esteemed partner and now it is we who have been invited to address this group with more information about this coming year. We will speak for just a short time with more of an overview. Then you may ask questions and we will go from there.

You have begun in your time a new cycle as of today. The cycle of this year contains within it several threads. Certain things will unfold from these threads, things that are in place and already moving. Yet, because so much in this time is unpredictable, we have difficulty saying for sure what will unfold. We will preface what we say with that disclaimer.

You have already heard that in this moment of time, consciousness is unraveling many of the threads of the old structure or the old story. That structure, however, is in a process of attempting to maintain and take even greater control based in the fear that is driving it. There is a very deep contraction of fear in consciousness and it is growing every day. That contraction is being fed and nurtured by those who are embodied with you, as well as by those not embodied who dwell in the lower astral plane. So, the astral level is also influencing people at this time, as well as being influenced by what is taking place here. That is one reason why it is important that you know you have the power to determine how you react emotionally, and the power to choose your focus of attention consciously to determine what and who gets your energy and power.

If you pay very close attention and attempt to make conscious choices all of the time, you will probably wear out your brain (laughter). Yes? It is not a good thing to wear out the brain; the brain is essential to the whole of how you experience your life and your Self. What we, together with our partner [the Earth Mother] are going to assist you and others with is to create structures in your bodies and your emotional system, so that you do not need to work so hard with the brain. In some ways it then becomes more automatic, more like breathing, more as if it is part of your design. That is one of the reasons why we have proposed what we have proposed ( the upcoming series of channeled sessions).

The contraction that is happening now is driving itself into a place of creating a great dualistic picture, or a great polarity, a great war, with the good guys and the bad guys, with the white hats and the black hats, etc. But at the same time there is also rising the awareness of Love, of wholeness, of interconnectedness, of your own sense of what you are to choose and what you can choose. This time has within it a certain Grace. Even though it does not always appear on the surface of things, it is always present. And that Grace is a quality of Love that you can call upon, touch, breathe, and work with. It is always given during times of great challenge. It you have ever lost a loved one, or someone dear to you, you have felt Grace permeating the room or the place or the experience, maybe for many months, have you not? At a birthing of a child, there is Grace, yes? You may also call to mind other times when you have felt a permeating quality of assistance, of blessing. We would like you know that Grace is present, and that it will be increasing as you move through this year. Whatever you call it does not matter, but you might want to help others be aware of it, too, so it is not just in your consciousness. You can name it into the field wherever you are, even if in your mind you are naming it in a casual way, consciously dropping it into the conversation. That has an impact, an effect of unleashing Grace throughout that experience, in that place, to those people. So this is one thing to remember this year: Grace, and that you have the power to acknowledge it within the living field of your experience at any moment.

Another thing to remember this year and in this time, is that those that claim to have power are actually losing it. If you look at them and you conclude that they have great power and then you become afraid or feel powerlessness, then you are giving them more energy and power. You are creating and giving them the energy of fear, which feeds the stories they are creating. IF however you make a different choice of perception, you can see they do not have the control they claim to have. They do not. They are losing power. Why else would they be on the rampage? Do you see? They are losing power. Now, what’s the polarity of the aggressor in the old structure?

THE VICTIM

And what’s another choice?

PEACEMAKER?

The peacemaker, or the one who is choosing Grace in the moment, is not empowering that scenario any longer. You vibrate something different, and as you do, you connect to the great unfolding of power that is now to be released to those who are ready, who can handle it. You have to be able to handle power this year. It is not power over, it is not a power of domination, it is not power as opposed to powerlessness. The kind of empowerment we speak of….we wish it had another name….is that which is able to amplify who you are, how you feel, and what you acknowledge as true and real. It amplifies this in such a way that it is more effective in any moment.

So this year, keep in mind:

1. Physical stamina, physical strength, exercise, good eating, whatever it takes for you to care for and strengthen the physical form, is your part. You will need to feel physically strong, you will need to grow in your body a greater sense of capacity to handle the amplification of energy.

2. Restructuring your emotional body so it is no longer so vulnerable within the material plane

3. Connecting to the Earth if you have not already done so. Which means clearing those lower chakras that may have yet been holding fear or the contraction from the old story, or any other places in the body that have limited the flow or the current that is coming up from the Earth.

4. Connecting to Spirit through the crown. Coming down from above you is awareness. You will also find yourself having increased awareness this year as you are able to maintain higher frequencies in your body and field.

If we asked you right now to imagine in your mind a scale of 1-100, with 100 being extra-ordinary vitality and awareness and zero being close to death:

a. How alive do you feel?
b. How conscious and aware do you typically feel during your day?

In this year you will go up on both these scales. Scale number one is about life-force, vitality and power. It is about the ability to hold more of the upward current, the power of life, in your field, and allow it to amplify and have more impact and effectiveness in creation. Scale number two is consciousness, light, and awareness of what is Real in every moment.

So your job and responsibility is to take good care of and clear any remainders of the old story that is remembered in your body, in your great, beautiful, embodied soul-self. Then you can become a coherent force of Love within creation in this next time. A coherent force that is not just you, but a force that is both unified and multiplied into an infinite variety of Love’s expression. This force of Love you will begin to manifest, within this creation, this earth, during this unfolding in time. So, this year is a time for a preparation for what will come. It is as if the next step of moving into what you have been preparing for is upon you. Now you take this next step. This step cannot be done alone. That is why we are gathered here, in groups utilizing the collective rhythm to unfold. That is why this year is one of amplification, clarification and of opening up more of the collective awareness so that can begin to become coherent.

So we are done. What would you like to discuss?

I HAVE HEARD SOME PEOPLE USE THE TERM SPIRITUAL WARRIOR, AND SOME TALK ABOUT MIND TECHNIQUES AND THE EFFECTS IT HAS ON THE WORLD. WOULD YOU PLEASE PROVIDE CLARITY ABOUT THIS? IT SEEMS AS THOUGH IT COULD BE ANOTHER WAY OF FALLING INTO THE DUALISTIC TRAP OF TRYING TO CONTROL THE OUTCOME OF SOMETHING.

If the vehicle of the body and the consciousness is not ready, so to speak, utilizing such techniques can and will in some ways amplify the old story, because it is still coming through the webbing of the old story. You cannot try to make a change in outcomes from a place where you think something is wrong. Do you understand? If you think something is wrong, and then you try to make it different, then where are you coming from? That is still the old story, the old place that grips and holds and binds and contracts and then tries to control. How else do you approach life if you do not perceive right/wrong, good/bad? That is a habit of judgment, which is a result of fear.

How do you show up in your life and become effective without fear?

BY BEING IN ALIGNMENT?

Yes, doing your part, your work

SPEAKING YOUR TRUTH

When it is appropriate for you to do so.

LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT

Yes, by opening Love, acknowledging Grace and Love. All you have to do is acknowledge it. Acknowledge the reality of Grace and Love empowers it, activates its potential. You will learn how to be able to bring more power to it. You will grow into the experience of what we are giving you a peek at. You already have it in your awareness that you are moving into this possibility, because the possibility is alive, it is vibrating. The interpenetration of this radiation of love and light within matter is unleashing the potential, the possibility. If you perceive something is wrong, you contract, you get scared, and you feel you have to change it. If you open all of the potential of what is in you and you acknowledge what is essentially Real and present in the moment in which anything is occurring, then you are effective. Actually, circumstances do not even need to be the catalyst; you can acknowledge Love in any moment so that it can continue to be amplified, creative and unfolding its potential into experience. As this focus upon the Real becomes a coherent force of Love, you become very effective creators. So to say that you will as a group focus on something to try and change it, that is something to beware of at this time. There is not sufficient consciousness to do that in a way that will not impact or energize the old system.

WHAT ABOUT THE THOUGHTS OF GOING TO WAR WITH IRAQ, SHOULD WE NOT ACT ON THAT?

You can insert yourself in consciousness anywhere because you are part of the whole. It is more effective in this time to begin to stand in the place where the thought form is vibrating a desire to go to war, and affirm the blessings of Grace and Love in that place. Affirm another reality in that same place, amplify yourself so that as you affirm it, it is so. Instead of opposing it, as in a dualistic way, you affirm another level of consciousness or reality that then is empowered to manifest in reality. Make choices to join together in different kinds of groups, and be the one that acknowledges the reality of Love that is already present there. Do not allow your emotions to be engaged by others who may attempt to engage you in order to amplify their own emotional content and to have some control via that emotion (agenda). Do you understand?

NOT REALLY. WHEN YOU SAY TO AFFIRM, ACKNOWLEDGE, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. IS IT A FEELING, AN ACTION?

It can be either of these things. That which is Love lives in you, as the essence of you. Do you understand this? You may not understand how something should unfold, or how it will unfold for the highest good of all, but when you acknowledge the reality of Love, you can bring that awareness into the moment in the midst of turmoil, in the midst of challenge, in the midst of upheaval. How do you think Jesus did it? He did not oppose anything. He affirmed, acknowledged. How do you think he healed someone’s body that was manifesting an imbalance, a disease? His vibration penetrated within that one’s field by acknowledging the Truth of what was present. The Truth then asserted itself in that person’s field and body, rapidly. Yes, more rapidly than often happens, but if you do so in this time, you can illustrate a similar effect. If you do so in coherent force, you have a multiplied or amplified effect.

HOW DO YOU ASSERT THE VIBRATION THROUGH?

You can assert the vibration through knowing what is real, knowing what is more real than the imbalance of what is being illustrated or portrayed. It is not the action that is the emphasis as much as where people come from in this time, which story they are energizing. If they come from fear, a need to control, a need to do something out of a sense that something is wrong and thus, I must take charge, I must do something…that is the response of fight or flight, that is a fear response. If you get all riled up and have a great need to act from that place, fear is in your field, it is in your body, and it is acting through you. If you can acknowledge the fear and say: ‘I acknowledge and feel the fear, and in this place, Love is present, Grace is present here. I am (that which is real and true) present here’. You allow the Love to unravel the fear, to unravel the consciousness that perceived fear as an option, to dissipate and dissolve it, until you come into a space of Love. Love is the only reality in that moment that exists, and you acknowledge and affirm it into whatever experience is in your life. Since you are all part of this United States, which is working out this old story right now, you have the power to acknowledge Love right here inside this story. Acknowledge it here and now with the knowing that Love is more Real than any appearances. This is not about using affirmations from the mind, but standing in awareness and knowing the Essence within all of material experience.

SHALL WE CHANGE THE CONCEPT FROM SPIRITUAL WARRIOR TO SPRITUAL PEACEMAKER?

You can use whatever language you feel holds the vibration and the frequency of this. Peacemaker, force of love, lovers…what would you like to call yourselves? You can call yourselves anything. What is important is where it comes from. The language is not so important, although warrior has some energy around the old, but so does power. Your language has not yet evolved to include everything that may be needed. You can make up words, we would be grateful. (laughter)

IF ENGAGED IN A QUESTION WITH ONE WHO REALLY BELIEVES WAR WITH IRAQ IS NEEDED, HOW DOES ONE BE WITH THAT?

If you take them on and oppose them you are energizing them. You will find you become more contracted, more worked up, more rigid, more trying to convince them. It will not dissipate, it will just rev up, becoming an emotional volcano. So, how to be with them? First breathe into the center of your being. Next, connect to the place in you that is most loving, most aware, most conscious. Then breathe down, connect to the root, through the root to the Earth, opening up your central column. Open up from above through the crown and invite the flow of awareness, both light and life to inform you. Begin to know, acknowledge in your Self what is Real. This is your practice, your work.

If you can slip a word or two into conversation that acknowledges that what you are feeling is the reality, you give it more power within the field. Whatever you say out loud into the field of consciousness rings like a bell and sound waves ripple out. It has more impact than just the thought, which keeps it in the etheric plane. You can say casually something about another reality such as: what about love, what about connecting with those things that are more similar than different? All you have to do is say it from the place that you know is real. YOU connect it to the words. It does not have to be exact words. It is your intention, your reality that you are acknowledging into the field, and then you can let go and let them talk. You may need to have to have an experience of this, but oftentimes there are subtle shifts afterwards that happen either for you or for them, and you begin to become more aware that this force of Love is actually working. You are participating, you are a conscious creator in that field, and you are bringing its potential forward into this material reality.

ARE THERE CERTAIN SOUNDS OR VIBRATIONS THAT ACCOMPANY THIS?

No, not specific. It varies with the moment, it varies with the individual, and varies with the frequencies that you are calling upon to bring into the field. You are creative! This awareness is beginning to weave its way into consciousness. What we are speaking of is not only coming through us, but others also speak of it, write of it, and bring it through in different ways. It is beginning to weave its way into music, and we would hope the new story that is to create a new potential for life will eventually weave through your medias. Then the potential that is coming out of the treasure chest will be revealed through pictures that will assist people to relate to the new story rather than only the many, many versions of the old story of duality with its emotional manipulation. Many versions of the old story continue to be created. Yet, other things are also coming into consciousness.

ON A MORE PERSONAL LEVEL, CAN YOU TAKE THIS CONCEPT AND RELATE IT TO STRENGTHENING THE PHYSICAL BODY?

The physical body has been vibrating in a lower frequency for a long time and it is gradually loosening up, dissolving the old crystallizations so it can vibrate at a higher frequency, so the memory it holds is touched and informed by the interpenetration of vibration, light, and life. You may experience some challenge at times in the body as it begins to work through places that have held the lower, more rigid vibration of old experiences, old stories and memories. If you find that very challenging in the physical field, begin to utilize the voice, similar to speaking into the field with another, and acknowledge the Reality of Love, but in a very loving, calm tone. The body has been informed by fear, particularly through many stories and the remembrance of death in those stories. It begins to fear that if it shifts frequency that means the end of life. It does not understand that higher frequencies can be in the body. The consciousness of matter has not moved into this frequency before. Your bodies are trying very hard to make the shift.

Younger bodies, children, infants are already being born at higher frequencies now, many, but not all. So they do not have to make the shift, although they, too, will be called upon to shift in their lives into another frequency as well. The interpenetration of this radiant energy is on its way in, and it is definitely not yet complete. So, use your voice lovingly as if you would to a child, assure your body that there is nothing to fear. Use any tones or words, or vibrational language that may relate directly into the cellular nature, Earth Mother can be of assistance in this aspect. She will give you such things to work with. Also, if there is a need to do some emotional or other clearing from the stored memories, then do so.

SOMETIMES THE INTENSITY FEELS STRONG, AND I TEND TO FORGET WHAT REALITY IS. I DO OK WHEN I DO ALL THE THINGS I KNOW HOW TO DO LIKE THE CLEARING AND REMEMBERING, BUT SOMETIMES I FORGET. IT IS LIKE IT IS INSIDE OF ME, AND I BECOME THE FEAR AND I BECOME CONFUSED ABOUT MYSELF.

You might need some quite evident reminders for such times, like sign poles or posts. You can create them. For some it might be a mantra or something that restores you to remember your Essence, what is Real, something that is your own creation. Your vibrational signature, your true name can be used for such occurrences. Repeat it and breathe until realignment occurs or you become more connected again. Ask for help, affirm Grace and blessing with you. Put up big signs, laugh, whatever you would wish. Make it more fun, more playful so that there is a way for you to have a connection to that which is uplifting, a song, a dance, a movement. But whenever you do it, you connect to yourself again. It does not have to be serious. In fact, it may be more effective if it is not so serious.

And one more correction, you never ‘become’ the fear. That is not true. You may feel as if you do, but that is the emotional wave that has content rolling through you. You amay be riding the emotional wave, but that is not the reality.

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So, please take some deep breaths. Do you like being alive? Most of you do, we hope? It is our prediction, and we do not make many, that you will feel more happy and joyful being alive in this body and in this year, and that you will open the vitality of the potential within your body to be fully alive. You will be more fully alive than what you have yet tasted. That is a prediction. This year will be one of expansion or growth of this aspect, as well as and expansion of greater conscious awareness in your daily life of what the reality truly is. So, this is combined with the shifting of the emotional body structure so that it is not so vulnerable, while aligning your powerful core and practicing the ability to vertically bring in and source more Light within Life. Even though you have some things to practice, in some ways, you will find that this amplification of feeling alive and aware will just begin to happen. This is not like school where you learn something, you take the test, and you get a grade. This practice does not have that kind of clear outcome or ending. This process is more like the unfolding of a flower, where you give it water, you give it food and sunlight, and then you allow and trust and it will grow into its potential. It happens, and then you are in awe of its beauty.

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Anything else? If not, we would invite you to open to receive. We would like to offer to amplify some of the Grace and Love that we experience as our reality with you. We could not experience a time together with you without experiencing simultaneously a permeability between the dimensions. We are here; we are not so far removed vibrationally or in presence. It is easier at these times for you and us to be together than you might feel possible during some other days. But it is always possible, for we are never that far away vibrationally. All you need to do is begin to breathe into that place that you know as Love. Breathe into that place you feel as Love. To call the frequency of Love into your being, your body, and your heart, it may help to remember a time when you experienced great Love, in which you felt you opened to Love, or knew Love intimately. As you remember Love, it will be turned on, so to speak. So, feel it, open to it, and breath into it. Now breathe out from it, as if you allow the Love in your heart to have an ability to communicate out into the physical body, emotional body, mental field, energetic field, and spiritual self. Allow Love to expand out from that place of acknowledgement into your field.

Now begin to breath up Life from the Earth. Pure Life is the juice that enlivens and empowers this Love. You breathe it up and into Love, into the feeling, and into the field. Open it even more, as if you are standing in a pool of Living Love and now it infuses you, or you are floating in an ocean of Love and the waves inform and fill you. Then open the Crown Chakra at top of your head, and lift into frequencies of Light that are present, frequencies of awareness, of Grace, Beauty, of intelligent conscious awareness, of knowing of what is Real. You allow the frequencies and qualities to inform your field, vibrating, informing, coming into your body, into your heart, into this potent field. If you have a specific need, a specific question, or a specific desire to become more aware in a certain area, it is a good time to open to receive anything you need in consciousness. Hold that in your awareness now. Then relax your body, so that you might open even more. Relax any places that feel tense, so that your body can open and amplify its capacity to be the vehicle for this moment of Love.

We now stand among you, shoulder to shoulder, sitting if you are sitting, standing with you. We are with you; you are with us. We are one in this field of Living Love. We are one; we are unified; we are creating it together. If you wish, together we can stand in the middle of the complexities that are leading to war in your country. In this time, if you wish, together we will stand there and breathe and amplify this Love in that place. We can do that, it is within our power to do it, and it is our choice to do it. We are that Love vibrating consciously now in that place of thoughts and plans of war. Breathe, allow, feel. Do not focus directly on the plans; just stand there. Stand as if it is your right to place yourself there because you are part of the whole. Allow yourself to anchor in this moment, in that place, in the whole of consciousness. Keep the frequency high, the power amplified, and the Love felt. And continue to relax…

You are like an Alka-Seltzer, you are transforming with Love a place that has had indigestion. Continue to breathe, because the transformation of what is moving through the field will need to move. That is good. We are effecting this place together. Love is present here, effectively present in this place through us. That is good. Your capacity to maintain this amplitude of frequency has increased quite a bit. You are doing very well.

Keep breathing while allowing that which needs to process and circulate out of the field to do so. As the old stories are touched with Love, they are transformed, changed. Breathe the energy of this transformation through the field and then out from you. Through and out, through and out into the transformed story that it is to become. Then a new story can be born. Yes. Together we have become a force of Love. We are grateful.

So, know that this power, this capacity, this experience, is just the beginning of what you are to create for yourselves in your own lives and in your own situations. You will also come together in groups to become a larger force of Love once this becomes more coherent in the whole. You may be physically present with a group, or you may be part of a more collective experience. Coherency of Love is what we, together as spirit beings and human beings, will work towards this year. So, blessings dear friends, and remember that Grace and Love are in and with you in every place and in every moment. It has been our joy and pleasure to be able to participate, to walk with and to join with you ones to become a force of Love.

Small Group Sessions October 25, 2002

This dialogue was between Chris and friends, and the Spirit group that arranged for the October 25th channneling we titled The United States Becomes Accountable. This was some of the conversation that continued following their message.

OVER ALL THE YEARS OF TALKING WITH YOU, YOU HAVE NEVER PUT THE FOCUS ON THINGS LIKE A SECRET GOVERNMENT OR THE POWERS BEHIND THE SCENES, ETC. I THINK I UNDERSTAND WHY THAT IS, YET HERE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE IVORY TOWERS AND THE PRIVILEGED FEW WHO WANT TO MAINTAIN CONTROL. I ASSUME THEY DO EXIST, AND ALTHOUGH SOME PEOPLE SEE CONSPIRACY IN EVERYTHING, I DO NOTICE THAT I FIND MYSELF TRUSTING THE “OFFICIAL” VERSION OF THINGS LESS AND LESS. SO WHEN AN EVENT HAPPENS LIKE THE SNIPER ON THE EAST COAST OR THE CRASHING OF PAUL WELLSTONE’S PLANE, MY MIND SOMETIMES DOES TAKE A LEAP TO OKAY, WHAT’S SOMEBODY TRYING TO DO? IS THAT POTENTIALLY TOO BIG OF A DISTRACTION TO BE THINKING ABOUT THINGS THAT WAY OR IS IT SOMETHING SURFACING?

Well, both. In some ways it can be a distraction, particularly if your mind begins to become highly suspicious and based in a sort of fear or questioning of everything. Because there is within the whole of unfolding consciousness within the earth that which is also being opened and shifted, orchestrated by the life-force itself. So there are events that happen that are called forth through the shift of consciousness. You call it forth, do you understand? It is not some secret government making it happen.

You are calling it forth, and in that process you become more conscious of some of the manipulation and the power, control, and the monies, etc. that are doing their very best to maintain that control. We’ve never denied that they exist. We only have not focused upon them. If your focus is there and you do not have an ability to remain in a sort of neutral place within the larger awareness, then you can get sucked in. There is a certain propensity within that thoughtform to become very suspicious, questioning, and cynical, and not have enough perspective or awareness within that configuration of consciousness to dance with it all. You will find that people who have conspiracy theories will not always be able to embrace the whole. That is one reason we have not done so before, because so many people have not yet grown to that place. It is now coming, you are calling it forth, and it will largely find its own way into consciousness through vehicles that will bring it forward in ways that are not just about suspicion and pointing fingers, but breaking open in ways that will be undeniable to those who need a certain amount of proof to believe anything. Some of that will eventually need to happen.

AS I WATCHED TELEVISION AND SAW SOME OF THE MANY INTERVIEWS WITH PEOPLE WHO WERE AFFECTED BY THE DEATH OF SENATOR WELLSTONE, I DID REALLY BECOME AWARE OF HOW MANY WERE TALKING ABOUT SPEAKING UP AND STANDING FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN, AND OTHER QUALITIES THAT WERE REFLECTIONS OF THE SENATOR. IT SEEMED PRETTY INTERESTING TO ME WHAT HAPPENED WHEN A DUALITY EXISTED AND THEN ONE OF THE POLES WAS SUDDENLY REMOVED. I COULDN’T HELP THINKING THAT IT REALLY WAS AN EFFECTING EVENT, HOWEVER SUCH THINGS ARE ORCHESTRATED.

By agreement, of course……………

WHAT ABOUT THE SNIPER, THE WAR, AND PEOPLE LOSING IT AND SHOOTING UP PEOPLE AND ALL THESE EVENTS THAT TAKE OUR ATTENTION. ARE THEY ORCHESTRATED TO KEEP US DISTRACTED?

You are calling it forth. Look at the fear that has lived in the consciousness. It has to create itself in form.

SO IT HAS TO COME OUT

Yes. So here is someone who has certain angers and certain separation from life and heart and an ability to reason in that way, and who finds a certain pleasure in the power of controlling so many people’s fear. Having that power, so to speak. Individuals may have alliances with certain principles or beliefs, or sympathies with certain groups. They may even have certain vulnerabilities that allow them to be manipulated. But at the same time, who’s calling it forth? If you’re going to point to a secret government and say they are to blame, then that is not all the truth, any of it.

The collective has allowed a secrecy to live within itself. It has abdicated that place within itself that says I am sovereign, I am able to make choices, I am responsible for my own creation. They’ve largely abdicated it, given it away, and then there have been those who have said okay, we’ll take that, thank you very much for giving it to us. Do you see? It is why we never point to a secret government and say give it all your attention and make them the bad guys. Do you understand? That is too easy. It defers duality into another side trip. It’s not the case. Yes, it exists. WHY does it exist? Why does the collective allow it to exist? Why did you create it?

IS IT POSSIBLE THAT WE HAVE CREATED SOME OF THESE THINGS TO CREATE THIS SHIFT?

Yes, to activate. In some ways, the capacity of people when challenged emotionally is to either go deeper into that place of self-awareness and self-wisdom, or to externalize to an even greater degree and say it is all outside of me. The sniper experience, the bombing experience in Bali, that pulls people out. The loss of this one today [Wellstone] will pull people in.

WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH MANY TIMES WHERE THERE HAS BEEN AN EVENT LIKE THE DEATH OF JFK, OR PRINCESS DIANA, AND PEOPLE HAVE THIS SHARED EMOTION OF GRIEF OR LOSS. TODAY IT SEEMS DIFFERENT AS THOSE THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT ARE COMING TOGETHER FROM THE WELLSTONE DEATH. THEN THERE WAS THE SNIPER; I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I’M SUPPOSED TO FEEL FROM THAT EVENT.

Yes, to activate. In some ways, the capacity of people when challenged emotionally is to either go deeper into that place of self-awareness and self-wisdom, or to externalize to an even greater degree and say it is all outside of me. The sniper experience, the bombing experience in Bali, that pulls people out. The loss of this one today [Wellstone] will pull people in.

HOW DOES THE ENERGY OF SUCH AN EVENT AFFECT SOMEONE LIKE GEORGE BUSH? OBVIOUSLY THERE IS SOME KIND OF POWER THING INSIDE OF HIM THAT IS STRUGGLING, TOO.

Yes. Struggle. There are many people struggling with this, and will. Good.

I WAS THINKING EARLIER THAT THERE IS A SORT OF CURIOUS PARADOX THAT THIS OPENING IS CREATING SOME POSSIBILITIES. YOU TALK ABOUT HOW THE COLLECTIVE, CONSCIOUSNESS, IS CALLING THINGS FORTH. IN ORDER TO MAKE SENSE OF THAT, ONE ALSO HAS TO SHIFT TO THE LARGER VIEW THAT ALSO CAN UNDERSTAND COLLECTIVE RESPONSIBILITY.

Yes.

WELL, I’M ALWAYS AMAZED THAT IT HAPPENS AT ALL, ACTUALLY. IT SEEMS THAT TO GET FROM POINT A TO POINT B, YOU HAVE TO ALREADY BE AT POINT B. HOW DO WE HAVE A REALIZATION WITHOUT HAVING THE REALIZATION?

Sometimes there needs to be assistance. We have for many years framed things in a certain way. Your mind has considered them, and this frame has assisted you to perceive in a way you might not have without some assistance along the way to create a certain frame of perspective. That frame of perspective continuously evolves and changes, and is informed by your own wisdom and your own informing nature. But, you and others have been informed. Do you understand? Formed within a sort of descending light within consciousness. Now you are the ones who are giving and putting out the frames of perspective that others may need. ‘Have you considered looking at it this way’, etc.

I WAS RECENTLY GIVEN A BOOK THAT DISCUSSES A TECHNIQUE OF USING KINESEOLOGY TO MEASURE CONSCIOUSNESS ON A NUMERICAL SCALE. THE MEASURE OF 1000 WAS SAID TO BE THE POINT AT WHICH NO ENLIGHTENED BEING ON EARTH HAS EVER SURPASSED. I WAS A BIT PUT OFF BY THE AUTHOR USING HIS OWN STATEMENT OF A HIGH RATING AS A RECOMMENDATION FOR THE BOOK, IMPLYING THAT GREAT TRUTHS EXIST THEREIN. I AM FAMILIAR WITH USING KINESEOLOGY FOR CERTAIN TYPES OF TESTING USING THE BODY AS A MEASURING TOOL, BUT STILL IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THERE IS SOME KIND OF INTELLECTUAL TRAP IN THIS SYSTEM WHICH LEADS ME TO ASK ABOUT HOW VALID IT IS.

There is an intellectual trap and there is a physical trap. Frequency can only be measured within a certain range in the physical at this point. If you are using a body, it has a range of frequency that can be measured, but it is also limited from what is possible to be accessed directly or indirectly through the cosmos, the field of all possibility. So, we smile. It’s very human-like to measure everything, to put it into a measurable, tangible, ‘this is the way it is’ kind of way, and now we have a system and this system is the one to go by, and everyone is then measured accordingly. It is human-like to want to do something like that, but it is far from complete. Perhaps it is assisting to some who need to come through a particular system of proof to begin to entertain possibilities of other perspectives and other awarenesses. That would be fine. That has happened through religion, that has happened through science, and through many different vehicles before. It is not necessary to say it is not valid, but it is perhaps necessary to say it is not complete.

IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE FEWER AND FEWER QUESTIONS THESE DAYS.

Perhaps that is why this one is channeling less (laughter).

THINGS JUST SEEM TO PROCEED THESE DAYS……..

Well, you ones have more in-for-mation. You are more informed directly. That is what has been the intention all along.

YES, COCREATORS.

I HAVE A QUESTION THAT IS PERHAPS ASKING FOR A SNEAK PEEK AT WHAT MAY OCCUR FOR A MUSICAN FRIEND OF MINE AS WELL AS OTHER CREATIVE PEOPLE WHO SEEM TO HAVE HAD DIFFICULTY HAVING THEIR VOICES HEARD OR BEING SUPPORTED FOR THE GIFTS THEY HAVE TO SHARE……

There are those whose gifts have been unable to be fully realized until a certain level of consciousness and awareness are realized, opened and contributed into the whole, and the ways are made more and more clear. There has been a dominance, as you all know very well, that has limited the amount and the quality of expression because of those who would maintain the vehicles of distribution of music, books, products, etc., so that in a sense people have only been able to contribute if there was a certain compromise along the way. Authors will tell you of books that have been mangled and rewritten by those who publish them. Artists or those who are musicans are often not able to thrive because their works are not received. So there are many gifts that have been limited in their ability to be shared, expressed, and brought forward.

However, the pathways are opening for those now who wish to maintain integrity within their own being, their own heart, their own gifts, to share them without that quality control that comes down from a dominant consciousness, and whose gifts, voices, and contributions can serve this greater shift of consciousness within the collective.

HOW MIGHT THE DISTRIBUTION OF THE MEDIA CHANGE IN THE COMING YEARS?

It will become more and more direct, person to person, group to group, just as the word of mouth through the internet can bring about a surge of response, there can be more and more of that quality of interconnectedness and direct sharing of the gifts that wish to be shared. There is also more and more a sense of community forming amongst those that share the gifts that come from these levels of consciousness. The community used to be rather small at that level of those who were the authors who could afford to fly to different places to be on the dockets of the different conferences, and that little traveling group formed a community. But it wasn’t widespread and open. That is shifting, and as people become more aware of their own authority to create their own experience and their own gifts to share into the whole, and as more and more convergences happen and are initiated and activated into the widespread birth of potential and the ability to share that, perhaps even now currencies that would allow people to share without needing to be so dependant on the dollar. There is then an encouragement to share.

THAT’S ALSO WHAT I HAVE ENVISIONED, BUT THEN I THINK OF THE PEER-TO-PEER SHARING NETWORKS ON THE INTERNET AND HOW DOGGEDLY THEY ARE BEING CHALLENGED BY THOSE WISHING TO RETAIN CONTROL, EVEN EXTENDING TO THE ATTEMPTS TO MAKE LAWS THAT ALLOW COMPANIES TO HACK INTO PERSONAL COMPUTERS AND DISABLE FILES. I’M CURIOUS ABOUT THAT……..

In your collective you have birthed a whole generation that is so incredibly technologically tuned that any attempts to do that will very quickly be undermined or a way will be found around it. Some young genius somewhere will very soon probably create a different way to bring sort of universal access and availability to these kinds of sharing through a medium that will probably very quickly catch on because of the younger people and their desire to have open sharing. They don’t want to be controlled, and they have a lot of things to share. They were born bursting!

PERHAPS I’M SPEAKING AS AN EARLIER GENERATION OF TECKIE, BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT ONE OF THE THINGS THAT GIVES ME A TRUE SENSE OF SATISFACTION IS WATCHING HOW THE YOUNG TECKIE PEOPLE GET AROUND THE CONTROLS. I LOVE SEEING WHAT GETS CREATED.

Their minds are always opening to what is next and what could be a way to create this in a way that would link up more people more freely and with greater ease. There are many young musicians and artists that are being encouraged by their peers to share their gift on the internet. Almost as if they have a free audience waiting for what might be shared. Then they share and someone else is inspired and they actually start to create music with people around the world. Of course, that is fun. They are playing. There is a certain playground feeling within the whole of it, and among these young people it is the joy they share in that play. You can’t play all by yourself very easily, do you see? So they like that.

They are also more conscious, however, of their greater responsibility to the earth, to the environment, to each other. They are less controlled consciously to believe that they are powerless and have to give all their power to an authority beyond them in order to get what they need for life. They don’t have that experience.

HALLELUJAH!

Yes.

Small Group Sessions June 2002

I WAS INTRODUCED TO THE LABYRINTH WALKING MEDITATION LAST YEAR. OUR FAMILY JUST RECREATED ONE ON OUR LAND. IT FEELS QUITE ALIVE, AS THOUGH IT IS SOMEHOW CALLING TO US AS WELL AS BRINGING NEW SACREDNESS AND DEPTH TO HOW IT FEELS IN THAT SPACE NOW. I KNOW THERE IS A MODERN MOVEMENT TO CREATE MORE OF THESE. WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT?

The labyrinth is very old and is being brought forward and integrated now. These and other secret designs that have been given into humanity brings together heaven and earth, basically. It is a meeting place for the frequencies of light and the frequencies of matter. Wherever you walk these with intention and you trace the pattern with your body, with your awareness, with your consciousness, you become the merger, the meeting ground. So your own divinity and your own matter body experience become unified. You become more of the merged experience. It transforms duality and dissolves separation.

Do you understand the difference? When speaking of duality, you transform duality. When speaking of separation, it dissolves. Duality is a structure of consciousness that is within the material plane. It has been, in a sense, the primary matrix or grid on which consciousness has been formed. Therefore, you transform the matrix of consciousness. You transform duality into the matrix or web of life that you work with, which is not duality any longer. It is more a sense of an integrated whole or hologram of All That Is, and the meeting of Light and Love with Life in a whole different experience.

Separation is something that has been in the perceptual field of humans within the earth plane, which means that it has denied its divinity, its awareness of light and embodiment, or it has denied matter. It has denied one or the other, separate, you see. That dissolves. It does not transform, it dissolves.

DUALITY TRANSFORMS, SEPARATION DISSOLVES………

Yes, if you can consistently speak of it that way, you will find clarity proceeding, because there has been confusion among even those who speak of this or teach of this.

SO DUALITY IS A STRUCTURE, AND SEPARATION IS A CONCEPT?

Yes, a perception.

I’VE BEEN CONSCIOUSLY WORKING ON ACTIVATING MY DNA FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS. SINCE I BEGAN, I HAVE ON OCCASION EXPERIENCED WHAT SEEMS LIKE PART OF MY SOUL LEAVING AND BEING REPLACED WITH A DIFFERENT ASPECT. IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING PART OF THE DNA ACTIVATION PROCESS OR COULD IT BE SOMETHING ELSE?

The process of working in the levels of DNA is about activating certain codes and aspects of consciousness within the matter body that have been either bound or latent, or not activated, turned off. That which has been bound has often been bound through either ancestral experience and passed on to you, or your own personal soul past experience and passed on to this life. That can be unbound, and in the unbinding is a splitting apart of the old structures of consciousness, the old matrix, and that does feel as if some things leave, as if there is a separating out of some things that have been a part of you or part of your weaving of self.

There is also that which is then turned on, or activated, which calls forth greater and greater amounts of your own capacities for light and embodied light, and that brings in new aspects. It is perhaps more accurate to say that it lights up aspects that have always been present that are not fully on-line, rather like shining a light through a film that was not fully illumined before, and then embodying it or moving it into the frequencies of experience.

All people do some work at this level in the transformative process, because there is a frequency shift as greater and greater light or awareness dawns within the experience, and that is then lived, or the body then lifts its frequency to match the light within its experience. Some people who choose to do more direct work within the DNA are then also oftentimes doing work at the collective level. Some of what you experience, then, is not purely personal. It is also on behalf of opening certain sequences within the collective, or supporting the opening of certain awarenesses in the collective, vibrating them deeper into your embodied experience. But you are then doing so on behalf of the greater.

So, sometimes that work is quite intense and intensified because of the magnification of it moving out beyond you. That is a service on behalf of the whole that you have undertaken. It is also, at times, necessary to take breaks so that you can undertake and know what is personal to you beyond what is collective and to then have an awareness of what it is that you might need or want in order to create for yourself a greater, more fulfilling, personally embodied experience so that that, too, is within the collective.

ALONG WITH MANY OF MY SPIRITUAL FRIENDS WHO ALSO DO HEALING WORK, I AM RECENTLY EXPERIENCING A GREATER AMOUNT AND INTENSITY OF WHAT FEELS LIKE NEGATIVE OR CHAOTIC ENERGY IN MY BODY AFTER WORKING ON CLIENTS OR EVEN TOUCHING SOMEONE. THIS ENERGY (OR ENTITIES?) APPEARS TO BE SOMEWHAT SENTIENT, MOVING INSIDE THE BODY, SEEMINGLY AWAY FROM HEALING ENERGY THAT IS APPLIED AS REIKI OR OTHER ENERGY WORK. LATELY NOTHING SEEMS TO BE REMOVING IT, AND IT IS CAUSING ME MORE AND MORE PAINFUL JABS THAT FEEL LIKE CLAWS OR HOOKS. I’VE LOOKED INTO SACRED GEOMETRY CLEARING CODES TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING THAT IS MORE EFFECTIVE THAN THE TOOLS I HAVE USED IN THE PAST. CAN YOU GIVE ME MORE INFORMATION ABOUT THIS, WHAT CAN BE DONE TO REMOVE THEM AND PROTECT MYSELF, ETC.?

It is a time when those who have been involved in healing are now being asked to move to another experience of themselves. The question itself is coming from a perspective of self and a perspective of other, of being in this place of what can I do to remove them, or what can I do so I don’t take these on from someone else, what can I do? If the question can be reframed, and in reframing the question understand the context of what is being asked now…..go back to the message we gave earlier. You are not being asked to take more control. You are not being asked to have more control over these forces that you maintain are negative or entities. You are not being asked to do so. That is why it is not working.

So what happens then? The little self panics. The fears come up. If I cannot control these things that take control over me, then I am what? I am under another’s control? I am doomed? I am what? See, that fear, that place is what is surfacing; that place of feeling separate, that awareness that feels separate from the divinity of all that you are. That is the place. Surrender to the greater being that you are. Ask the people that you are working with to connect to that place as well. You do not even need to touch them. There is no need to touch another to bring about an awareness of wholeness, healing, balance, and all that is. There is only a need to shift the awareness, the perception, and then gradually to transform the dualities that have yet been living within the experience, the body. Transform the structure, dissolve the perceptions of separation.

The Creator within creation, that is who you are. The Divine Light and awareness within a human experience, that is who you are. Humanity and the material experience is awakening its awareness within your life, your body, your experience, and it is in a sense lifting up all those things that have been imbedded or bound. Then your being, the great light, the love that you work with and call forth in healing is perhaps chasing them away. Perhaps it is to dissolve, perhaps it is to leave. Do you understand? There is not a separation. Perhaps the place to look is that place that says ‘I have to control’.

[Additional reflection from Spirit: To us it is a place of where a person is sitting when they ask the question. If they are sitting in a place of saying these negative energies are coming into me, what can I do to protect myself, to transform them, what can I do…….that is a place that they are then sitting. And it is a place where there is still limitation, because they are not allowing their greater divinity to be present within that experience. They are containing their divinity within their identity. The containment again, the security. You can say I am Divine, it lives within me. I AM…….all these things you can say, but unless there is a surrender to the fullness of experiencing, of feeling of that experience, then there is a limit, a containment around it, a control of sorts. Anytime you are challenged and there is something that is not in your control, it is an opportunity to expand and surrender to the greater being that you are. At that time it is ‘go bigger’, expand, not control and protect more.]

I’VE HEARD MANY THEORIES ABOUT THE DISEASE OF AIDS SUCH AS THE US GOVERNMENT CREATED IT ACCIDENTLY, IT WAS TRANSMITTED BY MONKEYS, OR IT IS AN AFTEREFFECT OF THE ATOM BOMB. HOW DID AIDS REALLY COME ABOUT AND IS IT CAUSED BY THE HIV VIRUS?

Aids is a collective experience of a self-destructive turning against life. It is that which has been the anti-life energies that have tried to constrict, control, and then through a sort of abberation where it distorts into something that is against itself. It is in the collective awareness that that has been happening, and in the 20th century particularly there has been more and more and more of it.

It is a combination of factors. The intense projection of one part of consciousness against another, that split of consciousness that says I am good, I am white, I am superior, I am powerful, I am whatever, and you are less than, you do not deserve to exist. In whatever form; religious, government, political, monetarily, economic……all of those structures. Duality used the concept of separation and then split. So that is the consciousness that is manifested in the disease, and it is a virus that basically acts that way in the human body. It kills its host. It acts against life, and it does so quite efficiently.

Is it a result of the HIV? It is a mutation of the HIV. It is not a direct result, but it is a relative. It cannot be separated completely as some would like, and it cannot be collated completely as synonymous as some would like. It is a mutation. Certain people’s bodies mutate in that direction with HIV. Certain people’s bodies do not mutate in that direction with HIV. Do you understand? Part of it is consciousness within that particular individual. If their consciousness is transforming that old split and matrix, the duality and the perceptions of separation and the anti-life, then they are less likely to have the experience of it mutating. But it does mutate, do you see?

How did it come into the population as a whole? Two things. One is that it was designed, it was created by human intelligence. It was not just passed on from a monkey. It was created by human intelligence and perhaps was initially thought to be something that could be like biological warfare or some kind of destructive capacity in the populations that someone would like to control or decimate. There are many other such biological weapons, worse actually, that have been created or mutated in clinical settings to become even more difficult to eradicate. Yet it is that which is within the human consciousness as a whole that creates such things, and then calls it forth into experience.

So for people as a whole to blame and then project blame and be angry, and then to feel victimized by that which is outside of them, is to continue the split, continue the separation. Rather, go to that place where there is separation, that awareness, the belief, the perceptions, the consciousness, the concept of separation within that duality matrix and structures of either/or, good/bad, etc. etc. Then transform and dissolve within self. You are within the whole, within the collective, you are a part of the healing and the transformation of AIDS, of HIV, of all the rest of what has been created.

[note from Chris: The final two questions are from a person who was asking for personal assistance. I have included them because of the general information that may be helpful to others]

The first question was about the painful break-up of a relationship and related issues. This is the response that was offered:

The human experience wishes to hold on to forms that would give you a certain amount of what you perceive to be needed for fulfillment, and oftentimes then attaches to the person or the form of relationship that is perceived to be that fulfillment. In this time, where souls are being called forth to come to their greatest fulfillment or potential within this life, many things are being disrupted. Many things, even those that have been in the blueprints for the lifetime are being held up to the light and asked again is this necessary or needed now for this being that I am to embody in this time and this sequence. It’s as if there is a re-calibration of even that which has been brought into this lifetime.

So even at the beginning of your lifetime you may have had a feeling of this one coming into your experience, and then this one arrived and you had a sense of ah-ha, here he is and now we will come together, be together, work together, and grow together. And yet, in the splitting apart there is another way that your great spirit is now trying to enter your personal experience, enter your life, your body, personally. Our suggestion to you, even though it is very painful, is to trust that process. Trust you great spirit, trust your soul, and do not hold on or attach to outcomes in this time.

If you attach, even to the glimmer of hope that you will be together; that that form will be the way it will be, that person will be the person it will be, then you do not allow the depth of the transformation that you are being offered. It is painful, yes, to release the hold upon your dreams, and upon the person you wish to share your life with. Yet, in the release is the possibility of greater and greater embodied light, love, and fulfillment. Your soul did not bring you this opportunity in the middle of your life without promise of an even greater fulfillment than what was in the original plan that you opened into this life with. If you can trust that, you will move through this with greater grace, and you will find that the gifts that will be shared with you will be many. If you cannot do this and there is still that which wishes to hold and bind to this particular person and particular form of relationship with this person, then there may be some ways that you will find some challenges along this path. You will still grow, you will still learn, you will still open to more of who you are, but there may be more pain over the longer term.

[This second question is a distillation of many sub-questions that were asked]

WHAT IS MY LIFE’S PURPOSE. EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER MY LIFE HAS BEEN FILLED WITH DRAMA AND STRUGGLE. THIS PATTERN HAS BEEN WITH ME THROUGHOUT MY LIFE. I THINK I’VE HANDLED THINGS WELL, BUT I STILL FEEL IN THE BATTLE ZONE IN MANY RESPECTS. I’VE ALWAYS HAD BOSSES THAT HAVE BLAMED ME, FIRED ME, DISCIPLINED ME HARSHLY, AT TIMES WITHOUT CAUSE. I HAVE GROWN OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, YET ONCE AGAIN I AM IN A WORK SITUATION WHERE MY SUPERIORS ARE DEMEANING AND BELITTLING WHEN I FEEL I’M DOING MY BEST AND EVEN EXCEEDING MY PEERS. YET, ONCE AGAIN I AM BLAMED AND FACE LOSING MY JOB. WHY DOES THIS OCCUR? [SEVERAL OTHER ISSUES AND EXPERIENCES GIVEN, ALSO] WHY DO I CONSTANTLY SEEM TO SEEK TRANSFORMATION THROUGH SUDDEN CHANGES OF TRAUMA AND DRAMA.

That place of trauma and drama have been in the energy exchange system of the matrix or the grid of duality. The more there is a trauma, the more there is a certain energy exchange. Someone gets it, someone loses it. In your work situations, there are those who traumatize in order to depersonalize and disempower, or basically get energy from those who are losing it.

In your experience you are wanting to move beyond this whole matrix, and that is the only way out of it. The only way out is to step out of that whole matrix and into a sense of a place of love, of fullness and of embrace, but the embrace begins within. The embrace begins with the place of your own nature that has split off from another part of your nature. Often it is brought into the lifetime (not only in the lifetime, but brought in), old traumas, old places where there has been a loss of self, where it has been split apart and separation has occurred. Compassion and love is helpful as you applied it to your different settings and situations and it calls forth the highest within you, and it will unify those places that feel split apart. Continue to love. Our first teaching is always to embrace all of the experience within self, even the places which have been disowned. When you are being blamed by others, embrace that as well. Embrace the place in you that would perhaps feel like a victim, but if there is a victim then there is also the other side of that.

Duality always has both sides; it is a two, it is not a one. So if there is a place where you feel traumatized, is there a place within you that does not listen to your self completely? Perhaps it allows others to dictate what it is that you do; their expectations or what you perceive to be their expectations. It is very painful to move through this experience of the splitting of self and then to reconnect self, and then to realize that in that process you are transforming that gridwork of duality that most people find normal. The more you do it the more you feel different, not separated in the old sense but as if you are in a different reality than others who are not aware of this. And at the same time, you are plugging into the new place of allowing that illuminated light within life to light you up inside, to bring you from within you that which is your greatest joy and fulfillment. It is not dependent on anyone out there. It is not dependent on their being with you, on their liking you, on their being approving of you or your job. That is the illusion within duality, that who you are is dependent on an external reference point, and that is not true. As that awareness grows, which it is and will continue, you will find that your life simplifies. It simplifies along and around that alignment with your nature, your essence, your truth. You will find that there is a lot of joy that has been overshadowed by the drama and the trauma, little things that have been lost that will resurrect from within your experience and life. Some of that will begin, but part of your process right now is really letting go and surrendering.

Small Group Sessions November 18, 2001

SOME INCREDIBLE CROP CIRCLES FORMED IN ENGLAND THIS PAST AUGUST. I DOUBT THEY WERE HOAXES. THE TWO THAT FORMED NEAR THE RADIO TELESCOPE ON ABOUT AUGUST 19TH CLEARLY SEEM TO BE OF EXTRATERRESTIAL ORIGINS. WHO’S TRYING TO CONTACT US?

Well, you ones have been trying to figure that out for a long time. The intelligence that is assisting to create the symbols in the fields in this area have your attention, and they will continue since that is where you are watching. It is rather like a phone booth. Once it is set up you know where to go, you see.

This is a species that is actually a translator for universal intelligence, not unlike some of your people embodied, but who brings it through a place in a symbolism that translates beyond the mind and is very much directly moved into consciousness. It is rather like having an injection of consciousness directly into the collective, and directly into the earth since it is put on the earth and imbedded in the earth. The earth is the receiver directly and humanity is a receiver indirectly.

The species of beings that are doing this are ones that are working directly with masters who are also assisting the evolution of the earth. So they are not doing so of their own volition, so to speak, or just to entertain or be in connection for themselves. They are actually translating for some of the master beings that are assisting the conscious evolution of the transformation of consciousness and the shift of frequencies in the planetary body. Names we will not give, partially because you ones are so attached to defining everything that it does not serve you to give you so much definition to attach to. Rather it would suffice to ask you to directly connect to the master beings that these ones are working with, and that they would perhaps link you up with directly.

HOW WERE THE 19 HIJACKERS (FROM SEPTEMBER 11, 2001 EVENTS) RECEIVED ON THE OTHER SIDE AFTER THE SUICIDE MISSIONS THAT WERE DESIGNED TO BRING THEM INTO THE FULL GLORY OF ALLAH?

Well, ones cannot take life and their own life and be greeted in the way they are expecting to be greeted. That is not the way it works, regardless of what religion you are from or what you believe. They were stunned and shocked, because their expectation was not met. They were angry, and then they were faced with what they had done. And all of those people that died as a result of their actions, whether on the ground or in the airplanes, were given the opportunity to face them and say what they needed to say. For those who wished to move on and be complete, that opportunity was given. That was very traumatizing and painful to these ones, many of whom had never anticipated that their actions would be met in this way or that they would, in truth, have to face all of the people and the lives that they affected, the ones who were left and the ones who were presently moving into spirit.

And, simultaneously, those who left were also aware that they were making a choice on behalf of the greater whole, and that even though this is something that individually they might not have felt ready for, on a collective plane there was an opportunity and they agreed. So, it is all present, and these 19 are still suffering their realization and confusion. There is one young man who went through with this because others talked him into it, who had reservations from the beginning because of his own heart, because of his own gentleness, in some ways. He is perhaps suffering the most, because he knew and yet followed through. There is great love and compassion for all of them, as there always is for anyone, regardless of actions and behaviors and choices. Yet, if they are not open to receiving that, then it does not penetrate the mantle of their experience.

IT IS HARD FOR ME TO BE CLEAR ABOUT ACTIONS DESIGNED TO TRACK DOWN AND KILL PEOPLE SUCH AS THIS TERRORIST NETWORK, AND I KNOW THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES FOR US AS A NATION AND THOSE WHO DO THESE MILITARY ACTIONS. AT THE SAME TIME IT SEEMS TO BREAK SOMETHING OPEN IN THE COUNTRY WHERE THEY ARE TAKING THIS ACTION. IS THERE GOOD TO COME OUT OF IT?

There is always good that comes out of crisis, tragedy, and trauma if ones are willing to grow to that and open to it. There is never an ending that is just an ending that has no way to open it further. Consciousness, love, light, does not work that way. Choices are made, it goes that direction, there is still a current within the whole to transform consciousness. It works right through it. And even if the choices create further karma for those involved, if it opens a door that perhaps some wish had not opened there is still the current of love and consciousness and transformation moving through and can continue then to open.

So that is why even when your presidential election was taking place, we and others watched closely knowing that ultimately for the one who would be in office it would be somewhat different on one path or the other, but that there was a critical time ahead for the United States and for the world. How that played out might be a little different this way or that way, but it was going to be difficult, challenging, and have repercussions throughout the consciousness, regardless.

I REMEMBER A CHANNELING FROM A LONG TIME AGO (FROM ANOTHER SOURCE) THAT TOLD SOME PEOPLE ABOUT A PLAGUE THAT WOULD OCCUR. THEY SAID THAT THERE IS AN HERB THAT CAN CURE THE DISEASE, BUT HUMANS DON’T KNOW ABOUT IT. COULD YOU TELL ME THE NAME OF THIS HERB?

Humans are in the place of being able to receive what they need as they need it. If there is a plague and it is necessary for people to have the herb, then the herb will find its way to people. It is not that you do not know about it, perhaps you do not need it now. It is always called forth and if there is an illness that requires something, then it will call it forth. If it is for consciousness to work through that particular manifestation for a time before it comes to a sense of greater healing or balance, then that will also be the timing in which the herb is discovered. So no, we can not tell you the name.

IF YOU ARE IN A COMA, WHERE ARE YOU?

Partially in your body and partially not, but usually somewhere in the space near where you are lying. Oftentimes we will see people in a corner of the room, or sometimes they will be just above themselves. Sometimes they will be sitting beside themselves. It is as if they are present but not fully in their body. We often suggest that people do not just talk about these people as if they are not present, but to them. It is very helpful to engage intuitive people who can listen and perhaps hear them speaking back and be the translators. It actually gives these people hope that they might have some way of making a link or a connection. Oftentimes because the body is still relatively healthy, and yet they have suffered brain injury, they have no access through the body any longer, yet they are still present.

Finding intuitive translators is helpful, assisting them to realize that this place in-between the worlds, so to speak, might have some benefits. They can actually look to the light and open up to the spirits in the wandering land of in-between-ness to either assist them in some way if they need to continue on, or to counsel them or be present in some way. They don’t have to be idle. Many of them are so angry or afraid or confused and depressed. There are many people in comas who are depressed because they feel as if they can’t get through and they are frustrated, yet they cannot die and they cannot leave. They don’t know what to do, etc. It is a futile place to be. For whatever a soul has chosen as their experience there is always the optimal choices that are involved. Even those who have no access through their body can be counseled to be of service, to be of openness to something else that they are yet to perhaps be able to experience and be part of because they are still in some ways alive in their soul body and in their physical body, so they still have opportunity to transform whatever consciousness is yet present.

WHAT ARE THE REAL EFFECTS OF MARIJUANA ON A USERS KARMA?

On the karma? Usually postponement of karma and transformation. Marijuana is something that in some ways creates a sort of sluggish arena where you might have more of a sense of accessing your soul, but you lose some of the pathways of your consciousness that are into manifesting what you soul wishes to accomplish. So there is a sort of illusion or delusionary quality where you think that you are more connected, but you are actually accomplishing less. So the result is usually a postponement of the soul work. It will come around again later in life or later in another time, but for those who are actively engaged or have some form of dependency, they often are not attending to what they are here to do.

HOW DOES ONE BREAK THE PATTERNS OF DESIRE, PARTICULARLY IN A LOVE RELATIONSHIP WHERE THE SITUATION CHANGES AND WE ARE LEFT WANTING, WAITING, HOPING AND DESIRING. PLEASE OFFER ADVICE ON HOW TO COPE WITH THE LONGING.

The longing and the desire remains because you are attached to a particular experience of love that you have had with a particular person. The truth is that you have created that experience of love beyond anything you have experienced before. That is the accomplishment, that you have brought it into your experience, you have allowed yourself and given yourself that experience, and you can not only do so again but you can also create even more. Not only the experience of love, but also the fulfillment of love which means a manifestation of it within the field and within your life.

To look at it as something that is past that you continue to long for and desire is only a sense of attachment. To break that is to honor and take your own empowerment to yourself to create it, that you did create it and that you are then opening to receive the fulfillment of love in whatever manifest form it might take in your life. Instead of using the desire as something that is an attachment, you use it as a doorway for future and further creation.

I’VE READ MANY ARTICLES ON THE INDIGO CHILDREN. I’M 43 YEARS OLD AND I FEEL LIKE I FIT THE BLUEPRINT OF AN INDIGO. IS THIS POSSIBLE?

It is possible. There were some indigos that were born early on. The difficulty is that they came into a denser frequency of duality and that has also, perhaps, limited some of the experience of what is possible for an indigo. Because part of the processing of those qualities of consciousness took precedence over the manifestation of the capacities that are there. The younger ones that are coming in are much more obvious because they have taken on less to transmute and are more ready to move into creation of what they are here to bring in. So, yes, there are indigos, and yet you had a little different purpose in coming in earlier than those who are coming in today.

Small Group Sessions September 30, 2001

IS OSAMA BIN LADEN WHAT HE APPEARS TO BE, OR IS HE A DISTRACTION TO TAKE THE FOCUS AWAY FROM OTHERS WHO WISH TO BE IN SOME KIND OF WORLD CONTROL?

He is one, not the only one, of a group that wishes to create terror and fear. There is a certain exhilaration or power that comes from creating that much terror in others. They get a lot of energy. So it is not purely a distraction as you may wish to believe. Perhaps that is a little black and white, and you would like to make it about some other secret organization that is to benefit by such a diversion.

Yes, there are those monied interests largely behind weapon sales who benefit from disturbances. They are not known in the world. There are among them Americans, Germans, people from what we would call the free world, who benefit. These people are not as organized as you would like to make them out. They indirectly support these organizations that create terror, because they benefit. But they are not in control of them, they are not controlling in the way that you might perceive that they are. That is a whole thoughtform in consciousness that would like to then have an organized evil opposing the organized good, do you understand? It is actually a disorganized structure. The lightworkers are disorganized, too.

Hitler would be a good example of an organized structure, very organized, highly organized. And at the same time there was an organization of allies, those that had to organize to fight it. Everything is much less organized right now. Duality itself is in a wobble pattern, it is not structured in a way that is organized as it once was. So there is that which is moving beyond duality, but in the midst of it there are pockets of very strong forces that continue to operate. They are supported in an indirect fashion by those who benefit. It would be good to expose them, and it may become exposed within the next year or so, because more and more people will begin to look deeper than what is on the surface. Then those people will begin to make that known, because more voices are going to open. More voices are feeling less fear and more that it is time to speak.

But do not stand in a place where you ally with those who would like to create more fear by pointing at a secret government. That is another duality that actually is a fabrication based on those who have not yet done their own work to eliminate or release that place of their own fear.

I HAVE READ THAT THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION IS CONSIDERING THE USE OF NATIONAL IDENTITY CARDS. I AM CONCERNED ABOUT THIS. DOES THIS COME FROM A PLACE OF FEAR OR A PLACE OF CONTROL?

There is much fear acting out. In a free country there is no need to have such limitations and restrictions. So it is wise for the populace of your country to watch very carefully and to not agree. Do not let your senators and representatives agree to reduced freedom because of fear. Interestingly enough, there are groups of conservatives and liberals who could agree on that.

I READ IN A CHANNELING ON ANOTHER WEB SITE THAT SEVERAL PEOPLE HAVE ALREADY “ASCENDED”. ASCENSION WAS DEFINED AS MOVING FROM ONE LIFE TO ANOTHER WITHOUT HAVING TO DIE. IS THAT ACTUALLY THE CASE?

Yes, and you have already been through that once, at least (response to this particular person). Others have been through it two or three times already, and are in the process of another. So, of course it is possible. And it is possible in deeper level terms where they describe the body releasing the patterning from a need to continue to utilize duality for the lesson plan, so to speak. So then you are no longer bound by it, and you have more freedom. So ascension is that process where you are no longer bound, and you have more freedom to choose your own creation, your own experience. Then your experience becomes coalesced in consciousness so that there is a sense of creating a new heaven, so to speak, on earth. That is what is possible in moving into manifest reality. There is also that which would like to stop the process because duality has fed many and continues to, as they are patterned within it. So there is that, too, that is currently playing out.

We have not often used the word ascend, partly because it has so many interpretations through religion and through the public media that has given it so many different images that it is often understood very differently by different people. And so our process or languaging through this one (Michele) has been to describe it more as the embodiment of light, of bringing your own Divine essence into union and marriage within matter, and simultaneously marrying that light and matter and spirit and Source with Mother. And the Father and the Mother coming into a new union of wholeness to become Creator within creation. This is the language we use. This other one is using ascension to describe the same process.

THERE SEEMS TO BE CONFUSION AROUND THE NATURE OF “SERVICE”. I FEEL THAT THE CONCEPT IS CHANGING FROM THE OLD DAYS OF GIVING ONES LIFE FOR ANOTHER, AND I HAVE FELT JUDGED BY SOME WHO TELL ME I AM NOT BEING OF SERVICE FOR BEING WHO I AM.

It is like the word ascension that we talked about earlier. There are so many different experiences, and in duality service has meant giving away yourself to others, giving away your power to those that need you in different ways. The feminine has perhaps been drawn more into that particular pattern than many of the males. For males, it may feel like a shift to come from a place of looking out and seeing how the whole is needing your participation. For the feminine ones, it may be that they need to open up what it is to give to self in order to come to balance within them, and to come to harmony and wholeness within them.

So service is a word we don’t often use, either. We often use a language that is more in alignment with how all things are part of a greater whole. The hologram of wholeness, where everyone has a place and a part, and you fully are who you are without any binding upon who you are from old patterns, karma, agreements, or structures of consciousness that are yet based in fear. Then you are simultaneously fulfilling what is most fulfilling to self AND most fulfilling to the whole. That simultaneousness is, if you wish to say, fulfillment. Fulfillment is actually the clue that you are in place within the whole, AND serving the whole in your particular placement through being who you are. It is a descriptive way that we wish to perhaps form a new frame. The word service puts many into a frame where it looks a certain way, and then they do not understand the whole picture of what is truly the transformation or the new vision that is surfacing within the whole. They might feel it, but if language continues to be interpreted in certain ways because of religious traditions or the dualistic patterns that they grew up with, then they will perhaps not see the new as explicitly as they might.

THERE IS A GROUP IN CALIFORNIA OFFERING A HEALING SERVICE. A PERSON CAN SEND THEM A PICTURE, AND THE GROUP SUPPOSEDLY SENDS BALANCING FREQUENCIES INTO IT. THIS HAS BEEN REPORTED TO HEAL ALMOST EVERY KNOWN IMBALANCE AND AILMENT. HOW DOES THIS APPROACH FIT INTO THE THEORY THAT PEOPLE MUST CHOOSE TO WORK ON THEIR IMBALANCES AND THEN DO THE WORK THEMSELVES?

There is the capacity for ones to focus healing and balancing energies to another long distance based on a picture or even directly as in prayer and long distance healing. That assistance is received, and does assist the balancing of the system and the consciousness at those levels. It would be necessary to do follow-up on those who have reported healing. For those whose consciousness has not completely shifted, the imbalance will return in one form or another. It is impossible for it not to re-manifest if they have not shifted in those levels of consciousness where the cause for the original imbalance still lies.

It is important not to see this as a savior model that says these ones can now heal me without the simultaneous awareness that I am open to becoming whole on all levels and dimensions and levels of what that means to me. If, however, these ones are seen as serving in a capacity to assist that process, that then avails the person of having greater wholistic healing, which means the level of causation as well. So, it is not an either/or. It is a healing assistance that has a great amount of power because it is a group of people who have dedicated themselves to this process of focusing frequencies of love, balance, and harmony to another who is requesting it. It is really up to those who are receiving to utilize it to the greatest degree possible, and they then can achieve lasting wholeness.

I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF REIKI IS A MORE SAFE WAY OF HEALING PEOPLE. I AND OTHERS SPEND A LOT OF MONEY TO GET THE ATTUNEMENT TO DO REIKI, BUT IS IT REALLY A BIG DIFFERENCE IN HOW TO HEAL, AND DO THESE SYMBOLS MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE?

It is always such an interesting question, because those who have a draw to do healing work are most often natural healers in the sense that they have a certain way they translate the energy of love through their body to different levels of imbalance in another or in themselves. Some people are particularly geared to assist the emotional rebalancing, some people are more geared to the physical rebalancing, and some people are more focused into the soul and causal plane. There is a certain way that your soul knows the area of healing that you are most focused in, most designed to affect, in a sense.

We would say that Reiki gives people confidence and a certain structure or mapping of placement of hands and symbols. It’s a structure that then allows a person to feel more comfortable and confident to do what is already natural to them. Those who follow the natural current of their own soul would be led to being in the presence of others and doing similar work, perhaps with a different structure that would be revealed to them. Different because it may be more unique and more aligned with what is specifically their quality of healing and balance that comes through them. So what we see often is that Reiki gives people confidence, and gives them a structure where they can say that people can now come to me to do this work. But then they evolve through that into what is more specifically their own pathways, their own structures.

So, is it necessary? No. Is it helpful? Yes, for many it has been and will continue to be, because healing and the translation of energy and love into balancing energies that work in the field and body of another is still relatively new, and people are still looking for confirmation that people are trustworthy. Is it safe? Yes. Is it the only thing that is safe or most safe? No. But it is a structure that can support people as they begin.

I LIVE IN EUROPE, BUT I WAS ON A RECENT TRIP TO THE UNITED STATES (BEFORE SEPTEMBER 11TH). I FELT THAT MOST EVERYTHING ON TELEVISION WAS HIGHLY MANIPULATIVE, AND ALSO THAT PEOPLE DIDN’T SEEM TO REALLY CARE ABOUT MUCH ANYMORE. IT WAS VERY SUBTLE, BUT IS THE ENERGY CONTRACTING AND DARKENING?

It comes from a certain complacency that can come from excess money and abundance where there is a sense of security behind the walls of having the material world so overly manifested in some ways. The spirit, then, is starving or lacking. Yes, it was growing (before the terrorist attacks), and it is now in a process of shifting. But the heart of this nation is not that way. Looking at the surface you can judge many things, but if you go to the heart and soul of this country there is much that you would still come to respect, and love, and know as true.

IS THE ONLY WAY HUMANS LEARN TO LOVE THROUGH PAIN AND SUFFERING?

Until there is a willingness to learn differently, yes.

IS THE EXPERIMENT OF HUMAN FREE WILL ON THIS PLANET A FAILURE?

No. There are significant numbers of people now moving into that place of conscious creation, conscious choice, conscious awareness, of alignment with life and all of what is the Divinity of Life within themselves and within all. That utilization of choice to choose love in the midst of fear, to choose love in the midst of all that is discovered in self that has been named bad or evil or shameful or whatever, and then to transmute it with love, has been largely a very successful experiment.

There are those who say they are making free will choices, but it is not truly free. They are still bound in karma, they are still bound in unconsciousness. They are not free. So it is not yet truly free and cannot be considered failure. It can be considered ignorance, or that which is less than conscious, and there can be a denial of moving in the direction of consciousness using that will to do so. The human will has largely grown up in duality and ego that sees itself as separate, and therefore in control of its own destiny, which also means it is in charge of survival for itself and perhaps family. But in that focus there is inherent illusion, and that illusion is that you are separate to begin with and that you are not part of the whole of life, and that your focus is not on taking care of yourself, your needs, your survival, but more upon how you are in the whole of life. The frame changes, then the choices change.

IS THERE SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENING ON THIS PLANET THAT NO HUMANS SUSPECT, SOMETHING BEYOND THE PHYSICAL FORMS THAT HUMANS TAKE FOR REALITY?

Of course. The material plane is just the tip of what is created in consciousness, and that is multi-dimensional and multi-layered, so yes. The true reality is not the material plane, that is the manifest reality.

ARE ALL THE CHANNELED MESSAGES COMING IN NOW REALLY HAVING A BENEFICIAL EFFECT OR ARE THEY JUST MORE EXOTIC DECORATIONS FOR THE HUMAN EGO?

Well it depends. There are those that utilize the counsel or perspectives that are offered to grow more conscious in awareness of who they are. And there are those who would like to use it for their ego, which is also allowed in the whole of the consciousness, you all have choices. Channeling has always been there. The early mystics in the churches were channels, they just didn’t call themselves that. There are many people in spiritualist churches started with mediums and certain kinds of channeling. They have increased because of the nature of this time, and the shift of transformation that is upon the whole of consciousness needing a little assistance to open to the non-material reality that is living within each one as well as the whole of creation and consciousness. So that is why it has been opened up. We don’t perceive ourselves to be a decoration for the ego, but perhaps there have been those who have used it that way. We do not know.

I AM INTERESTED IN KNOWING A PROCESS FOR MAGNETIZING OUR OWN ENERGY SO THAT WE CAN DRAW OUR HIGHEST GOOD TO OURSELVES.

The first thing is to release fear. That is oftentimes locked up in the base of the spine, and limits the upward current of the life force from the planetary body to your body, and then you have limited magnetism. The magnetic force is physical, energetic, and spiritual. Physical magnetism is actually a physical attribute that is about chi, and energy, and how much you can hold or contain with comfort and ease. That is a matter of how healthy you are as well as how much the physical, manifest, energy field is open. So that includes the root chakra, the meridian system, etc., and is one avenue to work with to increase your physical capacity for a magnetic chi field.

The energy capacity is actually connected to your ability to be present in your soul. How present are you, are you floating around, are you in your mind, are you distracted, are you all over the place, are you fragmented? The more whole you feel, and the more present you feel, then the more you are magnetizing what is real and of your essence to you. It takes being here, being present, being fully present in each moment. That is also something that can be opened, healed, practiced, and worked with.

The spiritual dimension of magnetism is connected to purpose and a larger over-arching part or plan and how you fit into that. Certain things are then magnetized to you by spiritual currents that say that you are to carry out and be part of this particular manifest reality in order to benefit the greater whole. It has a purposeful intention, it has a sense of being placed, it has a sense of being part of something greater. You have less control over that, but you can also be observant about your life and see where it may have been in your life, and where it may still be working in your life and in your sense of who you are. Some people ask for purpose, but they are not willing to surrender to the current that will move them beyond their own volition into places, activities, and changes in their life where they feel they are losing control. So they can have magnetism in other levels, but not on that level because they resist or refuse because of fear.

To have magnetism on all levels means you are truly open to being a creator within creation, serving the greater whologram of life and the purpose that is moving through that life into your life to serve the greater whole. And you are also creating for yourself the life that you wish to create in fullness and fulfillment.

IS IT POSSIBLE FOR A BEING TO GO THROUGH AN ENTIRE LIFETIME WITHOUT ADDRESSING THE SOUL’S INTENT IN THAT LIFE TIME. COULD YOU CHOOSE AGAIN AND AGAIN TO BACK AWAY, NOT TO DO, NOT TO DO, OR IS THE NATURE OF THE SOUL’S INTENT SUCH THAT IT’S IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO LIVE YOUR LIFE?

Sometimes the soul will choose lifetimes or a series of lifetimes to address a more singular soul issue or path or learning or balancing of an event that was very traumatic. Usually there is some progress in each life, even if it seems small it is some progress towards the ultimate goal. Even if it takes several lifetimes to attain it, there is some progress. A soul may not in its intent set out to do the whole thing in one life, so it extends it out so that there is a gentler pathway or a more well-rounded pathway or something that is deeper than what could be attained in one solitary experience and lifetime. So it may look as if a soul backs away from what is ultimately the lesson, but progress has usually been made.

IS THIS PLANETARY SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS ON SCHEDULE AS INTENDED?

It’s actually doing fairly well, even though it looks on the external plane to not be doing well at all, but it is actually doing fairly well. There is a certain momentum that numbers of people gathered together with similar focus of intention and desire in their soul evolution as well as their soul imprint create in a collective. Combined with those who have gone ahead and the influx of many more who are being born now or in the recent time, there is a growing momentum. And so it is had to evaluate against a standard that we don’t have about “on schedule”. We don’t have a schedule, so we can just say it is doing very well and there is a certain momentum that probably next year….that has been our projection, we’re not always the best on time but we are not alone in this projection…..will begin to break through in the consciousness in the collective sense.

WHAT FORMS MIGHT THAT BREAKTHROUGH TAKE?

Media beginning to be more and more permeated by the consciousness that says there is a different way to proceed than what has been the only dominant cultural and social and institutional models that have been part of your history, your story. Some breakdowns that will look to be frightening to some but will be breakthroughs in the potential that is now open for new forms to be looked at or sought. Sometimes things have to break down before anyone will consider what is sitting there. So there are certain things that may look like crisis, but they will also be the opportunities that are to propel the next choices.

There’s the possibility of certain significant people rising to the forefront, and their leadership will be informed by greater consciousness. Simultaneously there will also be those rising to the forefront who would like to control or dominate even more. It offers a good choice, does it not?

MIGHT PART OF THIS BREAKTHROUGH INVOLVE THE COLLAPSE OF CERTAIN VERY POWERFUL PEOPLE OR THE REMOVAL OF THOSE PEOPLE?

Perhaps not completely the removal. There is a certain energy of challenge, you might say, and that will be difficult for those who are challenged, but also again part of a breakthrough. There is also a sense of people in groups beginning to stand together, and unlikely groups, unlikely partnerships where people begin to realize that what they desire is the same even though perhaps before they have stood apart and even against each other. And those coalitions or cooperative ventures will be gain more publicity, power, and perhaps also resources that will make their voices in some ways have more power in the marketplace so to speak, or the place where money seems to have the loudest voice.

DOES IT SEEM PROBABLE AT THIS POINT IN TIME THAT WE MIGHT DAMAGE THE EARTH SO TREMENDOUSLY ENVIRONMENTALLY THAT PEOPLE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SUSTAIN THEMSELVES?

There may be a challenge of sustainability for some time, which will reduce the population of the earth to some degree. That is not necessarily a negative thing in terms of reduction of population and opening to greater resources of sustainability along the way. There is that which is already available that those who choose not to see, choose not to inform with resources, choose not to allow to make available…..needs to be jarred up, needs to be challenged a bit. So it’s already in process, it’s not new. Nothing we say is new, it’s just perhaps a report of what is happening.

IT SEEMS UNFORTUNATE THAT THOSE POPULATIONS MOST LIKELY TO SUFFER WOULD NOT BE THE POPULATIONS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE POLICIES THAT CREATED THE POLICIES IN THE FIRST PLACE. I CAN SEE VERY VULNERABLE NUMBERS OF CHILDREN, PEOPLE WITHOUT RESOURCES SUFFERING BECAUSE OF GLOBAL WARMING OR DISEASE.

Their part may be to be part of the lifting of the veil by being the ones that are not able to stay embodied because of the policies that are restrictive and dominating and not supportive of life. If their voices, even in death, are loud enough, then there is a sense of their part being fulfilled.

DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT THE VERY RECENT ESCALATION IN SHARK ATTACKS ON PEOPLE?

Animal attacks on people are escalating, not just shark attacks. The animal kingdom is fighting back, so to speak, for what has been the decimation of their territories, their food, their livelihood, their part in the whole of creation. There is a way in which they are making it known that those who are human ones are the ones who are taking more than they give.

THE ATTACKS HAVE ALMOST ALL BEEN CONCENTRATED IN AN AREA OFF OF THE EASTERN UNITED STATES. IS THERE SIGNIFICANCE TO THAT?

Just that it has been a place that has been over-fished and the food chain has been very disrupted. There have been no boundaries on those who would take from the sea and make profit from it. There has been no limitation on it, no boundaries, no regulation, therefore those who are the largest of the sea animals are losing their food. And it is the same all the way down to the smallest, even. There is a very great danger for the imbalance to be more than just a little imbalance. It is already a great imbalance, and it is in danger of tipping the scale where it would need to replace life from the ground up. It is time to look, perhaps, more closely at what the sharks are saying.

MY FEAR IS THAT RATHER THAN CHOOSING TO LISTEN, SOME PEOPLE MAY IN FACT GO ON A CAMPAIGN TO WIPE OUT THE SHARKS.

To their own detriment they would do so.

ARE THE LAWS OF PHYSICS OR OTHER PHYSICAL LAWS ABSOLUTE WITHIN THE PHYSICAL UNIVERSE. IS IT, FOR INSTANCE, POSSIBLE TO LEVITATE. IS TIME TRAVEL POSSIBLE WITHIN THE PHYSICAL UNIVERSE?

Within the physical universe, yes, but not according to the physical dimension and the laws of the physical dimension. You need to be accessing or accessible to universal law and universal awareness of matter and that you command it with love. You cannot do levitation or travel through dimensions of time or space if there is not a sufficient command of love. The particles of matter will not respond if it is done with motivations less than a vibration of love.

SO IT’S NOT POSSIBLE TO ACCELERATE A PERSON FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT, WHICH TO ME HAS ALWAYS SEEMED RATHER ARBITRARY AS AN ABSOLUTE? SO IT’S NOT POSSIBLE TO MANEUVER SOMEONE BACKWARDS IN WHAT WE PERCEIVE TO BE PHYSICAL TIME?

With love there is anything that is possible. Without it, it would be mechanical and a need to work with the laws of physics. And that has its limitations.

CAN YOU SAY MORE ABOUT THE UNIVERSAL AWARENESS THAT YOU REFER TO?

All things are commanded by love. The origin of all things is love, of that source which IS love. And therefore that source has the power to command through consciousness all things which are in creative form, including all things that are matter, including all structures. If, however, ones pretend to have alliance with love and with the source of all and then move from a lesser motive for self gain, power, etc., they drop immediately out of the command place and into their lower self. Then what they think they can do can only disrupt certain patterns or pathways, and they lose the power to command. So disruption can happen, yes. And that disruption is oftentimes if they have been playing with universal laws and love, etc., but not with clear intent, can create repercussions on a variety of dimensions for them. And they may spend numbers of lifetimes working with it. There is no way to command without an alignment with source and love. That is pure, clear, and without the disruption of the lower ego self.

THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE NOW WHO ARE PRACTITIONERS OF VARIOUS FORMS OF ENERGETIC HEALING. I’VE BEEN INCREASINGLY CAUTIOUS ABOUT WANTING PEOPLE TO BE IN MY FIELD THAT WAY. ARE THERE POTENTIAL REPERCUSSIONS FOR NOT ONLY THE PRACTITIONER BUT ONE WHO MIGHT GO SEEKING ALIGNMENT?

If you are aligned purely, then they cannot disrupt you if they are lower frequency. If, however, there is a certain place within you that is still working with some of your own illusion or that which is less than whole in your awareness, then there can be some disruption. And that disruption often is part of the journey. At times, the disruption illuminates the place of illusion or distortion yet to be lifted to consciousness. So it can be that kind of backwards gift that can happen at times. But your intent, your alignment is more your protection than anything.

THE PHENOMENON THAT WE THINK OF AS POSSESSION OR EXORCISM, ARE THESE REAL?

Yes. There are those who have damage, injury, in their auric membrane, in their auric plane, and they have a soul who has left the premises, so to speak, and only a very small portion may be within them. They are weak, they are not strong in that condition. Stronger souls who wish to have power or dominate can use the weakness and the opening such souls provide and enter that soul and take up residence. That is possession. That actually occurs more often than would be reported.

HOW DOES SUCH DAMAGE OCCUR?

Through childhood abuse or abuse as a young person. Through abuse of alcohol or drugs, addictions. Through soul patterns that have not been healed from other trauma or past places of disruption. A variety of things, but it can happen.

AND WHAT IS THE VALUE FOR THE SOUL OF HAVING THIS DISRUPTION?

At some level they agree that a stronger soul will live their life and that they will in some way not be responsible. However, in abdicating responsibility for the life that they chose, they are also then made responsible for that life. So they share all the karma of that one that is in possession of their body, which can be a big load if they give it to someone who is not very aligned with love.

I CAN’T IMAGINE WANTING TO MAKE SUCH A CHOICE?

Most souls do not understand fully that the abdicating of responsibility is such a large karmic responsibility in and of itself. They are souls that consider that they don’t feel very strong, they want to leave, they don’t want to be here, they feel victimized. And in attaching to that train of consciousness they make themselves vulnerable to stronger soul presences that would like to dominate. You see it all the time in victim/abuser relationships. That is one form of possession, perhaps not full body possession, but similar. So the victim actually takes on all the karma that the abuser is inflicting. That is why the victim then feels trapped until there is an awareness that they need to take responsibility for their own experience. That is the shift then that begins to move them out of that position, and then they can rapidly burn off the karma.

ARE DRUG-INDUCED EXPERIENCES, HALLUCINOGENIC, SHAMANIC JOURNEYS AS A RESULT OF BEING INTOXICATED. ARE THEY REAL? DID THE SHAMAN TRULY ENTER THE BODY OF THE BIRD AND EXPERIENCE THE WORLD THROUGH THE BIRD’S EYES. DOES THE PERSON TAKING LSD TRULY ABLE TO PERCEIVE SOUNDS OR AURAS THAT HE COULD NOT OTHERWISE?

Yes. It is a matter of how strong the soul intention is in using the drug as the medium or the pathway for the experience. If the soul is not strong in that intention and able to hold the current, it can fragment and then you can have a very bad trip, so to speak. Shamans practice holding the current, and they partner with the elements of the plant, directly, so that they are not separate from them. They are not a drug separate from them. They partner with them as a pathway, a medium, to accomplish the intention. And their strength of current and ability to hold the current draws them into their experience of becoming the bird or seeing the future, or whatever is the intention. And it has been practiced that way for many years, but Shamans were grown within communities. They had many, many years of practice before they were allowed to do such things. In the current age, people are going on trips, being introduced to such without so much practice. Some can handle it, and others can’t. Whose responsibility is it? The ones who choose it or the ones who bring them into the experience without adequate preparation? We would say it is both.

I WAS WATCHING A SCIENTIFIC PROGRAM THE OTHER NIGHT, AND THEY WERE THEORIZING ABOUT AN INFINITE NUMBER OF PARALLEL UNIVERSES WHERE SOMETHING MAY BE SO SUBTLY DIFFERENT THAT ONLY ONE PHOTON IS DIFFERENTLY PLACED. BUT AN INFINITE NUMBER OF UNIVERSES WHERE IF I WAS DECIDING TO TURN LEFT OR RIGHT AND I TURN RIGHT THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS A UNIVERSE WHERE I TURN LEFT. AND AN INFINITE NUMBER OF POSSIBLE FUTURES WOULD SPIN OFF FROM THAT DECISION. WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT?

In the field of all living potential such things exist. In the field of direct experience, you make a choice and it unfolds and opens up this level of possibility, this repertoire of choice beyond that. You make another, and then this opens. The great souls, those who are able to be aware simultaneously of all potential can and do reincarnate into the same moment and do different choices at different moments of the same life. Perhaps several time, in order to open the fullness of that particular lifetime. That is possible, that is being done, has been done. Perhaps you have even done it.

THE PHYSICIST STEPHEN HAWKING HAS SUFFERED FROM A SEVERE AND ULTIMATELY FATAL ILLNESS. I’D BE INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT HIM AND ALSO THE ROLE OF THAT ILLNESS IN THIS LIFETIME FOR HIM.

By disengaging from what most people consider a physical life and physical fulfillment he has freed his mind to open into the multiple dimensions of possibility, to be receptive in ways that others glimpse but are oftentimes too involved in outcomes to allow. So he has in a sense inserted himself into a body that would not live the fullness of the external life in order to bring a gift into humanity through his ability to connect and become conscious.

MANY OF MY OLD RELATIONSHIPS SEEM TO BE ENDING, EVEN THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR A LONG TIME. IF I’M BECOMING MORE IN ALIGNMENT, WOULDN’T THEY BE BECOMING MORE HARMONIOUS?

There is a place where you move through a time of sorting where you say this fits, this doesn’t, this fits, this doesn’t, etc. It is a phase of the soul’s coming to awareness of itself and what it needs and wants. There is also a phase where the self feels secure, and there is no longer a need for sorting in the same way. That will come. That phase is one where there is a sense of being present in it all without needing to be affected by it all. So you stand in a place where there is limitless awareness and love, and how everyone is playing out their thing and what they do. And you no longer expect them to be anything other than they are, yet the love that you feel is permeable to all that is and that includes them. So you’re not expecting, you’re allowing. At the same time you’re feeling love and connection, but not perhaps in the same way that you expected it to be there in the past. Simultaneously with that you are also in relationships that are fulfilling, not because you need them to be but just because they are a place where you meet without attachment.

CAN YOU TELL ME ABOUT THE MEDITATION PRACTICE OF VIPASSANA AND HOW IT RELATES TO INTEGRATION IN THE NEW PARADIGM?

It is intended to empty the mind of thoughts, beliefs, and structures that have limited the awareness of Spirit, or soul, or being. So it is to clear the mind. What is necessary, however, that they do not always teach is that the awareness will inform the mind and the mind does not like to be empty. Nothing does. So when you release something it is wise to be aware that empty mind is also a place where thoughts can be sown that others would give you, beliefs that they would give you, about life, about cosmic reality, about God, about yourself. Do you understand? Be aware of that. Do not allow others to sow thoughts or beliefs, even subtly, within your consciousness. As you release, listen to what is within you. Replace with what is most true, most real. That would be a good practice.

WHEN YOU SAY OTHERS, DO YOU MEAN OTHERS WITHIN THE VIPASSANA TRADITION?

Yes, it is just to be aware that it is very much possible. They are not totally ignorant, often, of what they do. They feel they are doing a service by lifting ones out of a certain realm of thought and replacing it with a higher realm of thought. But it still may not be the absence of truth or reality for you.

Small Group Sessions August 15, 2001

DUE TO HUMAN ECONOMIC ACTIVITY, THE PHYSICAL BEING OF THE EARTH IS SUFFERING. GIVEN THAT THERE ARE MANY REALMS OF POSSIBLE HEALING ACTIVITY FROM POLITICAL LOBBYING TO CONSCIOUS CONSUMPTION TO LIGHTWORK OR PRAYER, WHAT HUMAN FOCUS OF EARTH HEALING ENERGY OR EARTH HEALING ACTIVITY WOULD LEND HER THE MOST LEVERAGE TO HER SHIFT AT THIS TIME?

Well, there are several. Each person is led to those places that are most in alignment with the individuals. Those who are opening the life current directly to participate in partnership with her directly find that they know their path in this arena more consciously. Some are called to dance in the political arena. That is their path, that is their calling, that is their place. All who are called in this time by the Earth herself into certain placements are given the life, currents, energy, and support necessary to do their part.

All can choose more conscious consumption. Simplifying according to what belongs to you and your soul, by essence and virtue of who you are, would simplify consumerism and move into a whole other level rather than one that is dominated by advertising and manufacturing. There is automatic simplification when ones choose in accordance with what is theirs, what belongs to them, what is in harmony with them and what they can care for. All souls do not need all things. Those souls who are in alignment with certain technological advances, because they are using them for their work, for writing, for assisting education, etc., that belongs to them. For those people who are needing a quality of beauty, perhaps by certain art, that is their way of being in harmony with themselves and with all that is in the earth. That is conscious consumption when we talk about it. Aligning with what belongs to you by virtue of who you are to manifest and create who you are within a matter body. Simple. All people can do that, and that would automatically bring things into greater balance. All people do not need three cars, do you see? That is something that may be wanted, but may not necessary in terms of what belongs to a soul. When ones move into greater harmony with themselves, with who they are, they then begin to become more conscious in that arena.

Thirdly, the Earth has certain places in her body that when light work is done in those places there is a greater effectiveness. When groups are guided to certain places to do certain pieces of work on behalf of the collective, then such things are effective in a larger field. And if you are called to do such travels, such work, then know that you are being guided and supervised by the Earth, herself, and those whom she has chosen in Spirit to be the guides to work with that project. Lightwork on behalf of the Earth is either very specific in such group or individual endeavors that are guided on this behalf, or they are given to the individual in the place where they are. So if there is awareness of conscious consumption of energy, of resources and material things, then you make that awareness more available to children that you are in contact with, or your neighbors, or your family. Then there is some assistance in that arena.

People will not consume consciously, however, if they are out of balance themselves and are not conscious. If they are mostly coming from their unconscious, they will probably continue in the pattern that is most prevalent in the Earth today.

THERE IS A WATER THAT HAS BEEN DEVELOPED IN TURKEY, THE PURPOSE OF WHICH IS TO HELP DETOXIFY THE PLANET AND RETURN IT TO A MORE PRISTINE STATE. THE COMPANY NOW HAS INTERNAL AND HOME ENVIRONMENTAL PRODUCTS. THERE WAS AN INITIAL SPIRITUAL GROUP HERE IN THE UNITED STATES THAT PICKED UP ON THESE VERY QUICKLY, AND THEY HAVE NOW TURNED AWAY FROM THEM. IS THE WATER SAFE FOR CONSUMPTION? IS IT REALLY HELPING THE PLANET AND THE PEOPLE?

In this particular case, the water that you mentioned does have potential for assisting the earth. However, it also still has a certain duality consciousness moving within the business and the people that are working with it, so their motives are not pure, not clear. It is not safe for consumption at this time. There are too many impurities within the typical human body, and the body has become somewhat dependant upon them. The healing crises that are precipitated may kill people. It is almost as if the imbalance cannot be brought into balance without severe trauma to the individuals.

There is a need to work with it further, and to work with harmony with the consciousness that is choosing to change the consciousness, not just the body. If there is only an attempt to change the physical without the manifest consciousness that created it, then there is difficulty, there is duality, and it will not work. It will actually harm. So until there is a sufficient consciousness working with such technologies, there is limited benefit until there is a greater awareness where Love is wedded to the intention to assist the rebalancing or restoration of wholeness. People can say that, but if their consciousness is not yet clear themselves they cannot act in harmony with the gifts that are, perhaps, available.

That is why the efforts on our behalf have been to assist ones to embody and hold more light, more consciousness within the matter field, transforming and transmuting the ancestral patterns of duality. The currents of wisdom that are opening up now actually open the possibility and potential for such technologies and others to be utilized in ways that can benefit the whole to greater and greater measure within not too long a time. But your market economy and the competition, consumerism, and all that has been in place is not the atmosphere in which this can flourish.

IN A CHANNELING BY GERMAIN WE WERE TOLD TO RELEASE AND LET GO OF ALL OUR BELIEFS, POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE. YET WE ARE TOLD IN MANY SACRED WRITINGS THAT BELIEF IS NECESSARY FOR THE CREATION OF OUR GOOD. IT WAS SUGGESTED THAT WE LET GO OF OUR BELIEF THAT WE ARE LOVE AND JUST LOVE. IN OTHER WORDS, WE ARE TO JUST BE AND COME FROM THAT PLACE RATHER THAN BELIEF. IF BELIEF IS A PART OF OUR CONSCIOUSNESS, HOW CAN WE LET GO OF THESE BELIEFS SINCE ALL IS CONSCIOUSNESS?

Perhaps it is more a matter of what is immutable and what is mutable. Love is immutable. Love Is. Being Is, Light Is, Infinite Intelligence Is. It just Is. That is immutable, they are unchanging. Structures such as beliefs, thoughts, matter, and structures within matter are all mutable. They change. In the process of letting go of beliefs, the mind does not do well when it has nothing there. The mind is actually created of certain dynamic structures. Minds that are rigid hold many beliefs as if that is all there is and there is nothing more than those beliefs. They rigidify, and therefore consciousness rigidifies. Releasing and softening that rigidity allows you to become more freely able to choose higher beliefs. If you say I am Love, there is a thought that is connecting to the immutable truth that you are it. Yet it is the thought, the structure of it that is aligning your mind and your individuality with the being of it. That is an aligning thought, or belief, if you wish.

It is not to say that beliefs are bad. But they can rigidify, and they can create a lack of openness to direct experience. Direct experience of who you are, the Light that you are, the Being that you are, informs you. You can, then, say something about that, and in saying it you are creating structures to explain it, to have a presence, to have an expression. If you want to write something, you are using words. Every word is a structure. It is mutable, however. It is serving the immutable in that time to express it into matter. Beliefs, thoughts, intentions, actions, plans, orders, or things that are organized or put into form all have structures that are necessary to be in matter, to express in matter, to bring the immutable through the mutable into expression, into experience, into matter.

So it is not that you release it all and sit in Being only, that is the transcendent path of some of the Eastern teachings. The west always focused on good deeds, beliefs and dogma. What if there is a marriage where it is not about believing one thing only, but about staying open to the structures that are necessary for the immutable to inform you in order to come into a full expression in matter? What if?

WHAT IS SPIRIT’S TAKE ON USING HUMAN EMBRYOS IN STEM CELL RESEARCH?

Well, we’ve previously offered our take in varying ways. In the human’s desire to replicate themselves there is a desire to be God-like, to have eternal life. The human who is attached to the matter life figures out a way to create eternal life within matter, which is to replicate self over and over again. That is perhaps part of the cloning controversy.

Some of human embryo stem cell research is beneficial, because it can lead to awareness of genetic signatures that can be altered and then brought to a greater health or wholeness. The consciousness of the whole of the population will at some point end certain illnesses, diseases, and imbalances. They are not going to serve the consciousness of the collective as the collective shifts into higher frequencies. How are those going to be shifted out? Well, some will be through your science and some of it will be through consciousness directly.

An embryo is not connected to a soul unless it there is an intention to do so. So all embryos that are brought into life, so to speak, are not necessarily attached to a soul for embodiment. Those who are, there is a certain ‘this belongs to me’ kind of thing where the soul informs it with its own consciousness to bring it to birth. Stem cells that are taken from an embryo in the umbilicus also have consciousness within them, because that is the consciousness of the fetus, of the child, of the being that is coming. Stem cells that are taken from an embryo that is not yet implanted within a life form, that is in a petri dish, they are not necessarily attached to souls. There is not a consciousness that is creating that for life. Therefore, what are they for? Can they be used to support other lives? We would say that is a possibility.

PLEASE CLARIFY THE LINE BETWEEN SEXUALITY AND SPIRITUALITY. IS THERE ONE, ULTIMATELY? WHAT PART DOES MARRIAGE PLAY?

When you have a body you have a sexual designation, whether it is male or female. That sets up a certain magnetism with the opposite designation. Those who are of certain spins where the spins are contrary to the physical designation can have an opposite attraction, gay or lesbian would be the manifestation. In your monogamous, heterosexual design there are two poles, male and female, magnetically attracted to each other. Sexuality at its very base instinct is to procreate, to replicate, and to continue the species. All beings within the life have that as part of how it is designed.

As consciousness informs the body and the consciousness of the human being, there is more and more of a union between the spirit and the human experience, and higher frequencies are held within the body. When there is a sexual connection with another that is using the magnetism to bring together two high frequency beings, and there is then a blending of energy and matter, then there is alchemy. Alchemy with matter and consciousness is one of the higher forms of conscious creation. It is not used for procreation, it is used for alchemy within matter, which means that those who are trained and are conscious can used such experiences to create direct manifestation or alchemy of what is already in manifestation. At that point there is a marriage of Spirit within Matter, consciousness within the dimension that is in between matter and non-matter. It is as if in that place the alchemy takes place and matter is affected. That is a high frequency, high consciousness activity. At that point is there any separation or line? No, there is alchemy.

How does the physical marriage of two people play into it? There are different dimensions of that, as well. There is marriage of those who come together for the purpose of staying together long enough to do something that their souls have agreed to do, whether it is to bring in children, whether it is to learn something, or perhaps to balance something karmically. These are soul agreements that form in a unit of marriage that keep people together long enough to do such things. There are also higher marriages where two people will come together with the agreement to create spiritual alchemy. Such unions are Divine. They are not necessarily ordained by a priest or given sanction by anyone. They are Divinely ordained. Such alchemy in such unions is usually highly creative, highly powerful, and highly productive. Yet they may not have the designation of marriage in your religious or social terms.

The true, Divine marriage is what we speak of when we speak about the high frequency, high conscious union for alchemy and the purpose of the transformation of matter. Other unions are for other purposes and can be just as sacred in their own way. That is not to deny them any power for what they exist to do, for they exist to accomplish exactly what the souls need to accomplish. That, too, is sacred in the whole scheme of evolution and the whole scheme of consciousness. But sexuality for procreation only is very close to what most mammals do. Sex that is primarily magnetic, between two poles, takes very little consciousness.

PART OF ME KNOWS THAT WHEN I AM COMPLETELY HEALED SO WILL BE THE EARTH. YET, WHEN DRIVING THROUGH NORTHERN CALIFORNIA AND INTO THE NATIONAL FORESTS IN THIS AREA, THE SIGNS OF LOGGING AND A PERCEPTION THAT THE FOREST IS NOT WHOLE AS IT SHOULD BE CONTINUES TO NAG. DO WE NEED TO TAKE OUTWARD ACTION REGARDING THESE ACTIVITIES, OR JUST CONTINUE THE INNER WORK?

At some point you will do outer work as well, because the inner cannot remain inner without becoming outer. As within, so without. You have been learning to take things into yourself in order to learn from them. At some point you have wisdom and it must come out of you as well. Then you will find yourself acting with wisdom, speaking with integrity, standing with great strength and foundation in awareness, and being a force to be reckoned with.

I WOULD LIKE TO ASK ABOUT THE MARIAN APPARITIONS THAT HAVE OCCURRED SPORADICALLY THROUGHOUT HISTORY. I HAVE RECEIVED SO MANY SYNCHRONISTIC ‘SUMMONS’ LATELY TO GO TO MEDJUGORJE THAT IT’S BECOME IMPOSSIBLE TO IGNORE. I ALSO HAVE FELT STRONGLY THAT MY 6 YEAR OLD SON SHOULD GO WITH ME. WHILE I DON’T FEEL THAT ONE HAS TO GO HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD TO CONTACT THE DIVINE, I AM AWARE THAT CERTAIN PLACES HOLD FIELDS OF ENERGY THAT MAY PROVE BENEFICIAL TO ONE’S EVOLUTION. WHAT DO YOU MAKE OF THIS?

Mary is working on behalf of the whole to assist people to come to greater wholeness and well-being within their soul and spirit. If she is calling you and your son to a certain place, then if it is within your means to do so it may be for the experience of being within a field that is permeated by her consciousness. That will assist you in some ways that you are yet to know, and your son as well. The blessing is magnified in such places because the field is so permeated with consciousness of her presence as well as all those who have met her in that place. So there is a greater portal to the awareness and conscious connection. No, it is not necessary to travel around the world for such experiences, for she can come to you, and does, so it is not essential. But it could magnify the experience for yourself, and also perhaps give you a story to tell others. She is one of many who is working in the earth in this time, consciously connecting with those who are open to receive. Because there is a greater opening to her in the Christian or Catholic arenas, she is able to be one who is called by name, who is recognized, and who is therefore an available portal to greater love, wholeness, and awareness.

MANY ARE EXPERIENCING A KUNDALINI RISING OR OPENING WORLDWIDE. HERE IN THE UNITED STATES THERE IS VERY LITTLE SUPPORT FOR THIS KIND OF SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE. OFTEN MANY SEEK GUIDANCE FOR THIS AWAKENING FROM LIGHTWORKERS, HEALERS, BODY WORKERS, AND OTHER ALTERNATIVE THERAPIES JUST TO FIND THAT IT HAS MADE THE EXPERIENCE WORSE. THUS EVEN MORE ARE IN CRISIS AND DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO TURN. SOME END UP ON MEDICATION IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL. CAN YOU SUGGEST AN EXERCISE OR SOMETHING THAT WOULD HELP PEOPLE?

Part of what has come into the western world are practices that were grounded in foundations of many thousands of years of training and awareness. So when there was a specific kind of awakening, there were supports that were in place to support the person. In the west it is rather hodgepodge. You pick and choose according to what is available, according to what you think you need, even according to what the fad is. And therefore there is not a grounding. Kundalini experiences first of all need grounding more than anything else, grounding in some place that has a sense of connection to what is of life, what is of earth, what is of body. If there is no grounding, then there is a sense of losing reality, losing connection. They lose that sense of reality, they lose coherency and cohesion in the sense that they fly apart. Their chakras may not hold together well in terms of structure, they may have structural damage. They may have a sense of not having integrity within their own emotional or psychic containers. Their membrane of self may not have enough strength to handle the surge of energy, and so it may fracture or have holes put in it. So, there can be much damage. And if there are those who are not grounded or have a sense of where to ground in themselves, or in their lives, or in their bodies, then the damage can be extreme and that is what you are describing.

Those who assist others with this need both an etheric reference and good grounding in terms of what it is that is a sense of connection to life, to earth, to self, and to the structures necessary to support such an awakening and working with such currents, life forces, and light. Those who are not well integrated in their own selves will not be a good support for this. You are bringing forward what actually is needed in the west; to evolve or develop more practices that can support such awakening that have good strong grounding as part of what they offer to those who are going through such experiences. Grounding can be through breathwork, with QiGong, or ways of making body connections. Whatever serves the person to ground and create structures that support them in their lives is important.

IF I REINCARNATE TO LEARN LESSONS I HAVE NOT LEARNED IN AN EARLIER LIFE, WHY DON’T I REMEMBER WHAT IT IS I SHOULD STILL LEARN?

Your soul has the map. If your conscious rational mind is looking around you into the external world as if that is where you have to find something and your learning is coming from that place, then you will probably miss the map. The map within your consciousness guides you infallibly to learn what you are here to learn, to grow in awareness and consciousness, and to place your trust in what is not seen: the internal awareness, rather than the external that has already been manifested from the past.

So, why have you forgotten what you came to learn? It is not forgotten. As a child it was probably present, perhaps not in a fully conscious way, but present nonetheless. It is the rational mind that needs to listen, tune and listen to your soul, your essence, and that which is less visible than what you perceive around you. Ask your question ‘what is it I need to learn and what is it I am presently now working to grow in consciousness?’. Your soul will tell you. It will show you and bring it to you. It is not very far away. And you don’t even have to ask us, you can ask yourself.

WHAT EFFECTS DOES ASPARTAME HAVE ON THE BODY?

It has a chemical reaction in the brain, and it affects individuals differently depending on the chemistry they already have. We’ll say right up front that some people are more susceptible than others. In some ways the symptoms and the effects are felt by certain people more than others because of their physiology. But it does affect the chemistry of the brain. Oftentimes it affects those places in the brain that have to do with long term memory. Also with a certain sense of dulling the feeling of well being. It can precipitate depression for those who are already leaning in that direction. It is as if there is a certain precipitating action in the chemistry towards depression, where there is a lack of buoyancy or the chemicals that support the feeling of well being. It can also affect long term memory where people forget and lose track of their own experience in the past. There is a sense of blanking out, where there is just not a sense of everything being present that an alert mind would file away. The files seem to be missing, so to speak. Those are interruptions that happen within the circuitry. It is not lost in consciousness, but it cannot be accessed.

If it is used over time it has more long-term changes in the brain. If it’s used once in a while, the brain usually is not as affected because it has its dominant physiology that will overcome it. So it depends on how much is used and how long it is used.

IS THERE A COMMON PHYSICAL CAUSE OF ALZHEIMER’S DISEASE, AND WHAT’S THE REFLECTION IN CONSCIOUSNESS?

Part of it is that alzheimer’s is a way out of the body where ones begin to forget their lives. They basically erase their lives so that they are no longer attached to them, and then they leave. It is one way to do it when there is no consciousness of doing it. If ones decide that they are willing to release from their life and are not attached to life, then they can do so without going through such a process. But most people in life have many attachments to life, and so it is one way the soul accesses a way out to detach from it consciously.

It has always been part of the world as an option, in terms of death. You have more people now, and you have more chemicals and additives that are in foods that affect brain chemistry and sometimes precipitate certain things that in the past were not precipitated. Certain things that lead to long-term memory loss might not be alzheimer’s, such as we just spoke about aspartame. But there are ways that the soul exits, and one of those ways is through release and detachment from life.

CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHAT’S GOING ON WITH SPONTANEOUS HUMAN COMBUSTION?

A person who does so usually has a past history, a past life, of leaving their body suddenly. In doing so in the past, they bring it into the present unconsciously. It is usually something they have in their memory from another time. No one is learning that in this life, it is past life memory sequence. When there is a time to leave they basically trigger a high frequency vibration, rather like a laser beam, and it spontaneously takes their body with them when they leave. So it is rather like ashes to ashes and dust to dust.

LATELY I HAVE BEEN WAKING UP AT NIGHT AFTER THREE HOURS OF SLEEP WITH A TREMENDOUS BUILD-UP OF ENERGY. I THRASH AROUND FOR AN HOUR BEFORE I CAN GET BACK TO SLEEP. IT MAY HAPPEN AGAIN AFTER ANOTHER THREE HOURS. IS IT BECAUSE OF THE HUGE AMOUNTS OF COSMIC ENERGY WE ARE RECEIVING? IS THERE ANYTHING THAT CAN BE DONE BEFORE RETIRING THAT WILL HELP RELEASE THE ENERGY DURING SLEEP OTHER THAN HAVING TO GET UP AND WALK AROUND DURING THE NIGHT?

There is a meditation process that can be assisting. It demands that you exercise your crown chakra, however. Those whose crown chakras are not as flexible or fluid will have more difficulty with this, so practicing expanding and contracting the crown chakra will assist you to open to this kind of meditation. The meditation is one where you open directly to light through your higher self, through your own soul’s alignment, and you allow light and the higher frequencies to come down through the crown into the core of self and into your body with consciousness during the meditation. It comes in waves, rather like the build-up that you experience in three hours of sleep, but instead only in a few minutes of opening to receive these increments of light. Breathe them through, breathing in through the nose and out through the mouth as it moves down and through, breathing down all the way to the earth as if you are bringing it down through your body, into matter, into the earth itself.

You can work with this meditation breathing process before you go to sleep or at other times during your day. You should not have so much pressure in the night if you do so. If you find it difficult to do this because the crown will not open sufficiently, then begin to work with the rose pink of universal love, softening the crown chakra. You can visualize the crown chakra as rather like a rubber band that can expand out in a circle and then contract. It is fluid, it is flexible. If it grows rigid then it need to be softened, and the universal level will assist to soften it. If there are belief structures that have rigidified that crown chakra, those will become apparent. Be willing to release them. Be willing to release any structures of consciousness, beliefs, or old patterning that keeps you or your thoughts rigid or in place. Those things keep the crown chakra from being fluid or flexible.

This process will assist you to prepare yourself to do this kind of direct embodiment of these light waves as they are present. If you have difficulty and there is just a build-up of energy thrashing around, then it would be helpful to put your feet on the floor or somewhere and visualize yourself breathing the energy down. Breathe it through and around you if necessary, and allow your feet to open into the earth so that you have a sense of a connecting and this downward current opening up. Walking, working with the earth in some way, or exercise can also be helpful because it opens some energy flow through you. But working directly with the crown is most effective.

MY SENSE OF AN IMPENDING QUANTUM SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS AND VIBRATION OCCURRING WITH THIS PLANET AND HUMANITY HAS BECOME CLEARER AND CLEARER. MY SPOUSE, HOWEVER, DOES NOT SHARE THIS SENSE OF UNPRECEDENTED SHIFT WITHIN THE HEARTS AND BODIES OF MANKIND AND GAIA. THIS HAS CREATED A DEEP RIFT BETWEEN US AS I HAVE PURSUED A SPIRITUAL PATH AND MY SPOUSE CONTINUES TO SEE THE EARTH IN 3D TERMS. WE LOVE EACH OTHER, BUT IT IS A CHALLENGE TO RECONCILE OUR DIVERGENT VIEWS ON WHAT IS REALLY HAPPENING ON THIS PLANET. HOW MAY WE HONOR OURSELVES AND OUR INNER CALLING TO BE TRUE TO OUR AWAKENING HEARTS WHEN THERE ARE LOVED ONES IN OUR LIVES WHO APPEAR TO BE ASLEEP TO THE PHENOMENAL TRANSFORMATIONS AT HAND?

There IS a great transformation that is happening in the earth plane. You are blessed to be able to see it and participate in it consciously. Those who do not are nonetheless affected by what is taking place. The love that you have with this one, for this one, and share with this one, affects him whether or not he has an ability to perceive it directly or not. You can work at a soul level to open the doorway with this one’s soul without doing it directly in a one to one dialogue. On a soul level you can share with this one some of what you have perceived directly. Not what you have read, not what you have learned through others, but your experiences. Whatever is your experience you can share directly with another soul. Soul to soul, heart to heart. Stand there in that place as your heart shares your experience and awareness.

Awareness is not belief. Awareness is the experience embodied. Awareness is what belongs to you. It is not belief only that you have read or learned from another, it is your experience. That you can share directly with any soul at any time. And open that door first with any loved one and allow your soul awareness to be shared with their soul. That may open an avenue of blessing, of grace, that allows a glimmer of awareness or perception to open into their conscious mind, their conscious experience. It is only through their experience that they will be awakened. It will not be only through your experience.

So if grace and blessing opens that pathway, then there is more communication in the human dimension. If not, you can continue to communicate and commune on a soul level. And if your soul takes you in another place or on another journey, then bless this one and their path and their journey, and know that perhaps it is at another time that their soul will come to a greater awareness. It may not be this walk, this time, but perhaps it is later in this life and there are seeds that will grow. You do not know. You can not judge. It is only for you to be who YOU are and be in integrity with that.

Small Group Sessions July 2, 2001

I HAVE HEARD A LOT ABOUT THE ‘NEW CHILDREN’ OF THE INDIGO, BLUE AND VIOLET RAYS, AS WELL AS OF THE GENERATIONS BORN IN THE FORTIES AND FIFTIES, BUT I HAVEN’T COME ACROSS MUCH INFORMATION ABOUT THE GENERATION BORN IN THE SEVENTIES, TO WHICH I BELONG. MANY SEEM NEITHER WOVEN INTO DUALITY, NOR COMPLETELY FOLLOWING THEIR OWN ‘DRUMMERS’. MANY SEEM TO HAVE A STRONG SENSE OF A LARGER REALITY AS WELL AS A UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE ON IT THAT DOESN’T SEEM TO TAKE EVERYTHING SO SERIOUSLY. CAN YOU SPEAK A LITTLE ABOUT THE PEOPLE OF THIS GENERATION, THE PARTICULAR QUALITIES THE HAVE, THE COLOR RAYS THEY BELONG TO, AND THEIR ROLES IN THIS TIME?

The generation that came in during the seventies are no so woven into the programming of the past so that they are the transmuters, which is the ones that came before. Transmutation is not your purpose. The purpose for many of this generation is to bring about a sense of informing consciousness about the sense of possibility and potential, rather like a new frontier. They are the ones who do not need to have so much ballast, so to speak, to keep them in a certain place, but are more free to move about, more free to interconnect, interweave. They like to weave, they like to be with others, they like community. Not community that is stifling, but a more free flowing community. They like the sense of networking, and they love the internet because it is that which reflects to them most who they are.

This particular generation is not aligned so much with one ray, but is the weaving of many. It is as if many different vibrations or pathways are present, but not bound in the restrictions of duality as much, and perhaps not fully engaged in a purpose that drives them into new forms in the future such as some of the later generations. They are weaving, weaving, weaving, weaving, weaving, and moving all of the different vibrations into a whole. Wholeness might be its overarching theme. Weaving wholeness, weaving the blend of all into a unified whole. So there is a sense of the whole, of needing to at times be less specific and more weaving through the whole, wanting to have more connections with many people like with the internet and e-mail groups. Those ones of you have usually quite usual auras because of the blend and the harmony that you are creating in the whole. You are not just a very specific ray people. You have several woven in with a sort of spiral effect, so many of you have beautiful fields because you are multi-colored, if you wish.

Your particular field [this particular questioner] is very indigo, actually, but it isn’t an indigo ray, but there is some of the indigo color within your energy field along with a rose, a peach, and a very pale green that is very, very pretty. So your dominant actually, as we look at it, has a certain peach tone to it, which has to do with growing more and more and more a sense of harmony while being true to yourself. Harmony in the whole while being true to the note you sound in the orchestra or the symphony, in the chorus. Knowing your melody line while being very tuned to how your voice or tone weaves into the whole. And knowing that without your voice it would not be full, it would not be complete.

IS THERE A SPECIAL REASON WHY THE PEOPLE OF SURINAME EXIST IN A MULTI-ETHNIC COMPOSITION? DO THESE PEOPLE AS A WHOLE HAVE A SPECIAL MISSION?

Where there are places and pockets where people of different cultures, ethnicity, and backgrounds live in harmony and are supported by nature without being disturbed so much by the outer world, they hold in the whole of consciousness that image, that vision, that experience. It is as if they are creating in that place a tone or a map for that to occur in places where it is more difficult, where there are more influences from the past, more disturbances, more adaptations away from harmony and wholeness. So the mission, if you wish, in such isolated places is to hold that within consciousness for the whole. These pockets are important. They are formed in certain places and locations within the earth’s body, and they usually have a very direct link to the earth collective grid of consciousness so that what is opened through that pocket or that place influences the whole in such ways that you or others might not be aware of. Just by being, just by living, just by making the choices that you all make there are influences felt throughout the whole of the collective, through the grid of consciousness.

I OFTEN COME ACROSS INDIVIDUALS THAT I AM STRONGLY DRAWN TO. THERE IS A SENSE OF PURPOSE IN THOSE ENCOUNTERS AND A STONG DESIRE TO GET COSER AND SHARE TURHT AND JOY AND LOVE. TOO OFTEN, THEY SEEM FRIGHTENEED OR UNEASY WITH ME AND I HESITATE TO GET TOO CLOSE OR SHARE MORE. WHY AM I SO STRONGLY DRAWN TO THESE IINDIVIDUALS AND HOW CAN I BEST TOUCH THEIR HEARTS AND SHARE WITH THEM?

This age is one where love opens doors and softens what has been hidden away and brings it forth to the light of day. When one who is open hearted and open to being very present in love with another, then that which is hidden away begins to know that there is one knocking on the door. That one may have a certain readiness and knows that it is time for what has been hidden within to release and come forward, realizing that the darkness that they fear is really only that which has not seen the light for some time. And as it transforms in the light there are gifts to be restored, to be reclaimed, to be known. It is not as difficult for them as perhaps they perceive it to be.

Fear is usually an indication that ones have not yet trusted the process of love in their life. They have thought they needed to be loved, they wanted to be loved and perhaps it wasn’t there, perhaps in the externalization of it they were wounded. Perhaps they have not found that place within themselves. So sometimes it is necessary to be the love that you are. Not to force the love that you are upon anyone, but to be the love that you are. If they are afraid, then be very gentle without any force or pushing, knowing that love has an endless patience and time. Love does not push, love exists in the same space, always, whether it is through you or it is present around them and they begin to acknowledge it in their own heart. Love IS. It is not a force that pushes. Will pushes. If you have desires that push you into relationship with another, and that is your will, there is then that which they might resist because there is something that you are seeking for yourself. Notice if there is anything there for you, seeking for yourself. Open directly to receive that, and be the love that you are with those that you are attracted to.

WHAT IS THE IMPACT UPON A PERSON WHEN THEY CHANNEL REGULARLY AND IS ANYTHING NEEDED TO OFFSET OR BALANCE THE EFFECTS?

Well, it depends on the person. Some people who channel regularly are not very well grounded or connected to themselves or their own emotional or physical body. If they channel regularly they may dissociate more easily than before, because they have no ballast, no foundation. Those who are anchored well in their body and their emotional body will find that it balances and opens them to even greater expansion, because their physical body can support it. If they are depleted, it is not a good time to channel. If they are ill, it is not a good time to channel. But if they feel strong and alert then it is a good time, and there is enough support and balance. It also helps ones who are not so well supported or balanced to channel in partnership with others or another who is. Another whose part is not to channel, but to be the ballast until they grow it for themselves. If they do not grow it for themselves, then channeling will untimately serve as an imbalance in their life rather that something that will support them.

REGARDING CONSCIOUS CREATION, WHEN WE “STAND WITHIN THE CURRENT OF THE FLOW OF LIVING INTENTION THAT FLOWS THROUGH EVERY ASPECT OF CREATION AND LIFE AND MAKE CHOICES AND DECISIONS ABOUT WHAT TO CREATE BASED UPON GUIDANCE OR AWARENESS INSPIRED FROM WITHIN THE LIVING CURRENT”, ARE WE STEPPING OUT OF OUR PERSONAL EGO AND ALLOWING THE WILL, THE LOVE OF GOD, TO ACTUALIZE IN THE MATERIAL WORLD THROUGH US?

The greater will informs your will in that process. However, there is also the personal level needs and desires for the material plane. If, for example, you only hear the greater will and you do not have enough to eat and have not included that within the current consciously, then you will not physically be strong enough to do that greater will. So it is important to include within that creation everything that you need and desire that will support you to accomplish that which is informing you that is yours to do within the whole of creation. For then you will be fully and abundantly supported, strong in capacity, and willing to move with this informing current. And you will also know the joy on all levels and dimensions, particularly including the human, physical dimension, which is what you are here to experience and how you experience things now. If you did not have a body, you would not need to have food, to have a house, to have certain things. So include all of those things that are necessary within the whole, because abundance will certainly flow into all those arenas as well the larger intention that is intending to fulfill.

I HAD A DREAM THAT THE WESTERN NATIONS WERE AT WAR AGAIN. IT WAS NOT SO MUCH THE GOVERNMENTS, BUT RATHER THE INTERNATIONAL CORPORATIONS THAT HAD CHOSEN A MODERN WAR WITHOUT CONVENTIONAL BOMBS, BUT WITH WEAPONS THAT WOULD MAKE ORDINARY LIFE IMPOSSIBLE FOR MOST CIVILIANS. WHAT IS THE PATTERN OF CURRENTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS AT THE MOMENT AS REGARDS THE POSSIBILITY OF WAR AMONG THESE NATIONS, AND WOULD IT BE LIKE MY DREAM IMAGES OR MORE CONVENTIONAL?

A war implies two sides or more. There is something moving to a head, you might say, where the dominant corporate power structure is to be challenged. And in that challenge there will be a sort of fighting back where the corporate controlled power structures attempt to do their dominant thing with their weapons of money, resources, control, threats, banking systems, stock markets and currencies. So, yes, it is coming to a head at some point because that is now where the dominant culture’s power lies.

Your dream is accurate in the sense that if you listen very closely to the currents, you will know where to be, what to do, how to spend your time, where to spend your money and your resources, and who to be with. All of these things will just be natural to you. You are now in the aligning period of time. You are learning to step into this current, you are learning to align, you are learning to listen and to be more and more fully in integrity with creation, with yourself and all that is.

There is nothing to fear, and fear only feeds that duality matrix that is dying and disintegrating. So trust that you will know what you need to know. Also know that there is something that will probably come to a head, not in the old way of using military weapons but in the more contemporary version of it. Also know that actually its hand needs to be forced out into the open so the citizens of the world can begin to reclaim what rightfully belongs to the whole, rather than claimed and used unwisely by those few who would say that they have the power to do so.

I’VE BEEN WANTING FURTHER CONFIRMATION AND CLARIFICATION ON THE STOCK MARKET. GUIDANCE WAS GIVEN SOME TIME AGO TO BE CAUTIOUS ABOUT IINVESTMENTS UNTIL APPROXIMATELY LATE SUMMER OR EARLY FALL. HOW IS THAT LOOKING FROM A HIGHER PERSPECTIVE NOW, AND IS THERE ANY OTHER ADVICE FOR INVESTORS?

It is still unstable, as you know. Continue to be cautious during this alignment process. In the fall there should be a time when it will stabilize for a period of time, but in 2002 there will be another period of instability. Invest only in those places where you feel very comfortable investing, as if it lines up with your soul, your heart, your values, and your sense of what aligns in the greater whole with the greater intention for creation. Support those enterprises and those places that are moving in new directions.

Do not play the game of trying to make money only, for that will likely prove a challenge. If you choose with your heart and your sense of what is in alignment now, you will also have the sense of supporting what is taking root in the soil of the new matrix to grow new forms that will support the growth of a new culture as it matures. These are the infancy days and stages of it, but your resources and those of others can support that and make it stronger so it can have strong roots and foundations.

WHO ARE THE GALACTIC FEDERATION?

Since you are not alone in the universe, there are those who are from various systems of consciousness who join together to be of beneficence and assistance wherever it is needed within the whole of this galaxy, or perhaps intergalactic depending on the levels. You think of things in terms of groups because you are so individualized. It is less of individuals joined together in a group as it is a formation within the whole of consciousness that has within it many great beings that have a very long experience in intergalactic and galactic affairs. It is an organ of consciousness that is governing, but not law making.

IS THERE A PLAN TO MOVE LIFEFORMS FROM THE TOPSIDE OF THE PLANET TO CITIES WITHIN THE EARTH?

We do not know of such a plan. If there is a plan, then perhaps someone could inform us of it. There are potentials in the stream of consciousness, potential futures, potential options, potential choices. The earth life stream right now has several of those projections in the future. Depending on an individuals consciousness they can travel those future projection life streams and then think that is what is to happen, without being aware that there are several other potential streams simultaneously occurring and that the experience of the whole might be very different than the one they have perceived. It is wise when you look into the future or listen to predictions from any source whatsoever, to be lightly engaged in it. For they could be reading one life stream without being aware of the others. It is wise to be light and stay tuned to what is true for you within your own nature, your own heart, your own listening self, and your connection with the earth and great spirit and all that is.

WOULD THE USE OF ATOMIC ENERGY DISRUPT THE SHIELD THAT IS PROTECTING THE EARTH RIGHT NOW TO SUCH AN EXTENT THAT WE WOULD ACTUALLY LOSE EVERYTHING?

Depending on the amount of atomic energy, radiation would very much disrupt the shield and it would influence the capacity for life to be supported. It is unlikely that such an event would happen to that degree at this time. But because there is a sense of potential, again there is a certain life stream that opens in that direction of ultimate destruction. It seems that you are traveling or listening to ones who are traveling the future life streams of potential. Stay lightly within those awarenesses and explore them all rather than just one or two.

I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN KNOWING WHAT COMMENTS YOU HAVE IN REGARDS TO THE MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE DECREES AND PRACTICES.

Anytime you claim I AM and you follow it with something that is true, then it expands the truth of who you are. It does not need to be mighty. It does not need to be decreed. Whatever you say, if you say ‘I am tired’ you are creating the experience of being tired. If you say I am Love, then you are experiencing Love in that moment. Whatever you open to and claim to be real and to be true is real and true. So, some would say the mighty I AM presence. I AM belongs to the whole of everything that is. And it is in that moment as claimed by everything that is.

Affirming what is true, feeling that and knowing that expands it and makes it so. Many, in an unconscious place affirm what is not true. They say unconsciously ‘I do not deserve love’. Or unconsciously they say ‘I cannot trust people’, ‘I am not worthy of trust’, or ‘I am not worthy of love’. Whatever they say, unconsciously the child claims certain things, or the soul from a past time claims certain things and it’s still broadcasting. If your mind begins to claim what is true and the unconscious is holding to what is not true, there will be a conflict set up. And you will open up to a clarification where the unconscious needs to be looked at, cleared, shifted, transformed, and brought into alignment with what is true without judgment.

WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT ON TOURETTES SYNDROME?

Tourettes syndrome often occurs to very creative people. People who have a lot of natural upward current from the earth, natural creative energy. When it has been suppressed or depressed over long periods of time, the nervous system begins to misfire as if it does not know any longer how to allow through the current of energy that wishes to come through. Such people, if supported to gradually reclaim and express the larger current that is their capacity, may begin to heal the places in the nervous system that misfire and create anomalies of behavior that they cannot control.

DEEP IN MY HEART I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT MY BODY WOULD NOT FOLLOW THE AGING CONCEPT. SO MANY DIFFERENT SOURCES HAVE TOLD US THAT OUR BELIEF SYSTEM IS CREATING OUR REALITY. NOW, TO MY DISAPPOINTMENT, AT THE END OF MY THIRTIES I AM EXPERIENCING AN ACCELERATED AGING PROCESS. IS MASS CONSCIOUSNESS DOMINATING OUR PERSONAL BELIEF SYSTEM, OR WHAT IS GOING WRONG HERE?

What you resist you actually attract to you. Sometimes a very strong will can attach to a sense of what is possible or what is potential within the field of consciousness in such a way that it actually magnetizes the opposite. Release your attachment to the belief, because attachment is what is the magnet. Attachment magnetizes the opposite for that which you are attached to in its other versions. Release the attachment to the belief, and flow into the wisdom of the body. Let your body open to the wisdom within your field, within your cells, within the matter experience within the DNA. Be with it in a more feminine sense, rather than a will or attached sense. Be with it in a receptive sense, receiving what is there. And it will inform you what is within your life stream, your created experience of life here. That will align you with the optimal experience of who you are embodied.

That embodiment can expand creatively, expressively, emotionally, and spiritually in terms of energy and light. With awareness and within the physical body, the DNA can transform and transmute certain codes that have been inherited and will then need to be worked with in a certain way to shift out of old patterns of consciousness that are still patterned into aging and death. Such is happening. In the younger generation, their DNA is already open and shifted much beyond what has been in your generation. Know that listening, allowing, bringing the light in and opening to the wisdom there will open you to greater fullness and the transformation within the DNA.

WAS THE SHROUD OF TURIN ACTUALLY USED TO COVER CHRIST, OR IS THE IMPRINT LEFT ON THE CLOTH FROM ANOTHER MAN?

We would say that the shroud is real in terms of the light impression that was impressed upon it at the time the body of Jesus transformed radically through its taking on of extraordinary frequencies of light that was part of the initiation that he undertook on behalf of the whole. That initiation was marked in time by the story that was passed on, as well as this shroud. And there are actually other elements that are part of it as well.

That was such an initiation that the shroud has a certain alchemical presence. That is why people feel a certain experience when they are near it. It is not enough to trigger the same experience without a soul’s readiness to open into its own initiation, which is what many are opening into in this time. Those who see it as a fake, so to speak, find it difficult to believe anything that is not proven in the material physical scientific sense. Those who believe it because of a feeling are trusting their experience. So, we say there is a certain validity in this shroud.

HOW CLOSE ARE WE TO MAJOR EARTH CHANGES? I AM READY TO MOVE NOW, BUT MY FAMILY SITUATION KEEPS ME IN THE UNDESIRED VACINITY FOR AT LEAST THREE MORE YEARS.

The atmosphere is moving through the changes at this time, releasing emotionally, so to speak, atmospherically. This year in particular has a lot of atmospheric shifts. The major changes continue to be spread out rather than simultaneously triggered in this domino effect. The earth continues to shift as easily as possible with the least amount of effect on people. Simultaneously, however, there is that which is taking place that cannot be completely balanced without affecting many people.

You are in the middle of your earth changes. It is not something that is yet going to happen, although there is of course more to happen. But notice that this year the emphasis is on the atmosphere. Some years the emphasis is on the earthquake and volcanic activity. This year it is more evidenced in the atmospheric anomalies and changes, including the oceans and the demise of many life forms because of the atmospheric changes. There is within the earth a knowing that this time is one of great vulnerability for many life forms, and she is doing as much as she can with the assistance of those of you who are listening to her, to make it possible for such life forms to survive these vulnerable years. Yet, there are many that are moving out of existence very quickly.

Notice that as they leave there is less sustainability for life on earth, and for humans as well. The population of the earth as it is now projected to be in the future will not be able to be sustained given the current experience of what is happening in the earth. That does not mean that all of life will be diminished, it just means there will be a different composition of life in your future. And perhaps for some time there will be a lower sustainability for those who are present.

AFTER DOING A LOT OF READING ON PROPHECY, I’VE NOTICED THERE IS A CONSIDERABLE AMOUNT OF WARNING OF THREE DAYS OF DARKNESS IN WHICH WE ALL MUST RUN INTO OUR HOUSES AND COVER UP THE WONDOWS FOR THREE DAYS, DURING WHICH 75 PERCENT OF HUMANITY WILL PERISH. IS THIS JUST A SPIRITUAL ANALOGY, OR SHOULD WE PREPARE FOR THIS PHYSICAL INEVITABILITY?

When you look to the external for your guidance you can also then feel fear, as if you are out of control and you must prepare and you must be ready for something that you do not understand and it will take you by surprise. There is that then within you that is externally focused, whether it be on a prophecy, on earthquakes, or on projected etceteras. It is imperative to go back to the message for this time [the monthly message of July 2, 2001]. Go into a place where you align wholeheartedly, whole soul, with the earth, with your body, with your self, with your spirit, and with the guidance that is present. And listen every day to your own awareness, your own information, your own sense of what to do in the current of life. Life informs life. You will be informed if there is a need to prepare. You will automatically do it as if it is as natural a thing as breathing. You will find that everything you need to have is present, you will be in the place you need to be if there is need, and there will be a sense of peace in it. If you find yourself drawn into anxiety, fear, and acting out, then use it as a clue to realign.

I HAVE BEEN A SOCIAL WORKER FOR THE PAST 21 YEARS. I LOVE MY WORK AND RECEIVE A LOT OF SATISFACTION IN MAKING A DIFFERENCE IN OUR WORLD. IT IS BECOMING INCREASINGLY DIFFICULT TO MAKE ENDS MEET AS OUR SOCIETY DOES NOT PROVIDE AS MUCH MONETARY COMPENSATION FOR SOCIAL WORKERS AS IT DOES OTHER PROFESSIONALS. I HAVE TRIED MANY THINGS TO HELP MAKE ENDS MEET, BUT LATELY IT HAS BECOME UNBEARABLE. EVERYWHERE I TURN I AM FINDING DEADENDS AND CLOSED DOORS. IT HAS REACHED A CRISIS STAGE WHERE I AM FACING HOMELESSNESS IF I CAN’T FIND SOME ANSWERS. WHAT CAN I DO TO CREATE A PARADIGM SHIFT AND BEGIN TO MAKE THINGS OPEN UP FOR ME?

The sources for funding are moving in a direction of funding only those things which are in alignment with the power structures that already exist. So they leave behind those who are teachers, social workers, and those who are actually living in the current of creating life at the foundation. When money and resources and support is taken out of the foundation and given only to those that are already hording or keeping more that they need, then there is a vast imbalance created. And you are experiencing the imbalance. It is not only about your individual self and what you are or are not doing.

It might be necessary in your course of experience to do one of several options, depending on what feels to be possible and what you have energy for. One is to gather together social workers and teachers and those who are in service professions. Begin to organize yourselves in such a way that you form a base with a voice that says unless we are acknowledged for what we provide, we will not provide it. We will form another way to do that. It is rather like saying either acknowledge this in this time or you will lose it.

Rather than saying that all of your source and abundance relies on it, become creative when you gather with each other. Create a new currency, a new form of exchange, of trade, of bringing all of the gifts that you have together and sharing them. Be creative in how you support one another and allow your many gifts, not just the ones you have been paid for, to be brought into the whole. Be creative. It might come to that, because there is in some ways an arrogance of pride and greed that has walled itself off in consciousness. There are many who are moving in their own self to acknowledge those places of pride and greed, and are bringing them into the light in their own work. That is helping, but there is yet a large structure of it. Sometimes larger organizations and gatherings of people can make a difference, and that might be an option.

Another option that you might consider is to form non-profit or for-profit agencies where you gather together those resources, take them out of the structures that have been reliant on certain resources, and ask those people who have made their abundant monies in different ways to support the social works that you wish to create. Do it differently, don’t do it within the structures. Create new structures, that is another way to go. But be creative. Do not look outward and see that your livelihood, your passion, your joy is dependent only on what others are willing to give you. Create it, be active.

I WOULD LIKE TO PROCEED IN A PAST LIFE REGRESSION, BUT I HESITATE BECAUSE I’VE HEARD STORIES OF PEOPLE THAT COULDN’T COME BACK SUCCESSFULLY DUE TO AN INEXPERIENCED GUIDE. PLEASE ADVISE, BECAUSE I THINK I AM READY, AND MOST OF ALL I WANT TO CONNECT WITH THE ORIGINAL PLACE OF MY SOUL’S BIRTH.

Anyone can go to the hall of records and look into their books, their akashic records, their past experiences in the earth. The first time it is sometimes helpful to have a guide. Those who practice regression are using a hookup to this akasha, whether they tell you or not. You can set aside some time in your own meditation. Ask for a spirit guide specifically to take you to the hall of akasha, and open in your meditation to go into the hall, find your book, and look specifically at the question that you are asking. Sometimes it is helpful to have a pen in hand to write just as it comes to you without censorship. Whatever is in the book, write it down so that you have memory after you return. If you do not have that and you would like to speak, then say it out loud into a recorder while you are seeing it or experiencing it so you can listen to it later. If you seek a guide, seek one who is familiar with the hall of akasha, and has gone in and out of it many times and can then be a guide for this time.

PLEASE EXPLAIN THE PROCESS FOR DISCOVERING OUR OWN ABILITY TO TRANSCEND THE LIMITATIONS OF PHYSICALITY.

Well, if you don’t include physicality in the equation you will not transcend it. Physicality cannot be transcended as much as it can be included. If you include it in this raising of frequency, shifting of DNA, and bringing the awareness of what is possible into and with the partnership of the physical, matter self, there is that then which is possible to explore in multidimensional experience within physicality. If you try to transcend and overcome it, then you will be dragging it along and it will resist you at every opportunity, and you will find it very difficult to move beyond it. It is not to be moved beyond, it is to be partnered with, and in the partnership there is a communion. The communion moves into alchemy, and the alchemy then creates the altered experiences that you sense are possible beyond what you personally know now.

HOW MUCH VALIDITY IS THERE TO THE NOTION THAT THERE IS ANOTHER DIMENSION OF BEINGS THAT ARE CAPABLE OF USING OUR LIFE ENERGY AS A RESOURCE FOR THEIR SUSTENANCE, AND THAT OUR ENVIRONMENT IS MANIPULATED TO PROVIDE SITUATIONS THAT ATTACH US TO THE MATERIAL PLANE IN ORDER TO CONTINUE THIS ENERGY FLOW? IS IT PART OF OUR SOUL GROWTH TO RECOGNIZE THIS AN EXTRICATE OURSELVES?

The astral plane is still quite active and there are many beings that have not moved out of their attachment to life, and they are still trying to influence it. They influence it by attaching to people’s auric fields, by siphoning off energy, by stirring up emotional charge, by seeking to get what they are not able to get because they do not have a body. That certainly does exist. It is not as organized as you perceive it to be. It is just existing because they have been unable to detach, unable to let go, unable to see the light that they are and the light that is calling them home to the fullness of their experience.

Yes, there is some of that in the soul growth, to realize that it can happen and does happen. And if you feel as if there are attachments, then you detach and claim what belongs to you and you set them free to move on into the light that is there for them, if they so choose. It certainly isn’t the whole story, it is only a part of it. Soul growth is undertaken in many ways. There are people in the earth who will do the same things as those who are disembodied.

Claim what belongs to you, align with it, and use the alignment practice and exercises to source yourself directly. Do not give to another the power to determine your experience. Those who attempt to attach do so because they are trying to get something they feel they have to get from another, or they have to control in order to have because they have not yet let themselves be aware that they have their own inner power to create everything in their experience. They don’t know that, they don’t understand the external focus has been too strong, the attachment, the fear. If you do this, you will feel yourself empowered, and there will be not way anyone can attach to you because you will not allow it on any level.

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IT MEANS WHEN YOU’RE TALKING TO SOMEONE AND YOU GET CHILLS.

Usually it means you hit a certain acknowledgment of truth, of something that is currently energized in the field. And when it is named, it is then confirmed by an energy rush. The energy rush creates the sense of chills.

WHAT ARE THE NATURAL LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE THAT WILL HELP GUIDE US IN OUR LIVES OF SERVICE?

There are many, and they are different in each dimension. The physical has laws, and if you do not obey them you find out very quickly what they are. Magnetism, gravity…..physics, etc. There are those that operate at the subatomic level and the atomic level. They are different from what you perceive on the physical, matter level. There are those that are on the energy levels. There are those that are one the spiritual planes. What will assist you now in this time is to understand that what you claim to be, what you claim in your heart, soul being, is what you experience and what you create. If you claim it, it is so. If you become it, you experience it. If you want it, know that it is possible for you to create it. If it is only of ego, you perhaps will get it and it will not satisfy fully. If it is of that which will satisfy and support the self in order to do what is yours to do in the whole, then there will be a sense of yes support, as well as strengthening and expansion of your capacities in other levels.

When one level is satisfied, the other levels are open to receive. When there is a certain flow of life and energy and adamantine particles, and if you are open to those coming into your experience as you claim the experience you desire to create within the whole of creation, then you are filled and it begins to move into place. Those who are not yet to a level of acknowledgment of full consciousness are still working with the unconscious, which is still creating itself as well. That is where some of the difficulty lies in terms of creation, because you are creating your experience whether or not you know it, whether or not you are conscious of those places within you that yet hold another belief or structure.

Look without judgment at the experiences and the places within that seem to be yet a challenge in some way, but with a sense of acceptance and love for the part of you that has been disowned and denied into the unconscious. Then it will return to you in way that you can then perceive, bring it home to self, and open the gifts within it. Aligning fully in this time means coming to consciousness, conscious awarenesses of all aspects, all dimensions, and those dimensions that inform you how to experience and create within those dimensions.

I REALIZE THAT THE PRESENT ENERGY IS BRINGING UP ANYTHING UNRESOLVED FOR CLEARANCE, AND THAT SEEMS TO BE ESPECIALLY TRUE FOR ME AND MY PARTNER. WE THOUGHT WE WERE BEING LED TO MOVE AWAY FROM LOVED ONES TO WORK WITH WOUNDED YOUTH. AFTER A YEAR AND EIGHT MONTHS, WE’RE NOT ONLY GETTING OUT OF THE FOSTER CARE, BUT HAVE ALSO BEEN CONTMPLATING DISSOLVING OUR RELATIONSHIP. CAN YOU TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT THIS?

When there is initiation, one is at time moved away from those that one loves in order to be challenged. In the challenge, you have to apply everything you have learned. Challenge does not often mean what you expect or anticipate, it is usually something you don’t anticipate happening. Even though you don’t know exactly what is going on, you can always choose love, love for self and love for another. If the love for self would like you to go home to family, there is that which is in your heart then which says I am choosing love and I need to expand this place in order to come home to myself in a greater sense.

If you and your partner sit for a time, knowing that the adventure was an initiation, what have each of you learned during the time apart? Often the time apart does not mean that you stay apart. It is often a time apart. What have you learned? What did you have to use in terms of your previous learning. What did you apply? What has been growing? What is your ‘bottom line’ in terms of what you have come to in terms of awareness? It is not about what to do right now in terms of your purpose, it is about how to listen to what you need. That would be the question.

WHEN ONE FEELS THAT EXPANSION OF AWARENESS TAKES PLACE AND THAT LIMITED PERCEPTIONS AND STORED BLOCKAGES ARE BEGINNING TO DISSOLVE, IS IT NORMAL THAT DISTORTED IMAGES ENTER THE CONSCIOUS MIND AGAIN, AND HOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND TO CLEAR THESE UNAPPRECIATIVE THOUGHTFORMS TO OBTAIN PEACE AND CLARITY AGAIN?

The distorted images were created for a reason. Usually the reason had to do with something that you experienced in childhood, and you formed a conclusion or a story around that experience. That thoughtform, then, was seeded. It could be ‘I am less than and not important’, or ‘I cannot be loved unless I do this, this, and this’, or whatever thoughtforms they are. Rather than just trying to kick them out or whatever you would do to them to get them away, be with them and ask the child that created them to show themselves. Because there is underneath that child an essential need, an essential desire. Listen to the need or the desire under or within the thoughtform that was created. Meet it if possible, acknowledge it. Then the thoughtform can be changed, because the conclusion to the story the child made can have a different experience. Instead of ‘I am less than’ based on an experience of never being acknowledged for what the child did to help the mother or the father, the child can receive your sweetness, tenderness, and acknowledgment and then come to another conclusion and say ‘I have much to offer and I am acknowledged, and I am excited to be who I am’.

It is a matter of finding where the old thoughts and thoughtforms have originated. But it is not difficult, because the child knows. You know. What is the need or desire under the thoughtform that is plaguing you? Go to that place and then proceed.

Small Group Sessions May 28, 2001

WHILE DISCOVERING ISLAM, A MUSLIM FRIEND OF MINE WENT TO GREAT LENGTHS IN TELLING ME THAT THE KORAN SPECIFICALLY STATES THAT JESUS WAS NOT CRUCIFIED. IN FACT, ANOTHER MAN TOOK HIS PLACE ON THE CROSS, AND JESUS ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN MONTHS LATER, HAVING NEVER DIED. WHAT DO YOU MAKE OF THIS?

There are many books, and they differ in detail. Each lineage, religion, or prophet brought through the essential truths that were to be brought to a specific group of people. The details differ, and they differ in so far as each one would create a certain dogma around certain doctrines of faith. But in the core there is a teaching of love, of bringing a greater sense of the being of who each one is to a greater awareness of not only self but the being that is informing self. And the truth for each one is what they believe.

If we would say that Jesus did not die, that is a truth. He went through a great suffering in the human form. The human aspect of Jesus died, the great spirit of Jesus did not. If you say that there was another who took the resemblance of Jesus, perhaps in that interpretation there are saying in order to explain that the Yeshua ben Joseph one (Jesus) was able to move through death to the greater self. And that in truth, then, Jesus never died. It can be interpreted many ways. Strict dogma interpretations will not illuminate any mind. It will only pass off and pass down those things that have been rigidified.

If you stand for yourself in the light of awareness, opening to greater love and awareness for yourself while stepping into any teaching, you will either feel a resonance in your body, your core, your essence, or not. If you do not, then let it go. If you do, allow it to take hold and teach you, lead you, guide you, inform you with the light that it is. Many things written in both the Bible and Koran are not interpreted correctly in this day. And there have been subtle, but very real adaptations along the way.

OVER THE PAST DECADE I HAVE COME TO KNOW MORE AND MORE PEOPLE WHO HAVE AN “ALLERGIC” REACTION TO BASIC FOODS LIKE WHEAT AND MILK. ARE MORE PEOPLE DEVELOPING THESE REACTIONS, OR DO WE JUST HAVE MORE AWARENESS OF THESE THINGS NOW?

Well, both. As bodies take on higher frequencies, different foods begin to not be in resonance as they once were in the ancestry. So there is a certain shifting of diet as ones shift in frequency, so that can show up as allergies to certain things that in the past were part of the ancestry and the bloodlines. The other part of it is that many people ate what was most available to them without awareness of consequences. Therefore, your ancestors may have eaten a great amount of cheese, cream, wheat, meats, etc., and also developed certain weaknesses in the body and died younger than they may have.

These foods are being looked at now as people come to greater awareness of what their bodies are asking for and what the bodies do not ask for. The DNA is shifting as well as the foods shift. There is then that which is opening into consciousness that perhaps all bodies do not need wheat, or milk, or something else. And yet they grow strong, healthy, alive, and perhaps even more alive than they once felt.

I HAVE RINGING IN MY EARS, ANXIETY/DEPRESSION, DIZZINESS, TENDER POINTS IN MY MUSCLES, TERRIBLE FATIGUE, AND INSOMNIA. MY CHIROPRACTOR SAYS IT’S FIBROMYALGIA. MY MOTHER HAS THE SAME SYMPTOMS I DO, AND HER DOCTOR SAYS HE’S TREATED 20 PEOPLE WITH THE SAME SYMPTOMS THIS MONTH. HE SAYS IT’S THE RESULT OF A LONG HARD WINTER. AT LEAST THREE OF MY GIRLFRIENDS HAVE SIMILAR SYMPTOMS, ALL WITH DIFFERENT DIAGNOSIS. WHAT IS GOING ON?

Since just before the beginning of the year there has been an escalation of light and love moving into the material plane, or the human body physical plane. Many people are having energetic reactions, so to speak, that are manifesting physically. Learn how to release through the meridian system, find the pressure points, work with them, allow your body to continue to release emotionally. Do not cover up, deny, or hide what is stirring within your unconscious, coming up through the feelings. Rather than creating a sense of depression, open to what is surfacing. Lift it to the light of love and awareness, breathe it clear, and you will feel better.

What is coming out of the body has to come out of the unconscious and the holding patterns. So you are feeling an energetic reaction that is physically manifesting itself. And that is why doctors do not know how to diagnose it. They cannot perceive this, so they give it a diagnosis that they think fits it, given their training. But as you already perceive, different doctors will give it different names. Rather than giving it a name at all, realize that you are in a higher speed process of emptying out what has been tucked away in your body. Not only from your own experience, but ancestrally tucked into the DNA. More light moves into the body releasing more of the dense energy, dense consciousness, dense thought forms, and dense patterns. Release them and open to the truth of who you are and to the aliveness that you are. Open to the love that you are.

I WOULD LIKE TO FREE MYSELF FROM THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARED A MALE DOMINATED SOCIAL HIERARCHY. WHY IS MALE SUBCONSCIOUSLY INFERRED AS SUPERIOR? WHEN I HEAR REFERENCE TO ASCENDED MASTERS, WHY ARE THEY VIRTUALLY ALL MALE? WHY IS THE EARTH FEMININE AND SPIRIT MASCULINE?

It would be easier to say they are just complementary facets of one whole. Yin and yang, perhaps, would be a better way to say it. Where there is a complement, when both are in balance there is a whole. In some ways each person has both the feminine and the masculine, the yin and the yang. Spirit has often been aligned with masculine, light, information, that which may be beyond definition. Yet the current of the masculine is that which brings things into definition, out of spirit into matter. The earth, the feminine, is that which is matter but is also the process of releasing out of matter into spirit. So they have complementary functions.

What is now needed, and what is now happening in the earth, is the rise of the feminine or the yin energy. Releasing from structure what no longer serves humanity or life and creation, because it has grown too crystallized and too separate from love and life itself. Therefore the upward current, the current that is breaking up the old, is opening up a spaciousness for new forms to come into earth through both men and women. It is oftentimes women who have done the work of creating more spaciousness in their consciousness to receive the new forms.

For you, it would be helpful to realize that the anger that you have is at the distortion of separation itself. It is carried by both men and women, masculine and feminine. By allowing youself to move through the anger and to a place of realization that the true yin, the true yang, the true feminine and masculine are partnering to cocreate in this time a new creation, a new experience for all on earth. One that honors love, life, and light. The informing current and the living current meet and are unified in love.

Ascended masters are numerously feminine as well as masculine. There are those that are perhaps not as often called upon, but there are many feminine masters as well including Quan Yin, Mother Mary, White Buffalo Calf Woman, Lady Venus. Some you know in terms of only a Goddess name, such as Isis, also have other names. Originally, each male master had a feminine counterpart and they were not split apart. Christianity and other religious teachings have split apart the masculine and the feminine, and then made God male with Jesus being the primary master without equality with the feminine. That is part of the imbalance, domination, and separation that has infused religion. So for you it would be wise to call upon the feminine masters and get to know them.

[Follow-up question by Chris] WHO WOULD BE THE FEMININE COUNTERPART OF SANANDA (JESUS)?

Oftentimes, the one who was Mary Magdalene in the body is the counterpart on the spirit plane.

I HAVE RECENTLY BECOME AQUAINTED WITH THE PRACTICES OF FALUN GONG. THIS PRACTICE IS BY FAR THE SIMPLEST, MOST EFFICIENT, AND MOST BEAUTIFUL IHAVE ENCOUNTERED IN MY SEARCH FOR ENLIGHTENMENT. IS FALUN GONG THE THING MANY HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR?

It is one of the practices that assists people to align, and the simplicity of it allows many people to do so more easily than having to learn something that would be very complex. Those religious institutions that have made the path to enlightenment complex and lengthy are outdated. The path, which is now speeding up, needs simpler and more concise processes or practices that assist many to make such alignments more quickly. Falun Gong is one such practice that is able to reach the masses, and it will allow many people to begin that process of alignment more easily and more quickly. Others are also out there and are becoming more accessible. Love in any form is the simplest path. Choosing it, opening to it, acknowledging it, aligning with it, and bringing it through into any practice that is used in the earth today will be the fastest way to greater awareness, enlightenment, and higher frequency embodiment.

DOES THE “JULY 1999” QUATRAIN WRITTEN BY NOSTRADAMUS (WHERE EVERYONE ASSUMED WORLD WAR III WOULD BEGIN) REFER TO THE PROSECUTION OF FALUN GONG PRACTITIONERS IN CHINA STARTING THAT VERY MONTH?

Not necessarily. We perceive the prophecy to have been about the possibility for a great war to have begun. There were sufficient numbers embodied in the earth with an awareness of love to prevent the war from happening, even though small wars and small conflicts including that one either broke out then or were further stimulated in the time that followed. The Middle East would be another area of stimulation as would central Europe. So there are certain areas that were triggered at that time. Where a great war could have existed, many smaller conflicts happened that were less engaging in a worldly traumatic way.

[Follow up question by Chris] WHAT DO THOSE IN THE CHINESE POWER STRUCTURE PERCEIVE ABOUT THIS THAT CAUSES THEM TO CLAMP DOWN SO HARD ON THE FALUN GONG PRACTITIONERS?

They feel that it is a threat to their domination because there are those who are no longer afraid. They come into alignment, and they know the power they have from within. Therefore they do not listen to an external master or authority in the same way.

I’VE RECENTLY COME ACROSS AN ENERGY BALANCING/HEALING TOOL CALLED BIOGENESIS. THE MAKERS STATE THAT THE SPECIFICATIONS HAVE BEEN CHANNELED FROM AN ENTITY BY THE NAME OF MASTER LANTOS WHO HAS TOLD THE MAKERS THAT IT IS A TOOL FROM ATLANTEAN TIMES. THE MAKERS BELIEVE THAT THE IINTELLIGENCE INHERENT IN THIS TOOL FAR SURPASSES ANYTHING ELSE CURRENTLY KNOWN ON THIS PLANET. WHAT CAN YOU SHARE ABOUT THIS TOOL? IS IT AS POWERFUL AS THE MAKERS PURPORT?

No. And it is not wise to give power to a tool and see it as if it is containing intelligence beyond the being that has created it. That kind of thinking created the atomic bomb, so to speak. It is wiser to look at the awareness that is opening throughout humanity, one by one, including yourself, and see the awakening as the great power that it is now within the earth. That is the great transformative intelligence that is now awakening. It will not need to have tools except for those things that assist in the rebalancing and restoration of life, and a creation of those things that support life.

Any time you hear of someone making claims for a tool that then ones need in order to have a greater sense of power or life, or that it has intelligence beyond the maker itself, be suspicious. That is Atlantean thinking, and Atlantean thinking has almost blown up the world several times.

ONE AREA THAT STILL HOLDS MUCH FEAR, GUILT, AND SOCIAL SUPPRESSION IS HUMAN SEXUALITY. SOME OF US RECOGNIZE THE SACREDNESS OF SEXUALITY AND THE EMPOWERMENT THAT IS POSSIBLE FOR THOSE WHO SHARE IN CONSCIOUS LOVING. THERE IS A GROWING AWARENESS OF AND MOVEMENT TOWARD SACRED, POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIPS AMONG HUMANS, FREE OF TRADITIONAL JEALOUSIES OR EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCIES. YET THESE CONCEPTS ARE OFTEN SHUNNED AND CONSIDERED OFFENSIVE, PERVERSE, OR EVEN DANGEROUS. WOULD YOU PLEASE DISCUSS THIS SUBJECT AND THE POSSIBILITIES FOR NEW PARADIGMS OF HUMAN INTER-RELATIONSHIPS?

There is a movement to reclaim sacred sexuality as that which is the power of creation and cocreation amongst people. There are those who do such within growing, committed, chosen relationships, and there are those who are doing so in polyamourous relationships. Those who are choosing to do so in group form should also be aware that it is guided by the elemental purpose or current of life and creation. When ones are brought together for the purpose of creative purposes and intention, then there can be different experiences of union, building energy, or of opening doors and pathways in sexuality, and ones can do so.

It is not, however, the purpose of sexuality to create such groups. It is the purpose of creation to create such groups. How the energy is experienced, explored, opened and utilized is up to the members of the group. When sexuality creates more energy as a resource for the purpose, then it has a larger intention flowing within it. When it is dissipated and distributed among the members in terms of the release of energy, and the purpose is not fulfilled, then it is not fulfilling the purpose. We say this as a suggestion to just pay attention to that.

We have no judgment, but certainly there is in the culture at large because of the largely fear-based experience of sexuality through millennia of religion and suppression. That is breaking open, and that is very good so that creation can again open the portals of its own power through the humans and into greater awareness, and sexuality will be freed in that process.

I’VE HEARD THAT BALANCE NEEDS TO BE MAINTAINED TO HAVE HARMONY. IF THAT IS THE CASE, DOES DARKNESS NEED TO BE PRESENT TO FULFILL THIS UNIVERSAL LAW? IS IT STRICTLY A MATTER OF INTENT?

Balance is different than harmony. Balance is where two things that supposedly are different but equal can come into approximate or equal…..balance would be the word. Harmony is where many, many parts can come together a larger whole, like an orchestra or symphony or choir. Many voices, many instruments, that is not necessarily a matter of balance but of all fully stepping into their part in alignment with the whole, listening for when it is their turn to play, or to create, or to breathe in or to breathe out, and to do so in synchronization within the whole. That is a harmony.

If you look at light and dark as opposites, then you look at that as coming into balance. We do not see light and dark as opposites. We see light, we see a whole spectrum of how much light there is in any particulate matter. If there is such a place where there is no light then that would be dark, but most of what is called dark is a greyness where there is some light. What is happening now is more and more light is pouring into the planet, so what has been dense or seemingly without light is actually brightening up. There is a sense of movement, of frequency, and allowing more and more of that greyness to lighten and to reveal color, reveal the spectrum of diversity and variety within creation so that there can be more harmony as it is all revealed out of the greyness.

It is not a matter of intent. It is your perspective, or a matter of how you see it.

HOW CAN PEOPLE WHO HAVE ATTENTION DEFICIT DISORDER CHANNEL THEIR ENERGIES IN THE BEST WAY? SOME REGARD THEM AS SCATTY AND DISORDERED. WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THEIR BEING LIKE THIS?

There are certain things that such people have a tendency to do that at times will be frustrating for them or for others in their presence. However, there is a design within souls that needs a certain amount of variety and movement in order to accomplish everything the soul desires to accomplish. To make a certain way, a certain design, or a certain application of focus more important or better than another design has been the way humans have liked to create their world in the past, using judgments. This is better than that, etc. Those who have what is called attention deficit……you can ask any of them, most of them can pay attention when there is an attraction. They are very intensely attracted to certain things, and yet at times they are distracted from other things. So if you look at the way they are attracted, and assist them and yourself to follow the attraction with movement, with application in the moment the attraction exists, and then move to the next attraction, you will actually feel a freeing in the second chakra that will open energy up from the earth, and it can open it all the way up the spine to the brain.

Part of the difficulty with the repression of the movement of the strong attraction-motivated person is that it does not open all the way up through the spine to the brain, and there is a certain sense of not being able to pay full attention when the attraction moves you. It’s almost as if the brain is not turned on fully. Play with it for yourself and see what happens. It is often difficult when people are asked to sit in a particular place such as a chair or desk for long periods of time, when their design is one of movement around a room to different things that are available to them for the purpose of interaction and learning. Such rooms would be ideal for such people.

I READ THE CHANNELING ON THE LIGHTSMITH SITE CALLED CHANGES IN HUMAN DNA. IN THAT INFORMATION THERE IS A REFERENCE TO MIASMS. WHAT ARE THESE MIASMS, HOW CAN YOU LOCATE THEM, AND HOW CAN YOU EXTRACT THEM?

Miasms would be rather like the base structures of belief that have gone on to form more complex structures of belief. There are a couple ways to get at them in the body. One is to have meditations of greater and greater light with an intention to open to the core of conscious structures that have created limitation within the consciousness and the body. So you allow light to penetrate through the crown, come into the body through the core of self, and continue to breathe into the places where the limitation has been stored in the DNA or in the physical organs or tissues. This is perhaps the simplest way, and it is not necessary to have much in the way of conscious awareness. Relax the crown, invite the light in and down, breathe down into the body, breathe out. And allow.

A second way is to look at your own belief structures and your own complexity of awareness, etc., and go to the simplest form of whatever it might be. If there is a belief that you’re not worthy, there is in that belief a denial of essence, a denial of self. Go to the denial, and go to the place beyond the denial where you exist. Open from within, the existence of essence, of love, of self, of who you are as Divine as all that you are. Then come out of the essence, which will untangle and dissolve those things that are not of essence. That is perhaps a more conscious approach.

CAN YOU COMMENT ON THE USE OF ALCOHOL WHILE DOING READINGS, AND ALSO THE EFFECT ON RECEIVING MESSAGES FOLLOWING AN EVENING OF USE OF ALCOHOL? ANY OTHER ADVICE ABOUT BECOMING A MORE TRUE CHANNEL WOULD BE APPRECIATED.

Alcohol dissipates energy, and it also opens the auric field to astral influence. Most people are not able to drink alcohol and bring through clear alignment beyond the astral plane at the same time. Perhaps there are those who have moved into perfect alignment who could do so, because they would not be so affected, but most humans are not able to do so.

Since you are part of the reading and you are part of establishing the field for any messages coming to you, you too may be influencing the level from which messages will come to you if your field is not able to be clear. So our recommendation is to abstain from alcohol for at least three days, if not longer, before working with the subtle planes so that your alignment can be very precise and clear and you can then reach into the higher dimensional fields, the higher astral rather than the lower. And to open and hold that attunement without dissipating it. Alcohol usually dissipates it so it is less easy to hold such frequency for very long.

WHAT IS EXPECTED IN 2002 THAT WOULD BE OF A WORLD WIDE EVENT? I SAW THE YEAR 2002 IN MEDITATIONS.

Well, we also see 2002 as a significant event-filled year for humanity in the earth. There are political overtones in terms of international conflict as well as economic challenge that are most likely to be part of the experience. But there is also something that looks as if it will also challenge humanity to make a choice, and it will come from the environment and begin to be more and more difficult for those who would like to deny that they are part of the earth. They will have more and more difficulty denying such.

Those who are aligned and opening to the power of creation within their own being will have more of a sense of freedom than contraction. The contraction will be felt most by those who are most attached to the material plane as it has been created, as they know it, as they would like to keep it.

WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO CREATE RAINBOWS IN THE SKY FROM LOVING PRAYER. IS THIS PRACTICE ONE WHICH YOU WOULD FIND IMPORTANT OR BENEFICIAL TO EARTH IF ONES HAVE THE ABILITY?

If we might just make a small correction in the way it has been stated. To claim that you are creating rainbows does not include the elements and the elements of Love and Great Spirit that are working with you to create such manifestations. You set into motion with intention that which you desire to create, and with the assistance and agreement of other beings and elements of creation it comes into manifestation. It is a manifestation of harmony where many parts can come together to create something beautiful and full, and that can be shared with many. You might find that using your group awareness, you can create other manifestations of harmony that might benefit many people in earth. Listen to the wisdom within the currents of creative intentions that are coming to people such as yourselves to create those things that will benefit many. Rainbows create smiles. There is nothing harmful in such things. Know that you are participating in the creation, and that is a wonderful experience.

I’VE BEEN IN IRELAND THREE TIMES. ALL THE NATIVE IRISH I’VE MET, WHETHER LIVING IN IRELAND OR AMERICA, LIVED THROUGH TERRIBLE CHILDHOODS OF POVERTY AND ABUSE, NOT UNLIKE THE ACCOUNT OF FRANK MCCOURT IN ANGELA’S ASHES. I’M WONDERING WHY.

This lineage of people always contained from the beginning the seeds of mystics, mysticism, a connection to what was beyond the visible, and a connection to the earth. But there was also a jealousy, that which focused outward and created competition, comparison and warring between clans, and family feuds with deep schisms. So even at times there were mystics warring, wizards warring, and those who would use the capacities to support someone’s intention to get back at, or to be more powerful than, etc.

So these currents have long been moving through these people into life and into experience. As they open through poverty and loss, there was an implosion of what was focused outward in the feuds. It was focused inward into family systems, and it was focused inward into individuals. Individuals were working through these contradictory forces. The light, the dark, the place of connection and awareness with jealousy, competition, and the desire to be one up, or better than. Those influences are now coming into a transformation. The transformation of these people has taken a great, intense focus.

The British coming in and portraying the dominant force so that Ireland in some ways was able to unite against a force was one thing. The religious fighting, one religion better than another, is just a recreation of clan feuds in the past. It is not about that, and there is a way to draw upon the mystic awareness of union of light, of that which will bring all together, and of passionate love, which is also another thread within the whole. Those who come to that realization can begin to create a dynamic creative community, which is beginning to happen amongst the young who are not so influenced by those old traditions. They have been growing through seeds to bring the best of awareness through while transforming those places of dominance, competition, comparison, and jealousy that have torn the country and people apart for centuries.

MY QUESTION IS ABOUT MONEY. IT SEEMS TO BE THE BEST AVAILABLE ENERGY ON THIS PLANET FOR CREATION AND MANIFESTATION SO FAR. I WONDER WHY SO MANY LIGHT/ENERGY WORKERS WHO DEVOTE THEIR LIVES TO ENERGY WORK, MANIFESTATION, AND CREATORSHIP SEEM TO HAVE SO LITTLE ACCESS TO THIS ENERGY, BUT PEOPLE WHO DO NOT CONSCIOUSLY WORK WITH ENERGIES SEEM TO HAVE MUCH EASIER ACCESS TO IT. I’VE SEEN A LOT OF SUCCESSFUL CHANGES IN BELIEF SYSTEMS AMONG MANY LIGHTWORKERS, BUT NO CHANGES IN THEIR ABUNDANCE ISSUES.

You have a shift of consciousness and a matrix of creation that is shifting. Those who are lightworker who are focusing to work with intention and light to create their experience are also opening into the new matrix for creation based in love. That experience moves them into a sense of also opening into new forms of creation and new ways of bringing the higher good for all to larger and larger numbers of people. Many are among those who are not lightworkers, and they have created the dominant culture based in money with the sense that those who have the most money have the most power and they can then dominate and control all the resources, etc. They have, in a sense, not sought to open the door to another consciousness or awareness, but they have put much energy into accumulating wealth, control, power, and then an ability to dominate. They see only the material plane, however. Those who see beyond the material plane are stepping more and more into the place where they can create directly into the material plane those things that are needed for harmony, life, and the manifestation of heaven on earth.

There is a sort of separation happening. That is why money seemingly is less available to those more connected to spirit, although that is also in the process of shifting. It is a practice not only of belief, but of how to stand within creation and whether or not you give more power to the manifest world and try to manipulate it, or more power to the creator experience and come from that place into creation of all that is needed, desired, and intended. The shift is upon you. Have faith that the currents of all resources, not just money, will be more available. And yet, if you stand in a place of seeing that money or current is something to manipulate, control, and accumulate, you will then be no different than those who are doing it now.

SINCE FEBRUARY OF 2000 MY LIFE HAS BEEN CHAOS, BASICALLY EVERYTHING I CONSIDERED TO BE IMPORTANT TO ME OR THAT I FEEL SECURE ABOUT WAS STRIPPED FROM MY LIFE. THE START OF 2001 FELT LIKE NEW ENERGY TO ME, AND AT LAST I THOUGHT I COULD FINALLY MAKE A MOVE IN A PROGRESSIVE FASHION. THEN ONCE AGAIN IN LATE MARCH I EXPERIENCED ANOTHER OUT OF THE BLUE EVENT THAT SHATTERED MY WHOLE LIFE. A PERSON I FELT CLOSE TO BETRAYED ME, VICIOUSLY AND PUBLICLY, CREATING A SCANDAL AND DAMAGING MY REPUTATION AND SENSE OF SELF-WORTH. I KEEP SURROUNDING MYSELF WITH THOSE WHO REFUSE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITIES FOR THEIR PART IN THE DRAMA YET TAKE THE ENERGY OF BLAME TO A NEW LEVEL WHERE THEY MAKE THE OTHER TO BE PURE EVIL AND SEE THEMSELVES AS SPIRITUALLY PURE. WHAT DO I NEED TO HEAL WITHIN MYSELF?

There are several considerations within your question. One is that you are also healing by opening up old wounds from karmic experiences of betrayal. Realize that betrayal is an experience of seeing outside of yourself that those things that you sense you need or desire are external to you. What belongs to your soul, what is of essence to you, can never be betrayed or taken from you, even if you see someone taking something from you. If it belongs to your essence it cannot be removed from you. Allow yourself to go to the center of your soul, your beingness, your love. Dwell there and begin to sort out what it is that has been painful. Bring love to the wound, to the depths of the soul, allowing to surface those things that are now in this time being recreated so as to come to a place of greater awareness in your center, in your heart, in your beingness, of all that you are, of that which is yours by right of who you are, and that no one external to you can take it or hurt it in any way. Once you claim what is yours, then you will also be able to sort it out in the external world and say very clearly to others ‘no, this is not the truth, this is what I know to be true, this is my experience’.

There are those who would like to blame, those who would like to be pure but judge at the same time. That is impossible. Judgment is in and of itself a step away from the essence of self, so there cannot be judgment and acting from essence at the same time. So see it that way. See the essence within them without focusing so much on the judgment, because the judgment is not real. It is a fabrication based on fear. If you give it reality too, then it has twice the power than it has if it is only coming from the person. If you allow it to hurt and wound you and give it power, it also then is magnified. It is not real, it never was. Not in this life or any other life. You did not know that. That is what you are learning. Come to the awareness, heal the wound, and claim what belongs to you.

HOW CREDIBLE IS THE URANTIA BOOK. IS IT THE TRUTH, ONLY PART OF IT THE TRUTH, OR IS IT A COMPLETE FABRICATION? I’M INTERESTED IN THE VALIDITY OF THE SECTION ON THE LIFE OF JESUS.

What you need to understand is that the currents of creation come through different individuals, and have over time, whether it be this one or others who have written down that which has been inspired. Inspiration contains currents of energy and awareness. To call it truth or falsehood is not the way to stand in these inspired writings. Stand in them as a current of connection to awareness without so much attachment to the specifics. That way they serve as doorways to awareness. Perhaps you will meet Jesus, and you can open the current directly for yourself. You can open those places within you that are curious and would like to have definitive answers. Realize that in the definition there are only more questions, more openings to greater currents. Allow yourself to have questions that open the currents to greater awareness, and relax the need to define or to attach to definition or specifics, because then doors close. Keep the doors open, and you will find in any book that you pick up that has a vibration of awareness and a current of illumination within it, illuminating doors for yourself. Meet Jesus directly through the current and that life will open to you in a way that you will perceive your own more clearly.

WHAT KINDS OF HISTORICAL INFORMATION CAN WE EXPECT MOTHER EARTH TO BRING FORTH THIS YEAR TO ASSIST IN THE TRANSFORMATION?

We are interpreting your question to mean archeological discoveries. Archeologists and historians are opening places within the records of ancient civilizations, and are finding more and more that those civilizations knew things beyond what was possible for uneducated or unsophisticated people to know. Where did that information come from? That question will open up more doors, and open up more awareness and wisdom. They will then reinterpret what they have already discovered. They have not interpreted it all correctly. Those interpretations will open into consciousness this year, next year, and the year after, etc.

There is also the awareness that the human form has been on the earth far longer than was previously believed, and there are many, many missing pieces. Some of those missing pieces may begin to be opened in the next few years about the ancient lineage of humanity in the earth, so that there is more of a sense of not only evolution but just the genetic shifts that happened other currents that are not explainable by pure evolution. And some of that will open some doors and some questions that will lead to new interpretations.

IN DREAMS IT OFTEN SEEMS I AM GIVEN INSTRUCTIONS OF VARIOUS KINDS, BUT I RARELY RETAIN THE TEACHING CONSCIOUSLY. DOES THAT MEAN ANY LEARNING I ACCOMPLISHED WAS LOST, OR AM I RETAINING THE INFORMATION ON SOME LEVEL?

You retain it. It is not fully conscious, however there are times when you bring it to consciousness and it will appear to be a new awareness or a new thought or an idea, or a way of interpreting something that you spontaneously seem to know. Or when you are speaking with someone you say something that is just the right way of articulating or saying something that opens a shift of awareness or consciousness for them or for both of you. So it is retained, but not brought into consciousness until it is needed. Rather like stimulated into consciousness then.

DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT AURA SOMA, A HEALING METHOD COMBINING THE ENERGIES OF COLORS, HERBAL ESSENCES AND GEMS. HOW DOES IT AFFECT THE AURIC FIELD WHEN YOU APPLY IT ON YOUR BODY AND WHAT WOULD YOU SAY ABOUT IT?

It is one of the sciences that has opened up dramatically, beginning with working with color, working with gems, working with essential oils, working with herbs, and beginning to combine them into creating more levels affected simultaneously, so to speak. Each of the elements of the earth works on different levels, and so to combine them begins to create a more holistic effect. So aura soma is moving in that direction. There will be more and more of this in the next years as ones combine elements and begin to create in some ways more whole and holographic responses through the system.

Realize that such responses will also precipitate shifts within consciousness, which will also precipitate at times running into certain things within the different levels that have not been moved, shifted, or softened for quite some time. Be aware that if you overdo the stimulation from such influences, you will push yourself very intensely and will need to keep up with your consciousness work to evolve through the shifts that are precipitated. Some people use this as a means of speeding up their conscious work, some people want it to do the conscious work or the shift for them and are unwilling to move beyond certain structures that have inhibited their awareness from opening further. They will either then be unaffected because of the strength of their own will, or they will not use such for long periods of time. They will dabble as a way to avoid moving or shifting.

I WOULD BE INTERESTED TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT FENG SHUI IN GENERAL. DO YOU SEE THIS AS A HELPFUL TOOL FOR GROWTH? I ALWAYS LOOK AT IT AS A WAY OF SEEING WHAT IS INSIDE BY SEEING WHAT ONE SURROUNDS ONESELF WITH.

People manifest themselves in their possessions as well as in their work or the way they create their lives. So there is a sense of the personal throughout the home and whatever is in the home. Feng Shui is that which assists consciousness to be clear in the external world through awareness of flow and movement, and awareness of relationships between different aspects of consciousness or the whole of life. When that is internalized, then it can be a very powerful shift facilitator for people working with their own clearing within their consciousness and opening more flow, relationship, and harmony. If they see it as something that will ‘fix’ that for them, then they can arrange their home in perfect feng shui and still maintain a certain separation because of the strong will to be dominant in some way in their own consciousness, in their own world.

Those who have many, many possessions and their energy is tied up in their possessions, then feng shui is a very good way to clear some of that out of the way, freeing up energy for other work that may be necessary or helpful for them to pay attention to. It is very helpful for those who are able to combine and work together feng shui with the inner work, and there is a sense of integrity that emerges; inner/outer, outer/inner.

I HAVE BEEN FINDING THAT I AND OTHERS ARE SEEING FLASHES OF LIGHT PERIPHERALLY, BOTH WHITE LIGHT AND PRISMATIC COLORS. IS THIS RELATED TO THE CHANGES WE ARE ALL GOING THROUGHY AND OUR HEIGHTENED ABILITIED, OR IS THIS DUE TO THE AGING PROCESS?

It is more about the shifts of frequency that are being interpreted through the lenses of the eyes at times as you see flashes of light or color. The lenses are directly connected through the optic nerve into the central part of the brain. When there is a certain quality of frequency present there can be a manifested trigger response in the brain which will then create a sense of seeing light and prismatic colors. That trigger response in the brain that illuminates it through the optic nerve into the visual field actually comes from within rather than without. You perceive it as an external experience, but it is a complex relationship of a certain awareness of frequency and light that then distributes the experience into the nervous system, or brain, through the optic nerve.

There is more of it at certain times, particularly when there is an increase of frequency in the body of the planet, in the body of the people, in the body of creation. There is a frequency shift in place, therefore that is escalated. When it is more integrated there is less of it, and yet you will perceive perhaps more easily the sense of light; aura, auric fields, or other avenues of currents of light that previously were less visible to you. Again, the optic nerve being more stimulated and awakened to be able to process these frequencies.

IN SERVICE TO OTHERS IN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, OF ALL THAT IS, IN THE GOLDEN LIGHT OF CREATOR…..IS THIS WHAT WE ARE TO LEARN?

It is possible to know this, and yet to embody it is something else. Realize that knowing is rather like a map. The map informs the experience, and the experience is still linear in terms of sequence of unfolding. So, step into the awareness, the knowing, let yourself continue to unfold in your life those awarenesses and applications that align you more and more into the knowing as an embodied experience.