Small Group Sessions August 14 1998

EARLIER THIS YEAR I WAS HOSPITALIZED WITH A BLEEDING ULCER. DURING THOSE TWO WEEKS OFF I DECIDED TO BECOME A NURSE AND AM BEGINNING SCHOOL THIS FALL. I FEEL THAT I HAVE A LOT TO CONTRIBUTE IN THAT DOMAIN, BUT BECAUSE OF MY SHYNESS AND A THROAT CHAKRA BLOCKAGE I FEAR NOT TO REACH MY POTENTIAL. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT I FEAR THAT PEOPLE IN MY ENVIRONMENT ARE NOT AS OPEN TO THE CHANGES OF THESE TIMES. THERE IS SOMETHING HOLDING ME BACK. HOW DO I LIVE AS MY TRUE SELF? HOW CAN I MAKE CHANGES WHEN I’M STUCK IN MY COMFORT ZONES? I FEEL LIKE I’M TOO LAZY, AND I DON’T LIKE THAT. ALSO, I’M GAY AND HAVEN’T SHARED THIS WITH MANY. I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE IT WITH EVERYBODY, BUT I’M SCARED OF THE REACTIONS.

It is difficult for ones when there has been conditioning by external programs to deny what is most true within the self. Then when you begin to wake up, as you are now, to what is real for you, what you relate to, what is most alive for you, and you have already developed patterns of thought and behavior and a persona that are adapted to hide the true self, there is conflict.

Your ulcers are part of the conflict, because there is such a desire for life within you. You are not being lazy. It is as if there is a containment field of thoughts and thought forms that you took on through your family of origin, and that is wrapped around you. It is important for you to identify what you took on as separate from who you truly are and begin to loosen it, breathe through it, let it go, open it up, and allow the true nature to emerge more and more. You do not need to tell the whole world how you feel about your sexual preferences or your desire for life and to be of assistance in healing to others, and to open your sensitivities, but it is helpful for those that you want to relate to from a place of integrity to know who you are. It is good practice for you in being who you are and creating new pathways for your persona to be the vehicle to release this true nature into the world more and more and more.

As you read this, breathe deeply and let loose those bindings of those conditioned thought forms, patterns, and threads of consciousness that you took on that are not of your true nature. Loosen them, breathe deeply, and ask that they begin to release from your field. This will open more spaciousness for you to be who you are.

I WANT VERY MUCH TO HAVE A TRUE LOVING RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN. I’M WORKING ON BEING WHO I TRULY AM AND BEING PRESENT WITHIN MY HEART CENTER AT ALL TIMES, BUT IT DOESN’T FEEL THAT I HAVE HAD THE KIND OF RELATIONSHIP I WOULD LIKE. DO YOU SEE A MAN COMING INTO MY LIFE WHO HAS THE ABILITY TO CREATE WITH ME IN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE?

What we see first is an opening of greater passion within your own reservoir that you are just beginning to tap. It is not just about opening to knowing yourself, but opening the reservoir of passion, of life, of creative life force, and letting it start to birth in you and through you in a way that you are dancing, embracing all of life. When you begin to feel that power, and it is true power, not false or conditioned, then you will be so magnetic in your own dynamic self that you will then attract to yourself someone who is a match for you. But this is first. It is yet to truly come alive all the way in you and through you. Embrace it and allow it to embrace you, allow it to emerge within you and flow through you in a dynamic, alive, passionate, creative way. Then you will create that life with a partner and friends and compatriots of creativity.

I HAD A DREAM THAT I COULD BE PUT INTO A TRANCE AND HELP PEOPLE. CAN YOU SEE HOW THIS MIGHT WORK, AND HOW SHOULD I GO ABOUT DISCOVERING THIS GIFT?

The dream shifted you to an awareness of an altered state. You call it a trance. When you shift your locus of attention and open to connecting to other levels or dimensions of consciousness, often times there is a subtle or extended trance state that facilitates that. It is helpful if you work with someone who may be able to facilitate you over a process of opening to other levels, partially because there needs to be someone to pull in from the other levels what is to transpire or come through. Some can write automatically and bring things through in a way that is pulled through by the collective, but that is not typically how it opens. So you may need to work with someone, a partner in this, who is the ground, in a sense, that can receive what is to be accessed through the altered state.

It is important for you also to have a very balanced chakra system, and for you to begin work now to clear, to heal, to open the flow of energy through your own chakra system and your own body so that you are prepared as a vehicle for what is to come through. Physically, you also need to be strong because if you do this highly-charged energetic kind of work your physical body needs to also be a strong vehicle. So to get ready you can begin on many levels: physically, emotionally, energetically on the etheric body level through healing, and then beginning to open with a partner of a sort that you feel in resonance with who can serve as the receptive aspect for what is to come through.

WOULD YOU OFFER A BRIEF COMMENT ON THE NATURE OF HOMOSEXUALITY AND ITS PURPOSE OF REFLECTION IN THE WHOLE. THERE SEEMS TO BE SO MUCH OF A “CHARGE” AROUND IT.

It is interesting that there is so much charge, and of course that comes from judgments based on moral teachings and belief structures, etc. We see things things in terms of charge as well, but differently. There are magnetic poles. Masculine and feminine you might call them, yin and yang, north and south in your magnetic earth. They are attracted to each other. Typically the female holds a feminine pole and the male holds a masculine pole, but not always. Sometimes there is a strong feminine magnetic quality within a male form. Sometimes there is a strong masculine or yang quality within a female form. If that is very strong they still feel attracted to the opposite pole, which may be a female or male form regardless of their own physical nature.

Sometimes abuse in early childhood has knocked the pole, in a sense, to one side of the body more than another. Abuse can re-adapt and rewire people. Trauma in early childhood or identification with one parent more than another, or just being in some ways more aligned with one or the other. So it is by magnetism, by attraction with a certain polar connection. As ones evolve into the new matrix, that magnetism that has been the sole attractive force changes somewhat and there is more of a sense of humanity or the whole of creation or all as family, and ones may even find themselves confused because there is a sense of passionate attraction, not by polar resonance, but by solar resonance. That can be to both males and females whether you are male or female, and that may be new to some who have been typically heterosexual to experience that passionate connection. It is not true homosexuality, it is not heterosexuality, it is truly the universal creative energy flowing between people.

We do not have any judgment about homosexuality. We speak to people in terms of healing in aligning with what is most true for them and balancing what may be an out of balance state, but those attractions in a magnetic sense are truly part of the matrix that is fading and shifting to something that is much more dynamic, alive, and not defined in the same way.

I’M INTERESTED TO KNOW ABOUT MY PAST LIVES. I AM A GEOPHYSICIST WORKING AS A SEISMOLOGIST ON THE DATA FROM THE VERY DEEP GOLD MINES IN SOUTH AFRICA. I RECEIVE INSIGHTS WHEN I LEAST EXPECT THEM. COULD I BE ACCESSING KNOWLEDGE FROM ANOTHER LIFETIME?

When you work with the earth in a specific way such as you are, you also get help from the earth. She is a consciousness, and there are different great aspects of her consciousness in different parts of the world in geophysical manifestations. If you are seeking a certain understanding or a certain way of seeing something, or a certain ability to be in relationship with an aspect of what you are studying, then you have a “door” open with the desire to know through your question. That opens a door, and what flows through are insights.

It is not truly only past life, although you have had a very intimate connection in other times, not as a geophysicist but as a shaman in a more a more aboriginal or native sense. You have had connection with the earth and the energies of the earth and the ways the earth is used to bring different kinds of healing as well as different kinds of atmospheric assistance, etc. Those kinds of things you have worked with. So you are opening to a sort of blending your understanding on the scientific and physical plane with the intuitive knowing and relational connection with the consciousness that is of what you are studying.

OFTEN I GET SO ABSORBED WITH WHAT I’M DOING THAT I FORGET TO EAT, SLEEP, ETC. AS A RESULT I SEEM TO BE A TEST SITE FOR VIRUSES. I HAVE RECENTLY JUST HAD SHINGLES, AND I’M ONLY 26 YEARS OLD. HAVE I WORKED MYSELF TO DEATH IN ANY OF MY PASTS LIVES?

When you are not focused in your body, your mind, in a sense, drives your body, then the body uses different means to get your attention. There is a way in which you have not seen the consciousness of the body and the consciousness of the earth as viable, as having wisdom and information as well as ability to support and sustain you. The mind has overwhelmed. That is from your patterning as a child in the atmosphere you chose or adapted around certain circumstances and certain ways in which this kind of focus helped you survive in a way. This is also reflective of past lives where you have had also a similar time of not honoring the physical and the material aspect of the whole of consciousness. Consciousness is not only spirit or only physical, it is a merger of frequencies that manifest differently but is all the same, is all the whole.

Colloidal silver in solution with water is helpful to assist your body to release the virus and to rebalance and restore, but for you a practice where you take time to breathe, to sit, to relax, to being a practice where it is as consistent as brushing your teeth. In that practice pay attention to the breath, to your body, to how you feel, to what is present, asking your body what it most needs. Perhaps that day the kind of food that it needs is something you wouldn’t have thought of or wouldn’t have chosen, but it’s what you body needs for it to feel strong and for it to be balanced. So it is a practice. It would be helpful for you to use your breath to pay attention to get in your body, and to bring your energy down from your mind into your body and connect to the earth more deliberately.

WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT THERE ARE MORE MALE ASCENDED MASTERS?

Well, who has written all of the things down in your history, which starts with an H-I-S? It was males. The feminine beings and also the feminine in the earth have not been so visible on many levels including the mastery or the God-dess aspects. That is changing and re-balancing, but you are coming from a patriarchal time of a story of earth where the masculine masters have been emphasized, have been deified, have been given things to say as far as moral tenets and teachings. The feminine has been busy in a different way, shifting and birthing a whole new consciousness and a whole new grid in the earth plane, and in a sense the feminine has been too busy to care if it is recorded or not.

The feminine masters are very potent, and they are in charge of what is taking place on the planet right now. If you would like to meet these feminine masters it would be wise to ask to meet them directly and be willing to be put into service if you do.

WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH MY BAND’S SINGER? WILL HE SELF-DESTRUCT BEFORE WE BECOME SUCCESSFUL? ARE THERE ANY PAST LIFE CONNECTIONS BETWEEN THE MEMBERS OF MY BAND? ANY SUGGESTIONS FOR MYSELF OR THE BAND?

The person you are asking about is in a sort of destructive cycle, that is true. He is very sensitive and very creative, but has not been allowed to heal certain wounds that have been torturing him from within, so he uses and abuses substances and people. This is only a reflection of what is happening within his own nature, and it is very painful at that level. Compassion and assisting him or supporting him to seek his own healing would be helpful, because he has much talent and many gifts, but he may not be able to bring these forward or sustain them with the kind of woundedness we see within him.

Your band is rather like a little family system, and in order to truly move into the next level of what you call success or visibility, the family system or the organization of the way the energy flows among you and how you relate to one another needs to be a bit more conscious, rather than unconscious. If you truly wish to birth and bring forward the creative gifts of the whole of you together, you might want to invest a little money and time in hiring someone who could be a facilitator for “band” to work together more consciously and to heal the system or the organization of it. Just as a team does, just as corporate teams do, just as others who are realizing the benefits of becoming more conscious and how that supports growth and evolution of creativity. That’s something you might consider. These people are trained to be facilitators and to also assist you to become more conscious as a whole, as a group.

Several of you have had past lives together, but not the whole group. That is why there is a little bit of dissimilar energies and not complete resonance at times. Those of you who have been together before are sort of holding the core together from resonance, and then those who are new are brought into it.

I’M HAVING GREAT TROUBLE WITH TAKING ANY DELIBERATE, FOCUSED ACTION. IT’S A LIFELONG CONDITION. THERE’S SOME GREAT, DEEP FEAR/ANXIETY COMING UP AT EACH INSTANCE. PLEASE, HOW DO I MOVE FROM THIS?

You are one who would benefit from some past life healing work with past life regression or hypnosis. We do not recommend it for all people because you do not all carry the kind of imprints that make it necessary, but you are one who would really find it beneficial to pursue some past life regression in a theraputic sense. If you can, seek such a person out in your locale and work with them for a period of time, for more than one session is needed. You will unfold this pattern in past times with specific events and then you will also be able to release the pattern and then integrate the part of you that has been frozen in the past and unable to come forward because of the fear locked into that past. There has been some replication in this life, but that is secondary to the imprint that you carried in.

I HAVE WORKED PREVIOUSLY IN SOCIAL SERVICE AND JUVENILE CORRECTIONS. I AM VERY TROUBLED BY WHAT I SAW WHEN I WORKED FOR THESE ORGANIZATIONS AND BELIEVE THAT THE ORGANIZATOINS WERE AS TROUBLED AS THE PEOPLE THEY WERE DESIGNED TO HELP. I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF MY PERCEPTIONS ARE ACCURATE AND WHAT CAN BE DONE TO RECTIFY THE SITUATION.

Unfortunately, your perceptions are fairly accurate in the sense that the matrix of consciousness you have been within is based in domination, fear, control, judgment, and separation, and not based in love or the desire to truly heal. That is the condition of many social services and agencies and institutions whether they be government supported or religious supported. Those who are beginning to grow in awareness are beginning to understand the levels of healing that are needed to assist those who are caught in both sides of the system, either being the “victim” or the “abuser”. The two sides are magnetically attracted and pulled and bound together, and in order to dissolve the bindings there is need for love. Love is the only aspect of consciousness that can dissolve the bindings that have been unconsciously brought into place and lived out.

You have an opportunity when you are judged not to judge in return, but to ask for the great unconditional love of the universe to support and surround those who are in separation and using judgment to protect aspects of their own awareness in consciousness, just as you once did. Allow that love knows the way to heal you, the situation, or to assist you to find greater resonance with people who would like to be of greater service in a true sense. So begin to put your trust in the great rays of love, unconditional love for yourself and for the whole and those that are in your care and in relationship with you.

I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN WHO I AM AND WORKED ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS AND ENERGY AND HAVE GROWN WISE AND STRONG BEING SELF TAUGHT. NOW I HAVE THREE CHILDREN AND REALIZE THIS IS MY MOST IMPORTANT JOB, ESPECIALLY IN BEING A PART OF BRINGING ABOUT THE NEW HEAVEN ON EARTH. GUDANCE SEEMS TO HAVE LEFT ME IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS AND I AM WONDERING WHY I CAN’T BRING THE GIFTS I HAVE TO SHARE, ESPECIALLY WHEN COMMUNICATING ON THE INTERNET, OR WITH STRANGERS. AGAIN I SENSE THAT PEOPLE ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ME AND SOMETIMES FEARFUL, AND I’M STARTING TO DOUBT EVERYTHING I’VE KNOWN MYSELF TO BE. CAN YOU TELL ME WHERE MY ENERGY SOURCE ORIGINATES? I KNOW IT IS FROM BEYOND THE SUN, BUT I DON’T KNOW WHICH ONE. WHO AM I?

There are imprints made when you go through certain periods of time in your development such as when you are a teenager, and you find that there is a reaction and misunderstanding and judgment when you are being true to yourself, especially during the first phase up to the age of 21. What you are now doing is going back to re-do the imprint so there is a sense of your own nature and there is also a sense that others may not understand you. It is time to not take things personally. Do not give the power to others in their reactions to determine who you are in your self. The energy that you are aligned with is not only a place, and to locate it would limit it. It is more a ray, and the rays are universal rays. They are not limited to any planet, or star system, or claims of any particular masters even. They are universal.

You work with a ray of love, but a particular ray of love that has a dynamic that allows you to have a sense of awareness and information, but it is also one that tries to rebalance whatever is out of balance. It is a harmonizing aspect of the great all-encompassing love ray. Many are out of balance, and they are attached to the out of balance state because that is their identification and their way they feel that they are. Another person who enters their field creating a different sense of balance can cause a reaction, and the resistance is in the whole of consciousness. It is not about you, it is about the ray that you work with.

Release yourself from needing to have a specific understanding of your identity and merge more with the ray itself and allow it to come through you in different ways and have the effects that it has regardless of whether they understand it or react to it or not. Know that you are placed because of your capacity, your choice to be a vehicle for these frequencies, and that they are weaving through you into the whole of creation in ways that you may or may not fully understand. Then bring this information back to your teenager within you so that she is able to release the pain of that time and not hold back the fullness of what you are capable of bringing through.

WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT ON WHY I’M EXPERIENCING SCIATIC PAIN THAT HASN’T RESONDED TO A VARIETY OF TREATMENTS? WHAT IS GOING ON METAPHYSICALLY, AND WHAT PHYSICAL TREATMENTS WILL EASE THE PAIN?

There is a way in which your body is needing to open more fully, particularly in the back of the second chakra. This is part of an opening to another level of your own connection with earth, your own connection with your creativity, and allowing the flow of life and creation to come through you without inhibiting it or diverting it, or even distracting yourself by other physical things or people in your life. You have a large capacity, but you have it crimped off, in a sense, and that crimping is what is creating the pinching of the nerve and the limiting of the energy flow through this part of your system.

You have had many ideas, and it is time to put them into form. It is time to move forward and open the channel and to let the energies and ideas flow through and not be diverted by anyone or anything outside of you. Allow you passion to open more fully in creative ways. Writing, particularly for you, but speaking as well, without holding back anymore.

Physically there is a need to gently stretch but not to over-stretch. Stretch and breathe as the energy flow opens with breathing patterns that go deep into your abdomen to assist this to open and connect. Certain yogic postures can be helpful. But it is truly opening the energy flow that is most helpful.

I WOULD TO ASK ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARTNER. IT HAS PROGRESSED VERY LOVINGLY, BUT WE’VE REALLY BEEN FACED WITH HEAVY OPPOSITION FROM HIS SON THIS SUMMER. HE’S BEEN ALMOST SHOCKINGLY TERRITORIAL OVER HIS DAD AND QUITE UNACCEPTING OF MY PLACE IN DAD’S LIFE.

It may or may not be helpful to hear that it is phase of sorts, a transition for him where he is facing within his own body certain changes and growth into manhood. This is puberty or the passageway that the male goes through in transition to adulthood. In tribal cultures at certain ages the boys go away with the men to be initiated into their manhood. On unconscious levels that also happens, so there are times boys need to bond and be with their fathers, and it should not be taken as a threat to you or your relationship with his father. It is a transitory time. If his father would take him on a trip, for example, and just very deliberately work with a sort of male, pubescent passageway and create a ritual around it, then the unconscious is soothed and can begin to move into the new pattern where the masculine template drops into the male body more fully and the male begins to take on the masculine qualities of the adult male. You may feel that it is about you, but it is truly more a pubescent passageway time and is acted out in this way. It happens to be simultaneous with your relationship with his father, but it is not about you.

IN OUR HOUSE THERE IS A ROOM THAT FEELS LIKE THERE IS A LOVE ENRGY FOUNTAIN OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT THERE. WHEN WE FIRST MOVED IN IT WAS THE BABY’S ROOM FOR MY LITTLE BROTHER. WHO PUT IT THER, WHEN AND WHY, AND IS THERE MORE THAN ONE ENERGY “FOUNTAIN”.

Sometimes when there are spaces within a home that are designated in the design of the home as a nursery, for example, that opens a place of love by designation in the design. In the designer’s mind and in the people who built the home there is a sense where that is a nuturing, nourishing, loving place because that is what the child needs. So that is how it gets designated and the flow of energy in the house is then created in that way. If you wish to move it, then it is necessary to work with the house and the original intentions within the design and move those around or shift them with intention of the current owner and those people that are living there. That can be done with intention and consciousness, but what you are picking up is the original intention and how it served your family.

I READ THE CHANNELING CALLED THE NEW CHILDREN AND I HAVE WHAT I BELIEVE ARE TWO OF THESE, ALTHOUGH THEY ARE EACH QUITE DIFFERENT. I HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT EACH:

MY ELDEST IS TEN AND AMONG THE VERY INTELLIGENT AND ACTIVE GROUP FO THE NEW. I AM FINDING THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE UNWILLING TO BE AROUND HER AND HER ENERGY AND ARE LIMITING ACCESS OF OUR CHILDREN TO EACH OTHER. THIS HURTS MY DAUGHTER AS SHE FORMS STRONG ATTACHEMENTS TO THOSE WHO CAN HANDLE HER ENERGY. IS THERE A WAY TO HELP THIS SITUATION?

MY SON IS EIGHT. AT AGE 16 MONTHS HE SUSTAIND A BRAIN INJURY. THIS HAS LEFT HIM WITH SOME “DISABILITIES” WHICH CAUSE HIM TO SLOW HIS INTAKE OF INFORMATION. WHAT IS YOUR VIEW ON THIS AND WHAT CAN I DO TO BE OF SERVICE TO HIM? HE IS A BEING OF INCREDIBLE LOVE.

These children who carry these very intense, high frequencies do disrupt those who are holding the old matrix, and they’re usually adults. They also are able to relate, as you so ovserved, with others who also carry similar frequencies of these intense new energies. So they find a home with each other, and when they are together the energy is magnified and then the parents is more distress and want to control more. All we can say is that in this time your daughter is one who has enough strength within her own nature to not be too disrupted by this overall.

What this is about is not a personal thing. It is truly just a sense of who she is in terms of what she carries being very challenging to those who are carrying the old matrix and the old frequencies of consciousness and are not willing to shift. When she is in school where there is less parental sorts of parameters, she can choose to be with whom she wishes, and often will be with those who are like her, and they create well together and they have fun together. Some of it may loosen somewhat because of projects that are perhaps initiated at school and then need to be carried out after school or in other ways.

You might even support the initiating of such projects so she may have places to meet with and opportunities to work with children that are like herself. They can be school-oriented or civic-oriented projects depending on how you look at them or work with them. She and others like herself love big projects, and you might keep that in mind. Big projects like creating a park, or designing a new form of environmental support in an area where the environment needs some support. BIG projects.

Your son is a being of incredible love, and he should not be seen as one who has limitations. He actually has no limitations. He is one who has incredible capacity to channel that love and should be encouraged to put his hands on people or animals that are in need of healing. He is one that has a beautiful capacity that comes through him and that cells and cellular response is immediate. In the academic sense the brain injury has perhaps limited him, but on a soul level he did agree and chose this so that the quality he is most in alignment with would not be distracted away by a focus on the intellect.

You do have two unique and beautiful beings that have chosen to incarnate through you, and each carries very directly a universal ray energy. So for you to work with them is to identify with the rays that they work with and help them not to take personally how people respond to them.

AS AN INVESTMENT BANKER, HOW DO I BEST ADVISE MY CLIENTS TO PROPERLY PROTECT THEIR LIFE SAVINGS AS WELL AS SAFEGUARD THEIR WELL-BEING WITH THE Y2K COMPUTER CYBERSTORM ON THE HORIZON? IN OTHER WORDS, HOW DO I BEST SERVE THOSE WHO DEPEND UPON MY JUDGMENT?

Well, you should perhaps be aware that what has been the sourcing of energy and focusing it through money in this entire last phase of creation is headed for a disruption. The way that people need to begin to source themselves is directly with the planet, herself. For you, you would be wise to focus your own attention to clearing the lower chakra system and connecting directly using breath and intention to make a direct relationship with her. Not only is cyberspace a disrupting agent on the horizon, but the earth shifts are also on the horizon, and how that affects the whole of the economic system will be dramatic. More even than what the cyberspace storm may be.

Ones are working very diligently around the clock to ease the computer situation, and with the faster computers that are around that is also shifting some of the worry that has been in this area. That is not to be as difficult. However, the other aspect of the earth’s shifting and some of what would be called disasters on the horizon and how that affects the field as a whole will be a challenge. So to pay attention and to be in connection with the earth directly and to source your own sense of intuitive knowing about how to guide your clients would be your wisest direction.

As far as how people respond to their attachment to their money, it would also be wise for them to stay very fluid and to realize that the sourcing of lives is beyond the money itself. They need to be advised to be able to move at a moment’s notice and move all of their resources from one place to another and to not flinch at that, and to be able to make that kind of decision based on a sense of intuition or a sense of having a knowing within of what is needed to be done. For you, listen to varying kinds of information, not just economic. Listen to the earth, listen to those who are in touch with her and what they are saying, listen to those who are intuitive that are around you that may have dreams and other kinds of ways of being tuned in. Have access to many levels of information for guidance.

WE LOST TWO BELOVED PETS IN LESS THAN A WEEK. THE SURFACE LESSON SEEMS TO BE INATTENTION. BOTH WERE OUT OF MIND WHEN ONE RAN AWAY (PRESUMED DEAD) AND THE OTHER MET WITH A HOUSEHOLD ACCIDENT. WHAT ARE WE SO TOTALLY UNAWARE OF THAT TWO ANIMALS HAD TO DIE TO GET OUR ATTENTION? MY CHILDREN ARE UPSET AND NOTHING I SAY MAKES SENSE OTHER THAN WE DO NOT SEEM TO DESERVE THE PRIVILEGE OF HAVING ANIMALS AS COMPANIONS. IS THAT THE ONLY POINT?

Oftentimes pets are very intuitive. It is not about not deserving them, that is not the message at all, and it was not your inattention that was part of their leaving, that was not it either. Pets are very intuitive. They will pick up shifts and changes in what is taking place in the home and sometimes will move on first before the actual shift takes place in the family. Oftentimes it precipitates a time of change, a time where things begin to shift in a physical sense, a move. It precipitates a time where you enter as a family a time when things need to shift into a different way of being together or opening to others that may influence or be part of your family in some way.

Pets do not leave by accident and they do not leave because of your inattention. That is not true. They are precipitating or bringing attention to that things may be, on an undercurrent level, about ready to move or shift or open up in a different way in your family. Yes it is sad and very hard to let go, but there is in a letting go of them a pre-condition of letting go, which is what happens when there is change.