Small Group Sessions January 8, 1999

THANK YOU FOR THE PREVIOUS GUIDANCE YOU GAVE ME THAT HAS HELPED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SON. HOW CAN I BEST ASSIST HIM TO EVOLVE WITH ME AS WE CHANGE WITH MOTHER EARTH IN THIS TIME?

The more you are in relationship with this one in a way that listens to who he is, he will communicate to you when he needs a certain kind of support. It is important for him to also listen himself to the earth, to his own guidance, feelings, and intuition, and to be able to do that in a space which he feels is sovereign or particularly his. At times he will need to be quiet and not so much sharing as he gestates his own inner awareness. Do not pry at those times, let him be in his own space. At other times he will birth and come forth and need support to bring things into form or articulate them, or move into a new endeavor. Then you will know what is your part.

Honor his process as he honors his own, and at times just allow him to do what is in him to do. It will not look so much like there is anything happening on the external, but there will be much on the internal plane.

I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF I SHOULD GO THROUGH WITH A KNEE OPERATION THAT IS PLANNED?

Surgical procedures can be of assistance to move certain areas of injury or discomfort into a greater way to heal. Without the surgical procedures the healing would take longer or not heal in a certain way, so surgery is not a bad thing. It is important to bring the emerald green healing light into the etheric area of the body that is surgically worked with so that the etheric body also heals and there is not a wound that is open or unhealed on that level. Asking your guides and those who assist you in healing can help as well as visualizing the emerald green working with you to heal this area.

MY FIANCEE DIED IN A SUDDEN CAR ACCIDENT AND VISITED ME IN DREAMS FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS AFTER HIS DEATH. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I CANNOT HAVE ANY MORE DREAMS OF HIM. IN ONE OF THE LAST DREAMS WE WERE HUGGING TIGHT AND HE SAID HE HAD TO GO BECAUSE “THE BEAUTY WILL BE ANGRY”. A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WAS ALSO HIS FRIEND AND HE VISITED HER ONE NIGHT WHILE SHE WAS MEDITATING. SHE ASKED HIM TO VISIT ME AND HE SAID HE WAS VERY VERY BUSY, BUT WOULD NOT ANSWER WHAT HE WAS DOING. HOW CAN I CONTACT HIM? WHY DID HE VISIT MY FRIEND AND NOT ME?

Initially he did not complete his transition to the other side. It was sudden for both of you, so he remained with you in the astral plane for several months. Then he needed to continue to move into the light, which he called THE BEAUTY. It would not be angry, but it was as if he did not leave at that time then the doorway would not be open any longer and he would lose an opportunity to make a complete transition.

Once he is on the other side he is very busy for a period of time. The only reason he could visit your friend was to give some kind of assurance that he was still alive, still present, but is not able yet to be more available until he moves through the completion of the life he has lived. As he does that there will be a sense of relief and release. You, too, will need to go through a release of this one as you have known him, for he is metamorphasizing beyond the life to be more true to who he is, his spirit. The one who comes to visit you will be him, but will not be the same as the one that you loved so much, for he will have already processed much of his life and will not be attached or connected in the same way. Love remains, the heart connections remain.

He will return when he can, but sometimes it takes several months until the their work on the other side is completed with the processing of the life, and then they can make visits with angelic support holding the gates open for them between the human plane and the spirit plane.

I HAVE PAST AND CURRENT EVENTS IN MY LIFE THAT I DESIRE TO RELEASE, VANISH, OR TRANSFORM AND I AM WANTING TO CLEAN OUT MY BELIEFS AND EMOTIONS TO ALLOW LOVE TO BE MY MOTIVATION IN THIS LIFE AND ATTRACT EVENTS THAT ARE OF JOY. ANY SUGGESTIONS?

There are several ways to go about this. One is to realize that your beliefs and the way that you create your life around them is always manifesting in your life or your current experience. So you can go from your experience and then to the belief underneath the experience or within it. Another way is to begin to affirm love and joy, and begin to move in that direction creating loving experiences for yourself, at least one each day. Create joyful experiences or open to those experiences, even if it is brief open the door to those experiences. Let yourself then, with the influx of love and joy, illuminate that which is of illusion, separation, or adaptation that may have been part of the conditioning from your own past as well as the culture as a whole.

THERE IS A PLACE IN ARIZONA THAT IS IN MY HEART WHERE I BELIEVE THAT I BELONG. THE OPPORTUNITY IS THERE FOR ME TO RELOCATE, HOWEVER MY FAMILY IS CURRENTLY ROOTED IN THE NORTHWEST. SHOULD I STAY OR GO?

The decision is ultimately yours, we can only offer perspective. Your pull to this place is very real. It may not happen in the immediate future, but you can begin to go there as if you begin to create a base there that opens you to then bringing the rest of your family with you in the timing in which all are able to move. Do not let go of the opportunity, but rather bridge it for a time because those in your family need a little more transitioning than you yourself do. It is wise to allow them to do so, or there will be resistance and perhaps energies that will not be in harmony, and this is not necessary.

I HAVE NOTICED THAT OVER THE LAST SEVERAL YEARS THERE IS A GREAT GRIEF THAT IS COMING INTO MY CONSCIOUSNESS. SOMETIMES IT IS ALMOST OVERWHELMING AND IT COMES AT THE MOST UNEXPECTED TIMES. IT IS HARD TO DETERMINE WHAT IT IS CONNECTED TO, AND I AM WONDERING IF IT IS LEFT OVER FROM UNRESOLVED GRIEF I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN THE PAST OR IF IT IS A RESULT OF A DEEPER KNOWLEDGE, ON AN UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL, REGARDING A CURRENT SITUATION?

The grief is an outpouring, primarily from the past. Rather than allowing to gush forth, in a sense, and to be completely emotionally released, there are two things we would suggest since much of it is from the past. One is to bring in a great amount of unconditional love and add the violet current to the pink or rose light that you bring into your heart. Let the violet current transmute some of the energy of the grief so it is not so large or so much. Do the same with the chakra above your head, the higher self chakra, so that anything that is the soul wound area ,where the soul has carried in memories, can also be cleansed and healed. You will find that tears at times are healing, but if it grows into very very traumatic crying then you are not helping the process and it begins to hurt you.

Grief is an emotion that if it is not brought within a great amount of love it will damage the body. The immune system begins to suffer, and the body will not work as well on a cellular level. So when grief is held in the body for a long time or is processing through the body with a great deal of pain, then the body does not know how to process it without breaking down to some degree. To avoid that, the pink, rose, and violet light are helpful.

SEVERAL PIECES OF INFORMATION HAVE COME TO ME OVER THE LAST 4 MONTHS. I WAS GIVEN A DEEP BLUE STONE IN A GUIDED MEDITATION BY AN ASCENDED MASTER A PRESENCE SEEMED TO START MATERIALIZING IN MY LIVING ROOM WHILE I WAS DECREEING, WHICH SCARED ME SO MUCH IT WENT AWAY. I WAS TOLD BY A PERSON THAT A CERTAIN ASCENDED MASTER HAD LEFT HIS CALLING CARD, SO TO SPEAK. THE I WAS GIVEN INFORMATION TO PASS ON TO OTHER PEOPLE, BUT I AM WITHHOLDING THIS FROM ONE PERSON. I WANT TO MANIFEST THE WILL OF THE I AM THROUGH EVERY CELL IN MY BODY AND CONSCIOUSNESS AND BELIEVE THIS COULD BE HELPED THROUGH WORKING WITH THE MASTERS. HOWEVER, THIS WORK ON A MORE CONSCIOUS OR TANGIBLE LEVEL HAS NOT STARTED. ANY SUGGESTIONS TO ELIMINATE THE FEAR THAT SEEMS TO GET IN THE WAY SOMETIMES?

Fear is in the cells of the body and it is not something that you can eliminate or erase immediately or at will. It rises up in waves as the light penetrates deeper and deeper. So when it surfaces or is triggered, then is the opportunity to breathe it through your body as if you are breathing deeply into yourselves and releasing the fear out of the body and out of the cellular memory. Bring in the great unconditional love of the universe to support the child aspect that is frightened, and then also bring in the violet to assist you to clarify the cellular memory and the solar memory of times in the past when mastery was attained or nearly attained but then there was some repercussion given the kind of consciousness that was yet dominant in the collective.

I WAS 18 WHEN THE FIRST EARTH DAY HAPPENED IN 1970. A LOVE FOR THE ASTONISHING BEAUTY AND COMPLEXITY OF THIS PLANET APPEARED IN ME FULLY FORMED THAT HAD NOT BEEN THERE BEFORE. IT TURNED INTO A PARALYZING DESPAIR ABOUT THE DEVASTATION AND SUFFERING THAT IS HAPPENING TO EARTH AND ALL OTHER SPECIES. I FEEL A DEEP SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY AND FEEL LIKE I HAVE COME HERE TO DO SOMETHING SPECIFIC, BUT CAN’T SEEM TO GET BEYOND FEELING THE TERRIBLE SUFFERING ALL AROUND ME. WHAT CAN I DO TO TRANSMUTE THE ANGUISH INTO ACTION? HOW CAN I CONNECT TO THE EARTH IN A WAY THAT WORKS FOR ME? WHY DID I START SOBBING WHEN I READ ABOUT THE WOMAN’S EXPERIENCE LIVING IN THE TREE?

It is a complex answer, but we will try to be brief. What you identify with in the earth is also reflected deep within your own experience. What you see happening in the earth, the beauty, the complexity being destroyed by the insensitive, dominant culture, that has also been done to you both in this life early on as well as in other times. So the anguish is your own memory surfacing. The earth herself is no longer feeling such anguish. She is already moving into a certain action mode and is transforming rapidly, energetically, consciously, and physically, as are all on the planet who are choosing to be with her.

Your choice to be with her does not necessarily mean you have to suffer pain, hers or your own. It just means that you are healing and releasing just as she has, that which has been the experience of the insensitivity and the cruelty that has resulted from separation, the earth, matter aspect from spirit and soul aspects. As they merge together, and they are merging together, there is a great joy. The earth is now lifting joy into the experience of those who partner with her because joy is to be created in the earth. You cannot act in anger or anguish except to create that again from that place within that has not yet healed. So open to healing. Bring great love from the Earth Mother, from the great Divine Mother, from all your guides and those that serve you, and open to receive healing in your hearts of hearts where the hurt and the wounds have been living so that they might heal and you might then be free to experience the joy.

I HAVE GREAT AFFINITY FOR THE TIMES OF ANCIENT EGYPT AND PARTICULARLY WITH REGARD TO THE TEMPLE CITY THAT WAS KNOWN AS HELIOPOLIS IN GRAECO-ROMAN TIMES. CAN YOU SHED SOME ADDITIONAL LIGHT ON THIS FASCINATING PLACE AND WHAT MIGHT BE BEHIND MY INTEREST IN IT?

Many people moved through that place either on a path of initiation to become more aware, enlightened, and embodied in that way, or to be in some way able to experience more of what was possible with the dynamic consciousness that was in certain levels of the collective at that time. You are one of those who happened to choose this as a life experience. You came about the age of 18, stayed for 20 years, and allowed yourself to grow in many of the different skill areas as well as awareness or conscious areas of that time. All of the truth that was known at that time was not fully able to be illuminated in the world at that time, so certain people came through it and taught out in the world and certainly influenced the world in great measure. But many others were not able to bring what they knew out into the world to integrate it, so it stood as sort of a place apart, just as there have been numerous places apart such as mystery schools, mountain tops, etc., throughout history that have served in different ways to do the same kind of thing.

By going back there in consciousness with your own memories you may remember certain things, and now is the time to begin to integrate them in the world at large rather than in only a place of great peace and harmony.

MY LIFE WENT FAIRLY SMOOTH UNTIL THE PAST 5 YEARS. NOW IT SEEMS THAT EVERYTHING I DO TURNS OUT BAD. I GOT DIVORCED FROM A MAN THAT WAS FAIRLY STABLE AND ENDED UP MARRIED TO SOMEONE WHO HAS A LOT OF EMOTIONAL UPS AND DOWNS. ALSO, MY PERSONAL HEALTH IS FAILING AND I AM IN A GREAT DEAL OF PAIN ALMOST ALL OF THE TIME. IS THIS KARMIC? DO YOU HAVE ANY ADVICE FOR ME?

Your path right now is one of bringing your energy back into yourself and allowing your partner’s energy to also go back to himself. You have been woven together in a certain way that does have some karmic implications or incompletes from the past that you are working to complete, but number one is that you need to begin to be sovereign in your own field. Use the violet ray to purify and clarify thoughts and emotions that do not belong to you. Heal your second chakra which has been not functioning very well, and begin to listen to your own heart again.

Part of the problem began in childhood where there were not very good boundaries in your family of origin, so your field is not very stable and you are relying on your former husband’s field for stability. The challenge now is to create stability for yourself, and that means to heal your field, your outer membrane, your chakra system, and to release the pain that has been present. It is not all yours, but you do not know how to filter or keep things out because that was not taught and was not the way your family system worked.

I AM A 22 YEAR OLD FEMALE. WILL MY MARRIAGE LAST? WILL I HAVE CHILDREN? AM I HEALTHY? DO I HAVE A SICKNESS?

We are not fortune tellers . We do not give the future. Our purpose is to assist people to become more whole, more integrated in who they truly are, and to make decisions based on that which they grow within themselves. You are young, and you are opening to your own inner knowing. You will create a life based in your own soul wisdom as well as the choices that you make that are either in harmony with that or not in harmony with that. Our best advice to you would be to spend some time each day letting go of expectations of your life, and letting yourself listen to what is the innermost feelings about what would bring you joy and fulfillment in this life. Rather than expectations from outside of yourself from others or your own mind, instead listen more closely to what is true for you, and you will begin to discern that more easily.

A FRIEND OF MIND HAS DEVELOPED HER OWN SYSTEM OF MUSCLE TESTING, AND AS SHE HAS REFINED IT SHE SEEMS TO BE GETTING CLEARER AND MORE VALID INFORMATION FROM WHAT SHE CALLS GUIDANCE. WHEN SHE WAS SHOWING ME HOW IT WORKS I GOT A FEELING THAT IT WAS YOUR GROUP. DO YOU COMMUNICATE TO AND THROUGH OTHER PEOPLE IN OTHER WAYS? IN THIS CASE, IS IT YOU?

You are personalizing us, which cannot happen. We are a state of being and a dimensional level of mastery that is available to many. We are a larger group that those that are speaking now, because we reconfigure all the time according to what is called for. We are working with many in the earth at this time, and so the familiarity may be felt when you work with someone who is accessing the same levels of guidance and mastery of this particular dimension we come from.

WHAT ABOUT THE THEORY THAT WE CAME FROM ADAM AND EVE? THAT SEEMS TO CONTRADICT WHAT IS FOUND IN INFORMATION PRESENTED ON THE LIGHTSMITH SITE.

Adam and Eve is a myth, a story that explained creation. It was part of an oral tradition of a particular culture, and is not necessarily the truth just as other traditions of the world also have certain creation stories and myths that are quite different and quite unique from one another. Not all of them have an Adam and Eve.

If you studied the original stories and myths of the world about the origin of the earth, nature, people, light, and the universe, etc., and opened your eyes, your ears, and your body, you would feel what it was that was being passed on. Do not take it through the mind, which is the way the linear-trained mind wants to take anything that is written down and make it a truth. The oral tradition is a physical, visceral, sensual experience where there is something being passed on far more than words. Listen for that is the story, receive that. It is easier if you listen to it than if you read it, because your mind will not translate it the same way.

WHAT IS THE STORY OF STONEHENGE?

One of the older cultures was one of very astute astronomers, and astrologers in some ways, making predictions based on the alignment with the stars and the cycles of the planets, earth, moon, etc. They needed ritual space and so they created a space, a circle of stones, on a particular vortex at a crossing of ley lines in the earth’s grid so to carry out certain rituals that were in alignment with the stars, the planets, and the cycles of the earth. So those stones were brought to that place. There were physicists and metaphysicians that would solve problems, just as you work on problems that you do not know how to solve. One of those problems was how to erect and move such massive stones, and they did accomplish this. It was not space beings that came and did that. That takes away from the human ability to create, given a challenge.

PLEASE HELP ME FIND TRUE LOVE, I AM READY TO BLOSSOM AND BLOOM. YET I AM CAST INTO A DEEP HOLE BY THOSE IN MY LIFE, AGAIN AND AGAIN. I TRY TO EXPRESS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND KINDNESS, BUT THAT WHICH RETURNS IS OFTEN JEALOUSY, OFFENSIVENESS AND UNKINDNESS. I HAVE AN ABILITY TO HEAR THE UNKIND REMARKS AND JUDGMENTS OTHERS SAY BEHIND MY BACK. I FEEL SO ALONE WITHOUT A KINDRED SPIRIT. I NEED TO FIND COMMUNITY SUPPORT AND WISH TO JOIN WITH MY TWIN FLAME. CAN YOU TELL ME WHERE TO TURN FOR SUPPORT?

Your heart needs a little more protection before you, in a sense, get it from outside of you. That protection is a certain amount of realization that love does not necessarily mean being kind to those who hurt you. That is a false form of love. Love means you protect that which is a treasure. You do not cast your pearls before swine, as Jesus once said. You treasure your own heart and love yourself to such a degree that when ones would cast their own projections upon you, you will stand and say no that is not true. And you will walk away if they are not able to receive the truth of what it is that they are saying for themselves. It is not about you, do not take it in. Do not let it wound you. Begin to offer yourself the love of protection and the love that says no to others who cast their own unhealed portions out to others rather than healing themselves.

Once you love yourself so much that you can stand and not take on these things, and you know that you are worth far more than what anyone would say differently, then you will attract all of those ones to you who are of genuine, unconditional love as well as a partner that would also be able to love you for who you are.

CAN YOU SHED ANY LIGHT ON WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ELIZABETH CLAIRE PROPHET. HER MENTAL HEALTH HAS DECLINED BECAUSE OF EPILEPSY. WHY DOES SHE SAY THERE IS ONLY ONE MESSENGER OF GOD? I SPENT 11 YEARS TUNED IN TO HER TEACHINGS, BUT I WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO ENTER IN. I WAS ONLY JUDGED FOR BEING A SINGLE PARENT AND POOR. I FOUND MUCH TRUTH BUT REMAINED ALONE. WHERE IS THE COMMUNITY I CAN UNITE WITH?

The truth in that place was not and is not lived. Truth that is not integrated or not lived in love is not of great assistance. You might find truth, but if it is not applicable in the lives and the behavior of those that are speaking it, then do not open your heart completely to those prophets because they are not from the level of love that would assist you to grow and would assist you to implement and integrate. There is a distortion there. The distortion is now evidenced in the physical deterioration. Not so much that all of what came through is not of value, but people can speak without integrating, living, or knowing that which is a whole of truth. You are growing beyond anything that they have taught you, and you are now opening to a greater truth and a greater wisdom. Your integrity has always been much more intact than many who joined this particular group, and so you will live and grow and open to a greater wholeness than anything that was taught or experienced in that group.

PLEASE COMMENT ON MORAL ISSUES, METAPHYSICAL CAUSES, AND TREATMENT OF PEDOPHILIA (SEXUAL ATTRACTION TO CHILDREN).

It is more complex than we can answer in this form, so we will make a brief answer that is not the fullness of it. Pedophilia usually comes from childhood when a person is not allowed to open their developmental nature and there is someone who is wrapped around the person, their space is not allowed to be sovereign. Someone is in an emeshment so that there is not an ability to evolve and develop in the way that the soul is designed to, so there is an immaturity that remains in certain areas.

What is intended to happen at puberty is that either the male or female template drops into place. It comes into the body and you begin to mature into the feminine or the masculine, male and female, man and woman aspects. If that does not drop in because certain aspects of the developmental nature are not evolved enough to receive it or there are other disturbances, then there is a child-like quality that does not open completely to maturity and it is attracted to children. Because there is a physical maturity with a sexual ability and organs, then that translates to the attraction.

It needs developmental healing and a separation from either of the parents. It is usually the mother that has kept the development from progressing.

I CAN SEE SPIRIT AND TUNE INTO ENERGIES, ALTHOUGH I HAVE NOT YET REACHED THE POINT IN MY EVOLVEMENT WHERE I CAN VERBALLY CHANNEL MY GUIDES AND TEACHERS. I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO DO READINGS ON MYSELF, SO I WISH TO KNOW WHAT RAY I’M ON AND MY PURPOSE THIS TIME. ALSO, IN THIS LIFE I HAVE A LOT TO DO WITH FAERIE FOLK AND CREATING WITH COLOR. COULD YOU ELABORATE A LITTLE?

When it is difficult to get information for self, usually it means that your own channel to your heart is not as open as it could be. Open your own heart to yourself rather than only to others, and the indwelling wisdom will inform you of all of what you ask us. If we or another person gives you the answers you might discover when you open this channel for yourself that your own information is so much more precise and filling for you that whatever we or others would give you would even seem false in comparison.

You are one who has a great capacity for joy, for delight, for a sensuous embodied experience. The faeries will only choose people in earth who have a certain innocence and purity of heart as well as an ability to relate in a childlike delight or wonder. They will not open to anyone else because like attracts like and they will not open.

Yes, you have this capacity. It is a ray that is not just out in star country, so to speak, but it is very woven with the earth and your nature. So let your earth aspects open you to your own inner wisdom and knowing and your heart channel. Listen to your own inner wisdom. Ask your questions and listen, and you will begin to sense things that you know to be true. Once you know this for yourself you may find that your knowing for others also changes so that there is a sense of empowerment as you are with others so that they might know more for themselves.

I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MY VIBRATIONAL NAME AND THE VIBRATIONAL NAME OF MY SPIRITUAL FRIEND THAT IS HELPING ME FROM THE ASTRAL PLANE. ALSO, DOES SHE HAVE ANY MESSAGE FOR ME AT THIS TIME?

We can ask for the name of the guiding presence, but your own spiritual name is another matter. It needs to be given through one in a human body as an initiation and cannot be given directly through us. So you could ask this one (Michele) to call it in with your assistance, but it is also usually given in terms of a certain frequency in which you begin to open greater gifts and capacities within yourselves.

Alora is the name of the one that you are working with. She says that she usually gets most of her messages through to you either in the night time or in the morning especially when you wake up and you have insights and awarenesses to things that you were thinking about. If you look at your life you will see that there is quite a bit of flow where if you wanted to keep track you could ask your questions and find that the answers flow into your experience pretty easily. There is no message at this time except to continue to open to receive.

I HAVE BEEN ON THE PATH FOR MANY YEARS. I HAVE STUDIED MANY ASPECTS OF SPIRITUALITY AND ONENESS WITH GOD. HOWEVER, IN MY DAILY MEDITATIONS I FEEL I AM NOT MAKING CONNECTION. HOW CAN I MANIFEST INWARDLY THIS KNOWLEDGE AND TEACHINGS?

Knowledge and teachings have to integrate with the human aspects. Usually when meditation begins to falter it is because an aspect of the human nature of feelings, emotions, beliefs, patterns, conditioning, or structures need to surface and transform. It goes hand-in-hand that the more you open to light and love then the more you open to a release of what no longer serves you. Go deeper in your feeling nature. Look at what triggers you in every day experiences. Look at that with love, opening it to patterned ways of being conditioned as a child and begin to ferret out certain habits, beliefs, or ways of responding that are conditioned rather than true to yourself. Integrate what you already know at a deeper level of your self, your humanness, and then another level will open.

A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO I WAS SITTING DOWN TO EAT WHEN I VERY SUDDENLY FELT NAUSEOUS AND HAD TO GO AND LIE DOWN. I STARTED SHIVERING UNCONTROLLABLE WITH COLD. I HAD DRANK HOT TEA AND HAD 5 BLANKETS ON TOP OF ME. MY HUSBAND EVENTUALLY LAY DOWN NEXT TO ME. HIS BODY HEAT HELPED ME AND I FELL ASLEEP THE NEXT MORNING I FELT SHAKY BUT FINE. WHAT CAUSED THIS CRISIS?

The symptoms that you have given are symptoms of a classic psychic attack where there is a cutting off of your energy flow from above you or below you. This one seemed to be from below you, usually a shamanic kind of training. Your being is strong enough to coalesce the energy that you need. You could strengthen your connection with the earth mother and open to a greater sense of violet light protection in your field. It may not have been specifically aimed at you, but you may have been receptive for some reason to certain practices in your vicinity or area. You might need to be aware that you need to bolster and strengthen your vertical connections in both directions and periodically clear your field, your house, and stay aware of that, without fear. We are not intending to trigger fear, it is just a matter of staying conscious.

ON AN EMOTIONAL LEVEL I FIND THAT LATELY MY HUSBAND’S IRRESPONSIBILITY WITH MONEY HAS CAUSED ME AN ENORMOUS DISAPPOINTMENT. I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS IS REFLECTING TO ME ABOUT MYSELF. HOW DO I GET THIS FROM THE SUBCONSCIOUS TO THE CONSCIOUS, OR AM I ASSUMING TOO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT OTHERS DO THAT DOES NOT NECESSARILY RELATE TO ME?

What relates to you is your reaction to what happens in your life. If you are triggered by someone’s supposed irresponsibility, then there usually is a projection of some kind of a desire or need to relax responsibility that has not been listened to. In a sense there may be an aspect of you that takes too much responsibility, feels a bit overburdened by that, and is not allowing yourself to have as much relaxation, joy, irresponsibility, spontaneity, play, etc. When that need is not listened to you may be upset with someone else. Balance in the nature is always what a soul will work toward. If there was an imbalance in your early childhood, and you were patterned to be one way or another, then you will match with the other. Responsible people often match with irresponsible people because it is the flip side of one aspect of needs that are not in balance, so they try to balance each other. Look to those places that are the place in you that is not in balance. You may not even know that if it was programmed that way in childhood.

I HAVE A CLOSE FRIEND THAT HAS RECENTLY EXPERIENCED THE DEATH OF HIS MOTHER AND HIS BEST FRIEND. THIS PERSON WILL NOT ALLOW HIMSELF TO BELIEVE IN A LIFE BEYOND THIS ONE. IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP HIM OPEN UP TO THE ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES?

It is his soul struggle in this time to move beyond a material, humanistic focus and to open to a larger spiritual awareness of his own as well as the greater spiritual awareness of the whole. His challenge is through losing two people to spirit where he feels as if they are gone and just vanished, and that there is no more existence beyond the human life where he has known them. He may find that the suffering he experiences by believing this and keeping that door locked will eventually open him to a place where his soul is focusing to bring him to a sort of transformation and learning and growth in this life, but right now it is through this dark passageway that he has chosen to access that awareness.

IS JESUS (SANANDA) THE SON OF GOD IN THE SENSE FATHER, SON AND HOLY SPIRIT, OR IN THE SENSE THAT WE ALL ARE CHILDREN OF GOD?

It is easier if you see him as an elder brother and that you are all children of a
Great Spirit, or God the Father, and a great Mother, Earth, that has birthed the physical bodies into which your souls have come, just as Mary was the physical mother for Jesus. You are ones who have capacities far beyond what you have allowed yourselves to open to, express, or experience. Jesus did not allow cultural conditioning to keep his potential hidden, and it therefore blossomed and he was able to show others what was possible by opening his own Great Spirit into the body and allowing the body to then also be transformed, frequency wise, so that it could then transform others. He has a great amount to teach and show others, not as the only son of God but as an elder brother who said see if I can do it you can do it and you can do it even better.

WHAT DID JESUS MEAN WHEN HE SAID THAT NO ONE GETS TO THE FATHER IF NOT THROUGH HIM?

Those words were highlighted by a church that chose certain scripture passages that were written down and altered and took out other ones so that they could keep a certain amount of control. If you then translate it as except through Jesus and the church that represents Jesus, then you would also get a certain amount of awareness that there was manipulation of what passages got to be in scriptures and which ones didn’t. However, the passage message is that Great Spirit or the spirit of your own heart and soul is available to you through the I AM presence that he also was speaking from. When he said except through me he was not speaking as a personal Jesus at that time. He was speaking as the I AM or the greater embodied Jesus, which had renounced a certain personality at that point and was speaking on behalf of the great I AM, the great All That Is. When that is acknowledged within your heart and soul, then you also know the source of all that I AM.

WHAT CAN WE DO TO REMEMBER WHO WE REALLY ARE?

Begin to affirm who you really are. I am all that I am. I am love, I am joy, I am wisdom beyond understanding, I am beauty, I am grace, I am harmony in expression, I am abundance, I am the flow of life. All of that is true. Affirm that and begin to open to the experience of what that means for you to create that in your life. Breathe deeply and allow anything that is false to not stop you and to release out of consciousness and our of your body. There are many lies that bind consciousness and keep it from knowing the truth.

I HAVE BEEN DOING MEDITATION FOR A LONG TIME NOW, TRYING TO CONTACT THE ASCENDED MASTERS, BUT I DO NOT HEAR ANYTHING. HOW DO I GET A REPLY?

All people do not hear as easily as a sort of voice in the head. You can do two things. One, you can begin to visualize sitting with a guide or master and just make it up in your mind to begin with. Sit with one in a beautiful place. Visualize it and allow yourself to do it that way. You can also do so through a pen or a pencil. Create a scene, ask your question, and then begin to write “I hear you my child……..” and then continue to write…..”My message to you in this time is……….”. Let yourself write the message without controlling what comes. Put it away, come back later and read it.

THROUGH A DREAM I MET A CAT WHO SAID ITS NAME WAS SARSADAN. IT KIND OF SHOWED ME MY PROBLEMS WERE NOT THERE AND THAT I WAS IMAGINING THEM. IT SAID IT WOULD BE THERE AS LONG AS I KNEW OF THE LOVE IT HAD FOR ME. IS THERE REALLY AN ESSENCE WITH THE NAME OF SARSADAN AND IS IT MY HELPER?

Yes, there is a big being who is with you who used that image in your dream as a vehicle to communicate with you. You can communicate with this one anytime you wish and open to receive the assistance that is available.