Small Group Sessions January 15th, 1998

20 YEARS AGO I WAS INITIATED INTO LIGHT AND SOUND MEDITATION. ABOUT A WEEK BEFORE THE INITIATION I BEGAN HEARING A HIGH-PITCHED SOUND IN MY RIGHT EAR. I WAS GIVEN THE IMPRESSION THAT I WAS HEARING A MANIFESTATION OF THE CELESTIAL SOUND CURRENT OR “VOICE OF GOD’S SPIRIT”. RECENTLY I HAD A HEARING TEST AND THE AUDIOLOGIST POINTED OUT THAT THE NOISE I WAS HEARING WAS THE RESULT OF A CONDITION CALLED TINNITUS, AN ABNOMALITY IN THE NERVOUS/HEARING SYSTEM THAT PRODUCES THE ILLUSION OF SOUND IN THE BRAIN. AM I HEARING THE SOUND CURRENT OR DO I HAVE A DISEASE? CAN A SPIRITUAL MASTER OR TEACHER MAKE IT STOP?

It is a bit more complicated than either of those, actually. One says it is all one thing and another says it is all another thing. When the ear, which is a very sensitive receptive organ, begins to be attuned to certain frequencies, the pineal gland is then stimulated. The ear responds by hearing the stimulation or the pineal. The ear can also be injured by a loud, high-frequency noise so that there is a certain reverberation within the ear drum itself that causes a pitch change. But what we are speaking of is a result of spiritual practice. What happens is that the pineal gland is over-stimulated over time and it is not able to be balanced with the pituitary and the glandular chemistry system. It begins to then solidify in the brain, rather like a little crystal, and it then continues to perpetually emit a certain tone. It is not functioning as it is intended, because it has lost a certain fluidity as the transmitter that it is intended to be.

If the pituitary is not able to then receive and apply, put it into effect and change the chemistry of the body in accordance with the impulse of the pineal, then it also begins to be in an out of balance state. Then it does not regulate well. A spiritual master would, perhaps, assist you to continue to do spiritual practice of sound and light, etc., but what is most helpful for you is application, and perhaps nutruitional and physical focus for a time because you are out of balance. See if you can work with a nutritional consultant, work with physical exercise like yoga or some kind of breathing, work with the earth consciousness in your body, the cells themselves and the chemistry, putuitary, thymus, thyroid, adrenals, etc. Regulate the chemistry in your body and begin to ask your soul to assist you to begin to dissolve some of the crystallization in the pineal. It is almost as if you need to do the opposite of what has been your practice.

I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT WITH THIS GUY FOR ONLY SIX WEEKS OR SO AND THE PROBLEM IS THAT HE HAS ALREADY BECOME SO JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE. HI IS SMOTHERING ME AND I WANT OUT, BUT THEN HE SAYS THINGS LIKE “I’LL STALK YOU” OR “YOU’RE IN TROUBLE NOW, YOU’VE GOT A NUT IN LOVE WITH YOU”. HE SAYS THINGS TO MANIPULATE ME AND SEEMS ANGRY. HOW DO I HANDLE ENDING IT?

You have perhaps already started to do this, but it is imperative for you to make this known to others so that you have a number of people who know your situation. It also is imperative to you to tell someone that you are perhaps going to be needing some assistance if this one does not listen to you, hear you, and respect your wishes, so that you have those who can be of assistance if need be. When you do this completion with this man we suggest that you do so on all levels, because this one has entity attachments that are influencing him and have been for quite some time. His actions and reactions are somewhat magnified by such influences, and they attempt to hurt you at times. So you need to realize that to separate you need to do so on all levels. Also it is imperative for you to look at the pattern for yourself from childhood and to heal the solar plexus of that which gives your power to others. You are learning through this situation that it is time for you to shift that matrix, that pattern, that you were born into. It was not conscious in earlier times, but it is more conscious now. Work to heal, clear, and shift yourself on all levels.

CAN YOU GIVE US SOME IDEAS OF WHAT TO DO NOW THAT OUR LIVELIHOOD IS NO LONGER ADEQUATE DUE TO OUR FAILING BUSINESS? WE ARE 57 AND 59, SCARED, AND NOT MANY SKILLS. OUR SAVINGS IS ALMOST DIMINISHED. WE HAVE NO PENSION OR FUNDS FOR RETIREMENT AND WE ARE BOTH SO TIRED. WE GIVE WHERE WE CAN, I DO MUCH SERVICE, AND WE SUPPORT CHILDREN OVERSEAS. I DO NOT FOCUS ON LACK, BUT THE ABUNDANCE IN MY LIFE. MY HUSBAND IS SO DEPRESED THAT I FEAR HE WILL TRY SUICIDE. I WOULD GO WITH HIM IF I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OKAY. WE DO NOT WANT TO BURDEN OUR CHILDREN WHEN OUR OWN PARENTS PAID THEIR OWN WAY RIGHT TO THE GRAVE.

Do not use your parents as a model. Allow yourselves to realize that your service to others has been from your hearts, but there is also a need to recognize now that the two of you are coming to a time when you are choosing to bring a greater sense of your own divinity, your own sense of who you are into a new kind of expression. In order for the whole of consciousness to make a shift, things die. Your business is losing energy.

You have served many people. Pull in your resources. Perhaps you do not need to drop the support of the children in other countries, but begin to realize that as you pull in your resources you need to also allow yourself to deepen who you are and listen to what it is that would bring you some joy, and not focus so much on everyone else and what you can do for them, or on only supporting yourselves and your business, etc. There are other levels to listen to right now. One of those levels is a level of awareness that you have postponed things thinking that you would do them later, or even forgotten about them. Life and abundance are the same thing. Energize something that has life for you. Death and lack are the same thing, so do not focus on what is dying. Focus on what has life for you, even if it is something that may seem ridiculous or inconsequential to someone else. If it has life for you, feed it, nurture it, think about it, hold it in consciousness, do it. Do whatever it takes to nurture that little sprout of life. If it does not have life for you then let it go, even if someone may get angry because they have depended on you. Let it go, for that is what is taking place now.

I HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT A CLIENT OF MINE. IT APPEARS TO ME THAT HE IS MISSING HIS EMOTIONAL BODY FROM THE SOLAR PLEXUS DOWN. HE COMPLAINS ABOUT FEELING NUMB IN HIS LOWER HALF. WHEN I ASK HIM HOW SOMETHING FEELS, HE DOESN’T KNOW. I HAVE DONE BODY WORK ON HIM AND THERE IS NOTHING STUCK IN THE PHYSICAL BODY. WHATEVER IT IS IS IN THE EMOTIONAL BODY AND THAT IS NOT WHERE IS SHOULD BE. WHAT HAS CAUSED THIS PROBLEM AND WHAT CAN BE DONE TO CORRECT IT?

It is a little bit complicated but we will attempt to provide an answer. He has severe trauma in his etheric body, not the emotional body. The trauma has almost completely destroyed the solar plexus chakra. The lower two chakras are atrophied, not gone, but not utilized. The solar plexus needs to be reconstructed. It would be helpful if you know of someone in that area to do that work. You can call upon a team that may assist you while you are doing body work. It may be a little bit beyond what can be completely accomplished, but you can give it a try to see if the matrix can be re-established within his system. This one (Michele) works by phone and has some skill in this area.

It is etheric damage. It may take a little time to get the etheric body working again, but when that has been accomplished the emotions will begin to flow again. The emotional body flows through the matrix, it is not a definite matrix itself. It is rather a manifestation of the flow of life, the flow of energy, the flow of information, the flow of what is going through the thoughts and the matrices that are established in consciousness. The etheric body is the template for the major energy of soul to come through in the body. When that is not functioning then there is very little ability to feel, sense, or become in touch with what is going on in those areas of consciousness.

I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY SEVERAL PEOPLE THAT I HAVE A BLOCKAGE IN MY THROAT CHAKRA. I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON REMOVING IT, AND THOUGHT I HAD SUCCEEDED, BUT RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FROM A THROATY COUGH THAT WON’T GO AWAY. COULD IT BE THAT MY BODY IS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING?

Bodies cannot lie, so of course it is attempting to communicate that which is attempting to release. Coughing is often a way of telling you that something is caught in your throat. Very evident, yes? What is caught? What are you not saying? The original blockage has loosened. Your chakra is a little backed up toward the back of your spine and could open further, but part of it is that you are not speaking. You are not saying what you want to say. You are thinking one thing and saying another. That is not what your throat chakra is designed to do. Your throat chakra is designed to be the voice of the heart, the voice of higher mind, the voice of your being, the voice of who you are, the voice of your inspiration, the voice of your creativity, the voice of what wishes to come through you, even if others don’t like it. So the question is: what is caught in your throat?

I WORK WITH ANGELS AND TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO REACH THEM, TOO. USUALLY I ONLY MANAGE TO RECEIVE A FEW INDIVIDUAL WORDS OR FEELINGS. I WOULD LIKE MORE INFORMATION ON ANGELS. WHAT ARE ANGELS? DO THEY HAVE FREE WILL? CAN HUMANS BECOME ANGELS?

I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT I AM A MULTIDIMENSIONAL LIGHT BEING AND THAT I NEED TO REMEMBER WHO I AM. I DO NOT FEEL THAT I KNOW ENOUGH TO FALL INTO THAT CATEGORY. WHERE AM I WRONG?

IS IT OK FOR ME TO CHARGE FOR MY ANGEL WORKSHOPS? I KNOW I DO NOT OWN THE KNOWLEDGE AND THAT I LEARN IN THE PROCESS OF TEACHING.

I HAVE RECENTLY BEEN INSPIRED TO FOUND A PRE-SCHOOL AND PRIMARY SCHOOL WITH A SPIRITUAL NEW AGE APPROACH, IN SOUTH AFRICA, WHERE THERE IS NOTHING OF THE KIND. I HAVE NO FINANCIAL RESOURCES AND WONDER IF THIS IS MY PATH TO FOLLOW OR JUST AN IDEA THAT SOMEONE ELSE WILL MANIFEST?

Angels are an aspect of the whole of creation that do not have free will, actually, in the same way that humans do. Angels are in direct service to what would be considered divine intention, the rays of light. Their nature is such that they are always in touch with where the greatest need is. There is not just one category of angels, there are different kind of angels. Do not be simplistic about angels. You may have illustrations of ones with wings, but there are others, too.

They are directly serving the intention of Love, of Source, of Divine Mind. Humans do not become angels, just like a deer does not become a lion, so to speak. It is more like a different species of creation. You are not evolving towards being an angel, that is not an evolutionary link. It is as if humans are evolving to be another whole genre within a species of creation. Yet there are those who are in human form whose essence to angelic dimension who have, in a sense, an angelic source that they are in alignment with. They, too, are in service to a divine intention and ray, and they may have an embodied form that is also in service to the whole. They may work with angels, and their oversoul may be angelic, that is possible. Do you understand the difference? You do not become an angel, but you may embody an oversoul that you are part of in the human nature. That is possible.

All are multi-dimensional, multi-faceted, but all are not yet evolved to the capacity of embodying and realizing their multi-dimensional nature in physical form, partially because your capacity to work with and to utilize those frequencies has not been evolved or worked with yet. Through your work with angels you are evolving such capacities in your physical body, so more of your multi-dimensional nature can embody along with awareness. Awareness is not knowledge or just information. Awareness is the way you perceive, the way you see, the way you feel, hear, know, and sense. So there is a holistic sensing and way of being. That is awareness, and it is in relationship with the whole of creation. The more you open your awareness, your sensory apparatuses on all levels, the more you are aware of other dimensions of self and your capacity to relate to all of these dimensions simultaneously without getting confused. This includes the physical dimension, which has been the dominant one in separation where that has been the primary focus. It is not a matter of remembering as much as it is a matter of practicing working with frequencies within the body, embodying them, clearing the chakras, stabilizing the universal chakra system, etc.

As far as your work in South Africa, you may not have the resources, but others do. You might need to language it a little differently. Work with words such as self esteem. Work with words such as assisting children to sense and know the difference between what they can trust in the world and what they cannot, learning to be giving and loving as well as know what their boundaries are. Work with the language of current psychology or progressive teachers and propose it to places that do have money. Proceed with your dreams. Let yourself open the doors to children. You can start with one child. Even if you do not have money but can start with one child the action begins to replicate itself in the universe as if it is a magnet drawing to you all that is needed to manifest in greater measure.

Of course it is OK to charge for your expression of what is universal truth. You are unique as well as there is a certain amount of need to keep things very clear. Energy exchange has not been well understood in the time of domination and control. Ones have taken energy without permission, ones have given too much and not been compensated with an equal return or even acknowledged for all they have given. To keep it clear and above board and say ‘I am giving this, I am opening a door to experiencing this universal wisdom – what is available to all, but coming through my energy, my way of perceiving, my time, and this is what I ask from you in return’.

Of course you learn, of course. That is part of the reciprocal nature, but to also ask for material compensation for what you give keeps it very clear and up-front and then does not create karmic imbalance which many in spiritual circles are creating by saying ‘I give it all away’. Well they do not. They give it, but if ones do not have some way of giving back in a clear way, then there is still an imbalance created and those who are not able to give back are left, in some ways, with a burden.

I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO MAKE A LINK WITH MY ASCENDED MASTERSELF, BUT I HAVE NOT YET REACHED THE POINT WHERE I CAN CHANNEL CONTINUOUSLY. WHAT ADVICE CAN YOU GIVE TO HELP ME IMPROVE MY LINK WITH ASPECTS OF MY HIGHER NATURE.

Work with your body. You cannot maintain a linkage in the body until your body is able to resonate and vibrate with the frequencies of that nature. So if your body is vibrating according to old patterns that are still caught in the consciousness of the physical/emotional plane and the etheric body, then you will not be able to sustain higher frequency channeling without burning out your circuits and feeling rather drained. It is imperative to work with the emotions and the physical to release those things from memory and stored conscious places. Consciously breathe and work with the physical body and the material plane and listen to its guidance and what it needs to be in greater resonance with those levels of self you seek to embody.

WHAT IS THE NEXT AREA OF FOCUS TO BE IN MY LIFE? I’M IN A PEACEFUL HOLDING PERIOD BUT HAVE NO PARTICULAR AREA OF INTEREST TO KEEP ME EXCITED AND ENGAGED. WHAT WOULD HELP ME MOVE OUT OF THIS LIMBO STATE OR SHOULD I REMAIN IN THE COCOON A WHILE LONGER AND JUST BE PATIENT?

It is rather like the biblical verse where the bridegroom is waiting for the bride to come, and there is nothing he can do except wait. You are waiting. Perhaps it isn’t exactly your timetable for what is to take place next. Your conscious mind might make a choice to do it tomorrow, but in the universal scheme there is an optimal timing. So if you feel comfortable in this waiting period you can pay attention to those places that may need a little clean-up or preparation. Always focus to the greatest joy frequencies, even if there is not excitement. Excitement is not the frequency of joy. Those are different frequencies completely.

Two frequencies that would be helpful for you to attune to would be to focus on joy and beauty. Find something beautiful to focus on, even if it is a flower, and breathe it into your system until you feel in sync with it and it begins to assist you to find those frequencies, align with them, harmonize with them, and embody them. This would be good for you in preparing for what is coming. You are not in charge, and what is coming is not something that you might even pick right now. It might not even be in your reportoire of potentials. But we can say it is coming, we can say that you are in alignment, we can say that certain practices like the attunement to the frequencies of joy will hone you into a greater place of receptivity, and the rest is not yours to choose.

I ALSO HAVE A HIGH-PITCHED SOUND IN MY RIGHT EAR. YOU HAVE PREVIOUSLY TOLD ANOTHER THAT IT IS THE TRANSMITTER FROM HIGHER SELF INTO THE PITUITARY GLAND. WHAT IS THE REASON THIS IS HAPPENING? WILL IT COME TO A STOP OR HOW CAN IT BE STOPPED? ALSO, I HAVE HAD TROUBLE WITH MY BREATHING FOR 3 WEEKS NOW AND I’M NOT GETTING ANY BETTER. WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THIS? PLEASE RESPOND TO MY OVERALL HEALTH AND WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING TO FEEL MORE ENERGY.

Certain supplements are helpful for this, and yet we are not ones who diagnose such in what dosages for people, etc., but you can work with a nutritional consultant or kinesiologist or such to determine these things. Seratonin is one, and melatonin is another depending on the brain function and the balance that is needed. They can help reduce the imbalance between the pineal and the pituitary, particularly the pineal gland. Age also begins to crystallize in certain areas of the body and the crystallization anywhere in the body has a certain tone. That is what crystals do, they vibrate.

In some patterns certain things can stay in place for a long time, so they begin to crystallize. There is a lack of fluidity. The pineal gland, for example, needs a range of frequencies to work with, not just high frequency. We are not saying to go after low frequencies or negativity. All of the aspects of God are a different frequency. Beauty is a different frequency than light. Light is a different frequency than will. Will is a different frequency than joy or love. Love, for example, has more than six different attributes.

When you begin to have a stifling in the breath, and there are diseases that have this as a direct manifestation, the life is being suffocated in some way. It is as if what your desire is for life is not being allowed to be fulfilled. What do you desire for a sense of greater life or fulfillment, a greater breath of life. The breath of life, that is what it is. If there is a stifling of it as if you are saying ‘I cannot do this because I do not have enough money’, or ‘I cannot do this because my husband might not like it’, or ‘I cannot do this when I do not have support from others or they will make fun of me, etc’…….then you stifle life, you cannot breathe. When another ones life choices dominate your life choices, which has often happened in the earth where someone else takes priority…..it can be children, it can be a spouse, it can be an employer who dominates as if their life decisions are more important than yours……….you can also be stifled. Look to an area in your life where you are stifling your life or allowing it to be dominated by someone else’s desires.

I HAVE BEEN A SMOKER FOR MOST OF MY LIFE. I QUIT FOR FIVE YEARS AND AM FEELING I SHOULD QUIT AGAIN. I AM AWARE OF HOW BAD IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE, YET I DON’T FEEL BAD. I LOVE MYSELF AND GOD AND I CERTAINLY DON’T WISH TO HARM MYSELF OR OTHERS. I THINK OF THE MASTERS ON THE EARTH THAT LIVED OFF OF STRONG SMOKE AND COFFEE AND OTHER SUBSTANCES THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE BAD FOR YOU. I BELIEVE THAT IT IS HOW YOU BELIEVE THAT MAKES IT SO FOR YOURSELF. IF ALL IS GOD AND ALL IS LOVE THEN HOW CAN ANYTHING OF GOD BE BAD FOR GOD (ME)?

There has been a disregard for the body over many years and in many traditions. The body has been considered a vehicle for the soul and not in its own nature and right to be considered in making decisions, etc., so it has been dominated. This is actually a time when the whole matrix of domination is being challenged and transmuted. Smoking is one of those areas where the body is not considered when making the choice. It is a stimulant that artifically adds a chemical into the system that begins to substitute for the body’s natural way of creating balance for itself. It is rather like if you have substituted something over time in nature and then that is the way it becomes natural for you. Well, you can say that God is doing that, but you are doing that. You have free will, and that domination of the body over time creates for you a sort of pattern that over time will shorten your life because the life force adapts around the unnatural pattern and cannot then create optimally what it is designed to create, which is life.

So it is a choice. You are a master of your own nature and your own fate, in a sense. No one can tell you to stop smoking. No one can tell you to do anything, but understanding that your body has a wisdom, a design, a natural balance, and it desires to also be a part and partnered with in terms of being an aspect of consciousness in and of itself, not just a vehicle to be dominated and controlled. That is the illusion that is being challenged in this area.

I’M AT A MAJOR CROSSROAD IN MY PERSONAL & PROFESSIONAL CHOICES, AND DEPENDING ON THE DECISION I MAKE NOW I KNOW THAT MY LIFE IS GOING TO TAKE A NEW DIRECTION IN MANY SIGNIFICANT WAYS. IS THERE SOMETHING I CAN DO TO GET MORE CLARITY BEFORE THESE DECISIONS HAVE TO BE MADE? IS THERE A TIME FRAME I NEED TO BE AWARE OF, AS I TEND TO PROCRASTINATE AT TIMES AND THEN MORE ISSUES OR DOUBT SEEM TO GET INTRODUCED?

One thing is you think too much. It is good for you to periodically take a vacation, literally, from your thoughts, from having things weigh on your mind and be weighed in your mind so much. Let your own soul, your own inner prime mover take over a little bit. If you cannot take a vacation to a warm place to walk on a beach somewhere, then we recommend that you take daily walks and let your mind wander. Focus on other things that would be around you during your walk. Focus on the trees, focus on people that are near by, focus on little things that you see on the ground, focus on allowing your senses, your sight, your smell, your hearing, your touch, to be activated so that your mind is not your primary sensory organ. As you do this allow yourself the grace to receive the refreshing awareness that comes when your mind is not trying to figure or sort it all out. You will know in an instant what is right for you. Then do not play with it in your mind. Act upon it.

You may find that knowing and acting is where your discrepancy lies. You may know what you need to do and be afraid to act upon it. If that is the case then make little actions, ones that your child inside can support, and then you will find that the bigger actions are easier. Thinking will not do this for you.

I KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE WHO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION. WHY IS IT SO PREVALENT IN OUR SOCIETY AND WHAT CAN PEOPLE DO TO MOVE THROUGH IT (WITHOUT DRUGS)?

Depression is a symptom of those who are caught in a false reality, one that does not ring true, yet one that they feel they have to give allegiance to. So they then become less energized as well as trapped in something that is not in alignment with who they are or what would bring their sense of their own essence and energies into greater alignment in life. Over time, being in this false reality and false allegiance to the reality, the chemistry in the body adapts and changes because that is what trauma and contraction will do.

Sometimes drugs will initiate a change wherein ones will realize that they can make a change in their life. Other times they become just a way to suffer without so much pain in the false reality that has been called real. So it is a matter of becoming courageous for most, or getting enough support from others to make a change. It is naming false what is false, standing in a place of recognizing that their feelings count and need to be expressed, even if it is anger, even if it is that which says ‘I do not wish to stay in this place’, ‘I cannot give allegiance to this thought-form, this reality, this dogma that ones are trying to keep me in’, ‘I have to say what it is I feel’. It is an act of courage that breaks depression, for often times it is what is lacking that keeps ones in a place that is a slow death for them.

DO YOU KNOW AMANDA?

We can look upon anyone that is given to us as a person that exists in Spirit or in body, but we need to know what is the specific question about that being. We also need to know, when we focus upon that soul, whether it is for their highest intention and good for that information to be revealed to another. When it is personal information for another, sometimes it is not best to do so in this venue.

THE WORD “SATAN” IS FOUND IN THE BIBLE AND JESUS USED THAT WORD TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE. WHAT WAS THIS A REFERENCE TO?

It is a reference to the thought-forms or beliefs that have been personified. Just as different people have been illustrations of God, or Universal Love, there have also been personifications of that anti-life that would dominate or control. It is the shadow that began to pierce through the awareness of those who in purity were not able to discern what was happening when being told that they were not pure, not connected, not to be trusted, and that someone knew more than they did. When that was believed and the first power was given over to this thought-form, then that began to grow because it received that power. What Jesus and others have done by naming it Satan is to, in a simple way, say purify your mind of such thoughts, of such allegiance, of such giving of power to others that carries such energy. What they attempt to do is to control life, control energy, control and utilize all of that for their own desires or ends.

That is what discipline is about on a consciousness plane. Identifying those thoughts in your own mind as well as those thoughts that give power to doubt such as ‘I am not good enough, I cannot trust myself, others know better than I do’. That is the other side, and those, too, are part of the anti-life.