Small Group Sessions April 1997

MY QUESTION IS ABOUT THE HEAVEN’S GATE GROUP. I CERTAINLY FELT THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE ACT OF THESE 39 PEOPLE. IT WAS SOBERING IN GIVING ONE PAUSE TO LOOK AT ONES OWN BELIEF SYSTEMS OR ZEALOTRY OR WHATEVER. I’M CURIOUS TO KNOW HOW THAT GROUP HAS SERVED THE LARGER WHOLE AND WHAT SOME OF THESE EFFECTS ARE.

Part of it is that it is creating doubts for many people about trusting their guidance. There are those who would say that these ones trusted their guidance and look what happened to them. They are judging the outcome and then judging inner guidance or guidance from another source, supposedly. Yet there are both of these things within this. Ones listening to something outside of themselves, that is what many of these ones were doing, and listening to guidance which is what at least some of them were doing. So both of the things are present. The way ones choose to leave is not within anyone’s ability to judge, whether it be through a flood, natural disaster, or by an inner experience of choice. Those outcomes have been so feared, death is so feared and judged as bad or negative, so these ones were holding up an image of choosing another level of reality with their own free will with a certain amount of joy and peace to do so. It is quite the opposite kind of image that ones often hold. They look at people afraid to die, in fear of death. That startled many and it is working in consciousness even though many are trying to deny it or put it into a wrapper of some kind to make it palatable and to not face it. It is still working within many ones’ consciousnesses.

The message is to learn to open the wisdom connection, your own self guidance system. It is imperative right now for many to receive this at another level and to realize that there is a need for the organism itself, as it reorganizes, to have direct access to all of its parts. It is just common sense. Just as your body reorganizes and your body reconnects itself so that all of your systems work better together rather than disjointed, out of balance, dis-eased. The great consciousness is attempting to reorganize and restructure itself and it needs access to its parts.

DID THE ACTIONS OF THE HEAVEN’S GATE GROUP HELP OR HINDER THE MASS CONSCIOUS’ ACCEPTANCE OF THE EXTRATERRESTRIALS THAT WILL BEGIN TO BE SEEN.

They had some delusionary conscious aspects to their belief structure that said they had to do it this way. So some of that is being felt by ones, and there is then confusion. But there is already confusion around this entire area of thought and awareness. Our comment, and it is only a comment, is that their action perhaps created more confusion on the part of those who don’t know what to think or are even a bit afraid already. That can be mitigated by a different event with different effects, so it is not something that is so permanent. But the greater disservice is the confusion around trusting inner guidance vs. outer guidance.

I’VE HEARD THAT EARTH IS A VERY HARD PLACE TO INCARNATE IN BECAUSE MANY PEOPLE WANTED TO GET A SPOT. WHY IS EARTH SUCH A COVETED PLACE TO INCARNATE?

Because at this point in time the evolution of consciousness within the body is creating opportunity for souls to condense growth, learning, and evolution into very short segments of time. Also to become synchronized within the new conscious structure within a body and seed it for all time within one so that there is never a sense of going back into duality but only into holding the trinity weaving in consciousness which forms oneness. So right now bodies are at a premium and have been since the second world war. It is why your population is multiplying so quickly right now, but that will change.

WHY ARE WE VISITED BY “ALIENS”. DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH THE HALE-BOPP COMPANION OR GIANT SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS AS A PLANET?

Hale-Bopp is just one of the visitors to this planetary consciousness at this time. The multiversity of forms that the great Creator has taken on throughout the universes is incomprehensible to your conscious minds. That some of them may be appearing in greater integrity of their forms so that you can perceive them should not be a surprise to you, but is because your consciousnesses have limited themselves, except for science fiction material, to the possibility of other forms existing that may not look like you or have the same makeup in organization or patterns of consciousness as you. You will continue to be open to such and meet these ones in a much more conscious way in years to come. This is inevitable and is not only precipitated by Hale-Bopp, but by your own consciousness that is evolving at a very high rate of speed to include the possibilities and well as the reality of other dimensions manifesting in forms different than yours. We would not call them alien.

IS THERE A WAY TO CAPTURE PARTICLES OF HALE-BOPP IN ORDER TO ANALYZE THE MOLECULES?

Yes, there are ways to do that, but it would take physical interference with the comet itself to do so. In some ways this comet has been protected from that because its consciousness is quite evolved and it is not to be interfered with at that level. It has been looked at through cameras and much information is already being given by that means and through different sonogram measurements.

HOW IS THIS COMET ASSISTING THE EARTH. WHAT IS THE NATURE OF THAT ASSISTANCE.

The structure of consciousness that we spoke of earlier that is now being woven into the whole through consciousness and some bodies have need of certain reflective elements. Just as these elements can precipitate life when in combination with other elements, they can also precipitate a certain catalytic energy for what is already present. So it is serving as a catalyst for this reorganization of consciousness in such a way that it is alchemically recombining certain elements, just as what would happen in the beginning of life, to take life to a new level.

WHAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF A CHRONICALLY LOW BODY TEMPERATURE. WHAT CAUSES THIS, HOW CAN IT BE HEALED. IN GENERAL TERMS WHAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE ENDOCRINE SYSTEM AND PSYCHIC PERCEPTION?

The endocrine system takes the communication from the neurological system, which is the direct link with your consciousness. As you think something it is transmitted through the neurological system to the endocrine system that then translates that to chemical changes that alter the chemistry. That then begins to alter functioning in the body.

A chronically low body temperature is regulated by the endocrine system, primarily the thyroid, and it is a sign of a limiting of the direct access of information as well as energy that is into the system. The chakra system is closed down and is not able to bring a greater of energy into the body so it can be processed through the chemistry of the body and create optimal functioning.

An energetic healing process would work directly with the release of the consciousness patterning trauma that may have interfered with the chakra functioning of the body, and assist the whole body to tune up to a more optimal functioning and utilize energy better.

I’M AWARE OF THE RAPID PACE OF TRANSFORMATIONAL SHIFTING TAKING PLACE. I HAVE FELT DRAWN TO BE IN SEDONA, BUT I AM CONCERNED ABOUT HAVING AN INCOME. I HAVE A FAMILY TO CONSIDER IN MY DECISION AND I’M NOT SURE WHETHER TO MAKE SIGNIFICANT SACRIFICES TO MAKE SUCH A MOVE POSSIBLE. WHAT IS THE BALANCE HERE AND WHAT HAVE OTHERS DONE IN SIMILAR SITUATIONS?

Two things to remember. When you feel a calling to go to a place it is also connecting to you energetically as you are feeling pulled to it. So the first thing to do is to make a conscious connection to it whether you move there, or travel there, sometimes it is just an energetic connection and your body is using certain elements through that connection to make adjustments or to make certain interconnected memory adjustments in the sense of things that need to be jarred or released in consciousness through that particular location. It can be enough to just be very conscious of that connection at times. Do that for a period of one to two weeks, and if you feel a lessening of that calling then it is not necessary to go there.

Many have not always realized that the planet as a whole is a great body. You are on part of this great body, so by linking yourself consciously with any part of the whole and beginning to have a linkage with it much can be transferred directly without having to actually relocate. If it does not go away, however, sometimes there is a need for the chemistry of the body itself, the etheric form and the physical body, to be in a certain location to recalibrate itself magnetically, or chemically sometimes on a very elemental chemistry basis. Sometimes it is the location itself and how it is related to the magnetic core of the earth. Sometimes there are also certain soul aspects that are reintegrated in such places.

If you feel that you are to move there then ask the universe to support you to make the journey in ways that are not depleting of life force or any of what is necessary for life in your family. To make great sacrifices is not always necessary even though ones would like to believe it is because that gives them the sense of having done something risky for themselves. Sometimes it is just the risk taking that is the breaking of a code or pattern for them, but it is not always necessary to do so. Listening to that inner guidance is the key.

SIX YEARS AGO, NOV. 9TH, 1991, I HAD AN AWAKENING DREAM. ALL THE STARS IN THE HEAVENS CAME TOGETHER, AND THERE WAS LIKE AN EXPLOSION OR A RAPID EXPANSE OF ENERGY AND LIGHT BLUE LIGHT. I WAS SAD AND MOMENTARILY IN PAIN, BUT A VOICE SAID TO ME THAT I SHOULDN’T BE SAD, BUT HAPPY– THAT IT WAS NOT THE END BUT “THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL”. AFTER THAT, INFORMATION BEGAN STREAMING INTO MY MIND…ALL TYPES OF STUFF-MATHEMATICS, PHYSICS, SO MUCH I COULDN’T HARDLY UNDERSTAND. IT WAS LIKE DUMPING A 4 GIG HARDDRIVE THROUGH A 286 PROCESSOR. I HAD “DREAMS” WHERE I WAS SHOWN GLIMPSES OF MY FUTURE, AS SOME SORT OF PROOF I GUESS. I REGRESSED INTO MY DREAM INTO WHAT I LATER LEARNED WAS CALLED THE “WELL OF COLLECTIVE UNCONSCIOUSNESS” I STARTED UNDERSTANDING THINGS THAT I SHOULDN’T BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND. I REALIZED IN MY CONSCIOUS MIND THAT THE ONLY WAY I COULD POSSIBLY BE LEARNING THESE TRUTHS WAS IF I WAS DEAD. I GOT REALLY SCARED THEN, SO I TRIED TO WAKE MYSELF UP. WHEN I THOUGHT I WOKE UP, I WAS ACTUALLY STILL DREAMING. I WAS IN SOME GARDEN, I WAS A CHILD, FOLLOWING SOME OTHER KIDS AND SOME OLD BALD MAN DRESSED IN PURPLE. I WANTED TO SEE THE FUTURE OF MY LIFE, BUT I UNDERSTOOD(SOMEHOW) THAT MY PHYSICAL MIND CANNOT UNDERSTAND THAT SO I WENT FROM MY DEATH BACKWARDS THROUGH MY LIFE SO IT WOULD APPEAR TO MY MIND AS A MEMORY. THAT WAS SOME TRICK, HUH? ANYWAYS, I LOOKED INTO SOME BOOK, AND MY LIFE WAS WRITTEN IN THERE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE’S. I HAD SOME URGE TO LOOK DOWN, AND I STARTED FALLING BACK. I SAW MY BODY COMING DOWN, LYING THERE ASLEEP. THEN I WOKE UP. THIS WAS SOOOO WEIRD, AND I’VE TRIED TO REPEAT IT AND UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON. BY THE WAY, AFTER HAVING THAT DREAM, THE FOLLOWING YEAR I HAD AP PHYSICS AND MAINTAINED A 120% AVERAGE IN THE CLASS WITHOUT EVER CRACKING A BOOK! IT WAS LIKE I ALREADY KNEW THE STUFF. IF YOU CAN HELP ME UNDERSTAND THIS, I’D APPRECIATE THE HELP.

You were given a great gift. One that many have sought through years of training. Suffice it to say that it may have come as a surprise to you since, perhaps, you may not have sought it, and yet the gift itself is one that has allowed you to be joined with the great collective consciousness as a whole wherein all information is available at all times. There is a code, the geometry of the universe, in which the way all the universal laws work together can be mathematized into structures that are then understood and worked with more consciously on many levels.

You are being trained in a conscious way to access some of these codes and to bring them into more practical, useful, understandable terms. You are also beginning to realize that death is by no means frightening, but actually what you experienced, and is a sense of no death. It is a sense of accessing levels of consciousness without dying, which is very possible, is timeless without past or future, and available. So you may attempt to repeat it, but it is actually while you are awake and focused that the information that has already been accessed is coalesced in consciousness and brought forward into something that you are then utilizing. You don’t actually need to continue to get “downloaded”. You are actually needing to coalesce in consciousness what has already been downloaded by using it, applying it, by having a sense of focus where it comes through and is then into some useful form.

Small Group Sessions January 1997

The following is a message received through Michele Mayama on December 23, 1996 during a small group gathering that focused on Hale-Bopp:

“Be not afraid for I bring tidings of great joy. As once I came to herald the birth of a consciousness that would visibly alter the course of human events, so now I come again to herald the birth of a consciousness that will also visibly alter the course of human events. I come not as one who you call a spaceship, but as a consciousness, a vast consciousness, that is directed by the great Source – the galactic Eye – that penetrates your atmosphere in order to stir and kindle the fire of love in your hearts and in the hearts of many where that fire has grown dim. Your world, your earth, has called forth consciousness that is now to be birthed amongst many ones, not just one. It is time. It is time to join hearts in unity, in love, in Divine passion to release from your hearts the fears, the distortions and illusions, and to once again hold a vision of that which is your greatest moment that is coming, and becoming in you and through you.”

“Do not get distracted by the great illusions, the vast information, that can turn your minds and keep them focused away from the true openings – passion and love. Your bodies are redesigning themselves so that they can be the vehicles for that great joy, love, and Divine passion that this consciousness wishes to embody and experience fully. I am a friend to you. Please welcome me as that friend.”

THERE’S SO MUCH CONFUSION AROUND THE HALE-BOPP COMET AND “COMPANION”. COULD YOU PLEASE SHED SOME LIGHT ON THIS TOPIC? I WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR INPUT.

The comet is timed in consciousness to bring into the consciousness of the planet an insertion of Divine love. To bring a stronger inoculation of an awareness that you are not alone in the universe, that you are not alone and cut-off, floating about in space – the human race circling the sun in a certain quadrant of the galaxy without relationship to the rest of the galaxy and the rest of the universe. As a whole you have lost a sense of relationship. It is no wonder relationships suffer so much in the part of the consciousness that is your world.

Relationship is placement in the whole, an interwoven, interdependent biosphere of life and that which brings life and supports life as well as consciousness in multi-dimensional forms. You ones are not the only ones alive and conscious in the galaxy. You are not the only ones in the universe alive and conscious with bodies, with forms, and with capacities to communicate. In your planetary system you may have evolved this way and of this capacity and feeling a bit superior, but that is not the case in the whole. So some awakening needs to begin to happen on the conscious plane – collectively – to make this awareness much more widespread. The comet itself is a precursor to what is coming in making this more aware.

The media attention that is put on spacecraft, extraterrestrials, etc., is in some ways raising consciousness, but there is not a true acknowledgement. It is much a projection of human fears, human shadows, and using others to place blame or to polarize with. That is not the intention. The intention is to make an awareness of the interconnected, interwoven web of life, life-force, and love, and that there is intelligence that has evolved in different ways beyond your forms and your way.

SO WE WILL BE EXPERIENCING SOMETHING THAT WILL BE A DEMONSTRATION FO THAT EXISTENCE IN A WAY THAT WILL MAKE SUCH PROJECTIONS OR POLARIZATIONS LESS LIKELY?

Yes, that is the intention. We do not always know the outcomes, but we can speak of the intention.

CAN YOU SAY MORE ABOUT HOW THIS WILL BE DEMONSTRATED?

Those who are sensitive are already beginning to perceive this. Those with eyes that need to have proof will have more proof as this year opens and unfolds. There will be a gradual coming together, it will not be an “invasion” as your movies like to portray. It will be a gradual awakening, a gradual recognition, a gradual understanding, and then as more open more communication will be possible.

There are those who are very afraid to give up superiority, to give up that sense of being the greatest power on earth – whether it be in a government, a monetary financial position, or in a powerful position of some kind. They are very afraid, so there is some resistance to an awareness growing among the population. It is now increasingly difficult for that to be controlled. The population has opened windows and doors and cannot be denied information so much. That is why the timing is such that it is beginning, as well as it is also the time in the planetary evolutionary cycle.

WILL THE INITIAL EXPERIENCE BE AROUND THE TIME OF THE SPRING EQUINOX WHEN THE COMET IS CLOSEST TO THE PLANET?

Yes, perhaps you will begin to have more awareness around that time as well as other things that will happen gradually, but afterwards.

ALTHOUGH THERE WILL BE MANY WHO HAVE FEAR AROUND SUCH A THING, I FEEL THAT IT WILL BE QUITE A RELIEF FOR MANY WHO EITHER KNOW OR BELIEVE OTHER THAN WHAT WE’VE ALL BEEN TOLD AND TRAINED TO THINK.

Yes. Help is on the way!

WOULD YOU ALSO OFFER SOME CLARITY ABOUT THE NATURE OF THE PHOTON BELT. HOW DOES OUR INTERACTION WITH IT AFFECT US?

It affects things on an atomic level. It is an electromagnetic field that is a part of the way the consciousness of the whole galaxy works, so there are different places within it that are more highly focused in energy with different ways of organizing itself. When certain areas of consciousness are precipitating within such a place, there is a sub-atomic shifting of resonance and vibration. Certain things can come together and make new combinations, so to speak. Different configurations can be sustained. Things reorganize when in this energy field. The cells and the atoms begin to vibrate differently and then they break apart and recombine in different ways because this field can support that kind of shift. By being within it for a period of time there is support for this reorganization to happen. It is also timed in the sense of how many cycles it takes to go through such a period of time and where you are at in your evolutionary cycle when you enter. So you have done it before, but not with this kind of consciousness or this kind of density wedded to a consciousness that is open to making a shift.

In this breaking down and recombining, etc., many ones find that their realities are falling apart and they may opt out and leave the body behind so that their consciousness can do this on a different plane without the stress of the body changes. Some refuse to participate, almost as if on a conscious level they cannot adapt to less density so quickly, so some will find that their soul’s growth will continue in a way and in a place where the density is yet more familiar, and in that plane and place they can continue their evolution and will reincarnate in a different place.

This particular earth plane is not going to go into the future in a straight line. Your futurists cannot predict what your future will be based on what they see now because of the breakdown, chaos, and reorganization that is the result of this particular time of evolution and the support it is getting on an atomic plane. Your bodies are doing pretty well in keeping up with this regardless of the discomforts. Those with higher consciousnesses with more capacities are more affected because of the nature of the consciousness that needs to then transmute within the body itself. It will affect your bodies more. It is good to continue to have physical support during this time, but also remember to listen because consciousness determines stability, ultimately, rather than the body. At this point bodies need the connection with the Earth Mother. They need communication with the cellular shifting taking place atomically in the planet because that is your mother “ship”, so to speak. Yet, continue to listen and be aware of your individual needs within this for your own step by step motion as to how to proceed.

IS THE PHOTON BELT UNDETECTABLE BY OUR CURRENT TECHNOLOGIES?

It is not undetectable in its results. Your planet’s electromagnetic field is changing and it has changed rather dramatically in the last 20 years. Scientists know how to measure it, but they don’t know what is happening or why it is doing it. They have not yet learned to measure cycles, but they may learn that soon. There are some very bright scientists who are also open to new ways of getting leads. There are very bright, smart, intelligent consciousnesses on your planet right now. The natural intelligence of the universe is dispelling itself within consciousnesses in your planet now in order to bring some of this into more provable forms or manifestations. It is the next frontier of consciousness to understand itself and to understand its nature within the great whole.

LOOKING IN AT ITSELF FROM WITHOUT AND LOOKING OUT AT ITSELF FROM WITHIN.

Yes.

THIS QUESTION IS RELATED TO WHAT HAS BEEN DISCUSSED. I HAVE READ THAT EARTH AND ALL BEINGS HERE ARE NEARING THE 4TH DIMENSION, AND THAT WE ARE AT 3.47 NOW. WHAT CAN YOU SAY REGARDING THIS? WILL ALL BEINGS EVOLVE AS A WHOLE AND WHERE ARE WE CURRENTLY IN THIS PROCESS?

You are in an escalating process of destabilization of what you have called 3rd dimensional density reality level. That level of consciousness is no longer stable in the matrix of mind, and it can no longer hold density in the same way that it has bound it as a reality in manifest form. Therefore you are in a progression of destabilization and opening to a new frequency. If you want to call it 4th dimension, that’s fine – we don’t care – but it is the next higher recombining of energies or atoms of consciousness that is not the 4th dimension as you have seen it from the 3rd dimension. It is a new order, a new organization of atoms and consciousness that is distilled from the facets and the parts that are available now. That recombining has not yet occurred.

Where are you in the process? You are in an increasing destabilization. Your bodies, your lives, your institutions, your realities as you have known them on the 3rd dimensional density level are loosening continuously. The reorganization is not yet in place.

Will you evolve as a whole? A significant number will evolve as a whole. Those who cannot, whose familiarity with this level of density is not open to the next recombining, will be removed in some way or form – we won’t say more about that right now. They have the right to choose. [Suggested reading: A Choice for Love]

Small Group Sessions November 1996

From a group channeling:

TELL US ABOUT THE NEW SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS. HOW WILL IT COME ABOUT? WHAT IS IT THAT EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT FOR MANKIND’S NEW GROWTH?

That is a very large question, but we will give our best attempt to put it into language. As we speak, be aware that we not only speak in words to you, but we speak directly mind to mind – or hologram to hologram – however you wish to describe us. You receive it without necessarily being encumbered or limited by the words that are not able to give fullness to what we wish to say.

What is happening in the shift of consciousness and how is it proceeding? Our perspective as we look at it and participate with you is that the great consciousness of your planet, Gaia Terra (as you wish to name her) has had coded in her body, since her initial creation, an evolutionary pattern. A pattern that brings to ever greater complexity as well as consciousness that which is her awareness wedded with spirit (or souls embodied) that are gathered from all over the universe. In a sense this body, the great mother (egg, if you wish) has been seeded with billions of individuated, DNA coded, spirit beings who bring an aspect of the universe here to be brought into the whole. Her consciousness weds them, in a sense, very much like a birthing, but brings those individuated aspects together, weaving them into an ever more complex hologram of consciousness which is shared by all who are alive in bodies as well as by those who are participating at other levels with the evolution here.

At a particular time, there is a “moment” (which may be many years) at which the complexity needs to reorganize itself in order to come to another level of awareness or organization to then continue that evolutionary plan. You are in such a “moment”. Your consciousnesses are both manifesting the breakdown of the old organization and the forms that were formed by that organization, as well as a chaotic, frenetic escalation of frequencies that precipitate the shift into the new organization or pattern that will then support the next evolutionary experience. Your planet knows very well what is happening, consciously. All those who are attuning to that in their bodies and in the hologram of consciousness that you are playing in also become aware of this consciously so that you can participate in the dance less fearfully and perhaps with more creativity, more joy, and more participation. Those who do not tune in or who are reacting to what they perceive as happening in a reactive pattern attempting to hold on to the old organization and forms that birthed out of it are finding a great amount of difficulty. Bodies that do not house consciousnesses that are moving into a greater awareness find also greater restrictions and subsequently greater imbalance as the frenetic frequency escalation is felt by all but not able to be processed or handled as a flow through that vehicle so then there is discomfort, disease, imbalance in life, imbalance in communities, imbalance in earth as you experience it. Those who are processing along with the escalation are finding, perhaps, challenge to move into it or to clear the physical bodies’ memory patterns of the old organization and matrices, but rather overall are doing well.

I’D LIKE TO ASK ABOUT TWO EMOTIONS: FEAR AND ANGER. WHY DO THEY PLAY SUCH A ROLE WITH THE PEOPLE WHO ARE DESIRING THE SHIFT TO COME?

Whatever is present is present. In the inherited DNA patterning of the old organizational forms there is much wedded to fear and much wedded to what you experience as anger, although anger is, perhaps, another matter. We will deal with fear first.

Fear is that which is the experience of being separate, of being apart, of being abandoned or alone, and therefore needing to be in some form of control or some illusion of control of your environment. That fear is a basic pattern within the old organization as well as in bodies that have inherited it. It’s in your DNA. It’s wedded into the way you process information, so it has to come forth and it has to be felt as it comes forth and ones who desire to free their bodies of the old organizational patterns feel fear as it releases. If they do not perceive it as a release, however, then there is a capturing of it, or in a sense a recapturing of it. There is a recapturing of the fear and a holding of it as if it is real, as if it is what it is you are to deal with or work with. Yes it is in your body, but it is on the way out. Do not recapture it, let it go. Let yourself experience it as a release out of a very deep DNA organized pattern.

Anger is a secondary emotion. Anger is a result of the suppression of what has been under the fear coming forth. When ones do not allow the fear to process through all the way then they turn it into anger, for anger is the pushing up of the life force that wishes to come into and participate in the new energies fields – the creativity, the passion, the feminine awareness that has been suppressed under the control mechanism of the masculine. When we speak of the masculine we do not speak of the male, but rather the information that has held the place of God in your culture. Even your religions code everything into information, therefore the energy, the essential nature, is bound in a matrix of mind and it cannot breathe very well. Bodies disintegrate, they die as a result of the encapsulation of information in auric fields.

Anger is actually a pressure to release the encapsulation of the life force so it can breathe. It is actually a positive energy, but again it is captured by thought and utilized in ways that is not the intent of the being to utilize it, but because the mind is not yet understanding the nature of the energy it misrepresents it, misunderstands it, attempts to focus it onto somebody or something that “made it mad” and then captures it again. Then, perhaps, even acts out of it. Anger is a very wonderful tool if you can utilize the energy of it to assist you to release the life force that is underneath and is coming forth.

Working with fear and anger with consciousness can be quite provocative as well as productive in terms of your passageway to freedom.

WHEN MY PARTNER AND I CAME TOGETHER WE BOTH SEEMED TO SENSE THAT THERE IS SOME REASON WHY WE DID, AND WE REALLY DIDN’T THINK WE WOULD ACHIEVE THIS IN THIS LIFE COMING TOGETHER WITH ANOTHER HUMAN. WHAT’S THAT ABOUT?

Part of the reorganization of this planet’s energy field requires that certain ones meet and come together and join energies, partially to assist ones to escalate the frequency transmutation individually so that in a sense you are assisting each other to speed up your processes at this time. That is part of the initial experience. The second part of it is that in that joining there is also an alchemical, mystical energy that is formed that cannot be formed by one alone. It is taught in the old tantric traditions, but it is actually being utilized in a new way in this time because the old way is now losing energy. The new alchemical energies that are being formed by such unions are being utilized to fuel the reorganization of the planetary consciousness. So, more and more beings are coming together with soul agreements to be part of the alchemical fusion of energy, rather like an atomic fusion process, but utilizing body chemistry that manifests through bodies and through auric fields. This fusion process inseminates the collective consciousness with a frequency, a chemical combination of energies, that facilitates the shift. Isn’t that nice! If ones can begin to be conscious of the love affair that is actually birthing the new organism they would have much more fun rather than so much angst about what is happening as well as getting so far off track most of the time.

IS THE CHANGE TAKING PLACE ON EARTH HAPPENING ELSEWHERE IN THE UNIVERSE?

Earth is rather like the precipitator of a great chain of events. That is why there is a great amount of attention focused upon earth at this time. Earth is the precipitator of a chain of evolutionary events in a universal sense, particularly your galaxy. Your galaxy is an organism, earth is a part of the organism, a cell within it. Your sun is an organizational pattern or plan that organizes the earth and the other planets and also other things as well that you do not yet have knowledge of but you are becoming more aware of. Within the galaxy there are certain precipitators. Certain planets or certain cells or consciousnesses within it precipitate a chain of reactions that then reorganize other levels that are waiting for this reorganization to happen. It is rather a grand plan, but all is interdependent one upon another.

PLEASE COMMENT IN WHATEVER WAY YOU WILL ABOUT THE PREDICTION THAT HAS BEEN MADE ABOUT 15 MILLION SPACE CREAFT LANDING IN DECEMBER.

Well it is an interesting theory. One that will generate, perhaps, much coffee table discussion. One that will give ones endless ways to think about getting ready for such an event. One that will give you some good jokes, eventually, and one that could be put onto your television screens rather effortlessly with your present video technology. Given all of that it has some entertainment value, yes? Other than that what would you like us to say? That they are coming? They are not coming? We would spoil your entertainment. You can entertain yourselves as much as you wish. If you find some humor in it, some joy, then all to the better. If it creates fear perhaps it is stimulating a release of such out of the old patterning. If it stimulates other things perhaps that is good as well. We do not comment on good or bad or whether or not it is even fact. It happens to be in your consciousness, right? So it is. Deal with it – whatever you wish and however you wish.

WHEN I SAW THE INFORMATION ABOUT THE LANDINGS I HAVE TO SAY THAT I WAS QUITE SKEPTICAL AND DID NOT ACCEPT IT. WILL THERE BE A TIME WHEN HIGHLY EVOLVED BEINGS FROM OTHER GALAXIES COME TO EARTH TO ASSIST WITH TECHNOLOGY OR IN OTHER WAYS?

Those of us who are in service to this process right now have many frequencies, many forms. At some point we will join you in ways that will be more easily experienced by yourselves, partially because your consciousnesses will have evolved a new organization which will make that possible. These predictions of what is to happen is coming through a lens, a very thick one rather like you are very nearsighted and you have a lens that is made up of the old mental field that has only a certain amount of conceptual latitude as to how to explain what is coming. So most of it is far inaccurate in terms of what is coming in terms of explanatory value. It does, at times, keep ones open to new things and to receiving what is coming rather than closing the door. That is why it is somewhat valuable to have a predictive sense, but most of it is not accurate so do not hang your hats or make your bets upon such things because most of it is inaccurate.

On occasion something is dropped into consciousness when needed in order to precipitate a movement in some way or other. For example, that is what ones experience when they say “I don’t feel like going on this airplane today”. It is predictive because in that moment their soul is receiving the message that you are not to leave in this time, this plane is going to crash and others have an agreement to utilize this way out of the body. You do not have such an agreement and so it is. Certain times in history certain things like this are dropped into consciousness and groups of people may pick it up and simultaneously act. Not so much because there is a prediction, but because there is a knowing that this is the moment to do something because of what is being felt. That is a more accurate prediction. Ones who make the predictions and then wait to see what is going to happen and sit around their coffee tables and make their bets – that you could do for entertainment.

THIS PREDICTION ABOUT SPACE SHIP LANDINGS FEELS A LOT LIKE THE ASCENSION STORIES THAT HAVE BEEN TOLD ABOUT WAVES OF SHIPS LIFTING PEOPLE OFF THE PLANET OR EARTH CHANGE PROPHECIES WITH NEW MAPS AND SUCH.

It gives you something to talk about when you are muddled in the mind. As the old organization goes away what do you talk about? You have to think of something so why not create something that is of a future that you have no understanding of yet. You may as well make up stories in different ways that keep you opening to a new organizational process. That is helpful. It keeps you opening, it keeps you aware that there may be more that is to come. But to hang your hat on it, to make a bet on it, to move your life savings as a result of that, that may be a bit presumptuous of what is coming in to your consciousness.

When you trust your body and your inner knowing, your mystical heart, when you are aware of this place and its evolutionary patterning unfolding you in consciousness, that is your guide. For it is wedded to the heart of the consciousness of the earth. She, if you wish to give it a gender, is actually more in the know than any of us. We take our cues from what we pick up from her and then we pass it on to you.

HOW DOES THE EARTH FEEL ABOUT MAN ABUSING HER WITH CHEMICALS AND CUTTING DOWN RAIN FORESTS, ETC.? IT MUST HURT!

It does. It is painful for it is part of her body and her consciousness. She agreed to be an emotional planet. How do you think you get emotions? It isn’t because your spirit has emotions. If you go purely into spirit there is a vastness of consciousness, but not emotional. Water, fluidity, is necessary for emotion. Your planet has much of it. She agreed to be an emotional home for conscious evolution here in this way. But, as a result She experiences emotions and feels pain, just as you do. Therefore, yes, it is painful. However, just as you recently went through an illness that was painful and that precipitated a release, simultaneously with the pain She is releasing. She is also releasing through ones such as yourselves who are utilized as vehicles of release so that there is, in a sense, an escalation of release taking place. You may notice that there is an escalation of movement in her body in the atmosphere that is shifting and changing and moving a greater release of energy through it in quite extreme measures and ways as the planet experiences climate changes, including earth quakes and volcanic eruptions. Even your diseases that are rampaging through bodies of earth such as cancer, Aids, or heart diseases are part of her release. They are part of the release of the old organizational pattern out of her body – out of your bodies.

A Small Group Gathering with The Earth Mother

Comments by participants are in UPPER CASE

Breathe with me please.
Ahh, yes breathe.
Breathe deeply into your body and bring this life force deeper, deeper.

There is much that is good about living in a place where there is more fresh air. You can breathe and there is that which refreshes you. More oxygen. That is good.

Heeyah homikaya
Alomaha…………………….

Would you mind if we would stand? Breathing is easier. Alomaha. You say…………..

ALOMAHA……..ALOMAHA……..ALOMAHA…..

It is a greeting from my body to your body. My body to your body, your body to my body. Your body to your body…….So remember, it is like aloha but a little different. Alomaha, alomaha…..say it to your own body? Can you feel body? Does your body like this? Yes. Body feels acknowledged and spoken directly to.

The mind in the world has many languages, yes? French and German. Swahili and Spanish. English and etc… But all bodies are made up similarly. All bodies are similarly made up of certain molecules and minerals and water and DNA that is combined in certain ways that creates uniqueness, but much is similar. So there is a language that has been forgotten that once was directly known from my body to each body. It was a language that if you traveled you could speak with another. Sign language that the natives employed in your lands here, that was a universal language, was derived from the original language. It was a holdover. They did not remember all of the language, but their language was derived from the original language. Their languages. Many of the original languages that you have in your land are derivatives of what I speak with you.

Therefore there is a linkage and that is closer to harmony of body and nature than the English language that you have grown up with. That does not mean that you are ignorant. It just means that it takes a little more attention and focus for you to bring your attention to body and to nature to communicate. It’s a little more focused for you. So with my help we will practice and then proceed.

Hold hands similar to mine and be copycats. Be imitators for a little while. You see little vortices here, little movements? Yes, from both directions.

Heeyah kahoma……………………

Breathe some more

That was to help your mind let go of its attachment to the only language it knows and to be more receptive, to be open to receiving this. This motion that you do with your hands is opening in the frontal part of your body so that it too is opening, your chakras, your core. So that you are more receptive. Not just in head but all through your body. Very simple.

More practice. Heh o ma kaha………... Whenever you do this motion coming up you are inviting my body, my energy to be with you. You can do this any time you want to. This brings the energy up, this is a sign of receptivity. Alomaha is a greeting that you can do with this.

Alomaha……………..We learned this to begin with and I did the same motion. So two simple motions. If you forget the words that is okay. Even the motions are effective with intention, and sometimes you remember this easier.

So, your bodies are very important in this time. Minds have been taught may things. Emotions have been focused upon because they can not be ignored after awhile. They push on you. Emotions and physical body are very closely related. They are all part of the same organism. Animals have emotions, not to the same degree that you have, perhaps, because your mind has complicated them, but they have simple emotions because it is part of the physical realm to have emotion. Emotion is fluid, water, and it is part of your emotional fluid body. So bodies have not been understood except quite mechanistically as a sort of – well, let us use a screwdriver here and open this up and look inside and pry open this and look at this – what do we have here and this is not quite right so we fix it, etc.

Bodies are organic life systems all by themselves. They respond to consciousness very very easily through the emotions as the bridge. When ones get ill there is that which has been accumulated in the emotional body. Oftentimes forgotten but present that then creates in the physical body what is being projected into it as an ecosystem, a living organism.

What is now coming to consciousness is that the body also has wisdom to go this a way, not just this a way. Not just here and you think what you think manifests in body. What about the body communicating the other direction? And what if doctors and those who are in such professions would begin to study and learn the language of the body? Language of the body to listen, to receive the wisdom of the body in its own healing process. Because every body knows exactly what you need for healing and the sequence that you need it in. Every single one of your bodies can relate that to you. Did you know that? So, little secret. Not so secret, but not quite conscious yet, almost conscious. So I come to help.

So right now it would be good before we proceed for you to honor the wisdom in your body and begin to turn your eyes, your focus, to the wisdom here. Turn your eyes, your focus to your body. Encompass your body with your focus for a time and begin to acknowledge that a very wise one is here in the physical form. In this body there is wisdom, a repository of wisdom that is very very great. Because it is my repository of wisdom that I share directly through every cell and every molecule of your body. We resonate together. Acknowledge and honor this body that is yours. And ask it directly right now to begin to communicate with you and teach you. To begin to communicate with you and teach you how to receive its message.

You have an ache or pain? Ask your body what it is that it is holding for you there and how to proceed in its physical rebalancing. You in your healing practices learned how to ask the first question “what is held here?”. Sometimes the second one is forgotten. Remember to ask and listen, then listen. In this world there have been many things that have accumulated over time that have woven into this consciousness of the whole.

You are born into the consciousness of the whole and you experience it from infancy on and it imprints into your mind, your visual fields, your ears, your bodies. It imprints. And then you grow up with this all imprinted, wondering why there is that which feels not so alive or joyful as you remember from somewhere in your memory. And it gets increasingly worse as you get older in age and time, until those places that have been holding for a long time begin to give out. Now, in the collective there is a consciousness that predicts the stages of life, yes? You have infancy, childhood, adolescence, puberty, adulthood, later adulthood, and death. This is your span. You don’t like to think about death, do you? That is not liked. People don’t like to think about it, but it is part of the prediction for a life span. It is in your consciousness and you say it is normal, yes?

This body has another program that has not been initiated. It has another program here in the body that has not been turned on, the switch is still off for most people, because this whole hologram of life span and how it looks and how it works is plugged in to most of your minds. What would happen if you opened another switch in your body that had a different program and looked different, and you experienced it differently? What would happen?

Yes, your perspective would change. People might think you were crazy on a general scale, yes? So you might want to do this in little groups so you don’t do this all by yourself and feel like you are actually doing something bizarre. Because it will feel that way initially. I will explain. This body and its wisdom that we began to open to and acknowledge wishes to teach you some things. It is longing to teach you some things. Part of which will lead you to a time where that switch can be turned on. You have to have cellular memory before it can be turned on. Most of you have been looking out at what you need to expand into, yes? I turn you around. Look deeper into body, into earth, because body and earth both hold this wisdom. When you open this wisdom and you begin to regain cellular memory, the cellular memory automatically heals your body, automatically brings you back to the whole balance, the whole of you. Automatically remembers what it was that was wholeness or health in this program of this body. There is a cellular remembrance. Then it also automatically remembers how to take life force directly from my body and transform it into life force for your body. What happens then?

Your energy would start to cycle differently. Your sleep, your eating would change. Not that you would probably stop eating, but it would change dramatically. And you would not need to take energy from other people, or get it or take it or lose it, or whatever you do. Your relationships therefore change because you have endless source of energy, endless free source of life-force into your body. When the switch goes on then this begins to be your experience, and automatically you are connected as if you are plugged in to a circuit that is plugged into all of life, all of creation, all of animal, plant, mineral, lakes, mountains, oceans. So automatically that communication becomes effortless or easy because there is no separation from your life force and the life force of the whole. Therefore there can be no harm. You cannot act in harmful ways against your own life force or the life force which you are plugged into which includes all of life. Do you see the ramifications?

Breathe and allow this to penetrate. As it is named and spoken you bodies begin to say “oh oh, someone is calling this into manifestation”. Breathe. Allow yourselves to realize that this is information that has been kept from you that in some centuries some of this was known, or resurfaced. But people were not to a physical point of evolution, mostly, to be able to use this information. If they did, often times they were canonized and became saints or something, do you see? Because they illuminated their body and they didn’t need to eat, didn’t need to sleep, they could go for endless days and yet have energy. Mystics they call them, or saints. In different traditions they discovered this and they plugged themselves in. What wants to happen now is large scale plug-in. Light up, yes? Light up earth, light up every part of this great body. And it isn’t only that your spirits will illuminate, that is part of it, you have learned that part as many of you have been studying. Yes your spirits inhabit this body, yes there is that which you manifest through intention and light, but you’re missing half of the equation. You cannot make it happen from light and energy and spirit alone. You cannot make it happen.

Many are using the same technologies that you know for spiritual work for control in this earth, many. They use the same matrix only they turn it for another purpose. This, however, has some safeguards and it is why it has not been open to many until now.

There are safeguards. There needs to be a full loving acknowledgment of body and of creation. You cannot open the cellular memory of the DNA without respect. In the old goddess times there was respect, and many learned in that time or remember from that time how that connection felt, even though bodies were still young in the earth and awareness was not so complete. But there was an awareness of that respect and reciprocal honoring. I honored the human ones as I honored all of my children. They honored me. There was a reciprocal action. Same kind of thing you see, when your body is charged and you receive life force, you recharge me. It is reciprocal. There is reciprocal energy exchange, as it should be where there is that which is in balance.

What I am sharing with you is planting a seed, because each of you whether you believe it fully yet or not, is fully capable of doing this in this lifetime. Fully capable. Once you know this and you begin to believe it, trust it, know it. . . . your first little exercise might be “what is in the way from me believing this all the way?”. Ask what thoughtforms that have been constructed to hide this from you are still there in your mind because they may be there on this collective plane. Second question will be “how can I open to communicate directly and listen to the wisdom of my cellular memory?”. And you ask directly because you know the sequence, you know how to do this. I will help you intimately, directly. You have to ask.

Then you begin the process of allowing your body to release what it has been molded up with in this collective memory that does not fit what it is going to create. Do you understand? What has been loaded up, thoughts about polarizations and that there is all of this woundedness and there is fighting and there are many many ones who think that they have to work for a living, that they have to depend on others for their health, for their well-being, for their resources, for their whatever. Their religious beliefs, etc. That dependency and that focus outward has closed the body from revealing its wisdom. Therefore, ones such as doctors are necessary to fix things, because the bodies are not talking very loudly to these ones. There is too much in the way. As you become aware of this however, you can initiate this communication, heal what is necessary for your body to heal and regenerate, and light the switch, you see.

Now, you talk to me. How does this feel as I say all this to you, do you like or do you believe or is this not something you……….

OH, I BELIEVE. I JUST READ THIS IN THE MASTERS OF THE FAR EAST. THE MYSTICS OF INDIA HAVE KNOWN THIS FOR A LONG TIME AND BACK IN ABOUT 1900 A GUY WENT THERE AND TALKED TO ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THIS. THEY TALKED ABOUT THIS ENERGY AND THEY TALKED ABOUT BEING ABLE TO EVEN CHANGE THEIR AGE BECAUSE THEY COULD TAKE THAT ENERGY IN AND USE IT FOR THEIR OWN GOOD. ETC, ETC.

Others?

IT DOES FEEL FAMILIAR.

Yes, familiar. You know why it is familiar? Because you chose before you came to do this, to explore this, and you chose this. So you are opening a memory of what it is that you came to do. Part of your mission, your focus here in life.

So if you’re willing we will take this one step further, one step further. Take some more deep breaths.

I’d like you to begin to pull up from your feet. Pull up as if you are pulling up some of my life force, and I will give it to you. You are in a place of working together here with me. Pull up. Gently you are asking. Open up. In the body the repositories of the old beliefs that you have carried and inherited from parents are held, not only cellularly but in the energetic form that encases the body. So as you pull this energy up, which is actually quite good for you to do daily (so you can always do this), but do it now with an intention to begin to open some of the old belief structures that you, individually, are ready to loosen and release from. Each of you will have some different ones that you have already begun working with, already opened up packages of them, perhaps, and are ready to begin to open these.

So as you pull this up now, breathe down and meet it. Meet it with your focus, meet it with your life force, meet this energy and let it work, particularly in the root center, the second center, and the belly here for awhile. Focus there, pull the energy in, pull your focus down, and if you feel like moving around you can do that. Bodies like to move, you ones sit too much. Move it around. Move around and allow anything now that sort of fly into your mind or that you are aware of that are part of some of your patterned ways of thinking about yourself or about others. Let them start to loosen up. Ask sincerely, with respect, to be assisted to allow what is no longer necessary for you to hold, that which keeps you from directly communicating and listening to your cellular memory. Ask that it be lifted gently, gently lifted out, and I will help.

Keep breathing please, don’t forget.

That is good. There is more life opening already. More light, more life force. So move up. Up to the mid-section where there are many important organs. Many important organs are in this part of your body as well as a very important energy structure that has held fear and contraction as well as where you lose energy, where you plug in to where you find yourself dependent. It does not matter if it is a person, institution, working place, government, whatever. You lose energy through this place, and what happens to the organs? Good question, eh? You can answer that one.

So bring your focus here. Bring the energy up. Bathe these organs, bathe your body in this energy. Let your organs feel that they are being fed directly. Bring your focus there and ask with respect for assistance to remove or release or loosen those patterned ways of thinking and of relating that have continued to keep you focused outward in fear-based thinking and behaviors and relationships. Turn it around, almost involution. Turn it around and allow yourself to take back this energy that is yours, releasing as much as you can those patterns that keep you in dependency outside of yourself, or others in dependency upon you. Now we will also work directly with this place and these organs.

Very good. Keep that life force pulsing in there now. Feel the life force pulsing in these organs in this part of your body, regenerating the energy there, re-energizing these organs. They work very hard sometimes when there is much contraction. That is good.

Then we will move up to chest and lungs and heart. Arms are included. All of this area, that beautiful heart, that which brings in oxygen from my atmosphere and transforms it in your body by magic. You think you understand. It is not truly understood, not yet, but it will be. So focus here in the heart, the lungs, the beautiful heart chakra center, the arms, the hands, beautiful extension of the heart and the lungs. Now work a little bit to stretch. Stretch just gently, not difficult, so that you have a sense of your back as well as the front. Feel your back as well as the front, because you are also aware that your spine runs down and also is included. So breathe the life force into this area, your focus comes together here, and we ask with respect for assistance to release what is held in this part of the body that keeps you from truly believing and receiving your Divine blueprint, your plan for being here. Why are you here? Your heart knows. Your heart knows and your lungs are those organs that support the life plan, support your purpose. They surround the heart, they are part of the system, and the ribs protect it until it is time for you to then bring it out through your throat, your hands, however you do it. But here it is.

What keeps you from attuning and knowing what it is beautifully yours? Why are you here? Why are you in my body? Why did you come? You need to listen, for your body, your heart can help you. So what ever has woven around that keeps you from remembering, ask now that it loosen and release, and I will help.

Is it getting easier to breathe? There should be more space opening up. Then we will move up to neck and head as a unit. Throat, connected to mouth. Jaw, connected to ears, connected to brain and all of that which is numerous, numerous neurons that serve as communication pathways that link all of the body with your consciousness. No one exactly know how that happens, yet. That, too, is magic as of now, but there is much that is designed, and by design linking your capacity to listen, to communicate directly with your body, has to do with the neurons that are in the brain and spinal column. How do you begin to control the neurons of your brain? Not your thoughts, the neurons of your brain, the cells themselves that are neurons that are communicators. Do you have any idea?

Yes, that is a good beginning. You ask to be taught.

I will give you some hints. The neurons in the brain and in the spinal column are like little electrical impulses, and there is a gap that they jump between. Yes, synapses. So there is a little gap there. In the gap is the magic. In the little place between them is where a spark is ignited that brings whatever is going through that to consciousness. So if you want to begin to communicate more directly, imagine all these little places that have all these little sparks, and sit there. You can even pick one if you wish and make it a symbol of all of them. You sit in the middle of an electrical synapse where this is charged and it is going right through you, do you see, through your consciousness. It is a little hint of something that you might try in your meditation some time. Ask, when you are sitting there, to understand how to learn, how to receive direct impulses, direct messages from your body, to consciousness, and then how to give messages directly from consciousness to body. Basically learning the communication technique. That will help you. It will help you to understand this in your mind, to have and image, to have a place to sit.

So remember that it is in the little space that the magic occurs, and play with it. Play with it, don’t get serious. Seriousness closes it down, and everything slows down. Play and joy opens it up and everything speeds up, and it opens and expands and it is easier. If you go to meditation and you are very serious you won’t accomplish much. If you go to ask and you are very serious, no one listens. It doesn’t get it through. Have you noticed if you are ever out on a walk and your head is like this and you are very much…….nothing much really happens as far as nature. You have to be open. Once you are open then you will receive. You will receive many little gifts as you walk.

So head and neck. This is a beautiful place, these beautiful heads, will all of the sensory organs, the throat, the mouth, the voice. So focusing here there is that which has been patterned ways of receiving through eyes and ears and senses that you have taken as reality from the time you were little. Things were named for you and you then said “yes, that is what they are”. And you forgot to keep looking beyond the name. You said tree. You looked at this and said tree. No one told you that if you looked at this and asked it for its name it would give you a name, and it would be more than tree. Do you understand. You were stopped from seeking further and meeting the natural order, the natural creation that still wants to meet you and still wants to work with you directly, still longing to be partner with you.

So the senses need to be opened so they do not stop at “tree”, or they do not stop at “rock” or they do not stop at meeting a person and getting their name, but they seek to see more, hear more, taste and smell more, and be able to then express more in response. The whole system has been sort of shut down and limited. So we want to open the system of senses, or receptivity on all levels, and that includes the neurons of this wonderful brain.

Are you ready? Okay, bring the life force up to your neck and your head, breathing gently up. Bring it up. It is easy to focus in your head, because you often do. So just let your focus rest there. Ask with respect for some assistance to release the veils of limitation around your senses and your receptivity so that you might be open to receive what is more truly present.

hee a kama, you say……………….

HEE A KAMA…..HEE A KAMA…..HEE A KAMA…..

Breathe and feel some of that old stuff, like helmets, loosening from around your head. When you begin to see and hear and taste and smell and know from this level of receptivity that you will begin to open, you might weep because it will be so beautiful and so intimate. The loss of intimacy, the loss of feeling in your world is not about only the pain that has been carried. It is about the loss of intimacy with creation. When you are cut off from that which has been your life force, that which has been your partner in life, then there is that which begins to deaden and your senses grow numb, and so do your feelings at times. You long for intimacy. Many of you have been searching for intimacy. In relationships, perhaps you first search. Then with Spirit, reconnecting with Soul, which you call Father, God, Source, Heart, Own Soul. But now open senses as well. Reconnect with physical, tangible, sensory intimacy. Communication at levels that will make your heart open wide. And you will feel tenderness as you probably have very few times.

Such tender communication you can have. Receptivity with aspects of my family, my body, who I am in many forms through all of you, through all of life. Allow. Allow this body now that has been opening, thank it. Thank the body that is opening for you, with you. Remember that when you ask and you receive it is good to reciprocate and respond and acknowledge. That is part of the intimacy. And as you thank the body and the life force and your own consciousness here for participating, also thank the wisdom that is in you that knows that there is a little switch that has already been thrown tonight and that you will from this time forward begin a little more consciously another way of being here, another way of walking here, another way of living here.

In this time there is great beauty to be discovered. Great, great beauty. How many of you are moved by beauty? Right now in this moment I would like you to imagine the most beautiful place or thing or person or event that you can imagine, or that you have experienced. Perhaps you have many choices, but choose one right now. Something so beautiful that it lit you up, that you were in awe, that you could not speak, that you had a sense of wonder. Feel this feeling again. Put yourself into that memory. Put yourself into the memory and feel your feeling of what it felt like to be in rapture with this beauty, to feel it, to experience it, what happened to your body and what happened to you. Feel it. Breathe that now bigger, let it go out from you bigger so that you get to be surrounded by the feeling and surrounded by the energy of beauty. The essence of beauty is now wrapping around you. Wrap yourselves with the essence of beauty. Yes, that is good, that is good. Let it work magic with you, those things that only open when there is beauty present, the senses that only awaken when the essence of beauty calls them forth. Those capacities are latent unless the essence of beauty elicits those capacities and brings them into form.

Working with the essence of beauty, working with it, playing with the essence of beauty is what will create a greater beautiful expression in this earth. New forms will come through it. It will not come through unless ones truly can receive and be and hold this energy of beauty, this essence of beauty. You will notice that beauty cannot be captured or held. You can wrap it around you, but it circulates. You can be in it but you can’t hold it. You can feel it, but you can’t name it very well. One word does not do it justice. So all you can do is open to the experience and let it get bigger, and expand it. Try expanding it further now. Expand it out. Beauty, wonder, awe. Beauty. Into this field of beauty let yourself open your heart and let one of the desires of your heart come into consciousness and into this field of beauty. One of your desires, your heart known desires. It might be a very deep desire or one that you have been working with recently, or something new. One of your hearts desires. Gently place it into the middle of this field and let it be created in beauty. Let it be manifested in grace and beauty, and let it be received back to you gracefully and with gratitude.

This is good. Imprint this feeling of beauty. Imprint it in your mind, in your awareness, in your body, in your experience so that you can return and sit, and open, and expand.

Before I close there is one more thing. This is a time where you will be drawn by others who are not so conscious, to serve them in ways. There is that which is service that is true from your presence and your heart, and there is that which is a drawing back into pattern that might look like service, but it will not be the same energy. I wish you to discern the difference, the true difference between what is true service and that which is drawn the next step of your evolution and anothers, and that which is one who wishes to pull you back through whatever looks like a need for you to serve them.

True service always feels reciprocal, always is reciprocal. True service is not only giving to another and losing energy and then becoming drained, true service is truly reciprocal. They give back to you as you give to them, and there is something that you receive in the exchange. It may not be anything that you thought you were going to, but it will be a gift that you get in that exchange. Others will take from you and soon you will find that you are losing energy, feeling depressed, wondering what it is that you are doing, and having a difficult time getting your sense of center or focus back. Your body will feel tired, fatigued, or anxious and agitated and fearful. Note it.

Note what happens. If that begins to happen, say to this one “I cannot be in this relationship this way with you right now, this is not serving in a true sense”. And that is the truth. You are not serving them and you are not serving yourself. Retreat from them, regain your energy, re-energize your life force, realign your soul within your body and become again who you are. The beauty exercise is always helpful whenever you feel that you have lost yourself or your energy, because beauty restores you. Probably the most graceful restoration that can happen is with the essence of beauty. Love helps, love is great, love heals, but beauty is a higher frequency. Beauty is finer, and it will restore the finer frequencies of your soul spirit that are also part of your aura much faster because of its nature. Do you understand the difference. It is important to understand. You may be tested on this, if not already. You may be tested on this and you need to have consciousness with you so that you begin to find a new way to act in these places with these ones.

There is a decree of sorts that has been issued out into this planet, this earth, and it has been out for awhile. However, it has not been universally heard. All ones by the end of this century are to connect directly to their Source of energies. Some are hearing it and are making progress in connecting to their own Divine soul source and earth source for light and life and energy. There will no longer be that which will be allowed to have energy stolen from others directly and indirectly. No longer stolen from my body without respect and without regard for a reciprocal action. You will watch that decree being played out as ones take their energy back and hold, connecting to their own source. Other ones will get very mad and actually quite frantic at times because they will not be able to get what they have gotten in the way that they have gotten before. Be gentle with them but be very firm. Focus them where to find the energy for themselves. Give them some exercises. If they continue to turn away or try to manipulate, then you must leave. And allow that a blessing goes with them that perhaps their soul and its wisdom will assist them to connect to the next person and listen and hear more clearly.

So practice you ones. Share with others you are connected to that these practices are helpful and essential for the evolution of our whole body together. Realize that as you make these connections more and more you will feel joy, more and more you will feel freedom. More and more you will feel that dance coming back into your step, that dance coming back into your life, the synchronicities of the dance happening ever more readily as life begets life and reciprocal action opens reciprocal action. And as you do so joy will be what you feel inside, outside, shared with others, and all alone. Shared with the earth, all of my creatures, all of my plants, all of my body as well as just because you exist, because you have life, because there is a dance to dance without having many more complications about it.

Listen now while play a song to elicit this feeling. It is to elicit the feeling of what it is to live in this earth as one who is free, aligned, sourced directly with life and light and joy. If you feel like moving and dancing, you certainly may.

Midnight Christmas Story By Jesus

This transcript is from a small meditation group session gathered with Michele on December 24, 1990

Michele: “I’m just going to begin by telling you what I see, and that will probably lead into something beyond what I’m seeing. Several angels joined us earlier, and there is a gathered group that appears to be waiting to receive the entrance of someone. They have been working with us to prepare us also for the entrance of whoever is to come. So, as we have been sitting here waiting, there have been ones with us assisting us to open to receive and clear and be ready. This one is now entering and coming in. They’re attempting in this time to do two things simultaneously and I’m not sure how it’s going to work. I’m hooked up to channel and I’m also seeing what’s happening, which usually doesn’t happen. The one who is entering is coming to greet us. This one is very golden in light, and very much a presence of light as well as love, and very compassionate as well. This one greets each with a gentle touch of acknowledgment. It’s almost as though he acknowledges not only the individuals, but also the family groupings. Those who have gathered now sit, almost as though they are waiting for this one to tell a story or speak.”
“Imagine yourselves sitting outside where the wind cannot touch you and the cold cannot make you uncomfortable. Look up at the stars. Let your eyes go across the sky until your eyes are held by a star, one that you may or may not know the name of. Let the light from that star name you, giving you an acknowledgment of light to your own presence of light. Begin to hear the vibration of your name as the light that you are connecting with and the star begins to consecrate your name in this moment, just as once a star consecrated mine.”

“Once upon a time long ago in your time, a star that was prophesied and predicted by those who were learned began to be more and more illuminated in the sky. Indeed, it was a comet. At the time it was so bright and it moved in the sky, and ones were not aware of what it was. It did not matter, for the timing of the announcement was all that mattered. As ones eyes drew to the heavens in wonder at the sight, only very few knew of the announcement and the consecration that it tended in that light. Those are now gathered here with me, those that knew. Some were considered of high esteem and high estate, and others were considered of low esteem and low estate. That was all a part of the story, a part of the announcing to kings and sages as well as to those who lived on the plains and hills out in the open under the stars, the common ones for whom I came. ”

“My mother labored long beginning during the day, and there were several women who attended her as well as a loving, strong man that was given to her, and to me. They had special herbs that assisted her. Herbs that had been prepared ahead of time. It was not so unprepared for as some of the stories tell, for there were those who lived in that town that knew in advance we were coming. They made ready in case the birthing was to be in that time. One of the women was one who grew up with my mother from childhood, and was a close friend. So she had one that she trusted even though she was not amongst her own people. How could you believe that she would be so alone during such a time when she was and always has been so loved? So she labored as every woman labors to bring a child in to earth. The pain was also a part of being human even though her presence and power was assisting her as were many in spirit. Yet, she was woman as I was man.”

“So I came to be born in Bethlehem. Not in the cold of winter, but rather in the opening of the spring time, the opening of the new birth time when all things are announced in their coming and in their presence. The light which radiated from the experience of the birthing, which occurs when every child is born to some degree, was so apparent to those who watched flocks and sheep who thought not anything different of this night. Yet, first the animals began to come, for they are more sensitive than many of the human senses have allowed the humans to be. The people followed their flocks and they began to realize that they were drawing near to what was a place where animals had been watered and fed and kept from the elements. It was set apart from the city somewhat, for animals were housed a bit apart from those that lived within the town. Those who were most curious came first, and they went and told the others. No one spoke. It was very quiet. Perhaps I was the loudest one at times. No one knew in consciousness what this event was or who I was, and yet all stood in silence for quite some time. They received the blessings of the power of the birthing and of the light and grace that was given to my mother to assist her in her healing as well as to all present. There were some baby lambs in the flock, and one of the shepherds brought one as a gift. For a time the little body warmed me, and yet mostly I felt warmed either held by my mother or warmed by the light, even though the night was crisp and very clear. There was a presence of angels. That has been passed on in the stories, yet only some of the shepherds and some of the ones who were gathered perceived them. It was a combination of the presence of the light and radiance of the birthing and the power that is present there that created an opening for those who were present to be able to perceive the angelic realm. This enabled some of them to hear the singing. Singing was not only by the angels and the angelic realm, but also those who had prepared the event, just as you ones have attracted and been assisted by those who have prepared you in your path, and in your learning and growth, for entrances into different stages and different initiations. So, too, those gathered that had prepared me to come enjoined in a sense of a beginning of that journey. Those who came later, those who were to be my teachers at different places in the earth, knew only that at some point they would be guided and be part of the recognition and acknowledgment of the one who would become the greatest student, which I was to become in my later years.”

“So they came to see me, to find me, with the comet, the star that was predicted announcing my arrival. And they did come, and they did find me, and they made beginning connections with me through their mental telepathy capacities so that I would know how to find them when the time came. They imprinted within me the maps of the earth and the location of where I was to be taught. I did not remember that until it was time to remember. That was part of their purpose in coming. We were well cared-for, we were not destitute, even though the stories would have us turned away. We are ones who others knew, and they cared for us, fed us, and assisted us when it was time to leave. There was a warning given through a dream that announced that it was time to depart, for the comet was seen by others who were also very learned and had studied the same scripts. They were afraid of that one that was predicted who would come as one who would take position, role, power and authority.”

“So we did travel for a long time. The journey was not easy and there were some hardships on the way, but when we needed help it was present. It was good that my mother never knew until later what happened behind us, for she would have felt much pain. It would have been pain that would have been difficult for her to release entirely. She was not aware until quite some time later, and at that time she could do her grieving without nursing me at the same time. That which is in the emotional body of a woman passes very directly to the child when that connection is so present.”

“We lived for a number of years amongst those who were kind, helpful, and supportive of us, and we did well. But they were not family, and my mother, in particular, grew very homesick. She longed to return to her family and friends. In Egypt she also bore two more children, two brothers to myself. We traveled back when I was about seven.”

“The story that was passed down of all this magic is one that is an announcement story. A consecration of the presence of one who came to light the way. Not the only light, not the only star in the sky. As you connect to the light of the stars in the heavens know that there is a star for each of you connecting to your consecrated name and presence acknowledging you each time you acknowledge the sky above you. A greeting to you personally. There are many in the earth who do not share this tradition. Ones who do have been called Christians, or the Christed ones. Christ is that which is the acknowledgment of the grace or presence of light incarnated. Your Christ self is that which can be fully experienced embodied. It is that which has the capacity to embody, to experience itself manifest. That is Jesus, the Christ, using myself as an example.”

“I wish now to sit with you ones in this time and in this place and in the earth. I am no longer an infant, and have not been for nearly 2,000 years. However, the presence of that Christ nature lives and breathes in all of us. I wish to sit with you acknowledging this presence in the earth, assisting you to incarnate more completely. To come to birth more fully. To be present in a fullness of awareness and capacity to manifest, so that your presence lights the earth and all those whom you will touch. Let us sit together now and together focus upon that which is Judith, the Christ, Orion, the Christ, Thomas, the Christ, Anita, the Christ, Diana, the Christ, Michele, the Christ, and Jesus, the Christ. We focus together and we allow that Christed presence to illuminate, to be acknowledged, and to come completely in to the body that you now have. Open the top of your head where the starlight shines upon you. As you open to the awareness of who you are, begin to listen for your name, your own personal consecrated name, to be spoken through that awareness of who you are through the Christed presence that is incarnating more fully. Listen for the vibration of your name particularly chosen for this life. Begin now to awaken within you a consciousness that is not only for Christmas, but for eternity.”

“You are the ones who are like I was, lights that attract others to you. You are those whose presence they stand in, opening to receive with greater sensitivities and openness, those gifts that are to be given them. They do not receive unless they are open to get the messages and receive that which is given them. You are ones who open doors for others by being who you are. Open now your Christ being nature and let us sit together and touch others with our thoughts and our hearts. Let us touch those who you love who are not with you tonight, those you name family or friends. All you need do is see them or name them, consecrating their name with your presence and your light, acknowledging their Christ nature. It is a great gift, one which they may not know they are receiving, and yet the greatest gift each one receives in life is to become truly conscious of that which is their nature. Let us now sit together and include all those who live in your heart. Include those who do not have ones who love them, acknowledge them, and name them. Those who have not had someone to see them for who they are, and so they believe they are nothing, they are vulnerable. There are many who live in the earth who live out that belief in great pain, great lack, and great victimization. It is not that they live this way from choice, consciously, but in their path and their experience of themselves they live out that which they believe to be true of them in this and other times. They do need to know that there are those who speak and share and live that which is another truth, a reality beyond where they have been looking or have been taught to look. Let us now sit together letting that acknowledgment go out from us together into the earth, finding those whose lights have been hidden and calling them forth.”

“On the other side there are those who feel they know themselves very well. They are those whose minds have been trained and taught in the earth, and who feel that they have the power and authority to use their mind to make decisions not only for themselves but for others. They feel that they are above or superior to those whose educations or paths in life have limited their knowledge. Yet these ones, and there are many, do not know who they are in truth. That which is power, position, or decision making for others only masks and hides the unfulfilled longing of their own heart. They long for simple love and connections that move beyond the mind so that they know that they are loved, that they have great worth. They do not need to have knowledge and thought and power and position to say to others that they have great worth. Many of these ones, unlike the ones before, have quite hard shells held in place so that the light only shines upon the shells, softening, touching, and allowing each one to pass through their own process and path to awaken, to dissolve and to clear. We assist with our love and our presence now, holding all ones whether you have name or knowing of them or not, without judgment, just in presence. Acknowledge from one Christ self to another what is real and what is true.”

“Then there are those who feel they do know the Christ, who speak and teach of that which is myself, what I supposedly said and did. Some teach of this or of other traditions, yet their hearts are not alive in the presence. What they do speak cannot be witnessed and cannot be received for it is only presence that lights and enlivens those whose hearts have grown weary of words, weary of teachings without witness and presence. You ones know this for you, too, have grown weary and have sought in your own hearts that presence, and have found growing awareness of what is real and alive within you as well as within others. Let us sit together now and love those whose words have grown empty. In whatever traditions they speak the name, Christ, Jesus, God, Yahweh, Ra, all the names, they are not spoken by enlivened ones. We love, we accept that we bring forth the presence into those ones awarenesses and words, calling that into reality and existence again.”

“Now let us sit together and honor the old ones. Ones who have lived lives long in the earth, but whose lives have not been acknowledged as purposeful or important. So they have grown to be only aware of themselves as unimportant, as having nothing to share. Never before have so many of the old ones been ignored as in this time in the earth. Yet the old ones, many of them, do not know what they do know. They have forgotten how to be wise when so many do not ask them to be their teachers. In my life in the earth I learned from the old ones. By the time I found my teachers they were in their seventies, and they were my teachers. In this time let us acknowledge the old ones. The ones who have forgotten how much they do know. Let us awaken with our presence and stir the knowledge that lies deep within them.”

“On the other end let us now focus together on the children. The little ones are those who also are most often not acknowledged as wise, and yet they come from the most recent teaching on the etheric planes, the most recent entrance from Spirit. They are closest to those memories of what lies beyond the veil of human perception. Let us sit together, not only with the children but with the images of children that are held in the consciousness of adults. Let us let the presence and the Christed light surround those perceptions of children so that the eyes and hearts and minds might be illuminated to see the children as the great beings that they are, to listen, opening to receive the presence, the light, and sometimes guidance and opportunities for understanding, and even inspiration. Let us love the children, and light and awaken images of children.”

“Thank you for joining me, your Christed presence joining mine. I enjoy your presence with mine. I enjoy this time. I enjoy the light and the nearness of the earth through you, for I came to earth because I love the earth, the powers of manifestation, and the experience of the emotional connections that are made between friends. I enjoy also the deep bonds of compassion that form in the earth plane, the ability to embrace, to touch, to hold. The ability to speak with voices, to laugh with the whole body, and to cry. To feel deeply all of that which is the heights and the depths of the human experience.”

“I had a purpose in coming, so I did not, could not, remain in the earth for the long years in the same way that you ones are now in the earth. The light body that I took on, retained, and still have can manifest when I do desire at will in the earth. It is one not like the bodies that you are inhabiting now, but your bodies have an imprint of the body that I do retain, and are gradually moving towards that. There will come a time when I will come back, and it is not so far in your time. I will come back and I will call your name, and you will hear and recognize once again that voice of consecration when it is spoken out loud, penetrating every cell of your body in that moment so that you are undeniably who you are. You will recognize your name, for it will permeate not only the cellular body, but the body of memory that will vibrate through you connecting you to the whole of who you are. It will connect you to your nature as it has grown throughout the ages of time as well as throughout the time that is not of the earth in those dimensions beyond space and measurability.”

“I do love you as I feel in your hearts that you love me. Personal love, love from one to another. It’s a great gift. It’s the experience of God loving and being loved simultaneously, completing, fulfilling, receiving, giving. No separation, no paradox, no polarity. The experience of Oneness in love. I sit with you now in love, loving you and receiving your love in return. So much could be talked about and said. So much can be shared, and there will be other times to do that, but for now it is enough to leave you in love and in acknowledgment of who you are. An acknowledgment that this night of memory awakens you so that it is not a memory, but an event in a moment of your time of deep recognition, acknowledgment and experience. More of the Christed one that you are. As the sun rises upon your day tomorrow you awaken knowing that what you have experienced in this time lives on in you, embodied, manifesting until such time as you decide to move beyond the body, illuminated fully in who you are, and your light joins mine and many others whose presence is felt but not seen.”

“In this time we join hands and give each other a blessing, one from another. For no one is greater than any other in this circle. Let us now bless and acknowledge one another. I came to bring the message of love, and you ones have heard it. Go and share the same message of love and peace in your world in this time. Speak in words that others can receive and hear, but mostly being present, witnessing the Christed nature that calls forth, acknowledges, and gives birth over and over and over again. Let us pray together the prayer that I once taught and you ones have always been taught as children in the Christian tradition. Let us speak not only to Father, but to Mother as well.”

All: “Our Father or Mother who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name…….”

“So, be that Christed self acknowledging only that which is real and true. It has been a great joy!”