Small Group Sessions May 2003

The dance of Life and Death, Two ways of getting out of alignment, Stress in the world, Epicemic of prescription drugs, Impacting the world by the tone and balance in your life.

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Hi to each of you. It is our joy and our pleasure to be invited to be with you in this way. We are pleased to be able to utilize one who is easy to work with and work through to be with you in a conscious way, even though many of you we know and have been with in other times in other ways, but perhaps not always this conscious for you. Conscious for us, however. So, how would you like to proceed with this group, has anyone given it any thought or are you open to suggestions?

WE’RE OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS

Our thought would be that perhaps we would speak for a little while and just touch on some different areas that might be of interest to all of you, and then proceed from there into more personal questions. Or if any of you have any burning global issues we will undertake to give some perspective on those issues as well. Is that okay?

YES, GREAT

It is springtime in your area of the world, yes? It is time to bring about new birth, and in any process of birthing there is also a death. Birth and death are together in your lives. There is a letting go in order to create space for what is coming, and yet at times you don’t want to let go. At times you desire to hold onto something, someone, or some place for a little while longer, yes?

So, life and death dance in each of you throughout your material life. And yet there has been a conditioning, probably from the time you were very young. This was based on the adults around you and the culture, and has been a fear of death and a desire to accumulate more of what you need or want around you. So there is a sense that life is about having things, space, people…….life, you create it, you accumulate it, you have it around you, like this house, and the land, and the people, and the birds, whatever. And death is not looked at by people as something that they invite. Yet, you already know that if you don’t let go sometimes there is then not enough space to keep moving, keep growing, keep changing, keep growing into more life. So, there is a truth that lives in you. A truth within your body, a truth within your nature, a truth within your soul that knows what belongs to you in any one moment. In any part of your life, and in any part of your experience here you have what belongs to you.

If you hold onto things beyond the time in which they belong to you, you create stress. Stress is felt, first of all, in a subtle way. Something seems a little out of sync, and you perhaps do not quite know yet. Then stress builds, and it builds in your body and in your life until there is something that precipitates a change. Usually then there is a crisis. What we would like to invite you to be aware of in your field, is that you are always being informed about what belongs to you and what doesn’t. There is a dance, there is a life, and a truth of death. And when you are in alignment, that truth is always in alignment in you and within your life. It’s a nearly constant movement within your life. People come into your life, people go out of your life. People bring things into your life, new experiences, you incorporate them, you ingest them, you digest them, you assimilate them, and then things leave, just like they do in your body, yes? When you have finished digesting, there is a letting go.

In the organic process of life, if you feel stressed there is most likely something out of alignment in the truth of life or the truth of death……something that is not yet coming in that you are preventing in coming to you, or something that you have not let go of that needs to continue to move on. Letting go is not meant to be painful. It can be sad, but sad does not mean pain, that is different. Pain is what you feel when you are holding onto something and that which has been wrapped around it doesn’t want to release it, so there is a tearing, a pulling. Sadness, or tears, or grief is a natural process of death and letting go. That is not necessarily painful, it doesn’t have to be. It is natural, because the tears and the sadness of the release is that which frees your emotional and your physical body from its portion of its interaction with that person, place, or thing. Your emotional and physical bodies are freed through the process of grief and letting go, sadness. And then, you body and your emotional body reconfigure naturally, and open to whatever is present in your whole life, in that which belongs to you……..as well as sets up inside of you the ability to pull in and attract to you what is next. Those people who learn this live well. Can you understand why? You have a sense of the well of life sourcing you always, you live with well-being. And in that living well, you also have everything that you need in any moment because what belongs to you is ever-present. Bodies, souls, in communion with life, herself, constantly create and co-create as long as the truth of life and the truth of death are in alignment.

You can get out of alignment in two ways, yes? Holding on when something wants to let go, or preventing what wants to come. Pretty simple, very simple. It’s not meant to be complicated. It is only that mind that makes things complex. When you get a lot in your head, do you feel stressed? Yes. So, our guidance in this time, our suggestion, is to simplify. To remind the mind that it doesn’t really know everything, and that it can learn something by listening deeper to what belongs to you in this time. If you engage and you pull in too much, and you don’t have the resources energetically, physically, or in your energy body field to sustain what you have accumulated, you create stress. That stress will gradually lead to some kind of change, crisis, etc.

Do you know people in the world who have too much? They are under stress. There is a lot of stress in the world at this time. Much. So much that it moves towards the precipitation of large-scale crisis, deaths. Some of your world leaders are aware of these stresses. They precipitate the crisis, do they not? In order to release some of the stress amongst those who are feeling the stress, which are those who have too much. Isn’t it funny? It is as if they know there is, in a sense, a large-scale imbalance. Yet, in order to not let go, in order to prevent death, they precipitate death for others, do you see? So, in your world, you ones are key players. You might not feel like one, but you are because you are becoming more and more conscious of the truth of life and the truth of death for yourself. The more people who recognize, resonate, and move into alignment, it creates more and more core alignment with that resonant truth, do you understand? If you and your family, your friends, and those who are in your lives learn more about this or follow your model, or are able to be coached and assisted to understand for themselves what this is, and it radiates out and it will more and more, there is then within the whole of life a sustaining tone that is of life, of YES, this is of life, and it knows in that alignment what can be sustained in the material experience. That informs out into the collective and there is a balancing tone that is sounded out into the collective. You ones are beginning to form the balance tone, do you understand?

Have any of you been learning about the truth of life and the truth of death? About letting go? About bringing into your life what truly belongs to you and claiming it? Yes, you’ve been learning. Sometimes there is sadness, and sometimes there might be some crisis. The crisis’ that you soul creates have no intention to hurt, just to balance and move through the stresses wherein the fear has grabbed ahold of one side or the other. There is no intention on your soul’s part to hurt you or create pain. So, it is important to listen, to spend time listening to yourself, to your soul, asking the questions ‘does this feel as if this truly belongs to me or not’. And that is an every day question, every moment question, if you wish. Does this belong to me or not. Someone may ask you to do something, so you ask is this where my life energy wishes to flow this day or not. And if it is not yours, let it pass, let it go.

You ones have learned that recycling is a good thing, yes? That you can let go and someone else can use it, or you can let go and there are ways it can reconfigured and used again at some point. Life likes recycling. Life composts all the time. Nature does this. So if you are a living, breathing being, you are a natural recycler, a natural composter. Go through your house, go through your life, go through your friends (group laughter); does this belong to me, or not, do you see? You will get very clear, and it will feel very good. If there are some tears, let them pass because that will assist your physical/emotional body to recalibrate. So that is all we have to say, a little beginning.

COULD YOU TALK ABOUT HOW A PERSON FEELS IN THEIR BODY (OR MIND?) WITH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RECEIVING AND LETTING GO?

It is more of a sense of what belongs to you, and it is felt by what has life and what has not. Everyone here right now, take an example in your life. Consider something in your life, perhaps a possession or something that belongs to you – or you think it does, anyway. Or an invitation to go somewhere or participate in something, that can also work. Hold it now and bring it into your body, not in your mind, it is not a mental thing. Breathe it down into your body as if you are connecting it to life. Breathe it down into your body and connect it to life. Now, feel in your body whether your body and life wants to source this, wants to give energy to it, or not. You’ll feel it as if there is a sort of little surging or a little bit of upward current, or a little bit of yes or excitement, depending on how you feel things. Some people feel more viscerally, some people feel more emotionally. It doesn’t matter, you just have to find out how you feel things that are alive. If it is not of life, it is flat. Flatlined, just like that little thing that registers hearts, yes? Flatline, no life. Doesn’t matter if it’s wonderful, it is wonderful for someone else, not you. Your energy would be dispersed in that particular engagement, party, or with that person, whatever. So, is it clear?

I WAS READING AND ARTICLE THAT THERE IS AN EPIDEMIC OF PRESCRIPTION DRUG USE IN THE CULTURE, ANTIDEPRESSENTS AND VARIOUS MOOD-ALTERING DRUGS. I CONNECTED WITH THAT AS YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT STRESS. WOULD YOU COMMENT ON THAT?

Yes, people don’t like stress, and then they medicate the stress. But does the stress go away? Not really. It is dulled. They dull the senses of life, they dull the living senses enough so they don’t feel the discomfort of what is out of balance in your body and in your life. It precipitates some form of crisis. Now what happens when there is large-scale suppression of living instructions is that it precipitates large-scale crisis, not just personal. That’s why there is a precipitation of that building in your world, and not just in the United States, in your world. So, it is important to have the tone of balance established in consciousness, in the collective so that when things begin to swing into the extremes there is a place that is stabilizing in consciousness. And you won’t necessarily have to feel the crises, even if they are affecting many people. You might not have to feel them at all because you are in alignment, do you understand? Life sources you. It doesn’t matter for you, personally, because you have found that tone and you are living it. It makes a big difference. If you are not in alignment and you swing into the crises of your day, then you are emotionally stressed, or in other ways stressed. So, it is important to find these places and live this, practice that. Yes, if there is a large-scale depression, which is in a sense the inability to listen to the instructions of Life.

AS PEOPLE GO UP IN FREQUENCY AND BECOME MORE SENSITIVE TO OTHER FIELDS ON THE EARTH, IS THERE AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE BEFORE THERE IS AN ENERGETIC CHANGE IN A PERSON?

Emotions, the energy, the physicality are all connected. You can’t shift frequency without the emotions in the body doing so, too. So, yes, there are releases. Allow them. Emotions are your intermediate between the energy body and the physical body. In between is the emotional body. Allow the emotions to move through you as fluid, as that is what their nature is. They are more fluid, so they can be the intermediary for you. Those who have done much spiritual work on the energetic planes, but have not allowed their emotional or physical bodies to be included, also create stress.

I’VE HEARD THAT YOU CAN GENERATE CHAOS AND CRISIS JUST FROM THE METALS IN YOUR TEETH. IS THERE ANY TRUTH TO THAT. IS THERE ANY TRUTH TO THAT?

Well, not all by themselves. The metal in your teeth cannot create chaos unless there are other things in the system, in the consciousness as well. Some people have metals and do not create crisis or chaos, but some do. So, it is a precipitating factor. The metals in the teeth can be a precipitation of crisis. They are there to help you along, to get that crisis in place to move into a more aligned place, even if they have to be removed to do that during that process. Not everyone will use that precipitator, do you see? There are many precipitators for crisis and chaos, are there not?

SO IF WE CAN ALIGN AND BE FREE OF STRESS AND STAY IN TRUTH, THEN CAN WE IMPACT THE WORLD IN THAT WAY?

You impact the world by being the tone of balance in that place, tone of Life. You become more alive, you are more alive, because you are sustaining true life, because you understand true life and true death. You live it. So, yes, you impact the world whether you speak and that is your part, or whether you have a more formal part or not. You belong to the collective, you can’t divorce it. You might want to (group laughter), you might want to divorce your government at some time, but you can’t. You happen to be part of it all the time because you are humanity. You are part of humanity, you are born into it, you are physicality. So, yes, your alignment in truth affects the whole. The more of you who do that, and support each other to do that, then there is even a greater magnification of it.

IS THERE SOME POINT WHERE WE REACH CRITICAL MASS AND THEN THERE IS A SHIFT WHERE PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO MORE EASILY EXPERIENCE THINGS LIKE YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT?

Hopefully there is that point. There may be some fallout on the way, but yes.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY FALLOUT?

There may be those souls who choose not to participate in such a shift. They may collapse into the contraction that is part of the crises that take place, and they may take their consciousness which they have grown attached to with them….but they may not shift. Free will is free will, it does exist in humanity.

WHAT IMPACT DOES THE RECENT LUNAR ECLIPSE HAVE ON US?

It has been a powerful synchronization of what you know of those who are masters and teachers and light in all of its varieties and levels, etc., with the consciousness of humanity. There is a powerful ability during this time to “download”. If you’ve had some interrupted sleep this week, if you’ve had some meditations that didn’t want to let up, or you had to take a nap……….it has been a downloading time for those who are receptive, and even those who aren’t. Some of this informing currents of light is very strong, this precipitation of consciousness, so you might find that in the next weeks that you have either re-strengthened ideas or sense of what you might have thought of doing in the past but the energy left or didn’t happen, or you may be inspired in some new ways that you haven’t thought of before. Or someone else might find you and invite you to participate in some inspiration they might have. There are some new things or ideas that may show up or be energized in the next weeks and months. It isn’t just immediate, when something is downloaded it needs its time. You plant the seed and then it has to come up. Some seeds are fast and some are a little slower.

IN MY PRACTICE I RUN INTO PEOPLE WHO DON’T SEEM TO FEEL ALIVE UNLESS THEY ARE IN CRISIS, OR HURTING, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. WHAT’S WITH THAT, AND IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP?

They have become very adapted sourcing energy laterally from others and becoming very needy, or victimized, or sick, whatever, to get that energy. The way to help them is if they are willing to connect directly through the root to the earth and Life for themselves, and through the crown to their own guidance and their own sense of their great spirit, their own knowing, to become more sovereign and sourced.

Some people get sick of being sick, or everyone goes away and won’t feed them anymore. So unless they find their own source, they starve, so to speak. Some of you may need to make decisions about whether or not you feed them.

SO THAT’S PART OF THE WAKING UP?

Yes.

HOW CAN YOU PROTECT YOURSELF AGAINST SOMEBODY WHO WANTS TO FEED OFF OF YOU?

It is important for you to know that you are directly sourced, and that whatever is your place of consciousness that allows it, that you can change that place. Sometimes as children in a dualistic, polarized world where there has been separation, your inner children may have learned that you have to feed others to be loved, or you will feel abandoned. Or you may have felt that unless you fed others there would be some threat, or someone would hurt you or someone else. So, those experiences of survival are hooked up to your allowing yourself to feed others, do you see? So, your personal piece in it is yours to do. When you are with the child, or that part of you that learned that conditioned love, know that you are just fine and are able to be sourced of Love and not alone even if this person is not in your experience or you are no longer giving to them the same way. Then, you are free to make the choice. It is up to you and it is your choice, then, and you can say no with love, if you wish.

I BELIEVE WE HAVE ALL MADE AGREEMENTS BEFORE WE CAME INTO THIS LIFE. IS THERE A WAY TO FIND OUT WHAT AGREEMENT I MADE?

Well, it isn’t just one agreement. It’s like a fabric in form. Some people call it a blueprint, some people call it a map, but it is a multi-dimensional fabric that each form for a lifetime. Some may form a looser fabric than others, and some of your fabrics are pretty straight-forward. You probably know people who have a strong path. They begin as a child and move forward, and that is what they do, you see, a very strong, tight fabric. Others have more choice. You allow yourself to have more choice within it so it is less focused with more leeway in terms of options and choices within your life experience. Yet it is always there vibrating. If you wish to invite more interaction with your own blueprint, your own fabric, your conscious lineage of your life, one little practice we can suggest is to before you go to sleep at night, link to your solar logos. The solar logos is the area above your head, the chakra above your head, or whatever you call it. It is that which mediates between your great spirit and your body. It is mediating between all that which is informing you and your conscious self. Connect there before you go to sleep, and ask for more awareness. You will need to ask specific questions; what part of this agreement are you looking for, is it a relationship, why you chose your family, understanding certain events in your life, or understanding why you have certain attractions and interests and why you don’t…….do you understand? Specific questions. You can write them down, night by night. If you have a question tonight, your soul will certainly work with you. Then in the morning, or in your dreams, you will start to find answers. Once you start this on a regular basis, it clicks, because you are connecting with the mediating, informing place. The specifics are important otherwise it doesn’t know what to do or how to respond to your conscious mind.

WHAT CAN YOU TELL ME ABOUT RINGING IN MY EARS?

Over time, bodies often accumulate certain toxins, poisons, and certain metals, etc., in your body. Many of you have been exposed to many things, including the mercury that you have in your teeth as well as what has been ingested or inhaled, many things. Your body has done its best job to protect you, and it walls these things off and locates them in certain areas. When it is located in certain parts of the brain, then you have ringing in the ears. Usually, chelation and different kinds of heavy metal release methods can assist the release of toxins or poisons that have accumulated in the body. Certain foods will pass into the brain and carry things out. Cilantro is one that will bypass the brain barrier and get into the brain so that it can begin to detoxify certain metals and other heavy toxins.

These toxins are usually the reason, especially if it is long term. If it is short term, then it is usually a frequency shift that the pineal gland is trying to process, and it is having a difficult time or you are having some areas of resistance that are working their way through.

YOU HAVE USED THE WORD TONE. I WONDER IF YOU COULD ELABORATE ON THAT A BIT.

We tend to describe things in words you will understand. Tone is often harmonizing, if it is the right tone, yes? It aligns the body. This is the kind of tone that when there is an alignment with life, the truth of life with all of your possessions, your friends, your life experiences, etc., when you are aligned in that way you vibrate that. There is a vibrational congruency that when something is in balance or harmony, other things want to come into harmony with it because it is attractive. When you hear a beautiful chord or choir that is in perfect choir, does something not happen within you? You feel as if something aligns you, softens or opens you. You vibrate more clearly, and that is what you provide for others when this is true for you. It isn’t necessarily an audible tone that you hear, but you can play with that and perhaps find a sense of a tone or a chord that comes forth from you when you are in alignment. Play with it. For you it is translating that way. But, you are IT, you see.

I JUST FINISHED A CLASS IN WHICH WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW WE DON’T NEED TO GET SICK ANYMORE, YET I SPENT MOST OF THIS LAST WEEK LAYING ON MY BACK WITH SOMETHING THAT SEEMED LIKE A COLD OR ALLERGY THING GOING ON. COULD YOU GIVE ME SOME INSIGHT ON THAT?

You are moving deeper into your body. You have had a lot of energy through the mental field and a lot through your electrical field, and less through your physical/emotional field in terms of integrating all of it together. So, you are in the physical body and you are translating your spirit energy or frequencies into the matter experience, and there are needs to process and to clear. Some of you have within your bodies some accumulations of things that you took in in previous parts of your life. Those of you who have entertained certain “sweet-tooths” or perhaps you had some fun with alchohol or drugs or smoking or other things in your past…..we are just saying perhaps…….that there are perhaps also some accumulations here and there. Periodically, then, as you deepen the spirit into your body, then those accumulations are brought forward to release because they do not vibrate with these energies that are becoming more fully embodied.

It is not “sick”…….you call it sick……..it lays you down because it takes time. It takes time and energy, and it takes some attention. While you are doing this, allow yourself to breathe in more of what is coming in through your spirit, and breathe out that which is the old stuff that your body and life no longer needs. You might find on the other side of these processes, which is what they are, that you feel more integrated, more alive, more present. So be it.

There is a difference between disease and processing or release of toxins through the body. There is a different signature and a different energy that is working with it. Learn to tell the difference, and don’t say you’re sick. (group laughter). I’m processing, I’m releasing, I’m cleansing, etc. But you are not diseased, do you see? That is different.

I’M NOT ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN, YET THERE SEEMS TO BE NO PHYSICAL REASON. WHY CAN’T I?

It is not that you cannot, but it is that you are ending a particular ancestral path through you so that it will not move on. So it is sort of important that in some way you work with this part of your body that took on a lineage area of miasms, and clear that. Then your body will be able to bring through children. But it does not want to bring it through that. So, it is not a life-long thing.

I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING MEMORY LOSS, AND I STARTING THINKING ABOUT ALZHEIMERS. I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD CHECK AND SEE IF THAT IS IN MY FUTURE?

Well, if you checked in this room, you would probably find many who are experiencing some memory loss (group laughter). It is the nature of this particular time, where there is a deepening of spirit within matter, that the conscious minds are being disengaged in order for that to happen. So, you are not having an Alzheimer moment, do you understand? The Alzheimer disease, and it is a disease, does have a certain lineage that moves an ancestral line. But it is not necessary for each generation to manifest it, and it can be moved through. It is again based in miasmic energy that has gotten caught in a blood line, and it doesn’t have to move through you.

You are already addressing many issues in the healing work with yourself, so continue to do so. It is important to keep your crown and connection to spirit clear, and to align that central column so you have a nice strong grounding rod for it. Allow that as a regular awareness for yourself so that you are exercising your informing current. That keeps the pineal active. The pineal is actually what shuts down in Alzheimer’s. It shuts down new information, and then all that is left is past information. The pineal atrophies and dies, and it doesn’t work anymore. Keep your pineal active through the crown, and you don’t have to worry.

CAN YOU TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT OTHER LIFE FORMS AND WHY IT IS THAT WE FEEL SO ALONE?

Because you have separated from just about every other form of life there is and have said that you are the ones who have all the consciousness. So, humanity has split off from many other life forms, including those that inhabit your own planetary body. The birds, the trees, the animals, the rocks, the earth herself. You would not feel alone if all of these beings were accessible to your consciousness every day. So, that is one place. Are you asking about beings from other dimensions, other places?

WHAT DO THEY THINK OF US?

Most of them love you dearly. There are a few that have lost patience (group laughter), but not very many. Most of the beings understand that Source seeded something in this planetary experience to come to fruition. It is coming to fruition, and there is a certain way in which many beings from other planetary experiences are observing this, rather like an audience or a great stadium. There is sort of an observation deck for this experience. They sign on to observe, they sign on to bring support and love to the experience, otherwise they don’t get a ticket (group laughter), do you see? Those who in the past were more interfering in the planetary experience for their own use and their own means are no longer interfering in the way that they were. They have lost their ticket, so to speak, and they are no longer able to interfere in your planetary experience.

So, there is a great undertaking here, and yet it is up to humanity, it is up to you. It is up to your choices, it is up to your experiences, it is up to that which you and others like you are beginning to embody and vibrate within the collective and the whole of consciousness, as well as connecting more and more to the great Earth Mother, whatever you wish to call her, because she is vibrating life in a way that has not been vibrated or been possible to utilize these frequencies of pure life for a long time. The possibilities for your future and the creative potential is magnifying, and you children and children’s children will be able to utilize these great life energies and make many things organic that now are plastic, for example.

SOMETIMES I FEEL THESE GREAT IMPULSES TO HELP PEOPLE THAT I KNOW, OR THAT I RUN INTO, AND I KNOW THEY HAVE SOME KIND OF SERIOUS PROBLEM. I FEEL LIKE I CAN SAY SOMETHING THAT COULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE, AND AT THE SAME TIME I FEEL LIKE IT MIGHT HAVE A DEVASTATING EFFECT ON MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT PERSON. THEY MIGHT EITHER BE REALLY OFFENDED, OR WHAT IF THE HELP I TRY TO GIVE THEM TURNS OUT BAD? SHOULD I BE ACTING ON THESE IMPULSES?

If you do not, they back up in you. Impulses to give messages or assistance to one you are with usually happen in the moment, and they are not for you, they are for the other. If you can, detach from your fear of consequences and just deliver it freely as if it is passing through you from your soul who has picked it up from their soul and assisting them to become more conscious through you. Just let go and deliver it as a present. You are inspired to deliver gifts, you are a gift bearer. How they open or use the gift is up to them. You will grow a capacity to trust this, and then more gifts will come, in different forms, in different ways. You are very spontaneous. That is the beauty of your soul’s nature, is the spontaneity, and so you are very easy for guides and masters to work with because you are in the moment, and they can work through you very easily that way. So, if you are the gift bearer, then you are giving the gifts to these people, and it may be coming from their own soul, a guide, a teacher, etc., do you see? It is not up to you to attach to how they use the gift. So, you can practice.

WHEN I TRY TO TALK TO MY ADULT CHILDREN, I BECOME TONGUE-TIED AND FEEL BRAIN DEAD. HELP!

They are probably holding up a wall in front of them and are not receptive to you right now. They wish to be adults, and they wish to do it on their own even though they may have at times limited proof that they can do so. In a sense, it is for you to step back and perhaps let yourself not talk to them for awhile. Let them open up their own experience, their way. There is a shift that is going to happen within the relationships that begin to move you into another place with them, but they have to put you in that place. You can’t do it for them, do you see? So, you have to step back and give space for that to happen.

The session closed following a few more specific personal questions from participants.