Small Group Sessions November 10, 1998

OUR TWO YEAR OLD CHOW-CHOW HAS BEEN WITH OUR FAMILY SINCE HE WAS 5 WEEKS OLD. I AM CONCERNED THAT HE IS PICKING UP VIOLENT TENDENCIES, PERHAPS FROM CONSCIOUSNESS. WE REASSURE HIM, BUT HE HAS BIT ME, AND GROWLS AND BARKS AT ANYONE WHO COMES INTO OUR HOME. AM I PUTTING MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN DANGER BECAUSE WE HAVE THIS UNPREDICTABLE PET?

There is something within the way this one was bred where the genes predispose this one to a certain level of aggressiveness. It is as if there is a certain discomfort in the field as he matures, and a certain amount of hormone imbalance leading to a greater aggressiveness. It is rather like a mutation within the genes that are not a result of consciousness as much as breeding practices in past generations that were not so ethical in terms of the animals themselves. So there are certain tendencies that are inherited within certain ones of the dogs. Not all, but certain ones with certain gene configurations. As he gets older, this particular tendency will actually get worse.

What you choose to do is up to you. It is not something that is easily corrected with gentle attention or love, or even obedience training. It is rather difficult to tell you this, but it looks to us as if it is in the makeup, and is not anyone’s fault, if you wish. It is a particular configuration of genes that are part of the breeding for this particular dog.

I’M WRITING A BOOK. THE PROCESS IS ONE OF EXPANSION TO HUGE WAVES OF ENERGY, AND VISIONS. AFTER THESE VISIONARY ENERGIES PASS THROUGH, I EXPERIENCE DAYS OF LOW ENERGY. WHAT WOULD OFFER GREATEST SUPPORT?

When great amounts of energy come through the body, the whole body and all of its systems are affected since it is the vehicle. So to support the vehicle it would be of benefit to you to use higher amplitude supplements, particularly supplements that have some of the high potency greens from the earth such as spirulina, algaes, and alfalfa sprouts. Greater mineralization is helpful, higher vitamin C is helpful, a multi-vitamin that is in consistency with your body, all of which support the energy flow that you are utilizing when you allow such high frequencies to come through you. So that would support your body and also support any detoxification that is also part of the release after such influxes. You would find that to be more even with a greater amount of physical support.

Lots of breathing is also helpful if you wish to do some practice of deep, rhythmic breathing, breathing outside, or opening to a regular practice of yogic breathing. Some form of breathing assists the body to stay in its own integrity rather than fragmenting after such an influx and then having to break everything down and process it through. These are some suggestion, and perhaps just follow what you feel.

IS JESUS THE AUTHOR OF A COURSE IN MIRACLES AS IS IMPLIED BY THE TEXT?

Well, in combination with other beings. In the greater soul that he is, he is known as Sananda rather than Jesus. Jesus was the personality that walked the earth, just as you have a personality, but your oversoul would not be called by your name but by your vibrational name. So yes, and there are also influences from other beings as well. The predisposition of the one who was transcribing the messages had no other references for how to understand this, and so it was attributed to Jesus.

I HAVE A FRIEND WHO I BELIEVE TO BE AN INCARNATE ANGEL. I FEEL A SENSE OF UNITY WITH HIM. WE CAN CONVERSE WITHOUT WORDS, THROUGH BEINGNESS AND INTUITION. IN SPITE OF MY LIFELONG YEARNING FOR THIS EXPERIENCE, AND HIS ONGOING KINDNESS, THERE IS A WOUNDED PLACE IN ME WHICH CONTRACTS IN FEAR WHEN FACED WITH SUCH UNITY OF SPIRIT. THERE IS A PART OF ME WHICH FEELS IMPERFECT, SULLIED, AND UNDESERVING, AS IF IT IS NOT ALLOWED TO COME TO THE TABLE FOR THE FEAST. HOW DO I HEAL THAT ?

The wound is always connected to trauma, and trauma is what binds because it freezes what has been the experience in the unconscious. So, use unconditional love, the great beautiful Source of all love. Focus it into the place where the trauma imprint remains, realizing that the wound in that particular place, which you have said creates a sense of unworthiness, is not who you are. Never has been, never will be. It has been a part of the dance of separation and duality. If you give it power to keep you from the feast of union, of joy, of communion with others as well as your great beingness, then there is that which is afraid to be fully whole. The wound convinces you that there is a certain reality within it and that you have to pay attention to it. The truth is you do not. With love you can begin to dissolve it, dissolve the memory on all levels and open to the truth and let it fulfill who you are. YOU will not create pain in your union with another or within your own wholeness. Separation and its lies have created the pain, the trauma, the distortion, and the wounds.

I HAVE SACRIFICED MYSELF IN MANY WAYS, WITHOUT EXPECTATION. I HAVE WONDERFUL CHILDREN, AND I HAVE BEGUN TO LIFT THE DENSITY OF DUALITY. I WANT TO KNOW IF THERE IS A MAN IN THIS LIFETIME WHOM I CAN LOVE AND WHO WILL LOVE ME.

Begin within your own nature to dwell in love, to be love, as if you are bringing the universal love into your own heart and your own soul. Begin there to know that nothing else exists but love, absolutely nothing, absolutely no thing exists outside of this love. Dwell in it, breathe it, claim it, be it, allow it to inform you and to inform your life. Open to the experience of a love so vast, so great, and so wonderful that the forms that it takes, through an individual where you might share the intimacy and passion, through your family, your friends, through an awakening awareness that all that exists in the whole of consciousness is love. You begin to relate to all of creation as love, and you will experience love beyond your wildest imagination just by being focused and dwelling in it as your reality.

ABOUT 16 YEARS AGO I HAD A KUNDALINI AWAKENING AND SINCE THEN HAVE BATHED IN BLISS AND HARMONY. ABOUT A YEAR AGO DURING EJACULATION I EXPERIENCED A SHOCK AND SINCE THEN I FEEL THAT MY SPIRITUAL ENERGY IS BLOCKED. MY LEFT SIDE IS NUMB, I HAVE TINGLING SENSATIONS IN MY LEFT ARM AND FOOT, MY VISION IS BLURRED ON THE PERIPHERY, AND GENERALLY I FEEL THAT THE JOY OF LIFE HAS LEFT ME. CAN YOU HELP?

What we see is that there was a weakness on the left side in the root chakra. That particular moment in time was such that there is a sort of injury or crack that precipitated a leak of energy that is continuing in your field. We would suggest that you focus into the very tip of the tailbone where the root chakra is, particularly on the left side. First of all establish a field of pink or unconditional love. Ask those who are in service to you, guides, to weave the light to mend the crack in the chakra and to re-establish the flow of energy from the root/earth connection into the body and up through the spine and into the whole of your consciousness. Simultaneously, the downward current can also then open up and release as well.

It seems to us that you have an injury that needs to be attended to. If you can deal with it with assistance from the “medical assistance” teams that will join you if you ask them, then some of this can be healed.

I’M THIRTEEN, AND I READ ABOUT THE NEW CHILDREN ON THE LIGHTSMITH WEB SITE. I HAVE READ OTHER MATERIAL ABOUT THE SUBJECT, AND THEY WERE CALLED CHILDREN OF THE BLUE RAY [a long, descriptive letter follows which describes some of the person’s thoughts and interests]. WHO AM I? AM I A CHILD OF THE BLUE RAY?

We are delighted to meet you! You would not be considered of the blue ray. The blue ray beings are more aligned with the throat and the truth of things, clarity, and bringing things into articulation. You are more aligned with what we would call the violet ray. The violet ray brings the sense of the whole and how everything comes together as a whole. They have more of a sense of harmony, which you mentioned, and how that integrates into creating life that can be of harmony with one another even though there may be infinite varieties of people or creations that join together to create it, rather like an orchestra or choir with many voices. You may not have violet in your room, but you are it, and you will find others who are also embodying this ray at a younger age and will find similar things fascinating that you find interesting, although in an individual way.

There are many who are born on an indigo ray right now. Indigo is more a ray where you would find those more interested in the science or uncovering the mysteries of life, uncovering what is beyond the known, the explorers within your great field of awareness. Perhaps also a bit more technologically focused. Neither indigo or violet are touched by emotions in the same way as those who have been bound in duality where emotions have been wound around the distortions. You do not feel the same, your emotions are not created the same. There are more created in alignment with who you are and the truth of the harmony within the whole, so you feel more touched when that is present, and you feel unmoved when people are angry or sad about things that are part of dualities attachments and things that you do not relate to.

So, there are children of the violet ray, children of the indigo ray, and there are a few of the blue ray as well, although there are not as many. Indigo and violet are expanding as young ones are being born now, and will be carrying out the building and creating of the next culture and civilizations of the earth.

IT WAS RECENTLY PRESENTED TO ME IN ANOTHER CHANNELING OF A POSSIBLE “OPENING” WITHIN THE TIME/SPACE/MATTER CONTINUUM TO OCCUR ABOUT MARCH/APRIL, 2000. THIS HAS BEEN DESCRIBED TO ME AS ONE OF THREE OPENINGS TO OCCUR OVER THE NEXT 8-10 YEARS. CAN YOU COMMENT ON THIS?

There are preparatory events leading up to such a shift or opening. Yes, they will occur, and they are all part of the unfolding and the shifting of consciousness into a new structural organization that is beyond where any of consciousness has yet been. A merging of the great Source of all creative intent within matter, within the consciousness of matter that has been illuminating and awakening through humanity in earth, through Earth, herself, and through the whole that is being created here. As this merges, there is a shift of reality, the reference points, that have tied everything together. These are being shifted, so it cannot happen all at once or you would all go mad, literally. You would lose the integrity of consciousness, so there is preparation now and stages and sequences of events as well as foldings within time and space. The last one was in July, 1998. You can look back and see how things have speeded up, intensified, and shifted. These are preparatory.

Yes, in 2000 there will be a significant opening in order to allow these references to also shift within consciousness and open up more of what can then be utilized within the whole of consciousness for creation in a different way and not bound so much by time/space and other references that was known as reality.

I SEEM TO BE IN A TIME OF CHAOS. NO MATTER HOW POSITIVE AND CENTERED I TRY TO BE, SOMETHING COMES ALONG TO TRY TO SHATTER MY CENTEREDNESS. ALSO, I’M SO TIRED. I’M FACING BANKRUPTCY. MY 17 YEAR OLD SON IS SMOKING AND HAVING SEX WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND, AND MY 13 YEAR OLD HAS LANGUAGE PERCEPTUAL PROBLEMS AND IS IN A LETHARGIC, DEPRESSED STATE OF FAILURE AND FATIGUE. FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS I’VE HAD AT LEAST $800 A MONTH IN EXTRA EXPENSES COME UP. I FEEL LIKE I’M DROWNING IN A SEA OF DEBT, WORRY, AND PROBLEMS. WHAT IS GOING ON?

We would advise you to do three things rather immediately. One is to clear your space. You have influences from the lower astral plane that have been interfering with your field. Use sage, candles, white light, and crystals if you need to for assistance in clearing your home space. Second, clear your own fields and connect to the earth. Your root chakra is not functional in a sense. It is not connecting you to the life force of the planet, and because of that you have no reference to life support directly. Therefore you continue to lose life in the form of debt or money, and in that sense of losing energy.

Your field needs to be contained. Your intuition says to hold center, so ground who you are, ground the center. Bring a lot of unconditional love, pink, to the root chakra and the second chakra in the pelvis. Ask for some assistance to do this, and release some of the trauma that is holding these chakras in adapted states that is losing energy through the second and unable to reach the earth through the root. As you do so you will start to sense or feel that there is more stability or foundation.

Both your sons can also use some assistance in making this connection. The second son is not in his body very well. He has difficulty within his body. That can also be assisted. If you need more assistance, ask for someone such as this one (Michele) or others who are trained in this kind of healing work.

I’VE NEVER WANTED TO HAVE A COMPUTER UNTIL THE LAST FEW MONTHS WHEN IT SUDDENLY SEEMED IMPORTANT FOR ME TO PURCHASE ONE. I FOLLOWED THROUGH WITH THE FEELING AND GOT THE COMPUTER. I’M NOT SURE WHAT DIRECTION TO PURSUE WITH IT. COULD YOUR PROVIDE SOME INSIGHT?

Well, it is obviously for two things. One is to do some writing. The other is to connect with others who may share similar beliefs as well as things you would like to dialogue or share with them. So sit down in the morning when you are most clear and alert and there is no interference. Close your eyes and open up to your own indwelling awareness connected to your own guidance, and begin to write and see what shows up. As you do so, do not have any outcome in mind or any necessary things to accomplish. Just allow yourself to open and see what shows up. Do so for a week if you can, every day, and then read it and see what you have begun to receive. It is your vehicle to begin to open, and you will start to weave in other things that you have already collected, already have known, and it will start to form a greater whole. So, have fun!