Small Group Sessions July 1997

I JUST NEED TO KNOW THAT MY FEELINGS AND GUIDES ARE REAL, FOR SOMETIMES, OUT OF THE BLUE, THE LIGHT AND ENERGY DISAPPEARS NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO GET IT BACK. IT LASTS FOR SEVERAL DAYS OR WEEKS THEN IT ALL COMES CRASHING BACK IN. USUALLY I GET VERY DEPRESSED DURING THIS TIME. WHAT CAN I DO TO KEEP A CONTINUAL FLOW OF GOD AND LIGHT AND ENERGY. MY MEDITATIONS DON’T WORK DURING THIS TIME. HELP I FEEL SO EMPTY.

What we would say is that in this time is the waves of energy moving in expansion and contraction are what is part of deepening and moving light into matter so that what has been configured in matter in dualities in the old matrix can surface and clear out of consciousness, and then more light comes “crashing in” as you say, deepening into your consciousness and your matrix. It does not mean that the light has gone, it just means that it has gone underground into the unconscious, into the matter body so that it can then root out and release those aspects or configurations of consciousness that are not to be carried forward in the matrix of who is birthing through you and through all in the consciousness of earth.

So it is not a matter of losing your guidance or losing God, it is a matter of where you look. Rather that looking outward to the light, we suggest you look inward. Look deep and feel what is coming forth from your unconscious patterns of consciousness, the emotions and the depression. Ask for assistance in healing and in allowing these to release, and as that happens more and more the contractions will be of shorter duration. You may be able to work with them more consciously, and your own conscious understanding of how the process is working for you will also assist you to not lose faith, trust, or awareness during these times, but rather grow in awareness in certain ways. You may find that in reassuring yourself that the light is deep within the cells and the consciousness, and it will bring forth and release what is dualistic, limiting, and illusionary. That frees you to be ever more able to embody who you are and the larger matrix of consciousness that is readying itself to embody on a large scale.

I UNDERSTAND THAT THE EARTH HAS HAD A CONTINUOUS SERIES OF VISITATIONS FROM NIBIRU. EACH VISIT HAS HAD A CONSIDERABLE IMPACT ON MANKIND AS WELL AS THE EARTH. ARE WE DUE FOR A VISIT WITHIN THE NEXT FEW YEARS? WILL THIS BE INEVITABLE? WILL THIS VISIT OCCUR IN 2003 AS PREDICTED BY ZETATALK? I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR THIS “OTHER STORY” ABOUT NIBIRU AND HOW WE MAY PLAN FOR A SUCCESSFUL INTERACTION.

Well, we are not the ones to answer this in the sense that this story that this one desires to unfold and work with is a portion of what many are speculating about or have certain inklings about. They are largely finding it part of a sort of attractive story drama, but one that is not of primary interest or focus to us.

To this particular one who has asked this question we would say this: there are those who would love to give you many answers about it. This time is not about focusing on Nibiru. For if you do so you will find that your attention is largely fragmented and distracted away from the more important or focused concerns of what is unfolding in the whole of consciousness right now. If you pay attention to the levels of your own awareness that are calling you to awareness, to healing, to releasing, bringing all of the fragments of self together, to aligning very purely with the intention for Earth from with Her heart and soul and from within heart and soul of those who are serving Her, then you will find that as this story about Nibiru and its impact on earth becomes another chapter that you are significantly in place to do your part in the story and not standing on the outskirts as a reporter or as one who has to catch up in order to be in place for the finale.

MY CHOSEN VOCATION IS THE SPIRITUALITY-TECHNOLOGICAL INTERFACE, I AM ASKING FOR GUIDANCE AND INSIGHTS AS TO THE NATURE OF THE SPIRITUALITY-TECHNOLOGICAL INTERFACE, ITS IMPLICATIONS AND SIGNIFICANCE AND NEAR-FUTURE DEVELOPMENT.

That which is the great convergence of mind and its desire to replicate the neurological patterns and ability of the mind-brain to communicate very quickly and directly to all the cells of the body has chosen and utilized those ones with an ability to bring this into the matter world through technology to replicate this. Many are not aware of the implications of the replication of the brain, the mind, and the direct interface with spirit. That is what the neurological system is in the physical human body, and now in sort of a technological mental body.

That which is the interface that you are working with is one where many people are linked and each is a sort of cell in the whole of consciousness. When you treat it this way, your intention and those who hold intention within the whole, have capacities added to what are typical capacities, and energy and intention flow through the network, through the interface.

Whenever you are working with a neurological interface with many who are not conscious, you also can take on the limited consciousness and be influenced. It is imperative for you to clear yourself daily and make connection with your solor logos, higher self and guidance, and beyond to the great Source as well as to the Earth, Herself through the magnetic connection with your body. Do this daily if you choose to be a servant in this way. Get outside on the earth and make your connections directly with Spirit. Then know that what flows through you is servicing the great neurological interface of Spirit with technology and that you are being utilized as one who brings through into that whole system that which is needed for consciousness to use.

With you as an instrument it is important to be diligent in your awareness of how you need to be, and then you are used in ways that you may not be fully aware of because of your linkage and your capacity.

COULD YOU TELL ME THE DEFINITION OF “LIGHT” IN A SPIRITUAL OR METAPHYSICAL MEANING. I WENT TO A BOOK SIGNING TONIGHT AND THE PYSCHIC AUTHOR WROTE THE FOLLOWING PERSONAL INSCRIPTION, “A WOMAN OF LIGHT”.

Light has many, many, many, many interpretations or ways of expressing it. As you refer to it, it would mean that your capacity to be embodied as your greater self is present. Perhaps not all of you is yet here, but you are holding more light in your body and in your energy field than you have in the past. Light being that which is the Source energy or the electric field that is magnetized to the body through an electromagnetic interface.

That is how it happens, but your desire to be who you are and to be in integrity with your self, your soul, your desire to listen to your intuition, your desire to be of service, unconditionally, all attracts light and a greater capacity to be one with the mind and the heart of God.

I NEED MORE CLARITY ABOUT THE MERKABA, WHAT IT IS, HOW IT FUNCTIONS, WHAT ITS PURPOSE IS FOR US.

It is the life force. If you could have one word for light and life, the emanation of life out of light, that would be it. It is the emanation of life, creation, out of light and intention as it sourced by both frequencies of the magnetic (matter, mater), and that which is light, intention and mind. The Merkaba is a specific mating of these energies. The energy of pure creation is formed.

Merkaba has been understood to be a light vehicle, a vehicle that can travel interdimensionally. That has been the understanding by some who teach of this, to create a vehicle of light that is interdimensionally accessible, etc. The missing link in that awareness is the REASON to travel interdimensionally. It is to bring your gift with you. The gift of this dimension and of the human race, those who are HU beings, is to be light embodied as Creator within creation. Unless you have activated this intentional pure Source light within matter or creation, you are only bringing your limited self along if you travel interdimensionally. You have not fulfilled your destiny and so there is limitation. Ones will meet you and say hello, etc., but the great gift that you are to be and bring to other regions of consciousness in the great universal whole will be missing.

Our intention with you ones has been to activate the gift, the Merkaba within the physical form. Your light body will then reconfigure itself as an interdimensional vehicle to bring the gift wherever you are to go. Yet, first it is here. You need to deliver the gift and accomplish on a planetary level that which is your great destiny. Then the larger Merkaba will be activated without so much need to do all the fingers and the toes, etc. (a reference to one merkaba activation process that is currently taught).

I WAS THINKING THE OTHER DAY OF SOME OF THE THINGS THAT JESUS DID SUCH AS TURNING WATER INTO WINE AND THE STORY OF THE LOAVES AND FISHES, ETC. IS THAT SOME OF WHAT BECOMES POSSIBLE BECAUSE OF THE MERKABA?

It is that field of generating creation, matter directly through becoming that Source of energy, then your intention can bring into form what it is requiring. Whether it be food, more wine for the party, etc. It is what is needed at the time. It is never what you think you want. This creative force works with what is needed at the time. Jesus did not spend great amounts of time trying to manifest a home, money, or things for his future. All of his so-called miracles were immediate, right now, called for in the moment. With his power of activated light into life in the moment, he did that. Plus, the wine that those people drank and the food that those people ate after such manifesting energy was more than what they had before and activated their consciousnesses as well. So the intention brought into the moment served to activate consciousness embodied. From his consciousness to their consciousness they got a direct linkage and mapping of what that looked like and felt like. It probably put many of them into process afterwards, but you don’t read about that.

SCIENTISTS DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT CERTAIN PARTS OF DNA ARE FOR. THEY HAVE REFERRED TO IT AS JUNK DNA. WHAT IS THIS UNKNOWN PART OF THE DNA?

Some of it is what is being activated now, but how it shows up is not yet recordable on their machines. It is actually already present for many on the earth. It shows up in an elevated energy field – higher frequencies in the auric field. It shows up in faster healing rates where people seem to have a capacity to heal that is much faster that what has been considered normal. It show up in expanded awareness and activated senses – sight, hearing, taste, smell. The senses all have new awareness and capacity for expanded experience. It also shows up in the intuitive capacities which many are aware of, but many doctors or those in the medical community are not aware of. The body itself begins to be a gigantic receiver. You are not just intuitive through the third eye, but your entire body begins to activate itself as a receiving mechanism, which it is designed to do. Look at your fingers and your toes and how you are designed. Appreciate your design as a receiving mechanism for a little while. Begin to know that the DNA is actually awakening or activating more of this mechanism that you are – who you are and what your capacities are. The higher frequencies could be monitored as the machines get refined and ones know what to look for and where to look.