Small Group Sessions May 1998

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN INTUITION AND PSYCHIC ABILITIES?

We would see it as a continuum more than a difference where intuition is the place within each one that can make a connection to their own soul’s unfolding within the whole, the hologram. It’s basically your link to the hologram through which information comes always so that you get a sense that “this is in the flow” or “this isn’t in the flow”. This is in the flow of who I am, where I am, within this setting or environment, or these people or this situation or whatever. It’s always places you in the hologram and how to stay in an optimal track of unfolding within it so you can make choices in accordance with it, rather like a mapping mechanism. That is always present.

The capacity to specify to receive information is more in the psychic plane. That is a continuum of how many levels ones are able to penetrate or perceive, where their antennas are focused, so to speak, and which frequencies they are able to dial up to get information. That evolves with practice or it can be carried in from other life times. They are working within the hologram, but more specifically rather than just a sort of mapping of how to act or what to choose within each moment. It is more informational and does need to translate through the consciousness, and that consciousness can be clear or cloudy or holding belief structures that may interpret things a certain way. Those who are the clearest basically have very few beliefs that interfere, and they can then translate what they receive through the different frequency levels through consciousness into language, pictures, or sound.

HOW DO WE KNOW WHEN EGO IS SPEAKING VS. DIRECTION FROM HIGHER SELF

In a general way, when ones are primarily coming from their ego they are most concerned with how things affect them, how it will reflect back to them, how people will think about them, or what it will do to them, etc. It is a self-focused place to come from.

When it comes from the greater self, or the soul levels, then there is a sense of how you move in the whole, or how what is unfolding for you is in relationship with what is unfolding on the planet or for a greater number. There is a sense of wholeness and relationship, and a sense of how what you do affects others and how others affect you, but not from the sense of ego in the same way. The ego is concerned with how something hurts or doesn’t hurt you, the other is more concerned with how the unfolded from your experience affects the greater number of people or the whole in a different way.

People who are in self-gratification can think they are serving many people when it is truly coming from self-gratification, because it is for them that they serve.

I WAS RECENTLY IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND MY MOUTH WAS INJURED IN A COLLISION WITH MY STEERING WHEEL. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN? ALSO, I’VE BEEN FEELING QUITE SCATTERED AND WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS.

When there is an injury to the body it is always important to look at where the injury is located. The mouth is expression, and there are ways in which you are opening your expression and need to discern at times when you are leaking energy through just talking – too many words – and when you are actually connecting and saying something that needs to be articulated or said for yourself or for another. You are needing to seal up a leak or a hole that has been part of using the voice as a way of draining energy, and to open to what it feels like to contain and hold your own energy better without doing that. So if it was painful to speak for awhile, that was part of the reason it happened there.

The scattered feeling happens when there is too much energy leaking out. You need to contain your energy better. Ask before you go to sleep some night for those who are on the “medical healing team” to begin to help heal the membrane that exists on the outer part of your auric field that has had some damage done to it earlier in your life and in past lives. There is a way in which that needs to begin to fill in better. You can also work with violet and emerald green rays to heal and transmute previously held woundedness and astral openings in that auric membrane. That will help you contain your energy better and be less scattered.

I FIRST LEARNED ABOUT THE SPIRIT WORLD AT A YOUNG AGE. MY GRANDFATHER WAS WITH A SMALL GROUP OF PEOPLE GUIDED BY A MEDIUM WHO SEEMED TO HAVE A MEANINGFUL CONNECTION WITH SPIRIT. YEARS LATER I BEGAN TO DOUBT AND REASONED AWAY MUCH OF MY TRUST. MY GRANDFATHER RECEIVED HINTS, SOUNDS, AND IMAGES FROM THE SPIRIT WORLD, BUT I HAVE NEVER HAD SUCH AN EXPERIENCE ON A CONSCIOUS LEVEL. WHEN I ASKED HIM WHY I NEVER RECEIVED ANYTHING HE SAID THAT I HADN’T ASKED. I HAVE SINCE ASKED TO GET INTO CONTACT WITH SPIRIT, AND NOTHING EVER HAPPENED…..UNTIL NOW. SOMETIME AGO I STARTED A COMPUTER-GRAPHICS COMPANY CALLED THE LIGHTSMITH. I FIGURED THE NAME WAS A BIT FAR-FETCHED AND THAT NOBODY ELSE WOULD USE IT, SO I ENTERED THE NAME INTO MY WEB BROWSER AND GOT THIS SITE. IS THIS THE HINT I ASKED FOR SO LONG AGO?

So you choose a name about shaping light and then you meet up with us! Perhaps what you begin to realize is that when you ask a question there is always a way in which there is an answer, but not always in your timing. There is an openness now in your heart and in the earth and the greater collective consciousness that is supporting you to return to your roots with your grandfather and to trust that your luck, your sense of everything turning out, is a way in which you are aligned with a level of Spirit and guidance that many people do not have and do not trust.

You probably have friends who have a very negative outlook on life and create problems and struggles, and yet they may be connected to a religion and call themselves spiritual. That is not necessarily what that is about. Linkages to Spirit come in many different experiences. Your grandfather had some direct experiences. You have lived a life of a more subtle level of connectedness, but perhaps it is beginning to go more direct. We and others like us who are not embodied as you are but who have chosen to be of assistance to those in the earth plane are always available. All you need to do is ask.

Asking the great questions is one of the skills that is developed so that you can tune in to your own place of awareness, feeling, desire, and soul evolution, and ask the question from that place. Then when you ask there is a doorway created through which an answer begins to formulate and return to you. There is always the desire for balance and fulfillment, and that is what the soul creates.

You are opening to a level of fulfillment now through a door that you created called “Lightsmith” that perhaps will bring you into contact with much much more than you currently anticipate.

MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES, MIRACULOUS HAPPENINGS, AND SO MANY THINGS TOO NUMEROUS TO MENTION. I NEVER REALLY FOLLOWED WITH THE BELIEFS DEALING WITH THE ABILITY TO CHANNEL, BUT I HAVE OPENED UP MUCH FOLLOWING A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE LAST YEAR. WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS AND VALIDATE THE INFORMATION? DO YOU RECOMMEND CONTINUING AND SHARING THIS INFORMATION?

In a sense, when you had a near-death experience your soul went up and connected to an aspect of your greater self. When you came back into your body you brought this aspect with you. You then had capacities which to you were previously not present or not available to you because they were not embodied, they were not hooked-up in the physical matrix as they are now. The ability to link to a teacher is basically a training ground for you to become comfortable with the linkage beyone the physical, translating it through your conciousness, and then allowing what will then be shared with others.

You are still clearing and making your consciousness more fluid so that you are able to translate the frequencies that are brought through you. Channeling is really a frequency modulation experience where frequencies are passed through language to others. Language is just a medium or the vehicle or container. You are learning by working with this being how to clear and modulate your consciousness to be a channel for more of the frequencies that wish to come into earth or be shared with others.

Eventually that will open up for you beyond the one that you now speak for, so yes it will continue.

I AM CURRENTLY UNDERGOING SOME LARGE AND SWEEPING CHANGES IN MY LIFE AND AM ON THE PATH OF LIGHT WORK. I AM SEARCHING FOR A WAY TO USE MY INTUITIVE ART TO SOMEHOW HELP OTHER PEOPLE TAP INTO THEIR OWN CREATIVITY AND LIGHT. WHAT SUGGESTIONS CAN YOU OFFER TO HELP ME GO IN THAT DIRECTION?

Two things. Presently it would be helpful if you did not seek to be helpful. That actually lowers your frequency and moves you into a patterning (that is now unraveling) that you have had since you were a child. So you move from the pattering rather than coming into a form where you are helping others to unleash their creativity. At this moment as we look at you we see that you are actually moving into being utilized by Spirit so that your creativity opens more. What you wish for others is actually what desires to happen for you. You have capacities to bring some things through that have not yet been brought through, so stay present with your own inspiration.

Stay present with what wishes to be birthed through you and with your creative urges and birthings. Let them get bigger and more expansive and perhaps larger scale. There is more to come through you yet, and your joy is in being that vehicle and translating some of what Spirit wishes to bring through the visual/color medium into form. Others will take insipiration from what comes through you, and that inspiration will lead to their openings. To directly set out to help them lowers you frequency and moves you back into an old pattern that you are actually breaking out of.

I WORK IN THE WIRELESS COMMUNICATIONS BUSINESS AND FIND IT AMAZING HOW ALL KINDS OF NETWORKS ARE ATTACHED. MY CONCERN IS THAT OUR INDUSTRY AND OTHERS ARE FILLING THE AIR WITH UNBELIEVEABLE ABOUNTS OF ELECTROMAGNETIC WAVES. WE PERFORM PENETRATION STUDIES ON EARTH, NATURE, BUILDINGS, AND CONCENTRATIONS OF HUMANS. WHAT EFFECT IS THIS GOING TO HAVE ON US/EARTH LONG TERM?

It is rather like the human consciousness is evolved to a place where it is working to create a very complex nervous system, and in order for it to interface with the planetary nervous system there is a need to be aware of a planetary energy interface so there is not just a superimposition, which has been over and over and over again, and is currently headed in the same direction.

Asking the question of the earth herself and letting those who are sensitive to the earth be transmitters for such questions or to begin to realize that what is happening is a metamorphosis to a higher, more complex organism of consciousness, and even the explosion of electromagnetic fields and transmitters, etc. are rather like a vast weaving of energy which is similar to a body where cities would be like chakras with many interfaces, but at a much more complex level.

If it is not interfacing with the planetary grid, the planet herself will shift the energy and your electromagnetic fields won’t work anymore. She will not be hurt as much as you will find it frustrating. In some ways you may find that there are massive places where there are just crashes as if nothing gets through or penetrates or works. That is partly because the energy is so chaotic and out of balance and harmony with the resonance of the electromagnetic grid of the planet that basically there is no more interface and she dominates rather than you at that point.

HOW CAN I FIND WHAT MY LIFE PURPOSE IS? I’VE ASKED MY HIGHER SELF AND WATCHED FOR CLUES, BUT STILL LACK DIRECTION.

It depends on whether you’re looking for higher purpose in terms of what brings fulfillment to you, including your soul’s unfolding or plan for this life, or how you perceive yourself to be helping others.

Your soul is first in line when it comes to fulfillment of its design or plan. You’ve been working with that for quite a long time, and it is good to reflect on that and see how your soul has unfolded and taught you through experience certain things that have been valuable to you. When you collect your experiences that have been valuable to you, your learnings and those things that you have already accomplished, and you put them on a piece of paper so to speak, rather than goals, they are foundations.

You build upon foundations. You build upon what you soul grew based on its evolutionary plan or design for this life, which has basically accomplished a great deal. First look at your foundation rather than your future goals and see if the clues aren’t sitting right there in your own body of experience and accomplishments. You may even be finishing some of that so that there is still a little bit of clarity to yet join the foundation so that what gets built upon it will be built on solid ground.

I AM AN ATTORNEY AND AM DEVELOPING A CENTER FOR LAW AND SPIRIT. WOULD YOU HAVE SOME DIRECTION FOR ME?

It’s an interesting combination because the law of the earth has diverged so greatly from the law of Spirit, so to bring the two together is quite a task. When you work with Divine Law or Principle you are moving beyond much of what is known as your justice system.

True justice in accordance with Divine Principle is always connected to the evolution of consciousness and the evolution of an individual soul and their plan, always taking into account the creation from the levels of consciousness that created the experience, never as a victim, and always moves people to greater clarity, awareness of who they are, and their choices, so they make clearer choices based on what they have learned. It does not meet out punishment, but teaches people and, if need be, restricts freedom when the soul refuses to learn what it is that would assist them to come back into balance, harmony, and alignment with their soul and the evolution of consciousness.

Perhaps we are giving you too much to ponder, but that is what we would see as a bringing together of law and Spirit. To put that into some kind of form where that could actually be practiced would be of incredible benefit to the planet and to your brothers and sisters.

I DIED ON AUGUST 10, 1991. IT WAS NOT THE FIRST TIME I TRIED SUICIDE. I AM STILL UPSET THAT I DON’T REMEMBER WHERE I WENT OR WHO I SPOKE TO. I HAVE A YEARNING, AN OBSESSION REALLY, TO GO HOME. FOR MANY YEARS I HAVE SEARCHED, BEGGED AND PLEADED WITH MY GUIDES AND ANGELS TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME SO I CAN AT LEAST HEAR THEM. DO I HAVE AN ENERGY BLOCKAGE OR A BELIEF THAT IS STOPPING THIS COMMUNICATION?

Part of your block is your perception that home in Spirit is different than your consciousness as you perceive yourself in earth. Home is truly not outside of yourself, not found in some place beyond you, and that is why in some ways those guides and angels are not able to connect to you. Your perception that they are your links to home or to a place beyond where you will find greater joy or happiness or freedom is to your detriment because of your attachment to that belief, and that is what it is, a belief. It’s a cherished belief, but it’s a belief.

If you choose to entertain the awareness that it might be possible for you to discover the experience of home within yourself, within your body, that would be for you a great soul achievement. Then your angels and guides could connect with you and celebrate with you and support you because you would no longer be seeking outside of yourself for what is truly not found there. Should you have succeeded in your suicide attempt you would not have found peace and joy and hope. You would have continued to remain in that place of seeking, of frustration, and of pain, and you would have been of even greater frustration and anger because you would no longer have had the vehicle of your body or nature and the earth to assist you, which is what she wishes to do if you allow her to support your consciousness to discover the home within and then to manifest it in the earth as your creation.

I AM CURRENTLY SEARCHING OR WAITING TO BE ALIGNED WITH MY PURPOSE. I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MANY CHANGES AND AM DEDICATED TO CONSCIOUSLY LIVE MY LIFE FULLY AND JOYFULLY. I AM CHANGING MY CAREER AND HAVE BEEN DEDICATED TO DEEPENING MY INNER CONNECTION AND LISTENING TO AND FOLLOWING MY HEART. MY PSYCHIC ABILITIES ARE AWAKENING, I AM BEGINNING TO CHANNEL WITH MORE CLARITY, AND MY DREAMS ARE POWERFUL AND INFORMATIVE. I WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR INSIGHT ON HOW I CAN WORK WITH THE PROCESS AND GET MORE INTO THE FLOW OF IT.

Sounds to us as if you are doing just that. Enjoy what you are doing. Your soul is in charge, and so you are cooperating with all those levels that are opening for you and making the changes so that you are integrating with those awareness levels. The new has not yet taken form completely so it is more of a gestation as well as a restructuring of consciousness so that the new will be created out of it.

You have many talents and many interests. They will not all be utilized in equal measure in every occasion of your future. Some will be used in one way, others will be used in a different way, but what you are doing is wonderful. It is in alignment with your soul and your unfolding. You have some work on other levels where you are participating with others, that is part of what your dream world reflects, so you are not inactive even though you may be in a void place. So carry on.

I KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE WHO SEEM TO BE WORKING ON ISSUES OF ABANDONMENT. WHY IS THIS SO PREDOMINANT?

It is a deep soul wound, and it is also a deep collective wound. It is one of the wounds that is most protected because it is hidden deep in the infant nature where he fear of abandonment resulting in death is woven deep into both the root chakra affecting the second, third, and fourth, and is oftentimes hidden by strong intellect or strong intuitive capacities that develop early in the child’s life. Abandonment, then, is something that surfaces when ones are able to get beyond the intellect or even the strong psychic senses and into the body’s memory codes.

In the 20th century, particularly, the way children were born and raised as infants basically hammered the wound of abandonment into the collective consciousness to a great degree. It is there so that those who are working to heal this can also heal it for the collective because it has been part of the separation consciousnesss or duality consciousness that is now transforming or transmuting as the union of Creator and creation (Spirit/Matter) become a new co-mingled alchemical third, or a new creation.

Those who are dealing with abandonment issues are assisting not only to heal separation fear within themselves, but also collectively. Look to the root chakra as the basic coiling of it with ramifications in the second, third, and fourth.