Take Two

Two highlighted days occur regularly in April, and I decided to start writing updates on both April Fool's and Tax Day. Seems like they should somehow be combined, since both of them usually contain an unwelcome surprise. Of course, I'm not getting this update completed and sent until the 20th, which supports my view of the collapsing matrix of time as I alluded to 3 weeks ago. Or, it could be the collapsing matrix of Chris, I'm not sure. In some ways, these updates are an old technology, although you can definitely expect them to continue for awhile. Social networking technologies like Facebook and Twitter are a little further up on the evolutionary communication ladder, demonstrating what consciousness is up to as the energies now want faster, more-efficient pathways for rapid expansion (hint - get ready). In many ways, keeping up in these times means watching the crowd swarms. I can't imagine what comes in-between Twitter and telepathy, but the geek in me is curious about what will show up.

 

The whole notion of being in the moment makes almost everything irrelevant that precedes the "now". Think about what used to constitute old news and how our sense of time has changed. Republicans voting against the stimulus package, remember that? Old news. Obama being elected president? Really old news. Bush in the white house? Almost ancient history. Ancient history? Dissolving into extinction.

 

One oft-repeated bit of dogma from the old reality is that we should keep history alive so we don't repeat it. I would say that we repeat it because we keep it alive, projecting our future from past experiences. In the new reality we create in each moment directly from the informing currents of creation, which is requiring some changes in the nature and structures of our being. In this transition period we are dissolving karma along with other influences of our histories, while the mind is being stripped of believing it is superior to life - or anything else for that matter. Which leads me to two points of discussion. The last update was short on commentary because I was feeling crunched for time, so to give you my two cents worth I first need to shift the focus back about 4 weeks. I know, old news, but try to remember :)

 

The energy that began to blow through 4-5 weeks ago had an effect that was perhaps even less pleasant than that of tax day. For one thing, it seemed to be an efficient dismantler of mental posturing. For some people the wave produced an encounter or experience that challenged a long-held belief or way of positioning oneself in relation to others. Some people may have had a defining moment that delivered a potent energetic punch to the gut. Whatever the experience, the wave seemed to help surface old feelings of inferiority or not being good enough. The inevitable soul-searching then created an opportunity for the release of rigid, crystalized structures out of the body and consciousness. It's clear that we simply must jettison all false definitions of self before we move on. It also dawned on me that speaking one's truth includes inner dialogue as well.

 

The good news would be that such intense clearings pave the way for something new to be possible. At first I didn't have a handle on the energies of these past couple weeks, but I was feeling teary from time to time. I have also noticed often feeling ready for a nap, even after a good night's sleep. I have even been simultaneously sad and happy, and haven't known whether to cry for joy at feeling a sense of freedom or cry in grief for something I couldn't quite identify. During the channeling this month I finally filled in some of the blanks as I found myself nodding in recognition to a helpful explanation given by Sanat Kumara about why we're feeling weepy. Which leads me to part two.

 

 

This year's channelings have definitely stepped things up a notch. It is clear that those creator beings who seeded the intentions into this planet have decided to have an increased presence, working with this transformation in a more direct fashion than we have previously experienced. During the channeling we once again had an opportunity to participate in a process that was helpful personally as well as to the whole of the planet. First, we received some clear, helpful discussion of what is happening on the planet right now. I decided to transcribe some of the dialogue, and I will add excerpts below. However, as usual, the most important and powerful part of the evening wasn't the information, but rather the process that followed. Sanat Kumara called it "pulling the strings" of strands of consciousness that became dominant during the reign of duality. Words never do justice to the experience, but I'll do the best I can.

 

During the session, and after preparation by Sanat Kumara, we were directly assisted by the Earth Mother to release many of the old karmic "strands" of consciousness that had woven into our experiences. I can only describe what I felt, but everyone I talked with after had a very similar experience. As I sat in my chair a field of energy came up from the earth, filling me all the way to the top of my head. Then, it receded back down into the earth. The process repeated several times, and we continued to receive information from Sanat Kumara about what was taking place. Imagine that you were able to reach up through your attic ceiling with your two hands and pull down a thick pack of insulation. That would be a rough analogy to the kind of energetic clearing out that I was receiving. I even started naming things in my mind and asking to have them included in the removal process. Hopefully, some of those personal strands went out to be recycled along with the rest. I've had many energetic experiences, but none quite like this. I immediately felt better and lighter, and I awoke the next day in a very good mood.

 

Well, I guess you can tell by the many words that I'm making up for lost time (so to speak). I'll end here with my encouragement to experience this Sanat Kumara session for yourself. I transcribed the first part of the event, and then again listened to the process and had the same energetic experience as the first time. This is some potent work being done during these channelings and the follow-ups on Transformation Tuesdays, and I invite you to check this one out.

 

Download page for this session:

http://www.lightsmith.com/shoppe/orderSSC2009.htm

 

Reminders:

Transformation Tuesday tomorrow in person or by phone, http://www.lightsmith.com/center/tuneups.htm. Quantum Light Breathing April 28th and 29th, Wordpress users group on April 29th, Audio Recording Class on April 30th and In Your Element Playshops I and II with Michele on Saturday May 2nd.

 

See the calendar for details at http://www.lightsmith.com/calendar.htm. Note the special pricing on the Playshops.

 

 

 

Don't blink, you'll miss it,

 

Chris

 

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Selected highlights from the Sanat Kumara channeling:

 

There is in this great place, this planetary presence, seeds that are now bursting forth just like your seeds and tubers that have been buried under snow are now starting to come forth. As this great planet was conceived, there was within her the seeds of potency for life.

 

Many of you struggle with feelings and emotions. Many of you find that they are frustrating, and sometimes you want them to go away. And yet, without them you would not feel alive. You would not feel passion and you would not have an experience that you could remember and tell your friends.

 

Your mind, in this planet, is not the same as how minds have evolved in other experiences or in spirit, for here you have a body that is a fluid body. You move, and fluid moves through you, and emotion is part of your nature and an intimate part of your experience.

 

When you have other emotions or feelings, whatever they are, there is a magnetism within them. You are learning consciously how to open your experience or feelings, not to deny, not to put aside, not to judge, not to contract, but to acknowledge love and open your own emotional life nature. As you do so, you become aware that there is a momentum, a movement of creation through your feelings. You, each of you, is a gift and your emotions, your feelings, are a gift.

 

Humanity, humans, each of you here, you are unique in that you are the fusion. You are the fulfillment of the seeds that were planted within this planetary mother, so long ago that I can't even remember how long that was. A long gestation you might say, a very long pregnancy. In your consciousness, your bodies, there is a sense of fusion, of alchemy, and each of you is unique in that alchemy. As you open to a greater capacity to be here, to be embodied, to open who you are within a nature of life, each of you opens more of what is possible for creation to come through you and actually manifest within this large collective experience.

 

Your mind aligns with your heart, your being and your experience, and the past continues to dissolve the bindings of past emotion, the content of a mind that has lost its way within its old story and made up a story instead. You are dissolving the stories that were made up. You are releasing the past that you experienced and interpreted, without realizing that within your experience there was always love, always presence, always earth, body and magnetism for life, more life.

 

The great karma of this planet is not your individual stories, the great karma of this planet is the subjugation of emotion and the oppression of life. All of the diseases and addictions, all of the violence and distortions, all of what is manifesting on your planet is the result of this great karma. Karma is only that which has been experienced but misinterpreted, not allowed a freedom to continue to grow and evolve through and into a new experience. A bound experience creates karma, whether it is personally or on the grand scale I am speaking about.

 

Your own capacity for life is surging, and will continue to surge this year. Your minds will continue to break down their addictions to knowledge, interpreting, analysis, thinking and thinking and thinking, judging, projecting, and doing all the things it learned to do in the old story. Your minds are growing more and more present, shifting how they function in alignment with life and your own powerful presence.

 

Manifestation is not just about the mind deciding what you want. In fact, the more you want something with your mind, and if it is in contradiction to what you feel you will manifest what you feel even if it is not fully conscious.

 

Hopefully, very soon many of you will start to realize the feelings, the emotions are not to be discarded, are not to be judged or put away, are not to be swallowed back and they are not to be used through the old pathways of misinterpretation, projected out, or used to continue to oppress or limit others.

 

Science needs to begin to know how to be with that which it is studying. Your bodies are rebelling. Your bodies no longer wish to be treated as if they are an object without conscious feeling. Your healthcare system is moving into crisis, and it will be in crisis until this awareness breaks through.

 

There are those of you who work with healing. You are aware of your own capacity to feel a connection with life, and particularly with human consciousness within bodies. And, these bodies respond. There is a fusion of light within matter, a fusion of light and spirit within your body, a fusion of consciousness now that is far beyond anything that has ever been experienced yet in this physical universe, physical planetary experience.

 

And yet those of you who continue to see only with your mind or your eyes, and interpret based on the old ways of interpreting, you do not understand why your body does this or that or why your emotions do this or that. You do not understand why the larger collective seems to have people moving more and more in ways that are out of control, emotionally snapping. The oppression is not working.

 

This is the culmination of the seeds that were planted in this planet at the very beginning of this planetary mother's experience. This is the culmination that will then unfold in your future, collectively, beyond the karmic binding, beyond the binding and oppression of emotion and the subjugation of life. Beyond that is a new story, a new experience, a new feeling and a new sense of what is possible, what is truly possible.