Small Group Sessions June 2002

I WAS INTRODUCED TO THE LABYRINTH WALKING MEDITATION LAST YEAR. OUR FAMILY JUST RECREATED ONE ON OUR LAND. IT FEELS QUITE ALIVE, AS THOUGH IT IS SOMEHOW CALLING TO US AS WELL AS BRINGING NEW SACREDNESS AND DEPTH TO HOW IT FEELS IN THAT SPACE NOW. I KNOW THERE IS A MODERN MOVEMENT TO CREATE MORE OF THESE. WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT?

The labyrinth is very old and is being brought forward and integrated now. These and other secret designs that have been given into humanity brings together heaven and earth, basically. It is a meeting place for the frequencies of light and the frequencies of matter. Wherever you walk these with intention and you trace the pattern with your body, with your awareness, with your consciousness, you become the merger, the meeting ground. So your own divinity and your own matter body experience become unified. You become more of the merged experience. It transforms duality and dissolves separation.

Do you understand the difference? When speaking of duality, you transform duality. When speaking of separation, it dissolves. Duality is a structure of consciousness that is within the material plane. It has been, in a sense, the primary matrix or grid on which consciousness has been formed. Therefore, you transform the matrix of consciousness. You transform duality into the matrix or web of life that you work with, which is not duality any longer. It is more a sense of an integrated whole or hologram of All That Is, and the meeting of Light and Love with Life in a whole different experience.

Separation is something that has been in the perceptual field of humans within the earth plane, which means that it has denied its divinity, its awareness of light and embodiment, or it has denied matter. It has denied one or the other, separate, you see. That dissolves. It does not transform, it dissolves.

DUALITY TRANSFORMS, SEPARATION DISSOLVES………

Yes, if you can consistently speak of it that way, you will find clarity proceeding, because there has been confusion among even those who speak of this or teach of this.

SO DUALITY IS A STRUCTURE, AND SEPARATION IS A CONCEPT?

Yes, a perception.

I’VE BEEN CONSCIOUSLY WORKING ON ACTIVATING MY DNA FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS. SINCE I BEGAN, I HAVE ON OCCASION EXPERIENCED WHAT SEEMS LIKE PART OF MY SOUL LEAVING AND BEING REPLACED WITH A DIFFERENT ASPECT. IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING PART OF THE DNA ACTIVATION PROCESS OR COULD IT BE SOMETHING ELSE?

The process of working in the levels of DNA is about activating certain codes and aspects of consciousness within the matter body that have been either bound or latent, or not activated, turned off. That which has been bound has often been bound through either ancestral experience and passed on to you, or your own personal soul past experience and passed on to this life. That can be unbound, and in the unbinding is a splitting apart of the old structures of consciousness, the old matrix, and that does feel as if some things leave, as if there is a separating out of some things that have been a part of you or part of your weaving of self.

There is also that which is then turned on, or activated, which calls forth greater and greater amounts of your own capacities for light and embodied light, and that brings in new aspects. It is perhaps more accurate to say that it lights up aspects that have always been present that are not fully on-line, rather like shining a light through a film that was not fully illumined before, and then embodying it or moving it into the frequencies of experience.

All people do some work at this level in the transformative process, because there is a frequency shift as greater and greater light or awareness dawns within the experience, and that is then lived, or the body then lifts its frequency to match the light within its experience. Some people who choose to do more direct work within the DNA are then also oftentimes doing work at the collective level. Some of what you experience, then, is not purely personal. It is also on behalf of opening certain sequences within the collective, or supporting the opening of certain awarenesses in the collective, vibrating them deeper into your embodied experience. But you are then doing so on behalf of the greater.

So, sometimes that work is quite intense and intensified because of the magnification of it moving out beyond you. That is a service on behalf of the whole that you have undertaken. It is also, at times, necessary to take breaks so that you can undertake and know what is personal to you beyond what is collective and to then have an awareness of what it is that you might need or want in order to create for yourself a greater, more fulfilling, personally embodied experience so that that, too, is within the collective.

ALONG WITH MANY OF MY SPIRITUAL FRIENDS WHO ALSO DO HEALING WORK, I AM RECENTLY EXPERIENCING A GREATER AMOUNT AND INTENSITY OF WHAT FEELS LIKE NEGATIVE OR CHAOTIC ENERGY IN MY BODY AFTER WORKING ON CLIENTS OR EVEN TOUCHING SOMEONE. THIS ENERGY (OR ENTITIES?) APPEARS TO BE SOMEWHAT SENTIENT, MOVING INSIDE THE BODY, SEEMINGLY AWAY FROM HEALING ENERGY THAT IS APPLIED AS REIKI OR OTHER ENERGY WORK. LATELY NOTHING SEEMS TO BE REMOVING IT, AND IT IS CAUSING ME MORE AND MORE PAINFUL JABS THAT FEEL LIKE CLAWS OR HOOKS. I’VE LOOKED INTO SACRED GEOMETRY CLEARING CODES TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING THAT IS MORE EFFECTIVE THAN THE TOOLS I HAVE USED IN THE PAST. CAN YOU GIVE ME MORE INFORMATION ABOUT THIS, WHAT CAN BE DONE TO REMOVE THEM AND PROTECT MYSELF, ETC.?

It is a time when those who have been involved in healing are now being asked to move to another experience of themselves. The question itself is coming from a perspective of self and a perspective of other, of being in this place of what can I do to remove them, or what can I do so I don’t take these on from someone else, what can I do? If the question can be reframed, and in reframing the question understand the context of what is being asked now…..go back to the message we gave earlier. You are not being asked to take more control. You are not being asked to have more control over these forces that you maintain are negative or entities. You are not being asked to do so. That is why it is not working.

So what happens then? The little self panics. The fears come up. If I cannot control these things that take control over me, then I am what? I am under another’s control? I am doomed? I am what? See, that fear, that place is what is surfacing; that place of feeling separate, that awareness that feels separate from the divinity of all that you are. That is the place. Surrender to the greater being that you are. Ask the people that you are working with to connect to that place as well. You do not even need to touch them. There is no need to touch another to bring about an awareness of wholeness, healing, balance, and all that is. There is only a need to shift the awareness, the perception, and then gradually to transform the dualities that have yet been living within the experience, the body. Transform the structure, dissolve the perceptions of separation.

The Creator within creation, that is who you are. The Divine Light and awareness within a human experience, that is who you are. Humanity and the material experience is awakening its awareness within your life, your body, your experience, and it is in a sense lifting up all those things that have been imbedded or bound. Then your being, the great light, the love that you work with and call forth in healing is perhaps chasing them away. Perhaps it is to dissolve, perhaps it is to leave. Do you understand? There is not a separation. Perhaps the place to look is that place that says ‘I have to control’.

[Additional reflection from Spirit: To us it is a place of where a person is sitting when they ask the question. If they are sitting in a place of saying these negative energies are coming into me, what can I do to protect myself, to transform them, what can I do…….that is a place that they are then sitting. And it is a place where there is still limitation, because they are not allowing their greater divinity to be present within that experience. They are containing their divinity within their identity. The containment again, the security. You can say I am Divine, it lives within me. I AM…….all these things you can say, but unless there is a surrender to the fullness of experiencing, of feeling of that experience, then there is a limit, a containment around it, a control of sorts. Anytime you are challenged and there is something that is not in your control, it is an opportunity to expand and surrender to the greater being that you are. At that time it is ‘go bigger’, expand, not control and protect more.]

I’VE HEARD MANY THEORIES ABOUT THE DISEASE OF AIDS SUCH AS THE US GOVERNMENT CREATED IT ACCIDENTLY, IT WAS TRANSMITTED BY MONKEYS, OR IT IS AN AFTEREFFECT OF THE ATOM BOMB. HOW DID AIDS REALLY COME ABOUT AND IS IT CAUSED BY THE HIV VIRUS?

Aids is a collective experience of a self-destructive turning against life. It is that which has been the anti-life energies that have tried to constrict, control, and then through a sort of abberation where it distorts into something that is against itself. It is in the collective awareness that that has been happening, and in the 20th century particularly there has been more and more and more of it.

It is a combination of factors. The intense projection of one part of consciousness against another, that split of consciousness that says I am good, I am white, I am superior, I am powerful, I am whatever, and you are less than, you do not deserve to exist. In whatever form; religious, government, political, monetarily, economic……all of those structures. Duality used the concept of separation and then split. So that is the consciousness that is manifested in the disease, and it is a virus that basically acts that way in the human body. It kills its host. It acts against life, and it does so quite efficiently.

Is it a result of the HIV? It is a mutation of the HIV. It is not a direct result, but it is a relative. It cannot be separated completely as some would like, and it cannot be collated completely as synonymous as some would like. It is a mutation. Certain people’s bodies mutate in that direction with HIV. Certain people’s bodies do not mutate in that direction with HIV. Do you understand? Part of it is consciousness within that particular individual. If their consciousness is transforming that old split and matrix, the duality and the perceptions of separation and the anti-life, then they are less likely to have the experience of it mutating. But it does mutate, do you see?

How did it come into the population as a whole? Two things. One is that it was designed, it was created by human intelligence. It was not just passed on from a monkey. It was created by human intelligence and perhaps was initially thought to be something that could be like biological warfare or some kind of destructive capacity in the populations that someone would like to control or decimate. There are many other such biological weapons, worse actually, that have been created or mutated in clinical settings to become even more difficult to eradicate. Yet it is that which is within the human consciousness as a whole that creates such things, and then calls it forth into experience.

So for people as a whole to blame and then project blame and be angry, and then to feel victimized by that which is outside of them, is to continue the split, continue the separation. Rather, go to that place where there is separation, that awareness, the belief, the perceptions, the consciousness, the concept of separation within that duality matrix and structures of either/or, good/bad, etc. etc. Then transform and dissolve within self. You are within the whole, within the collective, you are a part of the healing and the transformation of AIDS, of HIV, of all the rest of what has been created.

[note from Chris: The final two questions are from a person who was asking for personal assistance. I have included them because of the general information that may be helpful to others]

The first question was about the painful break-up of a relationship and related issues. This is the response that was offered:

The human experience wishes to hold on to forms that would give you a certain amount of what you perceive to be needed for fulfillment, and oftentimes then attaches to the person or the form of relationship that is perceived to be that fulfillment. In this time, where souls are being called forth to come to their greatest fulfillment or potential within this life, many things are being disrupted. Many things, even those that have been in the blueprints for the lifetime are being held up to the light and asked again is this necessary or needed now for this being that I am to embody in this time and this sequence. It’s as if there is a re-calibration of even that which has been brought into this lifetime.

So even at the beginning of your lifetime you may have had a feeling of this one coming into your experience, and then this one arrived and you had a sense of ah-ha, here he is and now we will come together, be together, work together, and grow together. And yet, in the splitting apart there is another way that your great spirit is now trying to enter your personal experience, enter your life, your body, personally. Our suggestion to you, even though it is very painful, is to trust that process. Trust you great spirit, trust your soul, and do not hold on or attach to outcomes in this time.

If you attach, even to the glimmer of hope that you will be together; that that form will be the way it will be, that person will be the person it will be, then you do not allow the depth of the transformation that you are being offered. It is painful, yes, to release the hold upon your dreams, and upon the person you wish to share your life with. Yet, in the release is the possibility of greater and greater embodied light, love, and fulfillment. Your soul did not bring you this opportunity in the middle of your life without promise of an even greater fulfillment than what was in the original plan that you opened into this life with. If you can trust that, you will move through this with greater grace, and you will find that the gifts that will be shared with you will be many. If you cannot do this and there is still that which wishes to hold and bind to this particular person and particular form of relationship with this person, then there may be some ways that you will find some challenges along this path. You will still grow, you will still learn, you will still open to more of who you are, but there may be more pain over the longer term.

[This second question is a distillation of many sub-questions that were asked]

WHAT IS MY LIFE’S PURPOSE. EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER MY LIFE HAS BEEN FILLED WITH DRAMA AND STRUGGLE. THIS PATTERN HAS BEEN WITH ME THROUGHOUT MY LIFE. I THINK I’VE HANDLED THINGS WELL, BUT I STILL FEEL IN THE BATTLE ZONE IN MANY RESPECTS. I’VE ALWAYS HAD BOSSES THAT HAVE BLAMED ME, FIRED ME, DISCIPLINED ME HARSHLY, AT TIMES WITHOUT CAUSE. I HAVE GROWN OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, YET ONCE AGAIN I AM IN A WORK SITUATION WHERE MY SUPERIORS ARE DEMEANING AND BELITTLING WHEN I FEEL I’M DOING MY BEST AND EVEN EXCEEDING MY PEERS. YET, ONCE AGAIN I AM BLAMED AND FACE LOSING MY JOB. WHY DOES THIS OCCUR? [SEVERAL OTHER ISSUES AND EXPERIENCES GIVEN, ALSO] WHY DO I CONSTANTLY SEEM TO SEEK TRANSFORMATION THROUGH SUDDEN CHANGES OF TRAUMA AND DRAMA.

That place of trauma and drama have been in the energy exchange system of the matrix or the grid of duality. The more there is a trauma, the more there is a certain energy exchange. Someone gets it, someone loses it. In your work situations, there are those who traumatize in order to depersonalize and disempower, or basically get energy from those who are losing it.

In your experience you are wanting to move beyond this whole matrix, and that is the only way out of it. The only way out is to step out of that whole matrix and into a sense of a place of love, of fullness and of embrace, but the embrace begins within. The embrace begins with the place of your own nature that has split off from another part of your nature. Often it is brought into the lifetime (not only in the lifetime, but brought in), old traumas, old places where there has been a loss of self, where it has been split apart and separation has occurred. Compassion and love is helpful as you applied it to your different settings and situations and it calls forth the highest within you, and it will unify those places that feel split apart. Continue to love. Our first teaching is always to embrace all of the experience within self, even the places which have been disowned. When you are being blamed by others, embrace that as well. Embrace the place in you that would perhaps feel like a victim, but if there is a victim then there is also the other side of that.

Duality always has both sides; it is a two, it is not a one. So if there is a place where you feel traumatized, is there a place within you that does not listen to your self completely? Perhaps it allows others to dictate what it is that you do; their expectations or what you perceive to be their expectations. It is very painful to move through this experience of the splitting of self and then to reconnect self, and then to realize that in that process you are transforming that gridwork of duality that most people find normal. The more you do it the more you feel different, not separated in the old sense but as if you are in a different reality than others who are not aware of this. And at the same time, you are plugging into the new place of allowing that illuminated light within life to light you up inside, to bring you from within you that which is your greatest joy and fulfillment. It is not dependent on anyone out there. It is not dependent on their being with you, on their liking you, on their being approving of you or your job. That is the illusion within duality, that who you are is dependent on an external reference point, and that is not true. As that awareness grows, which it is and will continue, you will find that your life simplifies. It simplifies along and around that alignment with your nature, your essence, your truth. You will find that there is a lot of joy that has been overshadowed by the drama and the trauma, little things that have been lost that will resurrect from within your experience and life. Some of that will begin, but part of your process right now is really letting go and surrendering.