Small Group Sessions February 1998

I’M BEGINNING TO FEEL SPIRITUALLY RETARDED. I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON ASCENSION, BUILDING MY LIGHTBODY, ETC. AND HAVE ASKED AND ASKED FOR GUIDANCE, BUT DON’T FEEL THAT I RECEIVE ANY. AM I BLOCKED IN SOME WAY? OR AM I JUST TOO INCONSISTENT? IF ONE DOES RECEIVE GUIDANCE VIA VOICES IN THE HEAD, HOW DO YOU POSSIBLY ASCERTAIN THEY’RE “OTHER” AND NOT YOU?

When ones only look to the voices in the head as an answer, that is only one avenue of guidance. It is necessary in this time to open to other levels of guidance, especially the physical, the body, and the subtle levels connecting the body to the earth and her guidance. If you do not do so, if you do not focus deeper into your own movement and sense of awareness of watching yourself, how you are moving, how you are acting, how you are feeling, what you are attracted to, what you are not attracted to, what the energy is flowing towards, what it is not flowing towards………how you feel in any given moment – that is your guidance that is most true for now.

Yes you have feelings that perhaps are still clearing, so if you are aware of fear then look at fear with love and open it, and allow it to show you that place within you that is yet unfulfilled, where needs have yet to be met. If you are feeling as if you need certain kinds of guidance do not look to guidance outside of you, be it people or guides, that you then want them to tell you in voices what to do. Pay attention to your own innate wisdom which is always always always present and speaks to you in multitudes of ways. That level is awakening, so you may not get other levels as you once did because that would, in a sense, be doing you an injustice when your evolution is towards greater consciousness.

I RECENTLY HAVE READ VARIOUS MATERIAL ABOUT THE ANNUNAKI AND THE RETURN OF THEIR PLANET TO EARTH. IS THERE ANY BASIS TO THIS STORY AND IF SO WHEN CAN WE EXPECT OUR GUESTS?

There is a race called the Annunaki that has in different times been quite involved with your planet. They do come on an elliptical rotation in your solar system periodically, and they each time they come some of them actually stay and try to involve themselves in some way, and the rest go on and go on about their business.

They are nearing another approach within the next 30 years or so, and you will see them as they come into view again. Your astronomers will first think it is another comet because of the elliptical way it travels, but it is more than that. Some of the stories are true, but there have been elaborations. Your human consciousness loves to elaborate and imagine various scenarios, and is constantly doing so. It is part of your creativity, but it does not always give accurate pictures in conclusion.

I’VE BEEN TRYING TO CHANNEL FOR QUITE SOME TIME. SO FAR MY EFFORTS HAVE BEEN UNSUCCESSFUL. I BELIEVE THIS HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY INABILITY TO STILL MY MIND. I’VE READ A BOOK AND ALSO HAVE HAD SOMEONE CHANNEL MY GUARDIANS FOR ME, BUT I’M UNABLE TO HEAR THEM. ANY ADVICE?

Stilling your mind is a matter of allowing your consciousness to become more and more aware of what is sort of a level of chatter, or a level of having the radio on in the background, so to speak, and what is pertinent information that is traveling through consciousness from another level as well as from your own unconscious to get to consciousness. Those are a couple of different things to pay attention to. When you begin to sort that out it is possible to ask your mind and your consciousness to, in a sense, switch the dial in your mind so that you do not have so much background noise, which is just clutter in the mind. You become more aware of the stream of consciousness that is actually guidance from various levels, some of which is from guides, some of which is from your own higher consciousness or your greater self, some of which is from your unconsciousness or the stored consciousness, but it is actually attempting to get to your conscious mind so that you pay attention to it. That is not exactly called stilling you mind, but it is what is available to you if you can sort out what’s going on IN your mind by paying attention to different levels, different frequencies, and turning the dial in such a way to increase the volume on the most pertinent things that are coming.

When asking a question, you do not only ask your guides, the question is posed to the whole of consciousness. Your guides may be part of the way it is answered, but oftentimes the whole of your consciousness begins to access what is universally available to you on all levels and all planes depending on what is necessary for you to then fulfill or come to a fulfillment of that question.

Perhaps we are not explicitly answering your two questions, but the way we are answering the question is more appropriate for success in what you are calling channeling. What you perceive as channeling is available to some partly because of the way they are neurologically organized and it is easier for them, but the level of guidance you are asking about is already present and already flowing, but it is not quite discernible given much of the other stuff that is in the consciousness.

TWO QUESTIONS: A FRIEND OF MINE WAS TOLD TWELVE YEARS AGO THAT “651BC” WAS IMPORTANT FOR HER TO REMEMBER. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? ALSO, I’M A REIKI MASTER, BUT I’M NOT SURE WHY I TOOK THE TRAINING. I BELIEVE EVERY INDIVIDUAL HAS A DIRECT CONNECTION TO SOURCE, SO WHY THE NEED FOR SPECIAL INITIATIONS AND SPECIAL SYMBOLS?

Certain symbols are activational kinds of codes. Yes, you have a direct connection to Source, and when you call in these codes through certain initiations or certain activations then those things that have been latent, suppressed, or behind “locked doors” in your consciousness are opened. Then they are more available to you as well as, perhaps, to others. It is not necessary that you go after and seek all these things, for your soul knows what’s appropriate for you on your evolutionary path. Some codes come directly just by going to certain places in your travels. You see them at times in books or certain configurations are placed in front of you. The same things happen without so-called initiations, but they are activations and they open codes.

651 BC for this one was a time when she was part of a temple race, temple time, where there was a great deal of joy, artistry, culture, healing. Not healing in the sense of seeing what is wrong with someone, but rather the joy of experiencing or expressing a greater potential, opening more of what is possible. The island of Crete was part of that experience. It is a personal time, but it is also woven into the collective memory because as you ones come to greater awareness and consciousness there are certain times in your story that reflect back or through time, through history, through consciousness, since it is all present, and these are illuminating and assisting you now to do the kind of transformation through memory of such times. So you get a glimpse through the past of what is potentially the experience, although in a new form or a new manifestation.

I HAVE RECENTLY STARTED TO CHANNEL MY GUIDE, AND AM STILL IN THE LEARNING PROCESS. I WAS RECENTLY READING THE CHANNELINGS ABOUT HALE BOPP (ON THIS SITE), AND WAS THINKING ABOUT THEM WHEN I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF CHANNELING MY GUIDE. ALL OF A SUDDEN I SENSED A CHANGE IN VIBRATION, AND I FELT A NEW PRESENCE AROUND ME. IT FELT “HEAVY” AND ITS SUDDEN APPEARANCE TOOK ME BY SURPRISE, AND I WAS SOMEWHAT SCARED. I ASKED WHO IT WAS, AND THE VOICE IN MY HEAD SAID THAT IT WAS THE ESSENCE OF HALE BOPP. I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT HALE BOPP WAS A BEING OF LOVE, AND I DIDN’T SENSE THIS. WHY?

That being of “Hale-Bopp” is a different form magnetically than is your body, so in the presence of it you would feel a sense of great density because of its magnetic shift that is quite different than your sense of your own magnetism. Its energy is quite loving if you allow yourself to calibrate through the magnetism to experience the nature directly. The beings that traveled with and were speaking through these ones (Michele) were not the essence of Hale-Bopp, but were beings that were connecting to that event and through that illumination in the sky to be noticed and to be focused upon. Those beings were ones that were speaking in the channeled messages you were reading.

You have met the presence directly, and it is not to be feared, but you will notice that as you call in different beings in different frequency ranges that in order to meet them directly some calibration and change of frequency within your own nature needs to happen. That will come with practice.

I HAVE BEEN ON THE PATH OF CONSCIOUSNESS FOR THE PAST 25 YEARS. I HAVE COME TO LOSE ALL INSPIRATION AND ENTHUSIASM. DURING THE PAST 18 MONTHS I HAVE BECOME INCREASINGLY DEMORALIZED AND DESPARING UNTIL I FEEL THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ANY PATIENCE FOR THE PROCESS, NOR WILLINGNESS TO PARTICIPATE WITH THE LIFE EXPERIENCE OF EARTH. i AM FEELING THAT IT SIMPLY DOES NOT WORK FOR ME TO BE HERE, INVOLVED WITH LIFE AND PHYSICAL REALITY AS IT IS EXPRESSED ON EARTH. I HAVE DOUBT ABOUT MYSELF AND MY SANITY AND I AM OFTEN CONSIDERING SUICIDE. IS THERE A MESSAGE OF INSPIRATION OR INSIGHT THAT IS AVAILABLE TO ME?

First of all we would suggest that you begin to realize that what you are despising in yourself as well as in the world is a distortion of your nature. Your nature is part of the earth’s nature as well as your own soul nature, and your awareness lives deeper in your heart, perhaps, than what you have perceived to be the way it manifests in earth or the way it manifests amongst others. Spirit is not separate from the distortions that were woven into the great collective consciousness here.

It is time, perhaps, for you to not only focus on what is outside of you or what you would despise in yourself or in Spirit, but to take a long walk or perhaps even a weekend and go out into nature. Go away from people and go into nature and ask the great earth mother nature to assist you to reconnect with your own true nature, because that is present and is who you are. If you can come to an awareness of your own true nature she will also assist you to know how that nature would express in greatest fulfillment and joy in and embodied state. We invite you to consider this and to realize that the dark times and dark thoughts are rather like the distortions and the darkness wrapping themselves around you, and it is not the truth, it is not who you are. Suicide will not give you greater relief, so it is not a very good option.

Ask nature, ask the mother, and as you are out in the trees ask the trees to take some of that distortion, that darkness and transmute it, as they do all things that come into their midst. Ask for clarity and ask for healing and it will be given to you.

IN AUGUST OF 1996 I HAD BRAIN SURGERY, THEN ANOTHER PROCEDURE IN MARCH OF 1997. WILL I HEAL TO BE THE PERSON I USED TO BE? IS THE TUMOR DEAD OR RECEDING? DUE TO SURGERY I CANNOT KEEP WORKING. DO I NEED TO GO ON DISABILITY OR CONTINUE TO WORK? WHO ARE MY SPIRITUAL GUIDES? ARE MY MOM, DAD, AND UNCLE HAPPY TOGETHER ON THE OTHER SIDE? WILL I BE ABLE TO RETIRE WITH MY FAMILY BACK TO THE PHILIPPINES, MY MOTHERLAND?

It would be helpful for you to ask those beings of light and nature to assist your brain and auric field to deepen in its healing and to assist you to bring in green for the etheric body and violet to assist greater transmutation. What has been called the “medical assistance teams” of the White Brotherhood and Sisterhood of Light will assist you to continue your healing. It takes some time for neural pathways which have been damaged to restore. They are a little slower than other cells in renewing themselves, and certain neural pathways have been severed because of the surgeries, and they need to be reconnected. That is why we suggested that you work with those in Spirit who can assist this.

As far as money and monetary resources, rather than asking how to support yourself in physical, material, monetary ways in would be good for you to begin to ask what kind of support do you need and want, and would feel as if it was supportive. Perhaps feeling a call to go to your homeland would be supportive to you in a healing sense. When you choose true support for yourself that then leads to an opening for financial support. So if it is in your best interest to say “I cannot work right now” and there is an ability to have some compensation while you also go home to be supported by family, then that would be good. Whatever you choose, know that it is your own greater healing coming to wholeness that is your soul’s focus of intention, and in choosing in alignment with what gives you a sense of wholeness, a sense of fulfillment, a sense of what it is that fills you and gives you life, that then is what is reflected in support of life.

The tumor is not influencing as much as it was, and it has less energy. It has not completely disappeared, however, and so the reason we suggested the violet light of transmutation is to assist what has been part of that distortion of your body to continue to lose energy and to decrease.

There are two guides that are quite present, one on your left and one on your right. There is also one that comes and goes, but is available. The one on your left has a sense of who you are and continues to attempt to bring you into greater clarity with your own sense of yourself and to not be bound by old feelings or self-images that were projected onto you in early life. The other one is much more forthright and has a sort of awareness of your soul’s intention and is a times a kind of guide that will move things into place to assist you to get conscious of whatever you might be avoiding – rather like the proverbial getting hit between the eyes with something. That one is more forthright, more in front of you at times.

As we look at your relatives we see that all seem to have completed their transitions to the other side. The uncle is a little more involved, yet, with those on the earth side, but other than that they are all happy.

IT SEEMS TO ME THAT WE ARE ABLE TO CREATE OUR OWN REALITY AND YET AT THE SAME TIME IT SEEMS EVERYTHING IS PREDESTINED. THIS DOESN’T FEEL LIKE A CONTRADICTION AND YET IT SEEMS TO BE. DO YOU HAVE AN EXPLANATION, AND IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE HELPFUL FOR ME TO KNOW?

Each soul is born into the hologram or the great whole with a certain configuration or blueprint for the soul to follow for that optimal growth plan, or optimal evolutionary plane, or optimal coming to greater experience of self plan, or whatever. That is woven within the whole of consciousness as you are. However, as you live and have experiences and take on certain thought forms and unconscious patterns and memories, etc., you can become quite separate, in a conscious sense, from the soul level unfolding. It is yet unfolding, and yet the conscious mind may be choosing in different ways according to its own program. When that happens there is a sort of shifting that happens where energy starts to flow in alignment with the unconscious and conscious mind that has grown somewhat apart from the soul plan. Even though the soul plan continues to unfold in certain ways, the mind, the consciousness will react or respond to it in ways that will not be in acknowledgment of the soul plan and therefore, perhaps, even attempt to live out or create the experience of feeling victimized or quite separate from that soul plan.

The choice of consciousness is to align more consistently, to listen more closely, to be aware that your soul wisdom is moving you in a way that will optimize you soul’s accomplishments in the earth plane. That is a choice that is made when one becomes conscious of that level. Since you are more conscious of that level it is not so separate for you. Not that it is completely predestined, it is an optimal pattern that actually can grow and change and shift as the whole hologram grows and evolves and shifts as consciousness is growing and evolving and shifting. Predestination is too rigid, too limiting a concept. It is much more organic than that, and yet there is a soul plan or soul print that continues to move you in a sort of mapping way, or navigating you through your life.

Our only other comment to you would be to reconnect with the beauty of your innocence, the quality of the innocence that is natural to you, and restore its integrity within your heart.

I KNOW HOW TO ASCEND BUT I CAN’T FEEL THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ALL THE WORLD. I HAVE TROUBLE FEELING LOVE FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING. I AM NOT AN UNCARING PERSON. I WANT TO BE IN THE LIGHT AND HELP OTHER PEOPLE, BUT IT’S HARD FOR ME. IS THERE A MEDITATION OR ANYTHING THAT CAN HELP ME WITH MY FEELINGS ABOUT LOVE?

The experience of love on a personal level, even the experience of universal love on a personal level is directly related to the experience of love in your infancy in this life. If you were not loved in a warm, unconditional way by parents who had the capacity to bring that kind of experience to you as the infant, to bring mother womb love to you, then you have a disassociation in your heart chakra from the experience of being loved. The way to heal this or to open this is to begin to imagine yourself as an infant and begin to create for that infant in fantasy or imagination the kind of love, the kind of parents, the kind of mother, the kind of father, that you would loved to have had. Those beings that would touch you and hold you and sing to you and assist you to feel loved. When you open to feeling loved directly for who you are, your essential nature joined in love to another essential nature, as that opens to you then you can see essential nature, the love, that binds you and opens you to all others, including mother nature, all of nature, all of creation, and those who are in human form as well. Heal the infant, as that is the key.

I HAVE BEEN MEDITATING FOR ABOUT 20 YEARS AND HAVE HAD MANY WONDERFUL EXPERIENCES WITH MEDITATION, BUT WHENEVER I HAVE MEDITATED CONSISTENTLY FOR SEVERAL MONTHS I FIND MYSELF GROWING MORE AND MORE DISENCHANTED WITH LIFE. I GET SO BORED, DEPRESSED AND EMPTY THAT MY EXISTENCE BECOMES UNBEARABLE PAINFUL. I WANT TO MEDITATED TO BE CLOSER TO GOD, BUT I AM NOW AFRAID OF THE PSYCHOLOGICAL SIDE EFFECTS OF MEDITATION. CAN YOU EXPLAIN WHY I HAVE SUCH PROBLEMS AND ARE THERE ALTERNATIVE WAYS OF CONNECTING WITH SPIRIT BESIDES MEDITATION?

The kind of meditation you are doing accesses a certain level of your own separation from the embodied self, the embodied experience of self in earth. In so doing you are activating an old pattern that you brought into this life with you that denies the body, denies the experience of body as conscious, as good, as beautiful, as wondrous. It is an old program inserted into your consciousness, and could be released. In the olden days initiations set certain things into form and certain things into consciousness, but they were not always pure or in alignment with the whole of your being. That is one of the areas that could be cleared.

However, joy in the body and unifying the experience of your cellular consciousness with your spiritual consciousness, is more focus into greater and greater aliveness, greater and greater embodied joy, the unification of the soul within the body, the unification of spirit. Rather that going out to get connected to spirit, you bring your soul, your higher self into your body and connect it there. It’s the opposite direction. Meditation may not serve you in that, but breathing is very helpful. Consciousness of awareness, conscious breathing, movement is helpful. Practices that allow you to open your own intuitive, gifted nature within your daily experience so that you are not separating in order to experience spirit, but you are actually deepening in your experience of life to experience yourself, and that is a different direction, perhaps.

IN ONE OF YOUR REPLIES YOU MENTIONED THAT I SHOULD ASK MY SOUL TO ASSIST ME. SOME RELIGIONS I’VE FOLLOWED INSIST THAT “YOU ARE SOUL”, RATHER THAN A BEING WHO HAS A SOUL. WHAT IS SOUL, AND WHO AM I IF I AM NOT SOUL?

Well you are your essential nature, which is soul embodied. Conscious mind in the earth, however, has split itself from essential nature and feels itself to be separate. So when we say to ask your soul we are directing your conscious mind to be in partnership or alignment or listening or connecting to that which is your essential nature. It is not so that you are, in a sense, separate – that is not the case, but your conscious mind perceives itself to be that so we then speak in that way. If you do not perceive yourself to be separate then you would be living from that place of soul or the natural essence of who you are all of the time, and you would not even think to ask us the question.

WHY DO I FEEL SUCH EMOTIONAL PAIN WHEN I SEE CRUELTY AND DESTRUCTION OF THE EARTH AND HER CREATURES? WHEN I SEE NEWS ON HUNTING OF ANIMALS, CUTTING DOWN TREES OR EVEN ANIMALS THAT HAVE BEEN HIT BY VEHICLES, I FEEL SUCH INTENSE PAIN THAT I HAVE PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS. HOW CAN I EASE THIS PAIN THAT I FEEL?

You are both gifted and cursed, perhaps, by the sensitivity. All of nature is linked by life, itself. When those who perceive themselves as separate from this life, this earth organism, earth consciousness, earth body………when they commit acts of cruelty, of destruction, every living cell is affected because life is connected to life. Your awareness of that level will create pain just as the tree feels pain when the tree next to it is cut down or when it is destroyed. It feels the awareness of the destructive energy of life dying, life losing itself.

Offer blessings and pray, and allow that experience to process through you. Focus on life in such a way that your experience of it can open into another dimension of life that is possible through the merger of a greater, higher, consciousness within life, itself. This assists you to move from being reactive, rather like part of nature only, to being one who is able to broadcast frequencies that bring greater consciousness, peace, awareness to the hologram of nature, to the great life, itself. Then you will not be only in reaction but a participant and a more conscious guardian of sorts. Not protecting as much as disseminating the frequencies that will assist greater healing, greater harmony, and even greater joy for yourself and the whole planet, herself.

WHAT IS THE “FALL OF MAN” TRULY ABOUT? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO “EAT THE FRUIT OF KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL”? WHAT IS LUCIFER’S WORK IN ALL OF THIS?

What you would call the fall of man or humankind is actually part of a grand experiment or exploration of consciousness that used duality, the tree of good and evil, if you wish, to bring about a perceived separation so that individuation could proceed at a much more intense and magnified way. The varieties of consciousness exploded with individuation and with a sense of separation from Oneness, from a unified field that was unconscious.

Consciousness is now reaping the fruit of that experiment or exploration by harvesting those who have come through a maturation process that brings free will to a place of again choosing to be one, and to unify what has grown in between individuation of consciousness…..to unify the individuation within unified consciousness, or the whole, and to therefore create something beyond what was duality, or the tree of good and evil, but which is a whole experience of embodied Source, embodied within variety, but conscious within creation itself. That is how we would interpret your story.

What part did Lucifer play? Well, you had to have a villain. If you had a God, or good, then you had to have an evil. You had to have the opposite pole. It is the nature of duality to have such. When you move beyond it through a maturation process of choosing to be one with All That Is, God/Goddess, and yet clear and clarifying your individuation, your essential that is unique within the whole, clearing that, clarifying to be who you are as the individuation of the One and experiencing yourself as the One within the uniqueness of your nature, then you have no more question about either God or Lucifer because there is a birthing beyond it. Lucifer becomes irrelevant.

I AM AN AWAKENING LIGHTWORKER WHO HAS TREMENDOUS LOVE AND UNITY WITH HUMANITY AND THE UNIVERSE. I AM FEELING A STRONG PULL TO COME OUT WITH MY WORK. I’M IN THE PROCESS OF DEFINING THE SPECIFICS OF THAT NOW. I FEEL COUNTLESS PEOPLE AND ENTITIES WAITING FOR ME TO STEP FORWARD. WHAT WOULD BE A GOOD THING TO FOCUS ON SO I CAN MAKE THE TRANSITION AT THE APPROPRIATE TIME?

Your own joy. Focus into what is fun, what is fruitful, fulfilling and joyful for you. Frequencies of joy are the greatest illuminator of any work that is to be given in the earth. So the more you are in joy and the more you enjoy what you are doing, the greater the effectiveness of what you do. Rather that focusing on what they are waiting for, focus on increasing your experience of joy in every moment.

I HAVE ENDED A RELATIONSHIP OF 5½ YEARS THAT HAS MUCH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE TO LET GO OF. I’VE ALWAYS TAKEN ON THE ISSUES OF OTHERS AND MADE THEM MINE. MY BIGGEST CHALLENGE IS LEARNING TO SEE AND LET GO OF WHAT ISN’T MINE. I’VE MET A NEW MAN WHO IS VERY GENUINE AND OPEN. I REALLY ENJOY HIM, AND THERE IS A STRONG CONNECTION, BUT I’M HAVING A VERY HARD TIME LETTING GO OF WHO I SAW MYSELF AS IN MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP. HOW DO I UNDERSTAND MY ISSUE WITHOUT FEELING ALL OF THESE NEGATIVE THINGS?

What you are experiencing now is a recycling of what has been experienced earlier in your life. You are recycling the trauma of projections from people with unhealed consciousness. When it is unhealed they project negative projections outward onto others attempting to make those outside of them hold a reflection of what they are holding of themselves. Yet in your early childhood while experiencing that you did not know how to separate what was yours and what was not, and in taking on the projections there was a part of you that felt very traumatized and very shattered in some ways.

We invite you to embrace with unconditional love and acceptance the very small infant child within you that did not know how to do what you are saying you do not know how to do. Be with her in a way that you wish your parents would have been….to be patient, to be kind, to be gentle, to be loving, to be reflective of your true nature rather than that which was projected in falsity. To do so for yourself will help to erase the false imprints and to retrack and repattern you according to what is most true of you. That is what you are working with now.

We wish you well in your new relationship, for this man has great capacities to be a genuine friend and genuine growth partner.

I HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT SOUL MATES. IS THERE REALLY ANOTHER BEING WHO IS YOUR OTHER HALF, SO TO SPEAK? ALSO, WHY DO WE JOURNEY WITH BASICALLY THE SAME GROUP OF BEINGS THROUGH LIFETIMES? ON A PERSONAL NOTE I WOULD LIKE CLARIFICATION OF ONE PARTICULAR CONNECTION THAT I HAVE. THIS CONNECTION IS BECOMING STRONGER AND TAKING ON MYSTICAL ELEMENTS. IS THIS PERSON AWARE OF THIS CONNECTION ON A CONSCIOUS LEVEL OR AM I SENSING IT ON A DIFFERENT LEVEL?

There are soul families that reincarnate or travel through time, connecting and reconnecting, supporting one another, challenging one another, linking because there is a connected awareness as well as a way of being organized in consciousness assisting one another to evolve as a soul group. Out of that there may be soul mates, or those that would be matched in different circumstances or different lifetimes for a certain period of time or for a lifetime for a purpose of greater accomplishment than one alone could do. Such partnerships or even group partnerships, because it can be more than one, can accomplish great amounts of things in creative ways as well as soul evolutionary ways when joined together.

There is at some level of beings a counterpart, masculine and feminine, and yet they are coming together more and more to be joined as a singular whole. There is less and less of a separate soul nature where there is a split and then you have twin aspects of a single soul. More and more that is unifying so that the full embodied experience of the solar nature can be a culmination rather than always longing for what is missing.

The relationship that you are speaking of is one that has a soul mate or soul family connectedness where there is such a harmony of resonance that communication beyond the physical is quite easy. It is not illusion, it is rather mystical, but not necessarily mysterious because it is by design or by nature that this occurs. Ones have different capacities to consciously recognize the subtle other levels. The one you speak of has a sense of the connection but not as much consciousness as you do. That does not mean that it is not happening, it is just that the conscious mind can be greater control of what is focused on and perceived in some people whereas when you open your consciousness to perceive other levels and be more aware or pay more attention then you have more available to you of what is going on at those levels.

I CONTINUALLY SEE A SIX POINTED STAR IN MY MEDITATIONS. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THE SYMBOLISM?

The six pointed star is quite important in the soul’s evolutionary process in this time. It is one of the geometric figures that assists consciousness to come into alignment with the Divine plan for earth, which is the merger of what has been above, or heaven, within what has been below, earth, or matter. That merging of these aspects of Creation or of the whole is forming something new that is beyond what has been. By focusing upon it your mind is actually using it as a activation tool, and when you lose interest in it a certain configuration will have already then been formed in your consciousness , in your field, that then will move on to further evolutionary sequence beyond this.

I’VE BEGUN HEALING WITH CRYSTALS AND MY HANDS. I WAS WONDERING IF WHAT OTHERS HAVE BEEN SAYING ABOUT BEING A POWERFUL ENTITY WAS TRUE? ALSO, IS ALTHERAN THE RIGHT NAME, AND IS HE A COMMANDER?

What we would say to the first question is that your consciousness longs to show you, to illustrate through you, who you are, your essential self or nature. Your conscious mind wants to identify with something as long as it continues to feel itself to be an identity apart from your essential nature. If we answer your question and say yes you are a great powerful being, your small identity will attach to that and then will not, perhaps, be served by the experience of your essential nature that longs to express itself through you, to you, but as you. That then would make your question shift its focus completely. Our suggestion is to allow yourself to open to the experience of who you are, to allow yourself to be who you are, and to know that the definition of who you are as great or small or bigger or littler, whatever, is not relevant.

There is one who carries the identification of the name you ask about, and that one has significant influence in certain arenas. You have definitions called commander that say a certain amount of influence in this arena would be called that. He would, perhaps, label himself that way, but is not truly identified that way.

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF A BROWN BAND IN ONE’S AURA? I ALSO HAVE A DARK PURPLE BAND WHICH HAS A VERY CLAUSTROPHOBIC FEEL AND SEEMS TO BE FEEDING ON MY VITALITY.

Brown is usually some form of physical imbalance. If it manifests in a band, notice where is it in the body and that will locate the imbalance. Where is it focused, where does it go? Look there and then pay attention to the area in your body that may be needing direct release of certain things that have been clogging energy flow through it as well as rebalancing on the physical and etheric levels.

The dark purple band is protective usually. It may have been inserted unconsciously in your auric field at another time and is now feeling limiting. You can release it when you begin to trust your own essence and core to move you in ways that are for you optimal unfoldment. It is also good for you to realize that the protection is around fear and that fear is where you look to dismantle that program of whatever you hold in that place, for that is what it is always attached to. Fear is an illusion that is programmed into consciousness in order to control the consciousness. So where is the fear, what is it of, and where did it come from or through whom was it inserted. Then release it with conscious choice, with love, with awareness, and ask your essential nature to show you what is the truth of who you are.