May 6
I get up, shower and have breakfast. Feel like a nap, but no. Feel less like working, but a review of options fails to dissuade. I decide what I do isn't really work, but that doesn't help. My brain's not fuzzy, but I don't feel very here and I have no idea where there is or what's going on in that location. Even writing is a task so I choose stream of consciousness, hoping my mental mumbles are reflecting not just my own state. It's spring, the tulips are up and the trees are dropping seeds. Life reveals itself in new expressions across my horizon while I wait in the wings for my cue. What's coming next seems hazy though I acknowledge occasional desire to know. Disconnection, introspection and a minimal dose of wondering better defines my day.
I'm writing this to say that you don't have to feel wacky about feeling wacky. Wacky is up at the moment along with deeper disconnection from your old world. Naptime is up too, so indulge. Take it easy, take care of what's in front of you, take five now and then. It's the end of efforting, and who would have expected the abrupt need for adjustment. Maybe we go forward when we stop needing endless planned activity to determine our - I can barely write it - schedules. Or maybe forward is no longer a correct reference, and maybe we expand? I've a feeling life doesn't care what directional attributes we assign it, only that we recognize its presence in our design.
Except for the challenge of staying focused, I would write more. But you know, you already get it. The change proceeds, the collapse of the old accelerates, something in our personal life dissolves, the latest crisis alternates with the latest inanity, and the sprayers of the fear fog open their nozzles for wider coverage. But, in another place the fog cannot penetrate, and we go about our days in preparation of this place where we stand in the clear and wave "over here". It's almost time.
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Now, here's something cool. The Wesak full moon is this Saturday, May 9th, the day of our next channeling. Astrologically, the Sun's transit through Taurus exalts the Moon, and Taurus is ruled by Venus, the spiritual ruler of Earth. Want more cool? Our visitor this weekend is Lady Venus. Funny, that. I am so looking forward to her visit. I don't know if I'll feel less peculiar after the session, but perhaps this sense of disconnect will be addressed. And please tell me it's not just me :#(
And wait, there's more.........
Mercury went retrograde today. yarooh dna eeppiY.
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As you may know, Michele teaches a course for advanced practitioners. During the last module of the series in June participants will be taken into the field for some experiential training, working with ley lines, vortices, land and property clearing and other facets of energy work. We are looking for some locations, both inside and outside, that could be used for this training. A dwelling with entities and other energetic issues is needed, as well as land that may need clearing or ley line shifts. If you have or know of such properties that are accessible (private with permission, or public land), please contact Michele at 651-224-4451 or michele@lightsmith.com.
And, please do consider joining us this Saturday evening for the channeling with Lady Venus. Things are aligned for something grand, and your guess is as good as mine. All I know is that I'm never disappointed at what occurs. More info if you need it:
Transformation Tuesday on the 19th, 7-9pm
Quantum Light Breathing various dates
Other events - see the calendar
Doh,
Chris
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