Small Group Sessions March 1998

I HAVE SEVERAL QUESTIONS ABOUT SOME OF THE MESSAGES ON THE LIGHTSMITH WEB SITE. FIRST, YOU HAVE SAID THAT WHAT WAS STARTED AND CONTINUES ON THIS PLANET IS AN “EXPERIMENT”:

WHY DO AN EXPERIMENT?

Experiment is a word that the mind understands, but in the process of Creator evolving within creation certain focuses of the pure emanation of Creator have certain intentions to evolve within matter and to seed many different frequencies and bring them all into a unified whole that births something new. That is what has been happening here.

SINCE EARTH IS “THE JEWEL”, WHY WAS THIS PARTICULAR EXPERIMENT CHOSEN AND WHY HERE?

Because this particular planet is designed with incredible love at the core, able then to weave and synthesize many different frequencies, focuses, and intentions and to then be the birth mother for what was to evolve out of this synthesis. There are other planets in the universe with a similar intention, but right now the vast repertoire of frequencies, intentions, thoughts, and aspects of the whole of creation wove together here and it is birthing. So there is a great amount of focus on this culmination or planetary birthing because there is something that never has been fully accomplished before is now coming about here.

WHY DOES THE EXPERIMENT N OT END FOR EACH OF US AFTER ONE LIFE TIME? WHY NOT AT 10 YEARS OLD AND THEN SPEND THE REST OF HUMAN EXISTENCE ON THIS PLANET AS CLEAN, WHOLE, AND CONNECTED BEINGS? WHY THE LONG PERIODS OF WANDERING AND WONDERING FOR MOST?

Because this is not a singular experience. You look at it as if you are the one doing the processing and the wandering and the forgetfulness, and yet it is the evolution of a consciousness that is far vaster. There is an intention that has woven into this consciousness and has found its way through the evolution of humans to their level of awareness in this time and then through them into a new unified whole consciousness. That is the plan, and to look at it from an individual ego standpoint and see one lifetime or a certain period of years is a small viewpoint. You would have to get into the eye of God and look and it and then you would understand.

WHY MAKE THE KEY(S) TO THE SECRET SO DIFFICULT AND EVEN TIME CONSUMING TO FIND?

It is all about frequency of consciousness, and if you have a certain openness and clarity of love and frequencies of joy through your body, then the “mysteries” are not withheld. They are not withheld from anyone. It is always available, but ones who focus into density and limitation and into certain belief structures that continue to wrap their reality and making them more real in the individual consciousness, then those frequencies are not opened or free flowing. They are limited, they are not accessible through certain limited denser thoughtforms, beliefs, experiences, and consciousness. So it is not made difficult, it is just that the collective has been dense and ones are individually opening and clearing, releasing, and transmuting those denser frequencies and opening what has always been available but not accessible.

IF WE CHOOSE THE PATHS THAT WE TAKE AND THE GOOD/BAD EXPERIENCES THAT WE ENCOUNTER, THEN WHY DOES THE GOD/SOUL WITHIN SOME PEOPLE CHOOSE TO MAKE DRAMATIC CHOICES THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO REASON THE FENFITS OF THAT A LESS DRAMATIC EVENT WOULD NOT ALSO HAVE TAUGHT? EXAMPLES: THE RAPE VICTIM, THE UNALTERABLY CONJOINED TWINS, OR THE MAN WHO IS BURIED ALIVE BY AN ACT OF NATURE. WHO CHOOSES THESE FATES, THE VICTIM? WHY?

You say “victim”, which says that you are not aware of the power of creation within the consciousness that is not only individual, but also within the whole of consciousness. The act of creating your experiences begins in belief or thought or awareness. So the act of experiencing a rape or experiencing death in a certain way begins far before that event. The event is the culmination, the result, a manifestation. It is preceeded by the consciousness, the thoughts, the beliefs, the focus, the intention, the patterns, etc. that have not been opened, and the fragmentation of self. So if one is a conjoined twin and is joined with another consciousness, they have an agreement in that body that is unified to experience something that their thoughts, their experience, has brought about. If you see it from a place of consciousness rather than only the results or the manifestations, then you see the power you have within your own awareness to change your thoughts and your deep unconscious beliefs by paying attention to what you are creating and then opening the door to the ability to choose again with awareness and enlightenment and change consciousness.

IF OUR EFFORT SHOULD BE TO “PROCEED”, THEN WHEN SHOULD WE ATTEMPT TO HASTEN THE PROCEEDINGS USING INTENTION, AND WHEN DO WE “ALLOW”? CAN ONE DIRECT TOO MUCH INTENTION TOWARD ONE THING?

Yes, you can direct intention toward one thing and it may not be in alignment with the greater, vaster evolution of consciousness that your body and soul is part of. It is wise to open and listen to different levels of your awareness to make as great an alignment as possible of personal intention with solar awareness. Soul awareness is aligned with the greater evolution of the whole of consciousness and your part within it. So if an intention feels as if you have to force it and work at it, then it is usually not in alignment. If your intention feels as if it is a frequency of empowerment or it feels strong within you and you have a certain joy with it and you can imagine it and it has a certain life, then it is in alignment. Intention that is in alignment with the vaster soul presence is not effortful to maintain.

COULD YOU PLEASE TELL ME AND MY FELLOW PATIENTS, WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME? WE KNOW WE MUST CHANGE OUR LIFESTYLE, AND MANY OF US LOSE EVERYTHING BECAUSE WE CAN’T WORK, BUT WE ARE BAFFLED AND CAN’T MAKE ANY SENSE OF IT. IS THERE A SPIRITUAL CURE?

There is ONLY a spiritual cure to this and other diseases of the immune systems in this time. Physical treatments can support the body to heal, but the true cure is a change of consciousness. That level of consciousness that needs to change is that which feels fear and defendedness that is a sort of vigilance at the gate of self where you have become so vigilant that the nervous system has become agitated and stays agitated and wears out the organs, particularly the adrenals, the pituitary, etc., which then depress the endocrine system and the immune system. Then you have a chronic condition such as chronic fatigue and chronic depression of the systems themselves, leaving you much more vulnerable as a result.

Vulnerability of a physical nature in this case is the result of over-vigilance in an earlier time, and that then has precipitated its counterpart. So open the door to that belief that you have to be vigilant, afraid, protected and defended, and realize that that is the essential illusion that needs to be faced and released.

Some who experience chronic fatigue also experience the manifestation of what you call candida. That is the depressed immune system that does not keep balance in the body of good friendly organisms and those that, in a sense, get out of control and decide to dominate. That is again part of the domination and defendedness. If you look in your consciousness at your past you may find that what is passing away is a sort of defendedness that has been keeping you isolated and safe. That is the nature of this consciousness in the body.

I HAVE BEEN ON QUITE A REGIMEN OF SUPPLEMENTS AND NON-TRADITIONAL HEALING SUPPORT. FRANKLY, I’M A BIT TIRED OF ALL THE PILLS AND EXPENSE. DOES THIS CONTINUE TO SERVE ME?

It has served your body because your body needed support to do the kind of shifting more quickly than they would have been able to do without the support. The bodies are shifing rather dramatically if you consider some of the patterns they carried for quite a few years of this life. So supporting them with substances, supplements, etc. has assisted them. There are no new rules, in a sense, that will be forever more. It is more an alignment with what you feel and what the body requires. Sometimes it will need more support as there is still shifting to be done. Other times it will need very little support and it will flow with the energies that are coming through you.

You will need to pay more attention to the life force, the animating force, and the balance of the electromagnetic fields in your daily life throughout the day. You are also coming to a greater level of support once the whole of the frequencies of the new design are woven in. You are supported at a new level of energy, and the body is supported as well.You are learning to listen more specifically, more immediately, and not to take prescription as your rule.

Supplements deal with the body. That is in response to the energy fields. Many people are not working with the consciousness and the energy fields, they work with the body. Then it takes longer. If you work with the energy fields, the consciousness, the beliefs, the structure, then the body responds. It is much more malleable and mobile and fluid than medical people give it credit for. They look at it as very dense and having to be cut open to be fixed. They do not see that consciousness and energy can heal even those things that are considered unhealable.