Post-Election Excerpts

The following is a consolidation of responses to questions posed by a small group who gathered following the November elections in the United States. Those involved in the dialogue are from Minnesota, where Minnesota Senator Paul Wellstone was killed in an airplane crash October 25, 2002, just two weeks before the elections. His death had a significant effect on people here as well as representing a potential shift of power in government. The dialogue included general discussion about the state of the world, and the changes in the way we are beginning to move into a new way of reference and perception not based in duality. The conversational nature of the exchange has been condensed and excerpted for reprinting here. Also, some perspectives were given by Spirit that begin to speak of the next “phase” of transformation for many.

“Blessings, greetings we are present, we are here. You have invited us to participate with you in a discussion about the election results in your country (USA). Last night [during elections] there were many people attached to different outcomes. That attachment creates a certain charge. The charge, when it is released, creates emotion. When there is an outcome and it is different than what you expect, the response is perhaps sadness, anger, disappointment, or confusion; whatever it is there is a release of a charge. Those who, in their paradigm, have won or gotten the outcome they desired, they may feel exhilaration, a sense of power over, perhaps superiority, and there can be the continued stance of domination, or the potential for that. But there is also a release of the charge.”

“What is happening in your world right now? You are in the midst of a grand contraction. For birthing to happen, there is a need for contraction, and there have been contractions more or less over the last 100 years or so. And yet, now you are in the midst of the contractions that are preceding birth, and these contractions are the most intense, the longest, as well as the most effective in actually doing the work of the birthing. What is happening is a contraction. Those who have been attached to duality, the old matrix of consciousness, to the structures that have been giving power, position, superiority, domination, money, etc to those who wish to stay in that position, are doing everything in their power to continue to maintain this matrix.”

“You are in the midst of a transformation; that is a change of form, change of structures. During the change of structures one is educated, but it isn’t the same as the education you get in school. It is an education via experience and practice. Those who are becoming consciously educated within this transformative process lost last night in your political arena. And they now have an opportunity to practice, to learn through practice to determine, “What is Truth?” They will learn through continued listening to their own inner selves and their own processes of healing, etc. What it is that you truly do believe? Not believe only in the mind, but where do you land? Where do you go when there is no place else to go? Where do you go when there is nothing outside of you to hang onto? Where do you go when you cannot trust the external picture to reflect the internal reality?”

“You ones have just come through a process, and you will continue to evolve through this process to land deeper and deeper into all that is solid within the whole of creation. Much of what you give power to is not solid. You give it your energy, through anger, through attachment to outcome, through assisting the external to have the energy that says win, lose, fight or flight. When you give it that energy, you are engaged in a place that keeps you in a sort of circular patterning. And the circular patterning will always come back to what is most familiar within you. Duality may still be most familiar. It still may be the place where you end up landing before you question it, before you say, no this does not feel to be the deepest truth, the greatest love, the warmth of Love, the clarity of Truth. It does not have the sense that rings as solid. It doesn’t have a ring, but it feels engaging, and you feel involved, you feel alive and participating. But in what are you participating?”

“Transformation is the change of form, change of structure, change of the baselines, a change of where you land inside. As you go inside and you go to that place that rings true, that is warm and opening, that opens in your body a sense of ‘yes’, you can relax into and land in this place fully. What is it that says, “full” to you in your essence? What says, “I match you, I am that which you are. I am not different, separate.” The political process as it has been played out, has had moments of great inspired awareness, and this awareness has been dropped into different places around the planet, and in different times in the story to create community. Within community are made communal agreements, you call them policy, which then dictates politics. But, communal agreements are what they are. Some of them have been inspired, truly by the truth and the wisdom and the light that descends, opens up within the essences of certain people and is then expressed. You know those moments. You feel them, because they still ring.”

“The difference is in where you land. You are now coming to a place of saying consciously to yourself, ‘Where now do I wish to land’? ‘And in my being, when there is nothing out here that reflects me, where do I go?’ ‘And how do I reach this place where I recognize the truth, the wisdom, the love, the essence of what is real?’ Concrete real in the essential sense, not in a physical material sense, but in an essential sense. If need be, go find your inspired quotes, do you see? Those things that have the ring of truth, go to them, do you understand? Go to them and reinforce the recognition of the “ring” within yourself. With practice, you will feel as if you are constructing the place within where you land and it will become more solid. The truth is that ALL the people who are engaged in this same process are unified and are landing in a very similar place.”

“You cannot create unity by trying to make it so in an external way within the structure of duality as it exists. It will not happen. So, it is wise to continue to do what you are doing, to open the place where truth and love can have more space, where it can resonate for you. Then you can speak it when it comes through you in an inspired manner, into the moment where it rings clear and true with love. And then, you can allow it to have its own life. Do not attach to it as if it is a dogma or as if it has to become another belief system. As is it given, you set everything free, because it is coming from the unified landing place, if you wish, the unified Essence, into the whole, in order to continue to open up and grow more of itself, so that more can come in, so that more can be birthed.”

“It may not yet be time to have it birthed into forms, and yet as you speak from that place of where you land truly, and truth and inspiration comes through you, and it rings for another and then that one opens and it rings for them and they share, do you understand the ripples of that process? Then you GROW the experience, and the experience grows form and matter, and people then find themselves moving into positions where it is their part to do this or it is their part to do that. It is not in the same way, necessary that they have political power, but it is their part and in so doing, the fill it. In so being, they become it. And that then, fuses here, here, here, and here. And creation proceeds. It does not need a political leader to do that. You can create without a leader. Eventually, communal agreements will grow from this process. But, it will not be Democrat, Republican, fight/win/lose…that is not the form. Neither of these groups are holding the truth, their voices are no longer ringing. Do you understand?”

“The whole structure is evolving, transforming, transmuting. Many, many are deciding that they do not want to have anything to do with the old structure. Why? It does not match. It does not reflect who they are within, it is not truthful to them in their beings. If it does not transform, then those who are attempting to influence it, through the media, through the monies they are given, through all those processes, those ones will continue to have control. Whether Democrat or Republican, will much change in your world? If Democrats were in charge, would much change?”

“What happened when the internet was less controlled? It spread like crazy, it inspired people to create many gifts, and people were invited to share their gifts and exchange and build on things that other people did, and it was fun. And as it gets more tightly controlled, what happens? It is no longer fun, the creativity stops or gets reduced, except for those places where people refuse and they go underground to create. Do you see? So there is a sort of control matrix that is trying to grip very hard, and to gain greater and greater control. But all it knows how to control is what it is in the physical material experience and plane, and money and power, and positioning, do you see? It does not know how to control what we are speaking of, and it cannot. Do you understand the difference?”

“If you understand this, you will know where you are truly free. The freedom now lies within your self, in the place where you land, wherever your Essence opens up and has more spaciousness, more strength, more power, and empowers you to speak or create or to give form out of it. Do you understand? You are free. And when you combine with others who are free, what happens? You collaborate to create a new collective, and you will want to form new collective agreements, agreements that are not controlling, or binding, but needed to ensure that this freedom will continue for all. Does that inspire you? Do you have hope for this? And can you open to this reality at the same time that the surface experience in your world may look to be very controlling, and very contracting. On the surface, it is.”

“Where there is fear there is contraction. People and governments have learned to use fear and distraction to gain greater control of the surface world. Within duality, fear has been deeply imbedded. The fact is that it is actually being utilized as a strategy to control people, AND that people are both seduced as well as waking up through it. Both are true, some are not seduced, some are realizing the strategy as you are. You are not the only ones. And yet, why is it so focalized right now? It is so magnified right now because fear is rising up and out of the collective consciousness. It comes into the collective and plays itself out in all of these ways; through those who utilize it, those who are powerless, those who are seduced, and those who are awakened. All of these ways are now expressing because of fear, because of separation. Is that not part of the process of lifting out of the suppressed unconscious, the collective subconscious that which has been unspoken and hidden underneath everything for a very long time?”

“Some of you want to point it out, but actually that which is rising is already quite visible. And if you speak of it, open it in a way that allows people to reference this fear as a means of taking a step into something that is beyond it. But they don’t know what that next step is, if they only feel this fear. Fear is paralysis. Pointing it out does no good if you are in a concentration camp. If everybody is frightened, it does no good to point it out. If there are no ways for people to process the fear into a new experience, to move beyond fear, and if they do not have any sense of that possibility, will they release? Will they acknowledge? Will they be able to? Especially if the fear is bound in the collective so deeply. No, so what is the process? What was your process?”

“Most of you have learned through your own experience, through trusting that which comes from within you, from the place that informs you and illuminates an awareness of the difference of that which is fear from that which is love. Love exists; love is real. Fear is false, fear has been made up, does not in and of itself exist, and thus, is a sort of illusion or living myth. This myth has woven itself within the psyche for a very long time, woven itself into the DNA and into the informative structures of consciousness that have been embodied. That is how deeply it been woven in. Do you understand that it is not truthfully in existence as is the essence of Love that binds all together? Fear is really the choice; love is the natural default. Love is where you land when there is no fear, when fear dissolves, when the myth dissolves. Love is where you land. So, there is no love vs fear. That polarization gives the myth so much reality. Love and fear are not in a battle. Asserting the reality of Love in any moment opens the space for what is Real to exist in that place.”

“Most of you would like to manifest the truth of who you are, while believing that you are not doing that yet. You do not yet know consciously how your unique individuality, your beautiful, natural essential self will manifest fully. Do you understand? You do not yet know. So, to have a desire to do so, that comes from within you, that desire is blessed because it is part of you. That desire opens you to continue to open, to feel and sense the budding of your own great potential that is sitting there waiting to bless you and Life abundantly. This blossoming grows from within you. It is impossible to compare or to gauge it against either ideas you may have of what it should look like, or what others manifest. Blossoming does not fit into any external presumed form. Do you see? So, relax. Take a deep breath, laugh, RELAX. There is nothing more to DO than you are already doing.”

“Within the collective right now, there is a CHARGE that has been working in the dualistic nature between the Republicans and the Democrats, between those who perceive they have control and those who feel as if they don’t have any. This charge can be propelling. Yes, but what does it propel? Does it propel you into a place where you stand in a dualistic manner out in the world and say, “I will not go to war” on the basis of peace? “I go to war for peace”. Do you see? Or do you allow the propelling charge to actually touch that place deep within you that is already in the process of blossoming and open that? You can use the same energy to do something great, within your own process. Rather than allowing yourself to be seduced into this circular, dualistic cycle. Do you understand the difference?”

“When you feel this charge in the collective, it can propel you into being a warrior for peace or it can propel you into a deeper blossoming of what is already in the process of coming forth. You can choose to take the charge deeper within, and then you can let its power assist you. Since you are the only one who can fill your part within the whole, it is up to you to open that place, that blossoming that is you.”

“So, what do we do when these political things happen? We observe. We observe, but we do not engage. It is more difficult when you are living inside of it; we understand that. We can be a bit more objective, because we are not as tossed by the currents of emotions that pull you in body. You have a different circumstance than we. We are not so affected by the currents of emotion. We participate in this experience in a different way.”

“We inform this planet with a great deal of love, and a great deal of our awareness. We choose to be present here; we are not elsewhere. We are not scattered about in the universe. We are here. We could not speak to you through this one if we were not here. We are participating just as your guides are participating, yet we do not have bodies. The difference is we are not magnetic. You are. We are electric; we are of light. We are not pulled magnetically or emotionally. You who are embodied are affected magnetically. There is a charge within the emotion that can be amplified by the magnetic quality of the embodied material existence. That is different.”

“But you can tap the energy of the magnetism, the energy of the emotion, you can tap that charge purely without letting it control you or pull at you from an external source that wishes to coalesce all the energy to stand for such and such. The charge is pure power and if you can learn to tap and utilize it to assist what is opening within you, THAT my dear friends, will engage Life. And Life will propel you into your own creation. And that creation, which is your gift to Life, is part of the whole of creation. This gift of self is then full of power, and it is NOT controlled by any of the forces that wish to stir up and control the charge within the magnetic energy of emotion. Try it; practice it. This is something you can begin to practice. Whenever there is a great charge, such as in this time, and into your future, you have an opportunity to release the content, detach from the will that is trying to control the charge, and tap the power within it.”

A PRACTICE……….

“Let us lead you through how to tap the pure power within a charge. Are you identifying with the ‘side’ that lost [in the elections] last night? Feel the emotional charge that is there right now, in yourself and in the collective. Can you feel how it amps up inside of you, wanting to do something in response? Now, disengage from the ‘SIDE’ part of it; relax the belief that you have to take one side or another in this whole big story, this myth that’s playing out. Disengage from the definition or intention within the Will, and breathe. As you step out of the controlling aspect of the charge, breath, and go home, or LAND. Find the place where you land, drop into that place where love and truth vibrate, using any affirmation that rings of truth to assist. Remember or think of any connection to the feeling of Love to assist you to find that inner place. Find the Truth of who you are.
Then focus downward to the Earth through the Root Chakra and plug who you are into the purity of the magnetic ocean of Life, the pure power for Life force that is available to you, the purity of it. Yes, plug who you are into that power. You will feel it. It amplifies YOU, who you are, and it informs you about when or where there is something that you are to do or say. The power comes from within, not in reaction, and not controlled by the will or the emotion of the group.”

“You can practice these things. This is not an experience that you will receive automatically. Like strengthening a muscle or preparing for a marathon, it takes practice. And it is important to remember that your energy body is not ready to amp up all of the time. It is ready to begin the process, to expand and open it for when it is needed in the moment. After the charge is used, it releases naturally. You will build your capacity to handle more of the magnetic power, purely, without being either controlled or driven by the Will within external forces.”

“It is also important to remember that all dimensions are not open to the magnetic power. The material dimension is particularly open to you, because you are embodied within a magnetic creation. We are electric. Your soul and your spirit are electric, but in order to manifest materially, you need more magnetism. If you are going to stay in duality and you magnetize that, guess what? You will create more of that, perhaps in a new form, but you can play within duality for as long as you like.”

“There is no time line, no need in our estimation, or in any estimation, for you to be different than you are. However, it is not possible for you to go into all of the dimensions with this power. Not yet. Perhaps in a thousand years. There are capacities that will open in your future, that may or may not look like anything that are illustrated in your science fiction movies. You are given what you are capable of approximating in your imagination. Some of it is inspired, some of it is has qualities of what is potentially possible to unfold, but you do not know yet how it will happen. It is rather like the predications of the Mayans many years ago that said that the butterflies would come on a specific date and change the world that they knew. And boats sailed in with big sails, you see? They did not have a reference for what was coming, but they knew something was coming, they called it butterflies because that was their reference. Science Fiction can provide some reference for what is coming, but may not be able to be interpreted as prophetic until after the manifestations occur in your future time.”

“So, try not to get into that place where you are predicting based on what you think you know. No, all dimensions are not open to you, regardless of who says they are; not yet. Particularly with regard to this power, you are still learning, and you will be learning for some time, individually and as a collective. Even if individuals attain more mastery of the power of pure Life, until it is a collective experience, some of the other dimensions will remain off limits.”

“This is a level, or quality of mastery that few, even those who have done much metaphysical studying or new age meditation, are willing to practice to attain. When one begins to disengage from the emotional content of life as you have known it, it can feel as if you are disconnecting from everything that has given you some kind of definition, purpose, or has given you a sense of life in the exchange of energy with content, conditioned energy if you wish.”

“What happens when you are willing to disengage the content and work with the pure energy that remains? The warrior becomes the master, the master within creation, the Creator within Creation. Basically then you weave from clarity, from the Reality of Truth and Love together with all the qualities within creation, such as grace, wisdom, and justice. When weaving as a master, one wields the power of creation in a very clear coherent way. If even a small group of such masters agree to co-create, it doesn’t take many to have a great effect, does it?”

“The creative aspect of your nature is now challenged to realize that it is possible to become the master creator in your own domain, in your own life, but also beyond that. It is becoming possible to collaborate with the whole of Creation, with all who are landing in this unified place, to join together to wield the pure magnetic energy of Life on behalf of Love.”

“Do not be overly concerned by the large currents in the world right now, even though there are choices that you will not agree with. You will wish for different, and you can do that, and that is fine. But disengage the emotional current that wishes to pull you into duality while that is happening, and allow that what is happening in your world is a need for contraction, a contraction that will ultimately birth what is to be birthed. And some births are more difficult than others. And so, bring love, awareness, and the ring of truth. Stand in that place deep within your own being, land there. And the more that you do that, and others do that, the greater is the strength of the child that is coming thru the birth canal into matter, into materialized expression, into form. So, blessings and gratitude for who you are, for being alive embodied in this magnetic world of the earth during her transformation time, and gratitude for being willing to continue in this time of transformation both personally and collectively.”

Small Group Sessions October 25, 2002

This dialogue was between Chris and friends, and the Spirit group that arranged for the October 25th channneling we titled The United States Becomes Accountable. This was some of the conversation that continued following their message.

OVER ALL THE YEARS OF TALKING WITH YOU, YOU HAVE NEVER PUT THE FOCUS ON THINGS LIKE A SECRET GOVERNMENT OR THE POWERS BEHIND THE SCENES, ETC. I THINK I UNDERSTAND WHY THAT IS, YET HERE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE IVORY TOWERS AND THE PRIVILEGED FEW WHO WANT TO MAINTAIN CONTROL. I ASSUME THEY DO EXIST, AND ALTHOUGH SOME PEOPLE SEE CONSPIRACY IN EVERYTHING, I DO NOTICE THAT I FIND MYSELF TRUSTING THE “OFFICIAL” VERSION OF THINGS LESS AND LESS. SO WHEN AN EVENT HAPPENS LIKE THE SNIPER ON THE EAST COAST OR THE CRASHING OF PAUL WELLSTONE’S PLANE, MY MIND SOMETIMES DOES TAKE A LEAP TO OKAY, WHAT’S SOMEBODY TRYING TO DO? IS THAT POTENTIALLY TOO BIG OF A DISTRACTION TO BE THINKING ABOUT THINGS THAT WAY OR IS IT SOMETHING SURFACING?

Well, both. In some ways it can be a distraction, particularly if your mind begins to become highly suspicious and based in a sort of fear or questioning of everything. Because there is within the whole of unfolding consciousness within the earth that which is also being opened and shifted, orchestrated by the life-force itself. So there are events that happen that are called forth through the shift of consciousness. You call it forth, do you understand? It is not some secret government making it happen.

You are calling it forth, and in that process you become more conscious of some of the manipulation and the power, control, and the monies, etc. that are doing their very best to maintain that control. We’ve never denied that they exist. We only have not focused upon them. If your focus is there and you do not have an ability to remain in a sort of neutral place within the larger awareness, then you can get sucked in. There is a certain propensity within that thoughtform to become very suspicious, questioning, and cynical, and not have enough perspective or awareness within that configuration of consciousness to dance with it all. You will find that people who have conspiracy theories will not always be able to embrace the whole. That is one reason we have not done so before, because so many people have not yet grown to that place. It is now coming, you are calling it forth, and it will largely find its own way into consciousness through vehicles that will bring it forward in ways that are not just about suspicion and pointing fingers, but breaking open in ways that will be undeniable to those who need a certain amount of proof to believe anything. Some of that will eventually need to happen.

AS I WATCHED TELEVISION AND SAW SOME OF THE MANY INTERVIEWS WITH PEOPLE WHO WERE AFFECTED BY THE DEATH OF SENATOR WELLSTONE, I DID REALLY BECOME AWARE OF HOW MANY WERE TALKING ABOUT SPEAKING UP AND STANDING FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN, AND OTHER QUALITIES THAT WERE REFLECTIONS OF THE SENATOR. IT SEEMED PRETTY INTERESTING TO ME WHAT HAPPENED WHEN A DUALITY EXISTED AND THEN ONE OF THE POLES WAS SUDDENLY REMOVED. I COULDN’T HELP THINKING THAT IT REALLY WAS AN EFFECTING EVENT, HOWEVER SUCH THINGS ARE ORCHESTRATED.

By agreement, of course……………

WHAT ABOUT THE SNIPER, THE WAR, AND PEOPLE LOSING IT AND SHOOTING UP PEOPLE AND ALL THESE EVENTS THAT TAKE OUR ATTENTION. ARE THEY ORCHESTRATED TO KEEP US DISTRACTED?

You are calling it forth. Look at the fear that has lived in the consciousness. It has to create itself in form.

SO IT HAS TO COME OUT

Yes. So here is someone who has certain angers and certain separation from life and heart and an ability to reason in that way, and who finds a certain pleasure in the power of controlling so many people’s fear. Having that power, so to speak. Individuals may have alliances with certain principles or beliefs, or sympathies with certain groups. They may even have certain vulnerabilities that allow them to be manipulated. But at the same time, who’s calling it forth? If you’re going to point to a secret government and say they are to blame, then that is not all the truth, any of it.

The collective has allowed a secrecy to live within itself. It has abdicated that place within itself that says I am sovereign, I am able to make choices, I am responsible for my own creation. They’ve largely abdicated it, given it away, and then there have been those who have said okay, we’ll take that, thank you very much for giving it to us. Do you see? It is why we never point to a secret government and say give it all your attention and make them the bad guys. Do you understand? That is too easy. It defers duality into another side trip. It’s not the case. Yes, it exists. WHY does it exist? Why does the collective allow it to exist? Why did you create it?

IS IT POSSIBLE THAT WE HAVE CREATED SOME OF THESE THINGS TO CREATE THIS SHIFT?

Yes, to activate. In some ways, the capacity of people when challenged emotionally is to either go deeper into that place of self-awareness and self-wisdom, or to externalize to an even greater degree and say it is all outside of me. The sniper experience, the bombing experience in Bali, that pulls people out. The loss of this one today [Wellstone] will pull people in.

WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH MANY TIMES WHERE THERE HAS BEEN AN EVENT LIKE THE DEATH OF JFK, OR PRINCESS DIANA, AND PEOPLE HAVE THIS SHARED EMOTION OF GRIEF OR LOSS. TODAY IT SEEMS DIFFERENT AS THOSE THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT ARE COMING TOGETHER FROM THE WELLSTONE DEATH. THEN THERE WAS THE SNIPER; I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I’M SUPPOSED TO FEEL FROM THAT EVENT.

Yes, to activate. In some ways, the capacity of people when challenged emotionally is to either go deeper into that place of self-awareness and self-wisdom, or to externalize to an even greater degree and say it is all outside of me. The sniper experience, the bombing experience in Bali, that pulls people out. The loss of this one today [Wellstone] will pull people in.

HOW DOES THE ENERGY OF SUCH AN EVENT AFFECT SOMEONE LIKE GEORGE BUSH? OBVIOUSLY THERE IS SOME KIND OF POWER THING INSIDE OF HIM THAT IS STRUGGLING, TOO.

Yes. Struggle. There are many people struggling with this, and will. Good.

I WAS THINKING EARLIER THAT THERE IS A SORT OF CURIOUS PARADOX THAT THIS OPENING IS CREATING SOME POSSIBILITIES. YOU TALK ABOUT HOW THE COLLECTIVE, CONSCIOUSNESS, IS CALLING THINGS FORTH. IN ORDER TO MAKE SENSE OF THAT, ONE ALSO HAS TO SHIFT TO THE LARGER VIEW THAT ALSO CAN UNDERSTAND COLLECTIVE RESPONSIBILITY.

Yes.

WELL, I’M ALWAYS AMAZED THAT IT HAPPENS AT ALL, ACTUALLY. IT SEEMS THAT TO GET FROM POINT A TO POINT B, YOU HAVE TO ALREADY BE AT POINT B. HOW DO WE HAVE A REALIZATION WITHOUT HAVING THE REALIZATION?

Sometimes there needs to be assistance. We have for many years framed things in a certain way. Your mind has considered them, and this frame has assisted you to perceive in a way you might not have without some assistance along the way to create a certain frame of perspective. That frame of perspective continuously evolves and changes, and is informed by your own wisdom and your own informing nature. But, you and others have been informed. Do you understand? Formed within a sort of descending light within consciousness. Now you are the ones who are giving and putting out the frames of perspective that others may need. ‘Have you considered looking at it this way’, etc.

I WAS RECENTLY GIVEN A BOOK THAT DISCUSSES A TECHNIQUE OF USING KINESEOLOGY TO MEASURE CONSCIOUSNESS ON A NUMERICAL SCALE. THE MEASURE OF 1000 WAS SAID TO BE THE POINT AT WHICH NO ENLIGHTENED BEING ON EARTH HAS EVER SURPASSED. I WAS A BIT PUT OFF BY THE AUTHOR USING HIS OWN STATEMENT OF A HIGH RATING AS A RECOMMENDATION FOR THE BOOK, IMPLYING THAT GREAT TRUTHS EXIST THEREIN. I AM FAMILIAR WITH USING KINESEOLOGY FOR CERTAIN TYPES OF TESTING USING THE BODY AS A MEASURING TOOL, BUT STILL IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THERE IS SOME KIND OF INTELLECTUAL TRAP IN THIS SYSTEM WHICH LEADS ME TO ASK ABOUT HOW VALID IT IS.

There is an intellectual trap and there is a physical trap. Frequency can only be measured within a certain range in the physical at this point. If you are using a body, it has a range of frequency that can be measured, but it is also limited from what is possible to be accessed directly or indirectly through the cosmos, the field of all possibility. So, we smile. It’s very human-like to measure everything, to put it into a measurable, tangible, ‘this is the way it is’ kind of way, and now we have a system and this system is the one to go by, and everyone is then measured accordingly. It is human-like to want to do something like that, but it is far from complete. Perhaps it is assisting to some who need to come through a particular system of proof to begin to entertain possibilities of other perspectives and other awarenesses. That would be fine. That has happened through religion, that has happened through science, and through many different vehicles before. It is not necessary to say it is not valid, but it is perhaps necessary to say it is not complete.

IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE FEWER AND FEWER QUESTIONS THESE DAYS.

Perhaps that is why this one is channeling less (laughter).

THINGS JUST SEEM TO PROCEED THESE DAYS……..

Well, you ones have more in-for-mation. You are more informed directly. That is what has been the intention all along.

YES, COCREATORS.

I HAVE A QUESTION THAT IS PERHAPS ASKING FOR A SNEAK PEEK AT WHAT MAY OCCUR FOR A MUSICAN FRIEND OF MINE AS WELL AS OTHER CREATIVE PEOPLE WHO SEEM TO HAVE HAD DIFFICULTY HAVING THEIR VOICES HEARD OR BEING SUPPORTED FOR THE GIFTS THEY HAVE TO SHARE……

There are those whose gifts have been unable to be fully realized until a certain level of consciousness and awareness are realized, opened and contributed into the whole, and the ways are made more and more clear. There has been a dominance, as you all know very well, that has limited the amount and the quality of expression because of those who would maintain the vehicles of distribution of music, books, products, etc., so that in a sense people have only been able to contribute if there was a certain compromise along the way. Authors will tell you of books that have been mangled and rewritten by those who publish them. Artists or those who are musicans are often not able to thrive because their works are not received. So there are many gifts that have been limited in their ability to be shared, expressed, and brought forward.

However, the pathways are opening for those now who wish to maintain integrity within their own being, their own heart, their own gifts, to share them without that quality control that comes down from a dominant consciousness, and whose gifts, voices, and contributions can serve this greater shift of consciousness within the collective.

HOW MIGHT THE DISTRIBUTION OF THE MEDIA CHANGE IN THE COMING YEARS?

It will become more and more direct, person to person, group to group, just as the word of mouth through the internet can bring about a surge of response, there can be more and more of that quality of interconnectedness and direct sharing of the gifts that wish to be shared. There is also more and more a sense of community forming amongst those that share the gifts that come from these levels of consciousness. The community used to be rather small at that level of those who were the authors who could afford to fly to different places to be on the dockets of the different conferences, and that little traveling group formed a community. But it wasn’t widespread and open. That is shifting, and as people become more aware of their own authority to create their own experience and their own gifts to share into the whole, and as more and more convergences happen and are initiated and activated into the widespread birth of potential and the ability to share that, perhaps even now currencies that would allow people to share without needing to be so dependant on the dollar. There is then an encouragement to share.

THAT’S ALSO WHAT I HAVE ENVISIONED, BUT THEN I THINK OF THE PEER-TO-PEER SHARING NETWORKS ON THE INTERNET AND HOW DOGGEDLY THEY ARE BEING CHALLENGED BY THOSE WISHING TO RETAIN CONTROL, EVEN EXTENDING TO THE ATTEMPTS TO MAKE LAWS THAT ALLOW COMPANIES TO HACK INTO PERSONAL COMPUTERS AND DISABLE FILES. I’M CURIOUS ABOUT THAT……..

In your collective you have birthed a whole generation that is so incredibly technologically tuned that any attempts to do that will very quickly be undermined or a way will be found around it. Some young genius somewhere will very soon probably create a different way to bring sort of universal access and availability to these kinds of sharing through a medium that will probably very quickly catch on because of the younger people and their desire to have open sharing. They don’t want to be controlled, and they have a lot of things to share. They were born bursting!

PERHAPS I’M SPEAKING AS AN EARLIER GENERATION OF TECKIE, BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT ONE OF THE THINGS THAT GIVES ME A TRUE SENSE OF SATISFACTION IS WATCHING HOW THE YOUNG TECKIE PEOPLE GET AROUND THE CONTROLS. I LOVE SEEING WHAT GETS CREATED.

Their minds are always opening to what is next and what could be a way to create this in a way that would link up more people more freely and with greater ease. There are many young musicians and artists that are being encouraged by their peers to share their gift on the internet. Almost as if they have a free audience waiting for what might be shared. Then they share and someone else is inspired and they actually start to create music with people around the world. Of course, that is fun. They are playing. There is a certain playground feeling within the whole of it, and among these young people it is the joy they share in that play. You can’t play all by yourself very easily, do you see? So they like that.

They are also more conscious, however, of their greater responsibility to the earth, to the environment, to each other. They are less controlled consciously to believe that they are powerless and have to give all their power to an authority beyond them in order to get what they need for life. They don’t have that experience.

HALLELUJAH!

Yes.

The United States Becomes Accountable

It is our joy and pleasure to be reunited through this one [Michele] with you and with humanity. It is our joy and pleasure, yet we understand that in the human experience that it might not always be full of joy and pleasure. We understand this with compassion, yet we also come to you with an awareness that we wish to pass on to you; the realization that you, too, are always full of joy and the capacities of bringing that joy into the body, even within those circumstances of life that would lead you to believe that there is something that is not correct.

What we would like to speak to you about is the perceptions that are in the United States at this time. Your culture has a certain view of itself that has allowed it, on many levels, to resist a certain maturation process. There is a way in which the collective of the United States has been attached to a kind of adolescent mentality. Beginning a little over a year ago with the terrorist attack on your land, that adolescent mentality began a process of becoming conscious that the playground was no longer safe.

The United States has been very much a playground; you have Disney worlds on both coasts, you have megamalls, you have many toys, you have big vehicles, you have more food and varieties of foods than any other place in the world. You have the taste, the sensations, auditorially and sensorially, to keep you occupied and entertained for quite a long time. And being entertained is what the United States public became used to and assumed it deserved, and then felt generous when inviting the world to come and play.

However, playing without consciousness is rather like being a child with, in this case, a loaded gun. There is no accountability or responsibility for how the playground is manifested and what that process takes from the rest of the planet. That lack of accountability and responsibility is now beginning to become more and more conscious. There are now those who are bringing forward the voice of accountability and responsibility. That does not mean that you need to have less of a sense of joy. True joy is not the same as irresponsible pleasure at the expense of everyone else. That awareness is what is being shifted in the consciousness.

There are those who create this diversion and keep it going; the marketplace, the advertising, the corporate structures, the powers that be that would like the United States public to be entertained, to not see what is going on, and to continue to be unaccountable for themselves so they cannot point any fingers at those who are also being irresponsible on other levels. That is what is changing.

Now, what happens when a public, a collective, begins to realize that they are no longer free to play at everyone else’s expense? That they have responsibility and are accountable for what has been the impact of their choices, even though they have not always been aware of that impact? And that they have become less aware of and responsive to their own innate knowing of truth and their own sense of honor within their soul that says, “I Am, I have a reason to be here, I am important, and so is everyone else?” All of that has been submerged beneath the glaze of staying entertained, engaged in being consumers, and afraid of what media or others say are threats.

What happens as people begin to be conscious? There are conflicting emotions as one becomes aware that there have been choices that have harmed others, not only on an individual basis, but also on a collective basis. Some may say ‘no, my SUV and my lifestyle has not harmed anyone, it’s just about me’. These people may find it more and more difficult in the days ahead to say that. There will be those who resist and fight, and who have their arms around everything that they say belongs to them, without wanting to share, let go, or see the possibility of other choices. But there will be those whose hearts and whose awareness do begin to open.

There needs to be processes and ways for people to become accountable, and ways for people to become powerful in that accountability. People will need to begin to create new ways to be together that incorporate more than play and entertainment. They will need to open the possibilities of creating a world consciousness that not only invites people to play, but to education, to greater awareness of what is possible for health and well-being, of respect and honor for each individual, for each sex, race, for the individual cultures, and for the gifts that come from all the multiplicity that lives in the world. There is no need for peoples of other cultures to wish to become like those in the United States, so that they too can take everything that they can from a people, a culture, a land, and keep it for themselves so that they can play at the level that is held up to them as the epitome of success. Playing is not wrong. It is part of your nature. It is the lack of accountability that has created a distortion that has had great impact on the entire world.

This is a time for the collective consciousness. The shift is not just individual anymore; this is a collective shift. It is different than in the past when we spoke to each one and said that it is about what you do for yourself, how you interpret and bring everything back to yourself, and as you are transformed, that transformation is brought into the whole. That has happened for the past 20, 30, 50 years, and for much of this past century.

However, what is happening now is collective. What does that mean? It means that those of you who have done the personal work no longer need to sit in your closets, and bedrooms, and meditation places, and only bring everything back to you and process it all. It means that your place in the whole is now being readied, and if not already readied, it is soon to be put into place. It means that wherever you are, you have an opportunity to give voice, expression, and perhaps creation or form to a larger voice beyond just your own; a voice that belongs to the emerging maturation of the collective.

The United States was given many, many gifts. They had all of the beautiful resources of an expansive, resource rich mass of land. They had the gifts that came from all of the peoples of different countries and cultures that were shared and combined here. They had a large vision for cooperative democracy. Cooperative democracy, not just polarities and fighting, and whoever has the biggest sword and the biggest army wins. That is feudal consciousness. The United States had a different vision. However, the consciousness of the young country formed in ways that result from giving a child too many toys and unlimited power, without a sense of the responsibility and accountability that comes with becoming part of a larger world community. That can no longer be the case.

The government leaders of your country may stand in a warring position and say, ‘we have the biggest armies and the biggest weapons, and we’re the winners regardless of who wants to say what and do what, regardless of who wants to have autonomy in their countries and their land.’ That consciousness is feudal, it is old, and it is not where life or consciousness is evolving to now. But simultaneously, there is an emerging consciousness of accountability, it exists and it has evolved. It is ready to move into the public arenas to give voice and representation to the awareness and consciousness of this larger world vision that is present. Love is at the heart and core. Yes, love, compassion and awareness as well as a kind of tiredness. A tiredness of having so much impact be so covered over and ignored. That impact can no longer be covered over. It is being brought right into the heart of the consciousness of the United States.

We are aware that today a person that represented some of this consciousness [reference to the death of Minnesota senator Paul Wellstone] came to Spirit. That one, in his doing so, has opened a door for all of you and for many more people to say what is real, what is true, and what is in integrity within your heart and within the core of humanity. Everyone may not use the same language or come at it from the same place, but in a spirit of cooperation, there is a now a possibility of bringing about a larger shift in the collective consciousness than there has ever been in previous times. The presence of the Internet, this world wide web of information sharing, has the capacity to impact consciousness in such immediate ways. This vehicle also makes many more people aware of the impact of choices and decisions made by corporate or national leaders who have previously been insulated from the impact of their actions. It makes it harder to cover over the stories of people and the environment who have been impacted but who have had no voice for so long.

It is time to draw and build the bridges, to begin to put together the action and the impact, and to hold them side-by-side. And to put together the people that have made choices that had large impacts with the people who have experienced the impacts. What happens when they are all put together? What happens when these people have to hear the experience of these people and they cannot run away and hide in their ivory tower or their playground? What happens when the people who have experienced the impact also have the possibility of new ways to create something that would be of benefit to a greater number of people? New ways to create business, new ways to create manufacturing, new ways to create communities that are more involved in upholding the honor, the creativity, and the basic human needs and rights of all that are affected.

It is a difficult time for some of you, witnessing an attempt at a takeover in the world by those who would like to maintain the status, the power, and the money that have kept a number of families and a number of people very secure for a very long time. Yes, they would like to take more control. At the same time, there is rising up, a shift in the collective, and that is what will shift the momentum. It perhaps will not happen in this immediate time, but it is rising and it is coming, and in a few years you will feel and know that all of the work and processes that you have done in the privacy of your bedrooms, in your closets, in your meditations, and in your healings have not been in vain. Not only has it not been in vain, it has in truth been the foundation of what is now growing and maturing in the collective.

In order for that to continue to grow, there needs to be a coming together of those who have been isolated, who have done this work in private, who have formed their own way of sharing what they have grown. But now to come together with more mature, aware, and love-centered voices, with insights, recommendations, suggestions, and empowered, passionate creativity to bring form to what is now wishing to have birth within the collective, within the whole.

You, humanity, are large family. You have always been. However, there has been a large split in consciousness where there has been an assumption that some get to play at the expense of others. That is now changing, and that will change radically over the next few years. Your next few months may feel to be, on a human level, full of challenge, turmoil, and a sense of back and forth as the poles swing from one end to the other. It is imperative to stay in your connected center, your heart center, and to spend time there with yourself and also with others. And to form certain alliances that will support the growth of some new linkages. Those linkages can then be co-creative together to create something larger. Continue to do this, and to find the strength you need in that process. You will find that there is support, and there is that feeling of joy that is true from the core, as well as an ability to move beyond any concerns about personal needs into the awareness that all are part of an living whole organism which will fill and fulfill all of that which, in previous times, has been held as private.

Do not feel so private any longer. Privatization, so to speak, is dissolving. You are becoming unified in a way that enhances your individuality and individual gifts more than ever before. You are no longer bound within a collective conditioning under the influence of a collective sleep potion. You have the opportunity to step forward, to contribute your piece, your joy, your gift, your creativity, while allied with many more. Get used to it. Get used to begin in the middle of things. Get used to opening your mouth and letting things come out without previous coaching or thinking about it. Become aware that you have enough awareness, and that there is more than enough Love for you personally as well as ready to move through you at any moment. It is not about who you are, what you’ve done, what your credentials are, or where you have taken your training, or not. If you have a feeling in your being to participate, then do so with your whole heart, the whole of your wisdom, and the whole Being that you are.

Know that you have come through many, many lifetimes into this one for such a convergence. Know that young, old, and in-between, of every age, in every group and in every place that you are, you will link and find each other as this large group of collective souls now converges to create something new. This is happening around the world, not just in the United States, although the collective shift of consciousness within the United States is perhaps the largest shift that is happening worldwide at this time.

It is interesting, which is perhaps a very mild word, for those of us in Spirit to participate and watch this event. Today [the day of the Wellstone plane crash] is sparking another wave of awareness, and also prompting people to begin that process of convergence. Some have very strong political beliefs, and would not have said they have anything to do with an awareness of Love, and yet they too are aware that something is being called forth. Let the maturation of the collective proceed, take your places within the whole, speak and give form to your awareness when prompted, and stay tuned to the joy that lives at the core of Creation. That is all for now.

Small Group Sessions June 2002

I WAS INTRODUCED TO THE LABYRINTH WALKING MEDITATION LAST YEAR. OUR FAMILY JUST RECREATED ONE ON OUR LAND. IT FEELS QUITE ALIVE, AS THOUGH IT IS SOMEHOW CALLING TO US AS WELL AS BRINGING NEW SACREDNESS AND DEPTH TO HOW IT FEELS IN THAT SPACE NOW. I KNOW THERE IS A MODERN MOVEMENT TO CREATE MORE OF THESE. WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT?

The labyrinth is very old and is being brought forward and integrated now. These and other secret designs that have been given into humanity brings together heaven and earth, basically. It is a meeting place for the frequencies of light and the frequencies of matter. Wherever you walk these with intention and you trace the pattern with your body, with your awareness, with your consciousness, you become the merger, the meeting ground. So your own divinity and your own matter body experience become unified. You become more of the merged experience. It transforms duality and dissolves separation.

Do you understand the difference? When speaking of duality, you transform duality. When speaking of separation, it dissolves. Duality is a structure of consciousness that is within the material plane. It has been, in a sense, the primary matrix or grid on which consciousness has been formed. Therefore, you transform the matrix of consciousness. You transform duality into the matrix or web of life that you work with, which is not duality any longer. It is more a sense of an integrated whole or hologram of All That Is, and the meeting of Light and Love with Life in a whole different experience.

Separation is something that has been in the perceptual field of humans within the earth plane, which means that it has denied its divinity, its awareness of light and embodiment, or it has denied matter. It has denied one or the other, separate, you see. That dissolves. It does not transform, it dissolves.

DUALITY TRANSFORMS, SEPARATION DISSOLVES………

Yes, if you can consistently speak of it that way, you will find clarity proceeding, because there has been confusion among even those who speak of this or teach of this.

SO DUALITY IS A STRUCTURE, AND SEPARATION IS A CONCEPT?

Yes, a perception.

I’VE BEEN CONSCIOUSLY WORKING ON ACTIVATING MY DNA FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS. SINCE I BEGAN, I HAVE ON OCCASION EXPERIENCED WHAT SEEMS LIKE PART OF MY SOUL LEAVING AND BEING REPLACED WITH A DIFFERENT ASPECT. IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING PART OF THE DNA ACTIVATION PROCESS OR COULD IT BE SOMETHING ELSE?

The process of working in the levels of DNA is about activating certain codes and aspects of consciousness within the matter body that have been either bound or latent, or not activated, turned off. That which has been bound has often been bound through either ancestral experience and passed on to you, or your own personal soul past experience and passed on to this life. That can be unbound, and in the unbinding is a splitting apart of the old structures of consciousness, the old matrix, and that does feel as if some things leave, as if there is a separating out of some things that have been a part of you or part of your weaving of self.

There is also that which is then turned on, or activated, which calls forth greater and greater amounts of your own capacities for light and embodied light, and that brings in new aspects. It is perhaps more accurate to say that it lights up aspects that have always been present that are not fully on-line, rather like shining a light through a film that was not fully illumined before, and then embodying it or moving it into the frequencies of experience.

All people do some work at this level in the transformative process, because there is a frequency shift as greater and greater light or awareness dawns within the experience, and that is then lived, or the body then lifts its frequency to match the light within its experience. Some people who choose to do more direct work within the DNA are then also oftentimes doing work at the collective level. Some of what you experience, then, is not purely personal. It is also on behalf of opening certain sequences within the collective, or supporting the opening of certain awarenesses in the collective, vibrating them deeper into your embodied experience. But you are then doing so on behalf of the greater.

So, sometimes that work is quite intense and intensified because of the magnification of it moving out beyond you. That is a service on behalf of the whole that you have undertaken. It is also, at times, necessary to take breaks so that you can undertake and know what is personal to you beyond what is collective and to then have an awareness of what it is that you might need or want in order to create for yourself a greater, more fulfilling, personally embodied experience so that that, too, is within the collective.

ALONG WITH MANY OF MY SPIRITUAL FRIENDS WHO ALSO DO HEALING WORK, I AM RECENTLY EXPERIENCING A GREATER AMOUNT AND INTENSITY OF WHAT FEELS LIKE NEGATIVE OR CHAOTIC ENERGY IN MY BODY AFTER WORKING ON CLIENTS OR EVEN TOUCHING SOMEONE. THIS ENERGY (OR ENTITIES?) APPEARS TO BE SOMEWHAT SENTIENT, MOVING INSIDE THE BODY, SEEMINGLY AWAY FROM HEALING ENERGY THAT IS APPLIED AS REIKI OR OTHER ENERGY WORK. LATELY NOTHING SEEMS TO BE REMOVING IT, AND IT IS CAUSING ME MORE AND MORE PAINFUL JABS THAT FEEL LIKE CLAWS OR HOOKS. I’VE LOOKED INTO SACRED GEOMETRY CLEARING CODES TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING THAT IS MORE EFFECTIVE THAN THE TOOLS I HAVE USED IN THE PAST. CAN YOU GIVE ME MORE INFORMATION ABOUT THIS, WHAT CAN BE DONE TO REMOVE THEM AND PROTECT MYSELF, ETC.?

It is a time when those who have been involved in healing are now being asked to move to another experience of themselves. The question itself is coming from a perspective of self and a perspective of other, of being in this place of what can I do to remove them, or what can I do so I don’t take these on from someone else, what can I do? If the question can be reframed, and in reframing the question understand the context of what is being asked now…..go back to the message we gave earlier. You are not being asked to take more control. You are not being asked to have more control over these forces that you maintain are negative or entities. You are not being asked to do so. That is why it is not working.

So what happens then? The little self panics. The fears come up. If I cannot control these things that take control over me, then I am what? I am under another’s control? I am doomed? I am what? See, that fear, that place is what is surfacing; that place of feeling separate, that awareness that feels separate from the divinity of all that you are. That is the place. Surrender to the greater being that you are. Ask the people that you are working with to connect to that place as well. You do not even need to touch them. There is no need to touch another to bring about an awareness of wholeness, healing, balance, and all that is. There is only a need to shift the awareness, the perception, and then gradually to transform the dualities that have yet been living within the experience, the body. Transform the structure, dissolve the perceptions of separation.

The Creator within creation, that is who you are. The Divine Light and awareness within a human experience, that is who you are. Humanity and the material experience is awakening its awareness within your life, your body, your experience, and it is in a sense lifting up all those things that have been imbedded or bound. Then your being, the great light, the love that you work with and call forth in healing is perhaps chasing them away. Perhaps it is to dissolve, perhaps it is to leave. Do you understand? There is not a separation. Perhaps the place to look is that place that says ‘I have to control’.

[Additional reflection from Spirit: To us it is a place of where a person is sitting when they ask the question. If they are sitting in a place of saying these negative energies are coming into me, what can I do to protect myself, to transform them, what can I do…….that is a place that they are then sitting. And it is a place where there is still limitation, because they are not allowing their greater divinity to be present within that experience. They are containing their divinity within their identity. The containment again, the security. You can say I am Divine, it lives within me. I AM…….all these things you can say, but unless there is a surrender to the fullness of experiencing, of feeling of that experience, then there is a limit, a containment around it, a control of sorts. Anytime you are challenged and there is something that is not in your control, it is an opportunity to expand and surrender to the greater being that you are. At that time it is ‘go bigger’, expand, not control and protect more.]

I’VE HEARD MANY THEORIES ABOUT THE DISEASE OF AIDS SUCH AS THE US GOVERNMENT CREATED IT ACCIDENTLY, IT WAS TRANSMITTED BY MONKEYS, OR IT IS AN AFTEREFFECT OF THE ATOM BOMB. HOW DID AIDS REALLY COME ABOUT AND IS IT CAUSED BY THE HIV VIRUS?

Aids is a collective experience of a self-destructive turning against life. It is that which has been the anti-life energies that have tried to constrict, control, and then through a sort of abberation where it distorts into something that is against itself. It is in the collective awareness that that has been happening, and in the 20th century particularly there has been more and more and more of it.

It is a combination of factors. The intense projection of one part of consciousness against another, that split of consciousness that says I am good, I am white, I am superior, I am powerful, I am whatever, and you are less than, you do not deserve to exist. In whatever form; religious, government, political, monetarily, economic……all of those structures. Duality used the concept of separation and then split. So that is the consciousness that is manifested in the disease, and it is a virus that basically acts that way in the human body. It kills its host. It acts against life, and it does so quite efficiently.

Is it a result of the HIV? It is a mutation of the HIV. It is not a direct result, but it is a relative. It cannot be separated completely as some would like, and it cannot be collated completely as synonymous as some would like. It is a mutation. Certain people’s bodies mutate in that direction with HIV. Certain people’s bodies do not mutate in that direction with HIV. Do you understand? Part of it is consciousness within that particular individual. If their consciousness is transforming that old split and matrix, the duality and the perceptions of separation and the anti-life, then they are less likely to have the experience of it mutating. But it does mutate, do you see?

How did it come into the population as a whole? Two things. One is that it was designed, it was created by human intelligence. It was not just passed on from a monkey. It was created by human intelligence and perhaps was initially thought to be something that could be like biological warfare or some kind of destructive capacity in the populations that someone would like to control or decimate. There are many other such biological weapons, worse actually, that have been created or mutated in clinical settings to become even more difficult to eradicate. Yet it is that which is within the human consciousness as a whole that creates such things, and then calls it forth into experience.

So for people as a whole to blame and then project blame and be angry, and then to feel victimized by that which is outside of them, is to continue the split, continue the separation. Rather, go to that place where there is separation, that awareness, the belief, the perceptions, the consciousness, the concept of separation within that duality matrix and structures of either/or, good/bad, etc. etc. Then transform and dissolve within self. You are within the whole, within the collective, you are a part of the healing and the transformation of AIDS, of HIV, of all the rest of what has been created.

[note from Chris: The final two questions are from a person who was asking for personal assistance. I have included them because of the general information that may be helpful to others]

The first question was about the painful break-up of a relationship and related issues. This is the response that was offered:

The human experience wishes to hold on to forms that would give you a certain amount of what you perceive to be needed for fulfillment, and oftentimes then attaches to the person or the form of relationship that is perceived to be that fulfillment. In this time, where souls are being called forth to come to their greatest fulfillment or potential within this life, many things are being disrupted. Many things, even those that have been in the blueprints for the lifetime are being held up to the light and asked again is this necessary or needed now for this being that I am to embody in this time and this sequence. It’s as if there is a re-calibration of even that which has been brought into this lifetime.

So even at the beginning of your lifetime you may have had a feeling of this one coming into your experience, and then this one arrived and you had a sense of ah-ha, here he is and now we will come together, be together, work together, and grow together. And yet, in the splitting apart there is another way that your great spirit is now trying to enter your personal experience, enter your life, your body, personally. Our suggestion to you, even though it is very painful, is to trust that process. Trust you great spirit, trust your soul, and do not hold on or attach to outcomes in this time.

If you attach, even to the glimmer of hope that you will be together; that that form will be the way it will be, that person will be the person it will be, then you do not allow the depth of the transformation that you are being offered. It is painful, yes, to release the hold upon your dreams, and upon the person you wish to share your life with. Yet, in the release is the possibility of greater and greater embodied light, love, and fulfillment. Your soul did not bring you this opportunity in the middle of your life without promise of an even greater fulfillment than what was in the original plan that you opened into this life with. If you can trust that, you will move through this with greater grace, and you will find that the gifts that will be shared with you will be many. If you cannot do this and there is still that which wishes to hold and bind to this particular person and particular form of relationship with this person, then there may be some ways that you will find some challenges along this path. You will still grow, you will still learn, you will still open to more of who you are, but there may be more pain over the longer term.

[This second question is a distillation of many sub-questions that were asked]

WHAT IS MY LIFE’S PURPOSE. EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER MY LIFE HAS BEEN FILLED WITH DRAMA AND STRUGGLE. THIS PATTERN HAS BEEN WITH ME THROUGHOUT MY LIFE. I THINK I’VE HANDLED THINGS WELL, BUT I STILL FEEL IN THE BATTLE ZONE IN MANY RESPECTS. I’VE ALWAYS HAD BOSSES THAT HAVE BLAMED ME, FIRED ME, DISCIPLINED ME HARSHLY, AT TIMES WITHOUT CAUSE. I HAVE GROWN OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, YET ONCE AGAIN I AM IN A WORK SITUATION WHERE MY SUPERIORS ARE DEMEANING AND BELITTLING WHEN I FEEL I’M DOING MY BEST AND EVEN EXCEEDING MY PEERS. YET, ONCE AGAIN I AM BLAMED AND FACE LOSING MY JOB. WHY DOES THIS OCCUR? [SEVERAL OTHER ISSUES AND EXPERIENCES GIVEN, ALSO] WHY DO I CONSTANTLY SEEM TO SEEK TRANSFORMATION THROUGH SUDDEN CHANGES OF TRAUMA AND DRAMA.

That place of trauma and drama have been in the energy exchange system of the matrix or the grid of duality. The more there is a trauma, the more there is a certain energy exchange. Someone gets it, someone loses it. In your work situations, there are those who traumatize in order to depersonalize and disempower, or basically get energy from those who are losing it.

In your experience you are wanting to move beyond this whole matrix, and that is the only way out of it. The only way out is to step out of that whole matrix and into a sense of a place of love, of fullness and of embrace, but the embrace begins within. The embrace begins with the place of your own nature that has split off from another part of your nature. Often it is brought into the lifetime (not only in the lifetime, but brought in), old traumas, old places where there has been a loss of self, where it has been split apart and separation has occurred. Compassion and love is helpful as you applied it to your different settings and situations and it calls forth the highest within you, and it will unify those places that feel split apart. Continue to love. Our first teaching is always to embrace all of the experience within self, even the places which have been disowned. When you are being blamed by others, embrace that as well. Embrace the place in you that would perhaps feel like a victim, but if there is a victim then there is also the other side of that.

Duality always has both sides; it is a two, it is not a one. So if there is a place where you feel traumatized, is there a place within you that does not listen to your self completely? Perhaps it allows others to dictate what it is that you do; their expectations or what you perceive to be their expectations. It is very painful to move through this experience of the splitting of self and then to reconnect self, and then to realize that in that process you are transforming that gridwork of duality that most people find normal. The more you do it the more you feel different, not separated in the old sense but as if you are in a different reality than others who are not aware of this. And at the same time, you are plugging into the new place of allowing that illuminated light within life to light you up inside, to bring you from within you that which is your greatest joy and fulfillment. It is not dependent on anyone out there. It is not dependent on their being with you, on their liking you, on their being approving of you or your job. That is the illusion within duality, that who you are is dependent on an external reference point, and that is not true. As that awareness grows, which it is and will continue, you will find that your life simplifies. It simplifies along and around that alignment with your nature, your essence, your truth. You will find that there is a lot of joy that has been overshadowed by the drama and the trauma, little things that have been lost that will resurrect from within your experience and life. Some of that will begin, but part of your process right now is really letting go and surrendering.

New Year’s Channeling 2002

It is our pleasure to join you. It is our great pleasure to be able to be with you on this first day of this Cycle. Thank you for inviting us.

What we would invite you to do in this time is several things, if you do not mind.

One is to sit very straight, for a time. Regardless of what your position is, just for a little while, stretch your spine, so that you have a sense of your spine lifting and then breathe through the spinal column as if you are opening up a corridor of light.

And breathe the golden white light from above your head, through this column, into the Earth. Breathe with us, liquid golden light, and allow it to penetrate first for you, your body. First for your body, for your organs. First for your soul, for your essence. Drink it in. There is plenty. It is limitless. There is no end. So breathe first as if you were taking a deep drink for yourself. Deep drink. (sigh) Replenish your core. (sigh) Yes. Replenish your body, your cellular light body. As you do so you begin to replenish the Earth. She is one who creates a living, organic version of this golden light. You ones need both. The liquid golden version from the Earth Mother as well as the liquid light version that your souls utilize within your core.

In this time, this age, this particular age you are living now, this golden light is beginning to penetrate. There are those who would fear it. Now, we ask you, do you fear this light?
This feeling that you have now? There is nothing to fear. It will gently, gracefully, move you to an awareness that that which is light, and that which is Life, and that which is essence, is all that is truly real. Truly living. Truly that which has essence of substance.
Everything else begins to have a sense of being faded a bit. Everything else begins to not have so much substance. Breathe deeper.

You will find that this begins to assist you in those places that you have yet held onto, structures or beliefs that the world of duality, the world of separation, the world of fear, may have taught you. They are not real. And the way you can tell is if you breathe the golden light into them. If they remain, consider them. If they fade, breathe them away and you will start to find yourself getting clear, Life simplifies. How does this feel? …You like? You can continue to breathe it for this entire time. You can continue to breathe it every day of your Life, every waking moment. As long as it is in your consciousness, it is available to you.

Some have called this the Christos. Some have called this the Christ Light. This liquid golden, white light. Some have also called it Krishna. Some have also called it Love.
Some would name it other names. It does not matter, the name that it is given. You feel it, you know it. It lives in you, it lives as you, and you begin to vibrate the essence and quality of it in such a way that your body no longer fears things, and your consciousness no longer fears things. Because it is your substance for Life eternal, and Life within this body. The liquid substantial living version of it nourishes your body. It also teaches your body how to replenish, how to regenerate, how to be fully alive, how to open the creative current because that is what you are, (creators embodied) and how to live magnificently, without regrets, and without looking back, opening to the fullness of who you are and manifesting it all.

In the midst of what you perceive in your world, in this time. In the midst of that which seemingly is a playing out of all the illusions, all of the distortions, and all of that which has lacked substance for so long, that which all it knows as death. In the midst of all of that, the liquid golden light is awakening you, and you, and you, and you, and everyone who is open to receive. There is no limit and there are no requirements, except to be OPEN TO RECEIVE! A very minimal requirement. Open to receive it! That is all! (small gentle chuckle). That is all!

Every child who has been born in recent times already knows it. Older children are familiar with it and are carrying the seeds of it within their core. So, they also know it.
Older children than that are learning of it. Some of you are older children, yes? Your bodies were born of duality. Your consciousnesses are aware of it. But your bodies are now opening to it. That is the place where the ancestral memory, and the ancestral patterns are being transmuted. That is the place where you are being freed to open to the liquid version of it, the substantial version of it, that you body will recognize as nourishment.

So breathe again …. take it into your bodies, into your cells, into your organs, into these places that have longed for the touch of this essence. To awaken those places that were locked in some old DNA sequences. Old DNA sequences that no longer carry any Life.

So … you are in 2002 … are you not? And what do you think this year will bring? Any premonitions in this group?

Male voice from group: “ … change?”

(gentle laughter) Change. That is a good bet. (laughter all around)

Female voice from group: “George Bush is calling it a ‘war year’.”

He can call it whatever he wants to. (Laughter from group) Whatever he, … people have different ways of perceiving, do they not? Yes, (pause), but what do you perceive?

Male voice from group: “ … transformation.”

Female voice muffled: “the creative element.”

Yes …

Same female voice: “A grounding of this higher consciousness.”

Yes.

Male voice: “More love”. “Unconditional love.”

Yes.
Female voice: “Horses galloping freely”

Yes.

Female voice: “I would hope a greater consciousness and love of the Earth herself.
Since we have so much, a certain amount of destruction and population growth.”

Yes. (pause) Anyone else?

Female voice: “A collaboration. Group consciousness.”
Yes.

Male voice: “A new understanding of enlightenment in the general population.”

Yes.

Male voice: “A new era of peace and co-operation.”

(gentle assertion) Yes.

Two female voices: “An emergence of the feminine”

“More now”

Yes.

Female voice: “Love itself. An understanding of love itself.”

Yes.

Female voice: “More demonstration of the female and male marrying and bringing new forms”.

Male voice: “A lot more veils being lifted.” (gentle assertions in group)

Yes. Well, you just did the rest of the channeling. (Smile) (laughter from the group).
So, we can go now! (Laughter)

Well, we would offer a few perspectives. Hold in your hearts those visions that you have just named. Hold in your hearts those things you would like to envision creating in the collective experience. Animate them with this golden light. Open them up to what is your way of bringing them forth. Each of you has your own vision, your own version of that which is the manifestation of this golden light. Unique to you. Unique to who you are. Unique to your placement in the whole and unique because that which is your true uniqueness is freeing up, is breaking free of all of those things that have been locking you up. Thoughts, thought forms, old tapes, old beliefs, cast them away. They literally do not hold reality any longer.

That which is this year is one of … rather like a bridge, in some ways. There are those who have set course already, within the new matrix of creation. That which is the course has been set, all you need do is proceed, continue to apply that which is your focus, your energy, your Life force, and it will open up.

That which is the manifestation and power of this year is actually quite wondrous. There is a more potentating (potential), but actualizing it in a way that has not been seen before.
Because the liquid golden light and the light being breathed by your soul are now in a marriage of sorts, so manifestation is quite speeded up.

There are those who are still seeking that which is their course in this time. This year will have stages. There is one that has just happened. Did you feel it? (chuckles) (dramatic inflection) It was rather intense for about 3 weeks..… yes? Sorry about that! This particular incarnational wave perhaps took you a little by surprise and at a busy time of year for you. At the same time, it was necessary. To open the door into this particular cycle so that those of you who were opening to this wave of incarnation could be ready and open that into the collective. Thank you for participating! (smile)

This one will sort of plateau or move into integration, now for a little while. There is another one in a couple of months. Be ready (smile) … and then again, there’ll be a rhythm moving through this year. Every couple of months you will feel a sense of moving into another wave. And those waves may intensify at times, in a sense that you may feel as if there are times when you pull back. Pull back into your home, pull back into yourself, pull back and rest, drink more water, exercise (but gently), allowing yourself to do what you need to do physically because as the body vibrates with this golden light, or with the different frequencies that it is drawing into itself in order to move and free itself from those old patterns and old DNA codes, you will need some extra rest. You will need a little extra time. You may say to others: ”… I will see you in a couple of weeks” and postpone certain things, if you can.

So, we are warning you a little … to not over-pressure yourself if these waves feel to you as if they make you tired, as if you are needing to stay with yourself a little more. Physically, you will start to feel better. In between the waves, you will start to feel stronger, better, more energy as if something is building inside of you that you literally can’t name … you don’t have to … but it will feel substantial, substantiating.

By the end of the year, you will feel more alive. You will feel as if you have something that has lit up inside of you and it is not something that you did, as much as you were open to receive. The more you feel as if you have to do it, and it is your achievement, the more this will be difficult for you. (small, gentle giggle).

What we said earlier is that the requirement is OPEN TO RECEIVE. And participate, participate, take care of yourselves, but do not feel as if you have to have a certain meditation practice that you have to stick with every day, or that you have to be very, very rigid about something. For rigidity is actually what is leaving … in all forms … (phew!)
(gentle giggles) … all forms of crystallization from the past are leaving. You will feel more fluid, more liquid, more substantial all at the same time. And more alive, more creative, and somehow, part of what is an organic-ness that is the living Earth, is the living essence, as it opens to more, and more, and more who are embodying within it.

So we have named two groups of people. Yes? One … proceed. Two …. Work with the waves. And it will inform you and it will lead you to that which gives you placement within the whole.

The third group of people in the Earth are those that are confused. Confused …. they do not know what is going on. They have some fears. They are looking for answers, often to their churches or to Government leaders. But the answers don’t always feel as if they ring all the way deep inside. Therefore, they are left with a certain confusion as well as a certain feeling of being lost. This group is the group that will be most open by the end of the year. Or they will have chosen not to be. This is the group, and it is a fairly large group, in your United States, umm …. particularly, but, around the world, there are numbers of them. This is the group that you are speaking to if you are teaching, if you are opening your voice into the media, or if you are moving your voice into a larger arena. This is the group where you are opening the message, if you wish, or what is real, what can be trusted, where to put the focus, how to proceed with what is truly love. Most people don’t know. What is truly real within each soul. What is a soul. Truly! Most people have focused on God external, and have lost touch with what is their own essence. What is the essence of their own Godness, Christos, etc. – whatever you wish to call it. Their essence, their soul, their spirit. This is the group that is waiting for you. Do you see?

And then there’s another group. And this group has already shut their ears, their eyes, and their hearts. This group has preferred power and control, has chosen the reality of the material plane, the reality of the crystallized thought forms, duality and separation. They may speak of God. They may even be ones who are in positions of authority, in churches, or in Governments, but speak often of God. But they are not living in alignment with that which is Life. So you will find that instead of opening, which is the only pre-requisite (gentle chuckle!), there is a door that has been closed. Some may flip-flop, that is still a hope, and that is still a possibility. They may open that door very quickly, very suddenly and realize that they have been mistaken. That is possible. Some may refuse to do that and continue on the path of keeping those doors closed.

Rather than giving them all of your energy, continue to be aware that your energy is not for them. It is not for them. It is for Life. Align with the liquid gold of Life, the substance in your body, align with the liquid gold within Life, the tone of it, within light and within your soul. Speak of it, speak of whatever is the words that you would give it, to others who are open to receive. If someone is not open to receive, it is no use to pound upon their doors. Do you understand? It is a waste of energy and it keeps you focused on that place that is dying. And what happens to you? You become very weary and instead of opening to greater Life, your focus then is upon what is dying. And it takes your energy. It sucks your energy out, and gives support to what is dying. The one who embodied this golden light to walk 2,000 years ago said: “Let the dead bury the dead”. It was a very clear statement. One that has not been altered, which is good.

Put your energies into Life. Put your energies into those things where the doors are open, or there is the possibility of those open to receive, even if they still are confused, or do not know yet. But they are still open. They are still looking. Seeking. Put your energies into those forms that bear fruit, grow corn, and manifest Life. Put your energies, your focus, your attention, wherever Life calls you. And if it does not call you, do not go there.
(chuckle) It is very simple.

Go through your homes, go through your lives, go through your consciousnesses with a comb that has a golden light and release from yourself those things, those thoughts, those places within your consciousness that are not of Life. If they do not hold essence and do not vibrate with you, for you now, send them forth. Bring them into the greater collection of what is useful for those who perhaps would find that they do give them Life. And begin to open to receive together, individually, and in groups, communities, solutions, resolutions, things that begin to give you ideas of how to proceed in ways that will create ways to be together. New ways, new forms, new structures, to be together where you can bring all the gifts, all the awarenesses, all the different uniquenesses together. If you are not attached, if you stay fluid, then there is an organically creative process. If you are attached to your position, your opinion, your “way” , then you can fall back into some of the old patterns. But not for long. You will find that they do not serve you, they do not feel good, and you will re-consider. Yes?

So, stay fluid. There are no beliefs. And we could say this as something that we live by. There are no beliefs that hold Life, in and of themselves ..… no beliefs that hold Life in and of themselves. Essence, souls, the beingness is Life, and so, be fluid with your beliefs, your opinions, your perspectives, your interpretations, of everything. Be fluid. Those who are very rigid – you want to be rigid back, yes? It is the nature of duality. Take a stand, take an opposing stand. Be very rigid. That, you will find, does not feel very good, in your body. It contracts and therefore you are no longer open to receive. One little thing to remember, the pre-requisite for this time is to stay OPEN TO RECEIVE. Do you understand? Very simple. Very simple.

There is that which is a deepening of essence, a deepening of reality, a clarification in this year. A sense of substantiating sovereignty. Good word, yeah? (little chuckle) There is also that which is a “mist” that is cast over the collective that says that materialism, war, control, etc. is the way to go. All of that you know. And that continues to be broadcast, large-scale. And yet it is an illusion that is losing energy, every day. And in fact, it is almost like a movie, make-believe, for some of you, is it not? It almost doesn’t have any substance, does it not? So, hold in your hearts what is your vision, your version of what you would like to create in the world. Give it Life. What is your place, your part, how do you proceed? Continue to bring the waves of light and Life into your bodies. Find those places where you are solid in who you are, and yet fluid, as you proceed. And this year will unfold for you. So we will entertain some questions.

Female voice: “I am perturbed by all the war movies that are on television, by the number of times we hear the word ‘war’. I’m concerned that the media is in control of a powerful minority that is trying to brainwash the masses to think of nothing but ‘war’ and I’m sick of it. And it just seems like so many Americans are buying into it. And Bush’s popularity is so far up. I don’t understand where are the people that are fed up with it, where are they, they seem to be silent and quiet right now.”

They are you. (soft giggles and chuckles from group) They are you. And part of it is that if you oppose it, you give it life. (laughter) So an option is to not be silent, but be focused into creating a different choice. So you are in media, too, yes? What do you want to create? What words do you wish to bring forward into the collective consciousness? What is in your heart? Do you see? Rather than focusing on opposition, focus on creation. For it gives you Life and Life then flows into it. People then have choices. If they have no choices, they do not know anything different. Do you see?

Female voice: “How are people going to deal with the fear? It’s like a disease which has caught up with everybody.”

Fear is one of those things that has been mapped into the DNA for a very long time. Bring in the golden light, breathe it down and out, let the Earth Mother take it, she will recycle it … she’s great at that … Recycle energy for Life. Do not allow fear to have greater power than the essence of who you are. Practice it yourself, practice breathing the love and the light that is present for you in any moment of fear, bringing it into your body, into yourselves, and letting the fear dissolve, melt like ice, in a warm thaw, in the sunlight, and trickle away. Or wash away. Or move it into a new place out of you, and it will be recycled for Life. Fear is actually the great transformation tool right now because there is so much of it. There is so much of it. If you give into it, it contracts. It can only contract for a period of time, and there is a large contraction going on, yes?, war. fear, etc. Big contraction. What happens during birthing when there is big contraction? (little muffled giggles) Something is coming through the contraction, yes? Keep that in mind, that sometimes when you feel a wave of fear building in your body and in your psyche and your consciousness and in your emotions, and it contracts you, say: “aahh! I am in labor! (little giggles) This is a contraction, I will breathe through it. “ Just as women who are taught natural childbirth breathe through the wave. You breathe through it, but you breathe with consciousness. You breathe the liquid light of the golden light, the rose light of love. You breathe that which is awareness. You breathe with awareness and consciousness, through the contraction. Rather than giving it power, you say: “Aah! I am in labor – what is coming through this one? Hmmm.” And you will find out.

Teach it first to yourself. Practice it. And then teach others. Teach others how to move through fear. It is a great gift to be able to assist your brothers and sisters to release that fear and to move through contraction. To birth through contraction.

Female voice: I thought it was very interesting how the movie Monsters, Inc. came out during this time and it’s about doors and different dimensions.

So someone’s version of what they wish to create in collective consciousness, do you see?
Yes. Some of you might like to create some new versions of things.

Female voice: “I think probably everybody in here has probably been environmentally poisoned at some level with the fluoride and the mercury and the pollution. Can you speak to some ways that we can restore balance in our body and continue to protect ourselves?”

Making choices now with more consciousness, you realize that certain heavy metals were introduced into the physical collective in order to keep the crystallization of consciousness embodied. Mercury, heavy metals, do a very good job in the body of holding denser frequency. Do you understand? So poisoning is a certain way of saying that your consciousness is “bound” in a certain place, in a certain way.
Begin to purify, clarify. It is already happening. Your body already knows as soon as it starts to shift frequency that it has to release those places where it is held back.

If you need assistance, homeopathy is good. It is something that assists the body to release gently, but consistently over time. The Earth provides herbs, cleansing herbs, that assist you. Sweats. Yes. Using the body’s mechanism for releasing and detoxification are good. Allowing yourself to remove if you have mercury in your mouth, or in your body, to remove it. Allowing yourself to drink pure water. Clean waters. If you need to buy them, you do.

At this time, you make choices for yourself. Consciousness in your lives is opening and you will feel more and more sensitive to what is in alignment, living alignment, with your body and what is not. Make your food choices in living alignment. Do you know what sugar does to your body? That is another substance that, when over-used, (certainly in moderation it is not going to disrupt). But over-used it continues to feed fear. It has an alliance with fear. Consciously. So there is that, which, as you continuously open it into your system, into your field on a continuous basis, you will feel a subtle anxiety along with it. The anxiety may have become normalized. So normalized that you don’t even notice it so much. But if you withdraw the sugar, the processed sugar we are speaking of now, then you will start to feel the anxiety. Do you understand? It is like a drug in the system and it keeps you from feeling the levels of anxiety or fear. Remove it, gradually if you need to, but open your body to releasing the fear pattern and then you can have perhaps some in moderation, if you choose. So it is not just heavy metals. Do you understand?

Other choices also make a difference in your system. And how you feel and what it is that binds your consciousness. You are a whole system. You cannot just clear your mind. You can not just clear your emotions. Or you can not just clear your body. They are altogether. They are partners. They work together, you see.

Female voice: As we become more sensitive to the light and the love, there is also the paradox of becoming sensitive to the things that are sad in this world such as the destruction of our ecosystems. This brings pain to me, and I think to others. Are there any comforting words or techniques we can visualize or take within when those things are happening because it does bring such sadness and pain to see it disappearing.

Those who are sensitive to Life perceive where Life is being hurt. That is true. You become organically sensitive to that which is all-living systems, all that is alive. You feel that you are not separate. That is true. There is suffering. There is pain in the loss of Life, particularly when it is taken without an awareness or sensitivity to what is being done. So, our suggestion is to honor the life that you are opening to bringing greater Life in. In the moments where you are aware of Life that is leaving, open to even greater Life coming in to consciousness, in through your body, and directly into the Earth. Do you understand? Be the vehicle for Life to be fed. Assist the Earth Mother to grow greater golden substance so she can nourish Life in abundance. Do you understand? Know that, yes, you will feel it, for you are part of the whole of Life, and you are also that which is a receiver for greater Life. Both are true. Do you see?

Female voice: “Is there something that could possibly be useful at an energetic level with people gathering, somehow transforming energies so that it is fed back to the Earth to help regenerate……

Second female voice: “Can we use our energies to stop the destruction?”

If you polarize with what you are opposed to, you will feed it. Therefore, do not polarize with what you are opposed. What is more powerful is to join together in groups like this, or others that you form. Hold in your hearts a vision for what you would like to create and give IT Life. Do you understand? In the place where the Great Darkness lives, where you are sad, where there is loss, stand there in your heart, stand there in your mind or stand there with your bodies, if you wish, and visualize that Life coming into that place and feeding it and nourishing it with the version, or the vision of Life that you would like to see there. Do you understand? But stay fluid. If you give yourself a vision, or a version of what it is that you would like to see there, continuously allow yourself to be open to receive so that the vision or the version is not trapped by anything limiting that may be in your mind. Do you understand?

You are conscious creators but you are growing in consciousness. Understand that. You are conscious creators, you are growing in awareness and consciousness. You are still students in that regard. Do not perceive yourself to be beyond that place yet. Do you understand? And by being open to receive in every moment, while holding visions and versions of creation and Life, you will be informed by even greater visions and even greater versions of what is possible. Do you see? And even greater, and even greater (exclamation in voice). You will find yourselves being amazed! Quite awe-struck! By that which is your own awareness of what is possible. Even in the midst of great destruction.
It will be paradoxically perhaps for you, but soon your minds will get used to that. Do you understand? Your minds will get used to it because you will allow them to. You will allow your minds to no longer be horrified only. Do you understand? Because you will see the potential within it, at the same time.

Stretching a bit of minds, yes? Stretching a bit.

Female voice: “Are there any nutritional things that might be useful to help free the body up?”

Water is the best thing. Pure water from the Earth, as fresh as you can get it. From a spring if you can get it. As deep as you can go in these areas, but if you have a source of fresh spring water or water that is directly from the Earth, regardless, it should be clear of contaminants, but water. Regardless, of how, if you buy it off the shelf from a spring that you trust, well then do so. But water is the best thing. Because it will continuously cleanse as the body releases cellularly those things that are moving out of the body. Drink a lot of it. We said earlier, certain things that will assist you to release toxicity,
heavy metals, etc. Homeopathy, the herbs, certain sweats, things that assist the body to release or pull out certain things. That is helpful. Other things are varied. Variables. Because each body is unique. So nutritionally, living foods, organic living foods, fresh as possible, is good. But we will not say absolutely ‘no’ to anything because your body may actually call for something, even if it is temporarily. Nutritionally, each of you has your own unique requirements. Listen to those feelings in your body. If you feel as if you need something, open to it. Even if you mind says that is not something you usually eat. Open to it. Do you see? Balance is achieved sometimes in odd ways within our physical system. One nutrient may be in something that you need for balance and you don’t need a lot of it, but you need it. And so your body picks a food that has it in, even if it is not something that you would ordinarily have in your repertoire. Do you see?

In fact, some of you may have odd cravings this year. We will warn you about that too. Odd cravings. (laughter) Because of the waves penetrating the cells and the body, and needing to balance, you may find that.

Female voice: “Can you speak to how the planet looks collectively from the shifts that humanity has made since September 11?”

Do not judge many of those who are flying flags right now or upholding patriotism, because they do not know how to illustrate their love. Many people are actually feeling more love. More love for their family, more love for each other, more awareness of their community, more of a feeling of connectedness. But they do not know how to illustrate that. They fo not know how to bring that into a form that says that. So, saying they are part of something larger says that to them. Do you see? So even though there are many that would say they are, in a sense, behind the decisions that are taking place, they do not know how to illustrate their feelings otherwise. There are no choices. Do you understand?

Overall, on the inner planes, there is more love embodied in the collective consciousness than there was before this event. People were ready to open to it, and yet it also triggered waves of fear. So there is a balance, or a dance, happening between love and fear. Played out sometimes within your very families. Played out within your relationships. Played out within your work places. Love and fear. Those of you who can stand strong within the vibrations of life and love, will assist those who are afraid to release the fear. You will also grow competency in allowing yourselves to illustrate love. To manifest it, to act it, to express it, without so much embarrassment. Do you see? Without so much shyness. Without so much covering it up.

How many of you have learned to openly hug one another within the last 5 to 10 years?
You understand? Perhaps before that your families were not so much that, the culture was not so much that, at least this one. Others are more so. But that is not the only way to illustrate love. Illustrating love is actually much harder than a hug. Do you understand? It is much more difficult to illustrate love. In the midst of people speaking harshly of fear and war, how do you illustrate love? How do you give it a form? Do you see? In a workplace where there is fighting and bickering and gossip and that which is putting one person ahead of another, superiority and competition, how do you illustrate love? In a community, where there are many people hurting without homes even to live in a moderate style, without food, without clothing, how do you illustrate love? Do you understand? Illustrating love is more difficult than a hug, and yet, a hug may be the first step, depending on the situation.

Female voice: “Can you say something on the use of music at this time?”

What brings you joy, what brings you Life, what brings you a sense of greater animation, what assists your body to move, to open up. Whatever is resonant. No, there are no particular……perhaps there is need for more music that illustrates the qualities of consciousness and the Life and the love and awareness that is coming through you ones. Write some. Make it up. Pass it around. Change words, if you don’t like the words that are in the songs. Keep the melodies, change the words! Do you see?
Stay fluid. There is too much ownership sometimes of that which is created, is there not? When one creates a melody that is beautiful, why should it only have one set of words? Doesn’t it limit the melody to be only one message? Do you see? The melody may carry many messages. Let it! (laugh) Do you see? And why do words have to be your only medium of communication. Sound, vibration, your voices, instruments, all blended together with intention do not need words. Do you understand? Create music, harmonies, with intention. They will carry through consciousness in ways that you will not even have any pre-conceived notion in what might happen. (giggle) Music is actually quite wonderful in its capacity to carry frequency, vibration, awareness and intention.

Female voice: “ Can you talk about time, and what has happened to time?”

Well, what do you think is happening?

Female voice: “It’s collapsing….or expanding……”. Time has been a construct of consciousness that actually, as matter is collapsing in and upon itself, in terms of the contraction, and the great sense of the density wrapping itself up, that is speeding up, almost as if it is rapidly opening up more and more of itself, but within a very small space. So there is a simultaneousness that is also opening up for those of you who step into it. So you begin to be aware that simultaneously there is that which is your movement, what you are doing in the flow of your current of Life. But also, there is something else happening that is opening up the possibilities of the effectiveness of what you are doing. Therefore, you can do one motion that in previous time had one effect. Now you can do one motion and have multiple effects. Do you understand? So there is simultaneous motion and space/time continuum opening up. That is rather fun. A little scary at first, because you begin to feel powerful. You actually begin to know your power and at first you might feel a little like you’d better learn a little more about this! So learn. Practice. Learn. Open up. Play. But at the same time realize that, yes, you are powerful creators, and yes, you are consciously opening to more and more of that capacity, and yes, you are fully responsible for everything you create.

Female voice: “Are you talking about parallel realities, as a multi-dimensional being?”

It isn’t parallel, it’s simultaneous. Simultaneous, it isn’t parallel. Parallel would mean side by side. Do you understand?

Female voice: “I mean inclusive to that and still be more”.

You are embodying your multi-dimensional nature. Simultaneousness means that all of you is present. Do you understand?

Female voice: “Could you talk more about these other dimensions of reality that we’re drawing in by saying yes. We’re creating this other reality, and you’re saying it’s simultaneous (yes) along with realities where we’re not focusing?”

You are learning. You are growing more aware. It is good to remember. Because that which is your simultaneous multi-dimensional nature is actually informing you more and more. That is why your body’s cellular being really needs to shift in order to have a vibrational match to embody it. That is why your cells are waking up. That is why you can listen to your body with more consciousness. That is why simultaneousness means that one motion in this dimension is opening up the effectiveness on a multi-dimensional way. In other words, one example might be……if your particular project is working with children, and you have a particular child who is in your care, who has a particular learning disability, you sit with that child, you listen to the soul of that child, and you are aware that there is an old trauma sitting in their consciousness. You breathe with them, you love them, and simultaneously, with the awareness that that trauma is lifting, and opening up the potential within that one, there is a lifting of that particular fear awareness throughout consciousness that simultaneously may affect the whole class. Do you understand? And the multi-dimensional nature does so because you were called to do so in that moment, because you are called to sit there long enough to allow this to happen, and then the entire group is affected, in a positive way and more love is present. Do you understand? Now that is a small example, but one that can be magnified and multiplied many times.

Simultaneousness means that who you are is present, and that means you stay in the moment to the degree that all of you is effective in that moment. And you do not know all the levels of effectiveness. That is not your responsibility. Your responsibility is to stay present in that place that your soul is bringing you in that moment. To make the motion, the action that is called for. Do you understand? You take no credit for all of this. And yet you are fully responsible. How does that feel fair? (giggle)

You are magnificent and powerful, and you will find that power growing and yet if you own it, it will possess you and you will find yourself cast out of the garden, very quickly. It is not something you can utilize duality or old consciousness with, for it will bounce you very quickly into an awareness that ahhh, okay, this is not something I wish to do. Do you see? And you learn through that experience. That is why you are being prepared. Most of you for many years, yes? Preparation. This door does not open before you are ready. And then it opens gently and then you get to practice for a little while, and then, as you move into it more easily, more effortlessly, with more confidence, you will then be given more opportunities within the whole of consciousness to have greater and greater impact and greater and greater effectiveness. Do you see?

Do you know how much you are loved? No, you don’t. You do not know. Yet. You are growing in awareness. Every day. It would be good for you, wise of you, to open to receive the experience of how cherished and precious you are, how beautiful and wondrous you are, how loved you are. Every day. At least a minute, if not the whole day. Do you understand? It is not something that is a platitude, or something that we say just to make it sound good. This is a truth. A truth that lives. And it is living and growing the more you receive. Do you see?

You do not need to focus on service. You do not need to focus on your purpose and you do not need to focus on giving to others. The more you receive and the more you are present with all you really are, the more effective you will be. That open-ness is the pre-requisite for this year. Your effectiveness flows out of it. Do you understand? If you focus on giving, on serving, on having a purpose, your ego is involved. Because it gives you meaning, it gives you context, and it gives you definition. Egos are not bad. We love them too. Because they give you personality, and they give you a sense of attitude, at times. But they also, at times, create structures that are false and illusory. At times. They make things up. They pretend. Do you see? Because they can. You have an imagination, you can do that. It is when you think it is real that it becomes a problem. (Giggle). Do you see? Therefore, let all thoughts be fluid. All beliefs, all structures be fluid. Check them out with the golden white light. That great Christos, that living eternal light. Or the substantiating living light, the golden nectar of light from the Earth. Check them out. All beliefs. Check them out. Let the currents run through them. If they remain, consider them. If they do not, they are gone.

Female voice: “I’ve heard different things to do for the special children coming in. Do you have any suggestions?”

Well, there are different waves of, and different frequencies of consciousness being birthed into the bodies of little ones now. So the special children are encompassing a variety of beings coming in now. Therefore you will find that certain ones of them will continue to need support to radically change your educational systems, and that will continue through for several years. Many years perhaps. They will continue to need your support to listen to what it is they need in order to bring it into their experience. To support their continued unfolding, their continued growth of consciousness. Some will be so sensitive and so aware that they will be reading all of what is around them without any books, etc. and some of them will find that what is being attempted to be taught to them, because it has no Life, they literally cannot take it in. They literally cannot receive it. It just does not match at all. Rather than saying that they are the problem, perhaps examine what you are teaching. Do you see? Run the currents through it. See what stays. What does not. There are many things you will learn. As you learn, you will be guided.

Shall we proceed with a process and our closing? Okay, this will be good. First of all, you ones need to pick something that you think about. (giggle) It is an opinion, it is a perspective, it is a belief. It is an old tape in your mind, something that you say about yourself or others, a judgment. Anything that has been sitting in your consciousness that you would like to change. Back out, bring it forward, front and center, and let it be there, sit with it. Any structure or consciousness, any belief, any opinion, any interpretation, anything that has a structure that is in your mind. Now allow that golden light, that golden white light that you worked with earlier, that you brought in with your breath right through the core, to surround it, to penetrate it gently, and breathe. Breathe and allow, without attachment. Letting go of attaching any outcome. Watching to see what happens with this belief, opinion or this judgment, or this interpretation. Letting the golden light continue to penetrate it. Breathing up from the earth, bringing the golden nectar, the liquid Life. Does it have Life? Does it open to Life? Does it carry Life? You should find out rather quickly. If it begins to fade or whether it animates and grows with Life. You can play with this as often as you wish. What we would like you to do now with these golden liquid lights from Spirit and from Earth is bring them into your heart. Breathing up and breathing down and animating the sphere of universal love that surrounds your heart chakra. Animating around your individuated personal self that field of love that belongs to the essence of love, that vibrates universal love. And let it turn gold, golden rose, letting the golden formed beautiful rose light of love, and animating that field around your heart as you breathe relax. Relax your body, relax your chest, relax your shoulders, your neck, relax …

Relax and open to receive. For together we will build a great sphere. This sphere opens up beyond that which is around your heart and begins to fill and create a greater sphere of Living Love. Of animating glowing golden rose.

Continue to relax. To open to receive. Trust one another. Trust the love that is the essence and the core of each being present here. Trust that you have been drawn together. You’ve called yourselves together. You have chosen to be with one another and you have chosen to come together to create together, something that could not have been created without any one of you present. Become cohesive and coherent with your breath. Breathing together now. Beginning to be aware of the breath of each other. The bodies of each other. The consciousness of each other together. Breathing together, creating together a living field. Your bodies know this field. They open into it. They drink from it. That is fine. And yet it continues to grow. And grow. Let it grow. Expand, relax. The more you relax, the more you breathe and are aware of the unification, the coherency of each of you with each other, the more your heart opens and your capacity extends.

Into this living field, I would like you now to hold in your heart and mind, a version and a vision of Life together. Here in this planetary experience, what is your highest vision? Your highest version of what humanity and all of creation, all of Life, together with the Great Earth Mother, can create. Stay fluid with it, but bring it into your heart and mind, allowing it now to broadcast like media, out in waves. It does not matter if you have individuated versions because it is all informed by the same living love. And that version and vision continues to wave itself out into the collective now.

If you would like to add your voice, or a tone, to the version and the vision and the wave, and the love, and the golden rose, you may do so. As we said earlier, melody and song carries frequency. Sing it out into the world. Sing it to those who are still open to receive. To those who are confused, who are seeking, who are listening. Open your hearts, voices singing, melodies coming from this place of living love. Tones, sounds of love. Sounds of Life, animating the waves of consciousness.

Begin.

(sounds and melodies emanate from the group…….)

We invite you now to form a unified tone. One tone, together. Find it yourselves. (one tone from group) (breathing in and out loudly) And then rest in silence and relax and OPEN TO RECEIVE.

[Powerful incantation of “creation language” for about a minute and a half as the Earth Mother joins for the closing]

I was asked to complete today. Therefore I have complied. It is my pleasure to honor each of you, to bless you and to inform you with Life. May you inform others. Body to body. Cell to cell. Love flows like rivers. The rivers are not dying. They are animating with greater Life than before. Yes, there is a change. Yes, there is that which is dying, yet it will continue, and yes, Life is already being birthed within the ashes of that which is dying and going away. It is a great time of change. Be at peace. Move with it. Live, choose Life, grow, open to flow with that which is change, I will assist you, as I always have and always will.

[blessing of creation language to each participant…………]

Small Group Sessions November 18, 2001

SOME INCREDIBLE CROP CIRCLES FORMED IN ENGLAND THIS PAST AUGUST. I DOUBT THEY WERE HOAXES. THE TWO THAT FORMED NEAR THE RADIO TELESCOPE ON ABOUT AUGUST 19TH CLEARLY SEEM TO BE OF EXTRATERRESTIAL ORIGINS. WHO’S TRYING TO CONTACT US?

Well, you ones have been trying to figure that out for a long time. The intelligence that is assisting to create the symbols in the fields in this area have your attention, and they will continue since that is where you are watching. It is rather like a phone booth. Once it is set up you know where to go, you see.

This is a species that is actually a translator for universal intelligence, not unlike some of your people embodied, but who brings it through a place in a symbolism that translates beyond the mind and is very much directly moved into consciousness. It is rather like having an injection of consciousness directly into the collective, and directly into the earth since it is put on the earth and imbedded in the earth. The earth is the receiver directly and humanity is a receiver indirectly.

The species of beings that are doing this are ones that are working directly with masters who are also assisting the evolution of the earth. So they are not doing so of their own volition, so to speak, or just to entertain or be in connection for themselves. They are actually translating for some of the master beings that are assisting the conscious evolution of the transformation of consciousness and the shift of frequencies in the planetary body. Names we will not give, partially because you ones are so attached to defining everything that it does not serve you to give you so much definition to attach to. Rather it would suffice to ask you to directly connect to the master beings that these ones are working with, and that they would perhaps link you up with directly.

HOW WERE THE 19 HIJACKERS (FROM SEPTEMBER 11, 2001 EVENTS) RECEIVED ON THE OTHER SIDE AFTER THE SUICIDE MISSIONS THAT WERE DESIGNED TO BRING THEM INTO THE FULL GLORY OF ALLAH?

Well, ones cannot take life and their own life and be greeted in the way they are expecting to be greeted. That is not the way it works, regardless of what religion you are from or what you believe. They were stunned and shocked, because their expectation was not met. They were angry, and then they were faced with what they had done. And all of those people that died as a result of their actions, whether on the ground or in the airplanes, were given the opportunity to face them and say what they needed to say. For those who wished to move on and be complete, that opportunity was given. That was very traumatizing and painful to these ones, many of whom had never anticipated that their actions would be met in this way or that they would, in truth, have to face all of the people and the lives that they affected, the ones who were left and the ones who were presently moving into spirit.

And, simultaneously, those who left were also aware that they were making a choice on behalf of the greater whole, and that even though this is something that individually they might not have felt ready for, on a collective plane there was an opportunity and they agreed. So, it is all present, and these 19 are still suffering their realization and confusion. There is one young man who went through with this because others talked him into it, who had reservations from the beginning because of his own heart, because of his own gentleness, in some ways. He is perhaps suffering the most, because he knew and yet followed through. There is great love and compassion for all of them, as there always is for anyone, regardless of actions and behaviors and choices. Yet, if they are not open to receiving that, then it does not penetrate the mantle of their experience.

IT IS HARD FOR ME TO BE CLEAR ABOUT ACTIONS DESIGNED TO TRACK DOWN AND KILL PEOPLE SUCH AS THIS TERRORIST NETWORK, AND I KNOW THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES FOR US AS A NATION AND THOSE WHO DO THESE MILITARY ACTIONS. AT THE SAME TIME IT SEEMS TO BREAK SOMETHING OPEN IN THE COUNTRY WHERE THEY ARE TAKING THIS ACTION. IS THERE GOOD TO COME OUT OF IT?

There is always good that comes out of crisis, tragedy, and trauma if ones are willing to grow to that and open to it. There is never an ending that is just an ending that has no way to open it further. Consciousness, love, light, does not work that way. Choices are made, it goes that direction, there is still a current within the whole to transform consciousness. It works right through it. And even if the choices create further karma for those involved, if it opens a door that perhaps some wish had not opened there is still the current of love and consciousness and transformation moving through and can continue then to open.

So that is why even when your presidential election was taking place, we and others watched closely knowing that ultimately for the one who would be in office it would be somewhat different on one path or the other, but that there was a critical time ahead for the United States and for the world. How that played out might be a little different this way or that way, but it was going to be difficult, challenging, and have repercussions throughout the consciousness, regardless.

I REMEMBER A CHANNELING FROM A LONG TIME AGO (FROM ANOTHER SOURCE) THAT TOLD SOME PEOPLE ABOUT A PLAGUE THAT WOULD OCCUR. THEY SAID THAT THERE IS AN HERB THAT CAN CURE THE DISEASE, BUT HUMANS DON’T KNOW ABOUT IT. COULD YOU TELL ME THE NAME OF THIS HERB?

Humans are in the place of being able to receive what they need as they need it. If there is a plague and it is necessary for people to have the herb, then the herb will find its way to people. It is not that you do not know about it, perhaps you do not need it now. It is always called forth and if there is an illness that requires something, then it will call it forth. If it is for consciousness to work through that particular manifestation for a time before it comes to a sense of greater healing or balance, then that will also be the timing in which the herb is discovered. So no, we can not tell you the name.

IF YOU ARE IN A COMA, WHERE ARE YOU?

Partially in your body and partially not, but usually somewhere in the space near where you are lying. Oftentimes we will see people in a corner of the room, or sometimes they will be just above themselves. Sometimes they will be sitting beside themselves. It is as if they are present but not fully in their body. We often suggest that people do not just talk about these people as if they are not present, but to them. It is very helpful to engage intuitive people who can listen and perhaps hear them speaking back and be the translators. It actually gives these people hope that they might have some way of making a link or a connection. Oftentimes because the body is still relatively healthy, and yet they have suffered brain injury, they have no access through the body any longer, yet they are still present.

Finding intuitive translators is helpful, assisting them to realize that this place in-between the worlds, so to speak, might have some benefits. They can actually look to the light and open up to the spirits in the wandering land of in-between-ness to either assist them in some way if they need to continue on, or to counsel them or be present in some way. They don’t have to be idle. Many of them are so angry or afraid or confused and depressed. There are many people in comas who are depressed because they feel as if they can’t get through and they are frustrated, yet they cannot die and they cannot leave. They don’t know what to do, etc. It is a futile place to be. For whatever a soul has chosen as their experience there is always the optimal choices that are involved. Even those who have no access through their body can be counseled to be of service, to be of openness to something else that they are yet to perhaps be able to experience and be part of because they are still in some ways alive in their soul body and in their physical body, so they still have opportunity to transform whatever consciousness is yet present.

WHAT ARE THE REAL EFFECTS OF MARIJUANA ON A USERS KARMA?

On the karma? Usually postponement of karma and transformation. Marijuana is something that in some ways creates a sort of sluggish arena where you might have more of a sense of accessing your soul, but you lose some of the pathways of your consciousness that are into manifesting what you soul wishes to accomplish. So there is a sort of illusion or delusionary quality where you think that you are more connected, but you are actually accomplishing less. So the result is usually a postponement of the soul work. It will come around again later in life or later in another time, but for those who are actively engaged or have some form of dependency, they often are not attending to what they are here to do.

HOW DOES ONE BREAK THE PATTERNS OF DESIRE, PARTICULARLY IN A LOVE RELATIONSHIP WHERE THE SITUATION CHANGES AND WE ARE LEFT WANTING, WAITING, HOPING AND DESIRING. PLEASE OFFER ADVICE ON HOW TO COPE WITH THE LONGING.

The longing and the desire remains because you are attached to a particular experience of love that you have had with a particular person. The truth is that you have created that experience of love beyond anything you have experienced before. That is the accomplishment, that you have brought it into your experience, you have allowed yourself and given yourself that experience, and you can not only do so again but you can also create even more. Not only the experience of love, but also the fulfillment of love which means a manifestation of it within the field and within your life.

To look at it as something that is past that you continue to long for and desire is only a sense of attachment. To break that is to honor and take your own empowerment to yourself to create it, that you did create it and that you are then opening to receive the fulfillment of love in whatever manifest form it might take in your life. Instead of using the desire as something that is an attachment, you use it as a doorway for future and further creation.

I’VE READ MANY ARTICLES ON THE INDIGO CHILDREN. I’M 43 YEARS OLD AND I FEEL LIKE I FIT THE BLUEPRINT OF AN INDIGO. IS THIS POSSIBLE?

It is possible. There were some indigos that were born early on. The difficulty is that they came into a denser frequency of duality and that has also, perhaps, limited some of the experience of what is possible for an indigo. Because part of the processing of those qualities of consciousness took precedence over the manifestation of the capacities that are there. The younger ones that are coming in are much more obvious because they have taken on less to transmute and are more ready to move into creation of what they are here to bring in. So, yes, there are indigos, and yet you had a little different purpose in coming in earlier than those who are coming in today.

Small Group Sessions September 30, 2001

IS OSAMA BIN LADEN WHAT HE APPEARS TO BE, OR IS HE A DISTRACTION TO TAKE THE FOCUS AWAY FROM OTHERS WHO WISH TO BE IN SOME KIND OF WORLD CONTROL?

He is one, not the only one, of a group that wishes to create terror and fear. There is a certain exhilaration or power that comes from creating that much terror in others. They get a lot of energy. So it is not purely a distraction as you may wish to believe. Perhaps that is a little black and white, and you would like to make it about some other secret organization that is to benefit by such a diversion.

Yes, there are those monied interests largely behind weapon sales who benefit from disturbances. They are not known in the world. There are among them Americans, Germans, people from what we would call the free world, who benefit. These people are not as organized as you would like to make them out. They indirectly support these organizations that create terror, because they benefit. But they are not in control of them, they are not controlling in the way that you might perceive that they are. That is a whole thoughtform in consciousness that would like to then have an organized evil opposing the organized good, do you understand? It is actually a disorganized structure. The lightworkers are disorganized, too.

Hitler would be a good example of an organized structure, very organized, highly organized. And at the same time there was an organization of allies, those that had to organize to fight it. Everything is much less organized right now. Duality itself is in a wobble pattern, it is not structured in a way that is organized as it once was. So there is that which is moving beyond duality, but in the midst of it there are pockets of very strong forces that continue to operate. They are supported in an indirect fashion by those who benefit. It would be good to expose them, and it may become exposed within the next year or so, because more and more people will begin to look deeper than what is on the surface. Then those people will begin to make that known, because more voices are going to open. More voices are feeling less fear and more that it is time to speak.

But do not stand in a place where you ally with those who would like to create more fear by pointing at a secret government. That is another duality that actually is a fabrication based on those who have not yet done their own work to eliminate or release that place of their own fear.

I HAVE READ THAT THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION IS CONSIDERING THE USE OF NATIONAL IDENTITY CARDS. I AM CONCERNED ABOUT THIS. DOES THIS COME FROM A PLACE OF FEAR OR A PLACE OF CONTROL?

There is much fear acting out. In a free country there is no need to have such limitations and restrictions. So it is wise for the populace of your country to watch very carefully and to not agree. Do not let your senators and representatives agree to reduced freedom because of fear. Interestingly enough, there are groups of conservatives and liberals who could agree on that.

I READ IN A CHANNELING ON ANOTHER WEB SITE THAT SEVERAL PEOPLE HAVE ALREADY “ASCENDED”. ASCENSION WAS DEFINED AS MOVING FROM ONE LIFE TO ANOTHER WITHOUT HAVING TO DIE. IS THAT ACTUALLY THE CASE?

Yes, and you have already been through that once, at least (response to this particular person). Others have been through it two or three times already, and are in the process of another. So, of course it is possible. And it is possible in deeper level terms where they describe the body releasing the patterning from a need to continue to utilize duality for the lesson plan, so to speak. So then you are no longer bound by it, and you have more freedom. So ascension is that process where you are no longer bound, and you have more freedom to choose your own creation, your own experience. Then your experience becomes coalesced in consciousness so that there is a sense of creating a new heaven, so to speak, on earth. That is what is possible in moving into manifest reality. There is also that which would like to stop the process because duality has fed many and continues to, as they are patterned within it. So there is that, too, that is currently playing out.

We have not often used the word ascend, partly because it has so many interpretations through religion and through the public media that has given it so many different images that it is often understood very differently by different people. And so our process or languaging through this one (Michele) has been to describe it more as the embodiment of light, of bringing your own Divine essence into union and marriage within matter, and simultaneously marrying that light and matter and spirit and Source with Mother. And the Father and the Mother coming into a new union of wholeness to become Creator within creation. This is the language we use. This other one is using ascension to describe the same process.

THERE SEEMS TO BE CONFUSION AROUND THE NATURE OF “SERVICE”. I FEEL THAT THE CONCEPT IS CHANGING FROM THE OLD DAYS OF GIVING ONES LIFE FOR ANOTHER, AND I HAVE FELT JUDGED BY SOME WHO TELL ME I AM NOT BEING OF SERVICE FOR BEING WHO I AM.

It is like the word ascension that we talked about earlier. There are so many different experiences, and in duality service has meant giving away yourself to others, giving away your power to those that need you in different ways. The feminine has perhaps been drawn more into that particular pattern than many of the males. For males, it may feel like a shift to come from a place of looking out and seeing how the whole is needing your participation. For the feminine ones, it may be that they need to open up what it is to give to self in order to come to balance within them, and to come to harmony and wholeness within them.

So service is a word we don’t often use, either. We often use a language that is more in alignment with how all things are part of a greater whole. The hologram of wholeness, where everyone has a place and a part, and you fully are who you are without any binding upon who you are from old patterns, karma, agreements, or structures of consciousness that are yet based in fear. Then you are simultaneously fulfilling what is most fulfilling to self AND most fulfilling to the whole. That simultaneousness is, if you wish to say, fulfillment. Fulfillment is actually the clue that you are in place within the whole, AND serving the whole in your particular placement through being who you are. It is a descriptive way that we wish to perhaps form a new frame. The word service puts many into a frame where it looks a certain way, and then they do not understand the whole picture of what is truly the transformation or the new vision that is surfacing within the whole. They might feel it, but if language continues to be interpreted in certain ways because of religious traditions or the dualistic patterns that they grew up with, then they will perhaps not see the new as explicitly as they might.

THERE IS A GROUP IN CALIFORNIA OFFERING A HEALING SERVICE. A PERSON CAN SEND THEM A PICTURE, AND THE GROUP SUPPOSEDLY SENDS BALANCING FREQUENCIES INTO IT. THIS HAS BEEN REPORTED TO HEAL ALMOST EVERY KNOWN IMBALANCE AND AILMENT. HOW DOES THIS APPROACH FIT INTO THE THEORY THAT PEOPLE MUST CHOOSE TO WORK ON THEIR IMBALANCES AND THEN DO THE WORK THEMSELVES?

There is the capacity for ones to focus healing and balancing energies to another long distance based on a picture or even directly as in prayer and long distance healing. That assistance is received, and does assist the balancing of the system and the consciousness at those levels. It would be necessary to do follow-up on those who have reported healing. For those whose consciousness has not completely shifted, the imbalance will return in one form or another. It is impossible for it not to re-manifest if they have not shifted in those levels of consciousness where the cause for the original imbalance still lies.

It is important not to see this as a savior model that says these ones can now heal me without the simultaneous awareness that I am open to becoming whole on all levels and dimensions and levels of what that means to me. If, however, these ones are seen as serving in a capacity to assist that process, that then avails the person of having greater wholistic healing, which means the level of causation as well. So, it is not an either/or. It is a healing assistance that has a great amount of power because it is a group of people who have dedicated themselves to this process of focusing frequencies of love, balance, and harmony to another who is requesting it. It is really up to those who are receiving to utilize it to the greatest degree possible, and they then can achieve lasting wholeness.

I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF REIKI IS A MORE SAFE WAY OF HEALING PEOPLE. I AND OTHERS SPEND A LOT OF MONEY TO GET THE ATTUNEMENT TO DO REIKI, BUT IS IT REALLY A BIG DIFFERENCE IN HOW TO HEAL, AND DO THESE SYMBOLS MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE?

It is always such an interesting question, because those who have a draw to do healing work are most often natural healers in the sense that they have a certain way they translate the energy of love through their body to different levels of imbalance in another or in themselves. Some people are particularly geared to assist the emotional rebalancing, some people are more geared to the physical rebalancing, and some people are more focused into the soul and causal plane. There is a certain way that your soul knows the area of healing that you are most focused in, most designed to affect, in a sense.

We would say that Reiki gives people confidence and a certain structure or mapping of placement of hands and symbols. It’s a structure that then allows a person to feel more comfortable and confident to do what is already natural to them. Those who follow the natural current of their own soul would be led to being in the presence of others and doing similar work, perhaps with a different structure that would be revealed to them. Different because it may be more unique and more aligned with what is specifically their quality of healing and balance that comes through them. So what we see often is that Reiki gives people confidence, and gives them a structure where they can say that people can now come to me to do this work. But then they evolve through that into what is more specifically their own pathways, their own structures.

So, is it necessary? No. Is it helpful? Yes, for many it has been and will continue to be, because healing and the translation of energy and love into balancing energies that work in the field and body of another is still relatively new, and people are still looking for confirmation that people are trustworthy. Is it safe? Yes. Is it the only thing that is safe or most safe? No. But it is a structure that can support people as they begin.

I LIVE IN EUROPE, BUT I WAS ON A RECENT TRIP TO THE UNITED STATES (BEFORE SEPTEMBER 11TH). I FELT THAT MOST EVERYTHING ON TELEVISION WAS HIGHLY MANIPULATIVE, AND ALSO THAT PEOPLE DIDN’T SEEM TO REALLY CARE ABOUT MUCH ANYMORE. IT WAS VERY SUBTLE, BUT IS THE ENERGY CONTRACTING AND DARKENING?

It comes from a certain complacency that can come from excess money and abundance where there is a sense of security behind the walls of having the material world so overly manifested in some ways. The spirit, then, is starving or lacking. Yes, it was growing (before the terrorist attacks), and it is now in a process of shifting. But the heart of this nation is not that way. Looking at the surface you can judge many things, but if you go to the heart and soul of this country there is much that you would still come to respect, and love, and know as true.

IS THE ONLY WAY HUMANS LEARN TO LOVE THROUGH PAIN AND SUFFERING?

Until there is a willingness to learn differently, yes.

IS THE EXPERIMENT OF HUMAN FREE WILL ON THIS PLANET A FAILURE?

No. There are significant numbers of people now moving into that place of conscious creation, conscious choice, conscious awareness, of alignment with life and all of what is the Divinity of Life within themselves and within all. That utilization of choice to choose love in the midst of fear, to choose love in the midst of all that is discovered in self that has been named bad or evil or shameful or whatever, and then to transmute it with love, has been largely a very successful experiment.

There are those who say they are making free will choices, but it is not truly free. They are still bound in karma, they are still bound in unconsciousness. They are not free. So it is not yet truly free and cannot be considered failure. It can be considered ignorance, or that which is less than conscious, and there can be a denial of moving in the direction of consciousness using that will to do so. The human will has largely grown up in duality and ego that sees itself as separate, and therefore in control of its own destiny, which also means it is in charge of survival for itself and perhaps family. But in that focus there is inherent illusion, and that illusion is that you are separate to begin with and that you are not part of the whole of life, and that your focus is not on taking care of yourself, your needs, your survival, but more upon how you are in the whole of life. The frame changes, then the choices change.

IS THERE SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENING ON THIS PLANET THAT NO HUMANS SUSPECT, SOMETHING BEYOND THE PHYSICAL FORMS THAT HUMANS TAKE FOR REALITY?

Of course. The material plane is just the tip of what is created in consciousness, and that is multi-dimensional and multi-layered, so yes. The true reality is not the material plane, that is the manifest reality.

ARE ALL THE CHANNELED MESSAGES COMING IN NOW REALLY HAVING A BENEFICIAL EFFECT OR ARE THEY JUST MORE EXOTIC DECORATIONS FOR THE HUMAN EGO?

Well it depends. There are those that utilize the counsel or perspectives that are offered to grow more conscious in awareness of who they are. And there are those who would like to use it for their ego, which is also allowed in the whole of the consciousness, you all have choices. Channeling has always been there. The early mystics in the churches were channels, they just didn’t call themselves that. There are many people in spiritualist churches started with mediums and certain kinds of channeling. They have increased because of the nature of this time, and the shift of transformation that is upon the whole of consciousness needing a little assistance to open to the non-material reality that is living within each one as well as the whole of creation and consciousness. So that is why it has been opened up. We don’t perceive ourselves to be a decoration for the ego, but perhaps there have been those who have used it that way. We do not know.

I AM INTERESTED IN KNOWING A PROCESS FOR MAGNETIZING OUR OWN ENERGY SO THAT WE CAN DRAW OUR HIGHEST GOOD TO OURSELVES.

The first thing is to release fear. That is oftentimes locked up in the base of the spine, and limits the upward current of the life force from the planetary body to your body, and then you have limited magnetism. The magnetic force is physical, energetic, and spiritual. Physical magnetism is actually a physical attribute that is about chi, and energy, and how much you can hold or contain with comfort and ease. That is a matter of how healthy you are as well as how much the physical, manifest, energy field is open. So that includes the root chakra, the meridian system, etc., and is one avenue to work with to increase your physical capacity for a magnetic chi field.

The energy capacity is actually connected to your ability to be present in your soul. How present are you, are you floating around, are you in your mind, are you distracted, are you all over the place, are you fragmented? The more whole you feel, and the more present you feel, then the more you are magnetizing what is real and of your essence to you. It takes being here, being present, being fully present in each moment. That is also something that can be opened, healed, practiced, and worked with.

The spiritual dimension of magnetism is connected to purpose and a larger over-arching part or plan and how you fit into that. Certain things are then magnetized to you by spiritual currents that say that you are to carry out and be part of this particular manifest reality in order to benefit the greater whole. It has a purposeful intention, it has a sense of being placed, it has a sense of being part of something greater. You have less control over that, but you can also be observant about your life and see where it may have been in your life, and where it may still be working in your life and in your sense of who you are. Some people ask for purpose, but they are not willing to surrender to the current that will move them beyond their own volition into places, activities, and changes in their life where they feel they are losing control. So they can have magnetism in other levels, but not on that level because they resist or refuse because of fear.

To have magnetism on all levels means you are truly open to being a creator within creation, serving the greater whologram of life and the purpose that is moving through that life into your life to serve the greater whole. And you are also creating for yourself the life that you wish to create in fullness and fulfillment.

IS IT POSSIBLE FOR A BEING TO GO THROUGH AN ENTIRE LIFETIME WITHOUT ADDRESSING THE SOUL’S INTENT IN THAT LIFE TIME. COULD YOU CHOOSE AGAIN AND AGAIN TO BACK AWAY, NOT TO DO, NOT TO DO, OR IS THE NATURE OF THE SOUL’S INTENT SUCH THAT IT’S IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO LIVE YOUR LIFE?

Sometimes the soul will choose lifetimes or a series of lifetimes to address a more singular soul issue or path or learning or balancing of an event that was very traumatic. Usually there is some progress in each life, even if it seems small it is some progress towards the ultimate goal. Even if it takes several lifetimes to attain it, there is some progress. A soul may not in its intent set out to do the whole thing in one life, so it extends it out so that there is a gentler pathway or a more well-rounded pathway or something that is deeper than what could be attained in one solitary experience and lifetime. So it may look as if a soul backs away from what is ultimately the lesson, but progress has usually been made.

IS THIS PLANETARY SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS ON SCHEDULE AS INTENDED?

It’s actually doing fairly well, even though it looks on the external plane to not be doing well at all, but it is actually doing fairly well. There is a certain momentum that numbers of people gathered together with similar focus of intention and desire in their soul evolution as well as their soul imprint create in a collective. Combined with those who have gone ahead and the influx of many more who are being born now or in the recent time, there is a growing momentum. And so it is had to evaluate against a standard that we don’t have about “on schedule”. We don’t have a schedule, so we can just say it is doing very well and there is a certain momentum that probably next year….that has been our projection, we’re not always the best on time but we are not alone in this projection…..will begin to break through in the consciousness in the collective sense.

WHAT FORMS MIGHT THAT BREAKTHROUGH TAKE?

Media beginning to be more and more permeated by the consciousness that says there is a different way to proceed than what has been the only dominant cultural and social and institutional models that have been part of your history, your story. Some breakdowns that will look to be frightening to some but will be breakthroughs in the potential that is now open for new forms to be looked at or sought. Sometimes things have to break down before anyone will consider what is sitting there. So there are certain things that may look like crisis, but they will also be the opportunities that are to propel the next choices.

There’s the possibility of certain significant people rising to the forefront, and their leadership will be informed by greater consciousness. Simultaneously there will also be those rising to the forefront who would like to control or dominate even more. It offers a good choice, does it not?

MIGHT PART OF THIS BREAKTHROUGH INVOLVE THE COLLAPSE OF CERTAIN VERY POWERFUL PEOPLE OR THE REMOVAL OF THOSE PEOPLE?

Perhaps not completely the removal. There is a certain energy of challenge, you might say, and that will be difficult for those who are challenged, but also again part of a breakthrough. There is also a sense of people in groups beginning to stand together, and unlikely groups, unlikely partnerships where people begin to realize that what they desire is the same even though perhaps before they have stood apart and even against each other. And those coalitions or cooperative ventures will be gain more publicity, power, and perhaps also resources that will make their voices in some ways have more power in the marketplace so to speak, or the place where money seems to have the loudest voice.

DOES IT SEEM PROBABLE AT THIS POINT IN TIME THAT WE MIGHT DAMAGE THE EARTH SO TREMENDOUSLY ENVIRONMENTALLY THAT PEOPLE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SUSTAIN THEMSELVES?

There may be a challenge of sustainability for some time, which will reduce the population of the earth to some degree. That is not necessarily a negative thing in terms of reduction of population and opening to greater resources of sustainability along the way. There is that which is already available that those who choose not to see, choose not to inform with resources, choose not to allow to make available…..needs to be jarred up, needs to be challenged a bit. So it’s already in process, it’s not new. Nothing we say is new, it’s just perhaps a report of what is happening.

IT SEEMS UNFORTUNATE THAT THOSE POPULATIONS MOST LIKELY TO SUFFER WOULD NOT BE THE POPULATIONS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE POLICIES THAT CREATED THE POLICIES IN THE FIRST PLACE. I CAN SEE VERY VULNERABLE NUMBERS OF CHILDREN, PEOPLE WITHOUT RESOURCES SUFFERING BECAUSE OF GLOBAL WARMING OR DISEASE.

Their part may be to be part of the lifting of the veil by being the ones that are not able to stay embodied because of the policies that are restrictive and dominating and not supportive of life. If their voices, even in death, are loud enough, then there is a sense of their part being fulfilled.

DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT THE VERY RECENT ESCALATION IN SHARK ATTACKS ON PEOPLE?

Animal attacks on people are escalating, not just shark attacks. The animal kingdom is fighting back, so to speak, for what has been the decimation of their territories, their food, their livelihood, their part in the whole of creation. There is a way in which they are making it known that those who are human ones are the ones who are taking more than they give.

THE ATTACKS HAVE ALMOST ALL BEEN CONCENTRATED IN AN AREA OFF OF THE EASTERN UNITED STATES. IS THERE SIGNIFICANCE TO THAT?

Just that it has been a place that has been over-fished and the food chain has been very disrupted. There have been no boundaries on those who would take from the sea and make profit from it. There has been no limitation on it, no boundaries, no regulation, therefore those who are the largest of the sea animals are losing their food. And it is the same all the way down to the smallest, even. There is a very great danger for the imbalance to be more than just a little imbalance. It is already a great imbalance, and it is in danger of tipping the scale where it would need to replace life from the ground up. It is time to look, perhaps, more closely at what the sharks are saying.

MY FEAR IS THAT RATHER THAN CHOOSING TO LISTEN, SOME PEOPLE MAY IN FACT GO ON A CAMPAIGN TO WIPE OUT THE SHARKS.

To their own detriment they would do so.

ARE THE LAWS OF PHYSICS OR OTHER PHYSICAL LAWS ABSOLUTE WITHIN THE PHYSICAL UNIVERSE. IS IT, FOR INSTANCE, POSSIBLE TO LEVITATE. IS TIME TRAVEL POSSIBLE WITHIN THE PHYSICAL UNIVERSE?

Within the physical universe, yes, but not according to the physical dimension and the laws of the physical dimension. You need to be accessing or accessible to universal law and universal awareness of matter and that you command it with love. You cannot do levitation or travel through dimensions of time or space if there is not a sufficient command of love. The particles of matter will not respond if it is done with motivations less than a vibration of love.

SO IT’S NOT POSSIBLE TO ACCELERATE A PERSON FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT, WHICH TO ME HAS ALWAYS SEEMED RATHER ARBITRARY AS AN ABSOLUTE? SO IT’S NOT POSSIBLE TO MANEUVER SOMEONE BACKWARDS IN WHAT WE PERCEIVE TO BE PHYSICAL TIME?

With love there is anything that is possible. Without it, it would be mechanical and a need to work with the laws of physics. And that has its limitations.

CAN YOU SAY MORE ABOUT THE UNIVERSAL AWARENESS THAT YOU REFER TO?

All things are commanded by love. The origin of all things is love, of that source which IS love. And therefore that source has the power to command through consciousness all things which are in creative form, including all things that are matter, including all structures. If, however, ones pretend to have alliance with love and with the source of all and then move from a lesser motive for self gain, power, etc., they drop immediately out of the command place and into their lower self. Then what they think they can do can only disrupt certain patterns or pathways, and they lose the power to command. So disruption can happen, yes. And that disruption is oftentimes if they have been playing with universal laws and love, etc., but not with clear intent, can create repercussions on a variety of dimensions for them. And they may spend numbers of lifetimes working with it. There is no way to command without an alignment with source and love. That is pure, clear, and without the disruption of the lower ego self.

THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE NOW WHO ARE PRACTITIONERS OF VARIOUS FORMS OF ENERGETIC HEALING. I’VE BEEN INCREASINGLY CAUTIOUS ABOUT WANTING PEOPLE TO BE IN MY FIELD THAT WAY. ARE THERE POTENTIAL REPERCUSSIONS FOR NOT ONLY THE PRACTITIONER BUT ONE WHO MIGHT GO SEEKING ALIGNMENT?

If you are aligned purely, then they cannot disrupt you if they are lower frequency. If, however, there is a certain place within you that is still working with some of your own illusion or that which is less than whole in your awareness, then there can be some disruption. And that disruption often is part of the journey. At times, the disruption illuminates the place of illusion or distortion yet to be lifted to consciousness. So it can be that kind of backwards gift that can happen at times. But your intent, your alignment is more your protection than anything.

THE PHENOMENON THAT WE THINK OF AS POSSESSION OR EXORCISM, ARE THESE REAL?

Yes. There are those who have damage, injury, in their auric membrane, in their auric plane, and they have a soul who has left the premises, so to speak, and only a very small portion may be within them. They are weak, they are not strong in that condition. Stronger souls who wish to have power or dominate can use the weakness and the opening such souls provide and enter that soul and take up residence. That is possession. That actually occurs more often than would be reported.

HOW DOES SUCH DAMAGE OCCUR?

Through childhood abuse or abuse as a young person. Through abuse of alcohol or drugs, addictions. Through soul patterns that have not been healed from other trauma or past places of disruption. A variety of things, but it can happen.

AND WHAT IS THE VALUE FOR THE SOUL OF HAVING THIS DISRUPTION?

At some level they agree that a stronger soul will live their life and that they will in some way not be responsible. However, in abdicating responsibility for the life that they chose, they are also then made responsible for that life. So they share all the karma of that one that is in possession of their body, which can be a big load if they give it to someone who is not very aligned with love.

I CAN’T IMAGINE WANTING TO MAKE SUCH A CHOICE?

Most souls do not understand fully that the abdicating of responsibility is such a large karmic responsibility in and of itself. They are souls that consider that they don’t feel very strong, they want to leave, they don’t want to be here, they feel victimized. And in attaching to that train of consciousness they make themselves vulnerable to stronger soul presences that would like to dominate. You see it all the time in victim/abuser relationships. That is one form of possession, perhaps not full body possession, but similar. So the victim actually takes on all the karma that the abuser is inflicting. That is why the victim then feels trapped until there is an awareness that they need to take responsibility for their own experience. That is the shift then that begins to move them out of that position, and then they can rapidly burn off the karma.

ARE DRUG-INDUCED EXPERIENCES, HALLUCINOGENIC, SHAMANIC JOURNEYS AS A RESULT OF BEING INTOXICATED. ARE THEY REAL? DID THE SHAMAN TRULY ENTER THE BODY OF THE BIRD AND EXPERIENCE THE WORLD THROUGH THE BIRD’S EYES. DOES THE PERSON TAKING LSD TRULY ABLE TO PERCEIVE SOUNDS OR AURAS THAT HE COULD NOT OTHERWISE?

Yes. It is a matter of how strong the soul intention is in using the drug as the medium or the pathway for the experience. If the soul is not strong in that intention and able to hold the current, it can fragment and then you can have a very bad trip, so to speak. Shamans practice holding the current, and they partner with the elements of the plant, directly, so that they are not separate from them. They are not a drug separate from them. They partner with them as a pathway, a medium, to accomplish the intention. And their strength of current and ability to hold the current draws them into their experience of becoming the bird or seeing the future, or whatever is the intention. And it has been practiced that way for many years, but Shamans were grown within communities. They had many, many years of practice before they were allowed to do such things. In the current age, people are going on trips, being introduced to such without so much practice. Some can handle it, and others can’t. Whose responsibility is it? The ones who choose it or the ones who bring them into the experience without adequate preparation? We would say it is both.

I WAS WATCHING A SCIENTIFIC PROGRAM THE OTHER NIGHT, AND THEY WERE THEORIZING ABOUT AN INFINITE NUMBER OF PARALLEL UNIVERSES WHERE SOMETHING MAY BE SO SUBTLY DIFFERENT THAT ONLY ONE PHOTON IS DIFFERENTLY PLACED. BUT AN INFINITE NUMBER OF UNIVERSES WHERE IF I WAS DECIDING TO TURN LEFT OR RIGHT AND I TURN RIGHT THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS A UNIVERSE WHERE I TURN LEFT. AND AN INFINITE NUMBER OF POSSIBLE FUTURES WOULD SPIN OFF FROM THAT DECISION. WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT?

In the field of all living potential such things exist. In the field of direct experience, you make a choice and it unfolds and opens up this level of possibility, this repertoire of choice beyond that. You make another, and then this opens. The great souls, those who are able to be aware simultaneously of all potential can and do reincarnate into the same moment and do different choices at different moments of the same life. Perhaps several time, in order to open the fullness of that particular lifetime. That is possible, that is being done, has been done. Perhaps you have even done it.

THE PHYSICIST STEPHEN HAWKING HAS SUFFERED FROM A SEVERE AND ULTIMATELY FATAL ILLNESS. I’D BE INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT HIM AND ALSO THE ROLE OF THAT ILLNESS IN THIS LIFETIME FOR HIM.

By disengaging from what most people consider a physical life and physical fulfillment he has freed his mind to open into the multiple dimensions of possibility, to be receptive in ways that others glimpse but are oftentimes too involved in outcomes to allow. So he has in a sense inserted himself into a body that would not live the fullness of the external life in order to bring a gift into humanity through his ability to connect and become conscious.

MANY OF MY OLD RELATIONSHIPS SEEM TO BE ENDING, EVEN THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR A LONG TIME. IF I’M BECOMING MORE IN ALIGNMENT, WOULDN’T THEY BE BECOMING MORE HARMONIOUS?

There is a place where you move through a time of sorting where you say this fits, this doesn’t, this fits, this doesn’t, etc. It is a phase of the soul’s coming to awareness of itself and what it needs and wants. There is also a phase where the self feels secure, and there is no longer a need for sorting in the same way. That will come. That phase is one where there is a sense of being present in it all without needing to be affected by it all. So you stand in a place where there is limitless awareness and love, and how everyone is playing out their thing and what they do. And you no longer expect them to be anything other than they are, yet the love that you feel is permeable to all that is and that includes them. So you’re not expecting, you’re allowing. At the same time you’re feeling love and connection, but not perhaps in the same way that you expected it to be there in the past. Simultaneously with that you are also in relationships that are fulfilling, not because you need them to be but just because they are a place where you meet without attachment.

CAN YOU TELL ME ABOUT THE MEDITATION PRACTICE OF VIPASSANA AND HOW IT RELATES TO INTEGRATION IN THE NEW PARADIGM?

It is intended to empty the mind of thoughts, beliefs, and structures that have limited the awareness of Spirit, or soul, or being. So it is to clear the mind. What is necessary, however, that they do not always teach is that the awareness will inform the mind and the mind does not like to be empty. Nothing does. So when you release something it is wise to be aware that empty mind is also a place where thoughts can be sown that others would give you, beliefs that they would give you, about life, about cosmic reality, about God, about yourself. Do you understand? Be aware of that. Do not allow others to sow thoughts or beliefs, even subtly, within your consciousness. As you release, listen to what is within you. Replace with what is most true, most real. That would be a good practice.

WHEN YOU SAY OTHERS, DO YOU MEAN OTHERS WITHIN THE VIPASSANA TRADITION?

Yes, it is just to be aware that it is very much possible. They are not totally ignorant, often, of what they do. They feel they are doing a service by lifting ones out of a certain realm of thought and replacing it with a higher realm of thought. But it still may not be the absence of truth or reality for you.

Earth Mother on Terrorist Attacks of September 2001

This message was received from the Earth Mother on September 13, 2001 in the week following the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center in New York. We suggest that you read slowly as you breathe her in.

Relax
Open

Open to me with your breath
Open to me with your cells
Open to me with your heart
Open to me with all that you feel
with your questions
with your fears
with your confusion
with that which is now present
Open to me

Release from your mind judgments
All judgments
It is judgment,
separating one from another,
be it deemed worthy
by one version of belief or another
It is judgment,
and the separation that judgment grows
that is underneath,
within,
and behind,
the propulsion
of the events that have taken place in our body

It is our body
It is our collective body
Your body is no different than the bodies of those who left
You have the same cellular makeup
You have similar DNA
You share that which has been passed on
from generation to generation,
regardless of race or religion.
It comes from your bones
which come from my body,
my rocks, my waters,
my living essence

Your souls are individuated
You are indeed unique
But you have joined me,
you have joined a body of earth
It is time now to acknowledge that the bodies
are where you are linked in unity
It is my planetary body that is your planetary body
Your individuation
has been evolving for centuries in my body,
for eons within the Universe

If you wish to consider
that there is unity in light and love,
that is true
For I have evolved from the same light
and the same love
that each of your souls has evolved from
But I have been Mother
I chose the path to be Mother
to bring planetary experiences
to those who chose to be embodied
To bring the experience of bringing thought,
ideas, inspiration and purpose, meaning
into manifest experience
To be the Mother for that

There is one Mother
There is also one Father
Your versions of Father, however,
have varied differently, and greatly
You have varied the version of Father
You cut me off as your Mother,
so you as children have been wildly
running through the mid space
Cut off from your Roots
Cut off from your Source
And acting out rather badly

I’m not speaking only of those
who have created the great pain
I’m speaking of the majority of you
that are in body right now
You may not have acted out badly in this life
You may have chosen love early on
But you would not be in a body in this time
moving through this transformation
if at some point in time
you were not learning the lesson of love

Love, what is it?
What is it?
It is not merely love for a partner,
and your children, and your family
Or your community, or your nation,
or your version of God, or your version of me
That is not love
That is the idea of love lived out
because you have joined together
for varying reasons, varying agreements

Much of what you call love
isn’t very unconditional
Much of what is called love
is in name only
Much of what is called love
does not act as if love is present

What is love?
Love is that which breathes your existence
You would not be in existence
with a body or without a body
unless love existed
You ARE love
It is not something you do.
It is not something you claim to do.
It is not something to say
to cover up that which you
are not doing or not feeling.
And it is not a feeling
It is the being that you are,
your essence

And every single soul
is of this essence
And every single animal
shares this essence
And every single plant and molecule
shares this essence, as do I
Every rock, every portion of being

Many of my children left this week
Many of my children leave every day
and are not noticed
Many of my animals have left
without even a trace of
recognition or acknowledgment
Many of them in ways that have been horrific

Many of my trees have been cut down
in the name of progress,
for someone, for some reason
To have more money, more space,
more plants that are cultivated
that are not in balance with my soils
that leach the waters
And the waters go away,
or the waters flood
in places where there have never been floods
Why?
Why?
Why, dear children?

It is time,
those who are now hurting each other
Yes, you have been wounded here in the states
Unusual for you, and it hurts does it not?
Why?
Because, dear ones,
dear ones that I love with all my heart,
you have not listened

If you choose only war
out of your woundedness
without addressing your woundedness,
without addressing and listening to that place within,
there will be much more woundedness.

But you are wise,
you are educated in the ways
of listening to your bodies,
to your intuitions.
Those who are not,
it is time to tell them to stop
until they do.

You have enough voices
if you gather all together
to say stop, listen.
Call in your wise ones
Call in the councils from the earth
The native peoples know how to listen

Those in these communities
of light and spirituality
that have opened to me,
opened to Source,
know how to listen.
Those who have been writing
about listening to what is taking place in my body,
how the actions of a few are affecting the whole,
they are listening.

And, at the same time it is important to say
NO, you can not act out in violence
because your version of God,
because your version of what is real
and reality is different than ours.

There have been great inequities
There have been many people
wounded without acknowledgment
These ones are now coming forth
and wounding out of the wounds.

Love knows how to heal, and only love
For it is there that you are whole,
have always been whole,
and are always going to return to balance
and wholeness if allowed, with love.
My heart is open to all
I have said goodbye
to some who have left their bodies
I know they are all in the arms of love
I’m speaking to those who have ears to hear
Who have bodies that know the truth
And who have voices that can speak
I am only one voice,
but I come through many
I come through all
who allow me and my awareness
The Mother within all embodied souls
can speak on behalf of life,
can speak for life

What would you say?
What does your voice wish to express?
And whom do you wish to express it to?
Where will you stand in this next time?
Will I have to say goodbye to you, too,
or will you stand here with me?

Questions are from various members of a small group that was gathered.

HOW DO YOU FEEL THAT WE CAN BE HEARD, OR WHAT IS IT WE CAN DO?

You are my voice, you are my body, you are my hands, you are my creation expressing. You are creation expressing! It is not only for you to be giving of the gifts that are of your heart and body into the world. That is what is joyful, that allows life to continue to be birthed. But there is also a time to say NO. To say NO to those that would deny that love exists or would cover it over with platitudes, or say that the essence of what is taking place demands revenge from a place of hatred for hatred.

Why are you here? Not you particularly, but those who are here, do you see? There are voices already speaking of love, gathering together. And those voices need to go into those places where those who have not heard might hear. Choices will be made in these times. They are choices that are not lightly made, for they are choices that have been given over and over. And there is a time where the earth, myself, and all of those planetary bodies that are brother and sister together with the great sun….as well as Source of all Love that is within all of us, including you and me…..comes to a place and time and says: I am birthing something of great wonder, and there are wayward children that have decided they have learned so much in their minds that they know already what to do, so they no longer seek and they no longer listen. Do you believe that the great Source of Love and the great Mother of all, in creating a new birthing of great goodness and wonder, would allow such wayward children to destroy it? No.

You ARE birthing that which is coming through you, the great wonder that is the new creation. Each person that hears this message is birthing some part of the new creation. And like a good mama, sometimes you have to say no, I will not let you hurt my child. Saying no with great love understands deeply the woundedness that all share, and brings love to that place so there can be healing, wholeness restored. Saying no with hatred only destroys without creating a place for love.

HOW DO WE SAY NO IN THE LARGER COMMUNITY. YOU’RE NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT SAYING NO TO THOSE AROUND US, BUT TO A LARGER LEVEL?

Yes! Let your voices be known. Those people who are in decision-making places need to know how you feel. Do not be shy. Why be shy?

I, FOR ONE THING, HAVE ALWAYS FELT REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE AND HAVE FELT DETACHED FROM THINGS THAT SEEM POLITICAL AND LARGER THAN WHAT I AM, SO I SHY AWAY FROM THAT.

You are not being political. It is not political. It is a voice of creation speaking on behalf of Life. Write one letter, go into meditation, ask to whom you should send it. If everyone did that there would be many voices sending letters to those people they feel they should send it to as guided from Life, itself. Creation speaking through you and speaking to you. One letter, or one phone call that you speak with great love and great integrity to one person that you choose because it feels as it that person is the person you are to say this to. One. But speak, write, allow your voices to not be so hidden in this time, because there are those who have lost the capacity to know other options and other choices. They think they know, but they are not listening.

CLEARLY YOU BELIEVE, AND I HOPE SO, THAT THOSE WORDS COMING FROM LOVE HAS THE POWER TODAY TO CHANGE THINGS.

In combination, yes. In combination with what is taking place on all levels. You are not alone.

PART OF THE POTENCY OF YOUR MESSAGE IS THAT IT GOES BEYOND JUST THIS CURRENT EVENT, DOES IT NOT?

This event is a catalyst. It is a picture that is on your televisions of a very real act of violence. Of one group of people against another group of people. This time it happens to be here, close to home, but does that not take place every day?

YES, WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HOW THESE SITUATIONS HAVE BEEN GOING ON ALL OVER THE WORLD FOR DECADES, AND YET IN THE AMERICAN MINDS SUDDENLY THE WORLD HAS NOW BEEN ROCKED. IT’S LIKE IT PREVIOUSLY DIDN’T EXIST.

It is time to have an awareness of the illusion that you are not affected by what takes place elsewhere. The illusion that you can go about all of what goes on in the name of progress and profit, and whatever else in named in the worldview of this nation, besides freedom. Freedom has been taken to an extreme. Not freedom of being, that you have. But freedom to exploit others based in the name of progress. Many people have suffered. America has not. There have been platitudes and pity, and money poured in different directions. Sometimes with great love, that is true, but oftentimes not. And it has not been effective. The wounds have not healed. The fighting continues.

In this year there have been many, many deaths on the African continent due to one disease. Your pharmaceutical companies, those that are in power, governments, cannot act in great love. Why not?

MONEY.

Money, yes. When is there enough money? Never for some. And it is not about money, it is about life. It is about life, it has always been about life. It has been the illusion that money is life that has been distorted for so long. So those who have no money don’t get to have life. They don’t get to have what would support them for life or help them to heal if they are ill. Those are choices that someone makes that says money is more important than life. Where has life gone for most? They work away much of their life to get money, and then what? They are stressed, they are diseased, and they die.

I, as the Mother in this planetary experience together with great Love, great Source, Father of all, are giving birth to a new creation. It is coming through you in joy. You feel it.

YES.

It has life. It is of Life. And it will create more life. It is not something you hang onto. You give it birth, you nurture it. You DO protect it from those forces of distortion and illusion that would try to take it for themselves. That is not the purpose. No, this life wants to be free, truly free to grow, to expand, to catalyze creation and more birth, more aliveness and joy. And to open up the truly innovative, beautiful wondrous minds that live inside your souls. Not the minds that have cramped and solidified around beliefs. Not that mind, but the truly beautiful, wondrous, innovative, creative minds that live inside your souls. I am waiting. I am waiting with great anticipation and joy for those minds within your souls to live here, to be here. Do not be scattered about somewhere, but not here. Or so wounded that they are not free to live and be here.

I have been with you many nights, many days, as you have opened those places within you that have cried tears of pain, tears of loneliness, tears of rage, tears of abandonment, tears of anger, and tears of joy. In all these times, these days, these nights, these processes that so many of you have gone through, I have been there holding you, loving you, helping your bodies release, helping those places unfurl and unwind from the contractions of centuries, and the contraction of ages and ages and generations and generations of pain, violence, woundedness, fighting, and the loss of great love.

Love is present, love is here, love is everywhere you are. It is not a saying, it is true, because you ARE it. Of course it is everywhere you are. Of COURSE it is everywhere you are. Do you understand?

I love my children. I love all of you with a love that is fierce and open to all possibility and potential, all of creation. I call you forth. I, call you forth. Your Father will confirm you, but I call you forth. I give you your place in the whole. I do. That which is creation within the whole of creation here, now, creating anew. Together we do this, not just me, but together. You and I together, partnered, listening, opening, choosing together. The Father inspires, the Father loves, and the Father is actually more and more coming into being embodied here through you, conscious creation. Children of Light, and Love, and Life. That is what you are. Do not deny it, do not doubt it, do not cover it up.

WE HAVE CREATED A MESS

Ah, yes, a great mess. The children have run amok, haven’t they? Yes, and there is no mess that is not capable of being transformed. Sometimes those messes, so to speak, become compost. Ashes, compost. Out of a great fire, small sprouts soon rise.

Life knows life. Some things are dying now. Let them. They are compost, and will form good compost for what is yet to come. Those who have left in death, those who have left their bodies in those buildings that crashed to the ground, they are embraced in tremendous love. There were preparations already made for them. It was not chaos, it was actually quite orderly. Legions of angels, and assistance from guides were present. And they are still present and assisting those who have moved very quickly to the other side. Do not be afraid, do not give power to fear right now. It is not fruitful. Love is fruitful.

YOU STARTED YOUR MESSAGE TALKING ABOUT JUDGMENT AND LOVE. FOR SUCH A LONG TIME IT HAS BEEN A PRACTICE OF MINE TO START MY DAY AND SAY THAT MY PRACTICE IS TO JUDGE NOTHING. YET WHERE IS IT HELD IN THE SYSTEM THAT JUDGMENT IS SO POTENT THAT IT SEEMS TO TAKE OVER AND I FIND THAT I END UP JUDGING EVEN THINGS THAT ARE INSIGNIFICANT. WHY IS IT SO DENSE?

Because it is based in the fear that if you allow another to be present with you fully, that there would be some way or some reason that you would then find yourself hurt or wounded. You are afraid that in being open, vulnerable, and fully present, that another who is perceived to be separate from you could wound you. When you know that you are not able to be wounded by anyone outside of you, and that you are the essence of love and wholeness, then you can say to another that they have no power. Whatever another might say or do, you live. Those who died, live. Death isn’t just a step. Many of them will come back. Some won’t, but many will.

It is that which seeks to attach to that place of protection of self as perceiving that self is separate from other. You are individuated, that is true. You are unique beyond belief, that is true. And, you are also Love, as is all other life and all else in creation. Love. When you open to the truth and the awareness within Love, then you will know how to be with everything and everyone. It does not mean that you are feeling love for everyone, that is an emotion. It does not mean that you will not say no in love to those whose behavior is hurtful or not appropriate. It does not mean that you allow people to walk all over you. It does not mean that you are not speaking the truth, just as I am, with great love.

Your uniqueness vibrates the variety of the mind of your soul into form, and into experience, and into expression. But your essence is Love. The essence of every other one is Love. All are joined there. Your body is not different from another one’s body. Genetically, slightly, very slightly.

SO IT’S IN SOME FORM OF SELF PROTECTION THAT JUDGMENT TAKES ON THIS DUALITY?

Yes, the dualistic matrix of consciousness, where it separates one from another.

THANK YOU, THAT IS HELPFUL. I GOT IT IN A WAY THAT I HADN’T BEFORE.

Choose what belongs to you. Stand in it, be it. It can’t belong to anyone else. And be responsible for that, for you are.

[SOMEONE’S QUESTION ABOUT WHAT ELSE MIGHT BE IN THE WAY OF GETTING A PARTICULAR PROJECT GOING. WE INCLUDE IT BECAUSE IT SEEMS HELPFUL FOR ALL WHO ARE BEGINNING SOMETHING NEW]

You have certain distastes for certain activities connected to your new project. Release the distaste. It’s as if whatever needs to be done, you do. It is not about whether you like it or not. It is not an affectation. It is what is next. What is next, what is next, what is next, yes? You don’t always have an affective liking for what is next. That is just doing, that is the mechanics. Your joy is not grounded in the mechanics, no. Joy is grounded in Life and what you give birth to, what you give life to. And THAT gives you life. That informs you of great feeling, true feeling, not the affects of whether you like the mechanics of what is next.

Perhaps the affective taste and distaste, or liking or disliking of certain actions or mechanics, needs to be discerned from what is true joy. Because you have done much doing and mechanics, but it has not been filled with joy and life.

I SEE IT AS DRUDGERY.

Seek the joy within the birthing process, the life there. Then it is not drudgery. It is like a mother who gets up at 4am because the child is crying in the bed because IT is awake. The mother is not awake. She might call it drudgery, but it is what is next, do you see? She may not like it, but it is what is next. But when she sees her child smile, she bursts into a beautiful, open, warm-hearted embrace of what is of life.

WHAT A WONDERFUL METAPHOR.

[A FEW MORE QUESTIONS, THIS ONE ABOUT THE SEEMINGLY REMOVED PLACE THAT A PROJECT WAS OCCURING]

There are unlikely birth places in this time because those places that are in the public eye are unavailable.

[A COMMENT ABOUT BELIEFS CAUSING PEOPLE TO CLING TO THE OLD]

It is time to let go of all the beliefs and false beliefs. Let them go. It is time to release from belief and let the Divine mind within your soul live. It is not about belief. It is about creation. The Creator within creation, you have heard that before.

CAN YOU EXPLAIN HOW YOU DISTINGUISH THOSE TWO.

Creation is connected to life and to what is moving into expression and experience. It has life, it has juice. Belief is a structure that may or may not be connected to life. You can form a belief around an experience or an expression, and it may serve you for a time. But to say that it is forever and ever, that is a mistake. You may form a business, which is a sort of structure, around a certain creation, and it serves you for a time. But what if some new idea comes along? Is there room for that to have either a place within that so it can grow, or expand, or change, or is a new structure needed?

Beliefs are oftentimes like fossils. They once had life, but now they don’t. Some of the fossils are very old, living in your culture and consciousness. Fossilized beliefs. They are given energy because people continue to give them their life energy, but they are not alive because creation is not giving them life. So it is fueled only by emotional energy given by people. Then they make those beliefs their reality, but they create death with those beliefs because there is no life there. So if you took inventory of beliefs, and you started to ask is it alive, does it truly have life opening up through it, does it create something that has life, does it bear fruit of life? Or does it create something that is painful, constricting, or ultimately creates death? You could go through your entire culture with that inventory. Some businesses, structures, religions, and beliefs would have little left.

THESE FOSSILIZED BELIEFS ARE GOING TO BE COMPOSTED PRIMARILY IN THE NEXT TEN YEARS?

Well, there is a disruption currently in process, and it will continue. As I said earlier, many choices will be made in this next time.

WERE YOU REFERING TO CHOICES FROM YOUR SIDE OF THINGS, OR PEOPLE WHO ARE MAKING CHOICES?

People are making their choices. Those who are open enough will open to other ways of seeing, who listen deeper, will perhaps be aware there might be another perspective. Those who have closed around their own structures of belief, they may not listen. Therefore their choice may be different. Rather than love, they may choose to continue in separation, continue in judgment, and continue to create further death and destruction. And those choices have their consequences. That is what I was saying earlier.

It is not about a judging God, it is not about anger from any other dimension. It is the children who think they know, who have separated themselves, who have refused to listen, that are creating the pain, who are exercising their separation in judgment of another and separating in such a way that they can kill that other, they take their life. They take the body, and they destroy the body that had life, that soul’s opportunity for life. Every life that is taken by another has a consequence. Every tree that is taken without it being in the right balance or order within the whole of creation, without listening, has consequence. It is not just human life. Every animal that goes extinct because they no longer have food or a place to live, has consequence.

The children of the earth have felt as if they knew better, that they knew it all, that they could act any way they pleased in order to play, to have more, to fill their emptiness and place of loneliness with more of what they thought they needed in the material plane. It is very sad to say goodbye to so many, and yet those who leave are free. Their lives, however, that have been taken by others have consequence.

This nation is not innocent in the number of lives that it is responsible for, and that it has taken because it has demanded that it be able to exercise progress at all costs. It has consequence. There is only love for each one and every one. Those who are grieving, those who are afraid, those who are angry, those who are loving. There is only love, from me, from your Source, Father. Love is basically all you are, with a very unique individuated soul expressing that essence, and a mind within that soul that is the Creator within creation. And perhaps it is yet a mind that has split apart and feels as if it is alone unless it takes what it needs.

There is enough for all, always has been. We are out of balance, yes we are. Yes, our body is out of balance, my body, your bodies are out of balance. But there is also a new birthing and that birth has already happened, and it was a healthy baby. It is a healthy baby and I am very protective of this baby yet, as you should be. Not fearful, for nothing will harm it, but standing for Life, for Creation.

You can share this with whoever you wish. It has been my pleasure to be with you. Blessings.

Small Group Sessions August 15, 2001

DUE TO HUMAN ECONOMIC ACTIVITY, THE PHYSICAL BEING OF THE EARTH IS SUFFERING. GIVEN THAT THERE ARE MANY REALMS OF POSSIBLE HEALING ACTIVITY FROM POLITICAL LOBBYING TO CONSCIOUS CONSUMPTION TO LIGHTWORK OR PRAYER, WHAT HUMAN FOCUS OF EARTH HEALING ENERGY OR EARTH HEALING ACTIVITY WOULD LEND HER THE MOST LEVERAGE TO HER SHIFT AT THIS TIME?

Well, there are several. Each person is led to those places that are most in alignment with the individuals. Those who are opening the life current directly to participate in partnership with her directly find that they know their path in this arena more consciously. Some are called to dance in the political arena. That is their path, that is their calling, that is their place. All who are called in this time by the Earth herself into certain placements are given the life, currents, energy, and support necessary to do their part.

All can choose more conscious consumption. Simplifying according to what belongs to you and your soul, by essence and virtue of who you are, would simplify consumerism and move into a whole other level rather than one that is dominated by advertising and manufacturing. There is automatic simplification when ones choose in accordance with what is theirs, what belongs to them, what is in harmony with them and what they can care for. All souls do not need all things. Those souls who are in alignment with certain technological advances, because they are using them for their work, for writing, for assisting education, etc., that belongs to them. For those people who are needing a quality of beauty, perhaps by certain art, that is their way of being in harmony with themselves and with all that is in the earth. That is conscious consumption when we talk about it. Aligning with what belongs to you by virtue of who you are to manifest and create who you are within a matter body. Simple. All people can do that, and that would automatically bring things into greater balance. All people do not need three cars, do you see? That is something that may be wanted, but may not necessary in terms of what belongs to a soul. When ones move into greater harmony with themselves, with who they are, they then begin to become more conscious in that arena.

Thirdly, the Earth has certain places in her body that when light work is done in those places there is a greater effectiveness. When groups are guided to certain places to do certain pieces of work on behalf of the collective, then such things are effective in a larger field. And if you are called to do such travels, such work, then know that you are being guided and supervised by the Earth, herself, and those whom she has chosen in Spirit to be the guides to work with that project. Lightwork on behalf of the Earth is either very specific in such group or individual endeavors that are guided on this behalf, or they are given to the individual in the place where they are. So if there is awareness of conscious consumption of energy, of resources and material things, then you make that awareness more available to children that you are in contact with, or your neighbors, or your family. Then there is some assistance in that arena.

People will not consume consciously, however, if they are out of balance themselves and are not conscious. If they are mostly coming from their unconscious, they will probably continue in the pattern that is most prevalent in the Earth today.

THERE IS A WATER THAT HAS BEEN DEVELOPED IN TURKEY, THE PURPOSE OF WHICH IS TO HELP DETOXIFY THE PLANET AND RETURN IT TO A MORE PRISTINE STATE. THE COMPANY NOW HAS INTERNAL AND HOME ENVIRONMENTAL PRODUCTS. THERE WAS AN INITIAL SPIRITUAL GROUP HERE IN THE UNITED STATES THAT PICKED UP ON THESE VERY QUICKLY, AND THEY HAVE NOW TURNED AWAY FROM THEM. IS THE WATER SAFE FOR CONSUMPTION? IS IT REALLY HELPING THE PLANET AND THE PEOPLE?

In this particular case, the water that you mentioned does have potential for assisting the earth. However, it also still has a certain duality consciousness moving within the business and the people that are working with it, so their motives are not pure, not clear. It is not safe for consumption at this time. There are too many impurities within the typical human body, and the body has become somewhat dependant upon them. The healing crises that are precipitated may kill people. It is almost as if the imbalance cannot be brought into balance without severe trauma to the individuals.

There is a need to work with it further, and to work with harmony with the consciousness that is choosing to change the consciousness, not just the body. If there is only an attempt to change the physical without the manifest consciousness that created it, then there is difficulty, there is duality, and it will not work. It will actually harm. So until there is a sufficient consciousness working with such technologies, there is limited benefit until there is a greater awareness where Love is wedded to the intention to assist the rebalancing or restoration of wholeness. People can say that, but if their consciousness is not yet clear themselves they cannot act in harmony with the gifts that are, perhaps, available.

That is why the efforts on our behalf have been to assist ones to embody and hold more light, more consciousness within the matter field, transforming and transmuting the ancestral patterns of duality. The currents of wisdom that are opening up now actually open the possibility and potential for such technologies and others to be utilized in ways that can benefit the whole to greater and greater measure within not too long a time. But your market economy and the competition, consumerism, and all that has been in place is not the atmosphere in which this can flourish.

IN A CHANNELING BY GERMAIN WE WERE TOLD TO RELEASE AND LET GO OF ALL OUR BELIEFS, POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE. YET WE ARE TOLD IN MANY SACRED WRITINGS THAT BELIEF IS NECESSARY FOR THE CREATION OF OUR GOOD. IT WAS SUGGESTED THAT WE LET GO OF OUR BELIEF THAT WE ARE LOVE AND JUST LOVE. IN OTHER WORDS, WE ARE TO JUST BE AND COME FROM THAT PLACE RATHER THAN BELIEF. IF BELIEF IS A PART OF OUR CONSCIOUSNESS, HOW CAN WE LET GO OF THESE BELIEFS SINCE ALL IS CONSCIOUSNESS?

Perhaps it is more a matter of what is immutable and what is mutable. Love is immutable. Love Is. Being Is, Light Is, Infinite Intelligence Is. It just Is. That is immutable, they are unchanging. Structures such as beliefs, thoughts, matter, and structures within matter are all mutable. They change. In the process of letting go of beliefs, the mind does not do well when it has nothing there. The mind is actually created of certain dynamic structures. Minds that are rigid hold many beliefs as if that is all there is and there is nothing more than those beliefs. They rigidify, and therefore consciousness rigidifies. Releasing and softening that rigidity allows you to become more freely able to choose higher beliefs. If you say I am Love, there is a thought that is connecting to the immutable truth that you are it. Yet it is the thought, the structure of it that is aligning your mind and your individuality with the being of it. That is an aligning thought, or belief, if you wish.

It is not to say that beliefs are bad. But they can rigidify, and they can create a lack of openness to direct experience. Direct experience of who you are, the Light that you are, the Being that you are, informs you. You can, then, say something about that, and in saying it you are creating structures to explain it, to have a presence, to have an expression. If you want to write something, you are using words. Every word is a structure. It is mutable, however. It is serving the immutable in that time to express it into matter. Beliefs, thoughts, intentions, actions, plans, orders, or things that are organized or put into form all have structures that are necessary to be in matter, to express in matter, to bring the immutable through the mutable into expression, into experience, into matter.

So it is not that you release it all and sit in Being only, that is the transcendent path of some of the Eastern teachings. The west always focused on good deeds, beliefs and dogma. What if there is a marriage where it is not about believing one thing only, but about staying open to the structures that are necessary for the immutable to inform you in order to come into a full expression in matter? What if?

WHAT IS SPIRIT’S TAKE ON USING HUMAN EMBRYOS IN STEM CELL RESEARCH?

Well, we’ve previously offered our take in varying ways. In the human’s desire to replicate themselves there is a desire to be God-like, to have eternal life. The human who is attached to the matter life figures out a way to create eternal life within matter, which is to replicate self over and over again. That is perhaps part of the cloning controversy.

Some of human embryo stem cell research is beneficial, because it can lead to awareness of genetic signatures that can be altered and then brought to a greater health or wholeness. The consciousness of the whole of the population will at some point end certain illnesses, diseases, and imbalances. They are not going to serve the consciousness of the collective as the collective shifts into higher frequencies. How are those going to be shifted out? Well, some will be through your science and some of it will be through consciousness directly.

An embryo is not connected to a soul unless it there is an intention to do so. So all embryos that are brought into life, so to speak, are not necessarily attached to a soul for embodiment. Those who are, there is a certain ‘this belongs to me’ kind of thing where the soul informs it with its own consciousness to bring it to birth. Stem cells that are taken from an embryo in the umbilicus also have consciousness within them, because that is the consciousness of the fetus, of the child, of the being that is coming. Stem cells that are taken from an embryo that is not yet implanted within a life form, that is in a petri dish, they are not necessarily attached to souls. There is not a consciousness that is creating that for life. Therefore, what are they for? Can they be used to support other lives? We would say that is a possibility.

PLEASE CLARIFY THE LINE BETWEEN SEXUALITY AND SPIRITUALITY. IS THERE ONE, ULTIMATELY? WHAT PART DOES MARRIAGE PLAY?

When you have a body you have a sexual designation, whether it is male or female. That sets up a certain magnetism with the opposite designation. Those who are of certain spins where the spins are contrary to the physical designation can have an opposite attraction, gay or lesbian would be the manifestation. In your monogamous, heterosexual design there are two poles, male and female, magnetically attracted to each other. Sexuality at its very base instinct is to procreate, to replicate, and to continue the species. All beings within the life have that as part of how it is designed.

As consciousness informs the body and the consciousness of the human being, there is more and more of a union between the spirit and the human experience, and higher frequencies are held within the body. When there is a sexual connection with another that is using the magnetism to bring together two high frequency beings, and there is then a blending of energy and matter, then there is alchemy. Alchemy with matter and consciousness is one of the higher forms of conscious creation. It is not used for procreation, it is used for alchemy within matter, which means that those who are trained and are conscious can used such experiences to create direct manifestation or alchemy of what is already in manifestation. At that point there is a marriage of Spirit within Matter, consciousness within the dimension that is in between matter and non-matter. It is as if in that place the alchemy takes place and matter is affected. That is a high frequency, high consciousness activity. At that point is there any separation or line? No, there is alchemy.

How does the physical marriage of two people play into it? There are different dimensions of that, as well. There is marriage of those who come together for the purpose of staying together long enough to do something that their souls have agreed to do, whether it is to bring in children, whether it is to learn something, or perhaps to balance something karmically. These are soul agreements that form in a unit of marriage that keep people together long enough to do such things. There are also higher marriages where two people will come together with the agreement to create spiritual alchemy. Such unions are Divine. They are not necessarily ordained by a priest or given sanction by anyone. They are Divinely ordained. Such alchemy in such unions is usually highly creative, highly powerful, and highly productive. Yet they may not have the designation of marriage in your religious or social terms.

The true, Divine marriage is what we speak of when we speak about the high frequency, high conscious union for alchemy and the purpose of the transformation of matter. Other unions are for other purposes and can be just as sacred in their own way. That is not to deny them any power for what they exist to do, for they exist to accomplish exactly what the souls need to accomplish. That, too, is sacred in the whole scheme of evolution and the whole scheme of consciousness. But sexuality for procreation only is very close to what most mammals do. Sex that is primarily magnetic, between two poles, takes very little consciousness.

PART OF ME KNOWS THAT WHEN I AM COMPLETELY HEALED SO WILL BE THE EARTH. YET, WHEN DRIVING THROUGH NORTHERN CALIFORNIA AND INTO THE NATIONAL FORESTS IN THIS AREA, THE SIGNS OF LOGGING AND A PERCEPTION THAT THE FOREST IS NOT WHOLE AS IT SHOULD BE CONTINUES TO NAG. DO WE NEED TO TAKE OUTWARD ACTION REGARDING THESE ACTIVITIES, OR JUST CONTINUE THE INNER WORK?

At some point you will do outer work as well, because the inner cannot remain inner without becoming outer. As within, so without. You have been learning to take things into yourself in order to learn from them. At some point you have wisdom and it must come out of you as well. Then you will find yourself acting with wisdom, speaking with integrity, standing with great strength and foundation in awareness, and being a force to be reckoned with.

I WOULD LIKE TO ASK ABOUT THE MARIAN APPARITIONS THAT HAVE OCCURRED SPORADICALLY THROUGHOUT HISTORY. I HAVE RECEIVED SO MANY SYNCHRONISTIC ‘SUMMONS’ LATELY TO GO TO MEDJUGORJE THAT IT’S BECOME IMPOSSIBLE TO IGNORE. I ALSO HAVE FELT STRONGLY THAT MY 6 YEAR OLD SON SHOULD GO WITH ME. WHILE I DON’T FEEL THAT ONE HAS TO GO HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD TO CONTACT THE DIVINE, I AM AWARE THAT CERTAIN PLACES HOLD FIELDS OF ENERGY THAT MAY PROVE BENEFICIAL TO ONE’S EVOLUTION. WHAT DO YOU MAKE OF THIS?

Mary is working on behalf of the whole to assist people to come to greater wholeness and well-being within their soul and spirit. If she is calling you and your son to a certain place, then if it is within your means to do so it may be for the experience of being within a field that is permeated by her consciousness. That will assist you in some ways that you are yet to know, and your son as well. The blessing is magnified in such places because the field is so permeated with consciousness of her presence as well as all those who have met her in that place. So there is a greater portal to the awareness and conscious connection. No, it is not necessary to travel around the world for such experiences, for she can come to you, and does, so it is not essential. But it could magnify the experience for yourself, and also perhaps give you a story to tell others. She is one of many who is working in the earth in this time, consciously connecting with those who are open to receive. Because there is a greater opening to her in the Christian or Catholic arenas, she is able to be one who is called by name, who is recognized, and who is therefore an available portal to greater love, wholeness, and awareness.

MANY ARE EXPERIENCING A KUNDALINI RISING OR OPENING WORLDWIDE. HERE IN THE UNITED STATES THERE IS VERY LITTLE SUPPORT FOR THIS KIND OF SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE. OFTEN MANY SEEK GUIDANCE FOR THIS AWAKENING FROM LIGHTWORKERS, HEALERS, BODY WORKERS, AND OTHER ALTERNATIVE THERAPIES JUST TO FIND THAT IT HAS MADE THE EXPERIENCE WORSE. THUS EVEN MORE ARE IN CRISIS AND DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO TURN. SOME END UP ON MEDICATION IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL. CAN YOU SUGGEST AN EXERCISE OR SOMETHING THAT WOULD HELP PEOPLE?

Part of what has come into the western world are practices that were grounded in foundations of many thousands of years of training and awareness. So when there was a specific kind of awakening, there were supports that were in place to support the person. In the west it is rather hodgepodge. You pick and choose according to what is available, according to what you think you need, even according to what the fad is. And therefore there is not a grounding. Kundalini experiences first of all need grounding more than anything else, grounding in some place that has a sense of connection to what is of life, what is of earth, what is of body. If there is no grounding, then there is a sense of losing reality, losing connection. They lose that sense of reality, they lose coherency and cohesion in the sense that they fly apart. Their chakras may not hold together well in terms of structure, they may have structural damage. They may have a sense of not having integrity within their own emotional or psychic containers. Their membrane of self may not have enough strength to handle the surge of energy, and so it may fracture or have holes put in it. So, there can be much damage. And if there are those who are not grounded or have a sense of where to ground in themselves, or in their lives, or in their bodies, then the damage can be extreme and that is what you are describing.

Those who assist others with this need both an etheric reference and good grounding in terms of what it is that is a sense of connection to life, to earth, to self, and to the structures necessary to support such an awakening and working with such currents, life forces, and light. Those who are not well integrated in their own selves will not be a good support for this. You are bringing forward what actually is needed in the west; to evolve or develop more practices that can support such awakening that have good strong grounding as part of what they offer to those who are going through such experiences. Grounding can be through breathwork, with QiGong, or ways of making body connections. Whatever serves the person to ground and create structures that support them in their lives is important.

IF I REINCARNATE TO LEARN LESSONS I HAVE NOT LEARNED IN AN EARLIER LIFE, WHY DON’T I REMEMBER WHAT IT IS I SHOULD STILL LEARN?

Your soul has the map. If your conscious rational mind is looking around you into the external world as if that is where you have to find something and your learning is coming from that place, then you will probably miss the map. The map within your consciousness guides you infallibly to learn what you are here to learn, to grow in awareness and consciousness, and to place your trust in what is not seen: the internal awareness, rather than the external that has already been manifested from the past.

So, why have you forgotten what you came to learn? It is not forgotten. As a child it was probably present, perhaps not in a fully conscious way, but present nonetheless. It is the rational mind that needs to listen, tune and listen to your soul, your essence, and that which is less visible than what you perceive around you. Ask your question ‘what is it I need to learn and what is it I am presently now working to grow in consciousness?’. Your soul will tell you. It will show you and bring it to you. It is not very far away. And you don’t even have to ask us, you can ask yourself.

WHAT EFFECTS DOES ASPARTAME HAVE ON THE BODY?

It has a chemical reaction in the brain, and it affects individuals differently depending on the chemistry they already have. We’ll say right up front that some people are more susceptible than others. In some ways the symptoms and the effects are felt by certain people more than others because of their physiology. But it does affect the chemistry of the brain. Oftentimes it affects those places in the brain that have to do with long term memory. Also with a certain sense of dulling the feeling of well being. It can precipitate depression for those who are already leaning in that direction. It is as if there is a certain precipitating action in the chemistry towards depression, where there is a lack of buoyancy or the chemicals that support the feeling of well being. It can also affect long term memory where people forget and lose track of their own experience in the past. There is a sense of blanking out, where there is just not a sense of everything being present that an alert mind would file away. The files seem to be missing, so to speak. Those are interruptions that happen within the circuitry. It is not lost in consciousness, but it cannot be accessed.

If it is used over time it has more long-term changes in the brain. If it’s used once in a while, the brain usually is not as affected because it has its dominant physiology that will overcome it. So it depends on how much is used and how long it is used.

IS THERE A COMMON PHYSICAL CAUSE OF ALZHEIMER’S DISEASE, AND WHAT’S THE REFLECTION IN CONSCIOUSNESS?

Part of it is that alzheimer’s is a way out of the body where ones begin to forget their lives. They basically erase their lives so that they are no longer attached to them, and then they leave. It is one way to do it when there is no consciousness of doing it. If ones decide that they are willing to release from their life and are not attached to life, then they can do so without going through such a process. But most people in life have many attachments to life, and so it is one way the soul accesses a way out to detach from it consciously.

It has always been part of the world as an option, in terms of death. You have more people now, and you have more chemicals and additives that are in foods that affect brain chemistry and sometimes precipitate certain things that in the past were not precipitated. Certain things that lead to long-term memory loss might not be alzheimer’s, such as we just spoke about aspartame. But there are ways that the soul exits, and one of those ways is through release and detachment from life.

CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHAT’S GOING ON WITH SPONTANEOUS HUMAN COMBUSTION?

A person who does so usually has a past history, a past life, of leaving their body suddenly. In doing so in the past, they bring it into the present unconsciously. It is usually something they have in their memory from another time. No one is learning that in this life, it is past life memory sequence. When there is a time to leave they basically trigger a high frequency vibration, rather like a laser beam, and it spontaneously takes their body with them when they leave. So it is rather like ashes to ashes and dust to dust.

LATELY I HAVE BEEN WAKING UP AT NIGHT AFTER THREE HOURS OF SLEEP WITH A TREMENDOUS BUILD-UP OF ENERGY. I THRASH AROUND FOR AN HOUR BEFORE I CAN GET BACK TO SLEEP. IT MAY HAPPEN AGAIN AFTER ANOTHER THREE HOURS. IS IT BECAUSE OF THE HUGE AMOUNTS OF COSMIC ENERGY WE ARE RECEIVING? IS THERE ANYTHING THAT CAN BE DONE BEFORE RETIRING THAT WILL HELP RELEASE THE ENERGY DURING SLEEP OTHER THAN HAVING TO GET UP AND WALK AROUND DURING THE NIGHT?

There is a meditation process that can be assisting. It demands that you exercise your crown chakra, however. Those whose crown chakras are not as flexible or fluid will have more difficulty with this, so practicing expanding and contracting the crown chakra will assist you to open to this kind of meditation. The meditation is one where you open directly to light through your higher self, through your own soul’s alignment, and you allow light and the higher frequencies to come down through the crown into the core of self and into your body with consciousness during the meditation. It comes in waves, rather like the build-up that you experience in three hours of sleep, but instead only in a few minutes of opening to receive these increments of light. Breathe them through, breathing in through the nose and out through the mouth as it moves down and through, breathing down all the way to the earth as if you are bringing it down through your body, into matter, into the earth itself.

You can work with this meditation breathing process before you go to sleep or at other times during your day. You should not have so much pressure in the night if you do so. If you find it difficult to do this because the crown will not open sufficiently, then begin to work with the rose pink of universal love, softening the crown chakra. You can visualize the crown chakra as rather like a rubber band that can expand out in a circle and then contract. It is fluid, it is flexible. If it grows rigid then it need to be softened, and the universal level will assist to soften it. If there are belief structures that have rigidified that crown chakra, those will become apparent. Be willing to release them. Be willing to release any structures of consciousness, beliefs, or old patterning that keeps you or your thoughts rigid or in place. Those things keep the crown chakra from being fluid or flexible.

This process will assist you to prepare yourself to do this kind of direct embodiment of these light waves as they are present. If you have difficulty and there is just a build-up of energy thrashing around, then it would be helpful to put your feet on the floor or somewhere and visualize yourself breathing the energy down. Breathe it through and around you if necessary, and allow your feet to open into the earth so that you have a sense of a connecting and this downward current opening up. Walking, working with the earth in some way, or exercise can also be helpful because it opens some energy flow through you. But working directly with the crown is most effective.

MY SENSE OF AN IMPENDING QUANTUM SHIFT IN CONSCIOUSNESS AND VIBRATION OCCURRING WITH THIS PLANET AND HUMANITY HAS BECOME CLEARER AND CLEARER. MY SPOUSE, HOWEVER, DOES NOT SHARE THIS SENSE OF UNPRECEDENTED SHIFT WITHIN THE HEARTS AND BODIES OF MANKIND AND GAIA. THIS HAS CREATED A DEEP RIFT BETWEEN US AS I HAVE PURSUED A SPIRITUAL PATH AND MY SPOUSE CONTINUES TO SEE THE EARTH IN 3D TERMS. WE LOVE EACH OTHER, BUT IT IS A CHALLENGE TO RECONCILE OUR DIVERGENT VIEWS ON WHAT IS REALLY HAPPENING ON THIS PLANET. HOW MAY WE HONOR OURSELVES AND OUR INNER CALLING TO BE TRUE TO OUR AWAKENING HEARTS WHEN THERE ARE LOVED ONES IN OUR LIVES WHO APPEAR TO BE ASLEEP TO THE PHENOMENAL TRANSFORMATIONS AT HAND?

There IS a great transformation that is happening in the earth plane. You are blessed to be able to see it and participate in it consciously. Those who do not are nonetheless affected by what is taking place. The love that you have with this one, for this one, and share with this one, affects him whether or not he has an ability to perceive it directly or not. You can work at a soul level to open the doorway with this one’s soul without doing it directly in a one to one dialogue. On a soul level you can share with this one some of what you have perceived directly. Not what you have read, not what you have learned through others, but your experiences. Whatever is your experience you can share directly with another soul. Soul to soul, heart to heart. Stand there in that place as your heart shares your experience and awareness.

Awareness is not belief. Awareness is the experience embodied. Awareness is what belongs to you. It is not belief only that you have read or learned from another, it is your experience. That you can share directly with any soul at any time. And open that door first with any loved one and allow your soul awareness to be shared with their soul. That may open an avenue of blessing, of grace, that allows a glimmer of awareness or perception to open into their conscious mind, their conscious experience. It is only through their experience that they will be awakened. It will not be only through your experience.

So if grace and blessing opens that pathway, then there is more communication in the human dimension. If not, you can continue to communicate and commune on a soul level. And if your soul takes you in another place or on another journey, then bless this one and their path and their journey, and know that perhaps it is at another time that their soul will come to a greater awareness. It may not be this walk, this time, but perhaps it is later in this life and there are seeds that will grow. You do not know. You can not judge. It is only for you to be who YOU are and be in integrity with that.

Small Group Sessions July 2, 2001

I HAVE HEARD A LOT ABOUT THE ‘NEW CHILDREN’ OF THE INDIGO, BLUE AND VIOLET RAYS, AS WELL AS OF THE GENERATIONS BORN IN THE FORTIES AND FIFTIES, BUT I HAVEN’T COME ACROSS MUCH INFORMATION ABOUT THE GENERATION BORN IN THE SEVENTIES, TO WHICH I BELONG. MANY SEEM NEITHER WOVEN INTO DUALITY, NOR COMPLETELY FOLLOWING THEIR OWN ‘DRUMMERS’. MANY SEEM TO HAVE A STRONG SENSE OF A LARGER REALITY AS WELL AS A UNIQUE PERSPECTIVE ON IT THAT DOESN’T SEEM TO TAKE EVERYTHING SO SERIOUSLY. CAN YOU SPEAK A LITTLE ABOUT THE PEOPLE OF THIS GENERATION, THE PARTICULAR QUALITIES THE HAVE, THE COLOR RAYS THEY BELONG TO, AND THEIR ROLES IN THIS TIME?

The generation that came in during the seventies are no so woven into the programming of the past so that they are the transmuters, which is the ones that came before. Transmutation is not your purpose. The purpose for many of this generation is to bring about a sense of informing consciousness about the sense of possibility and potential, rather like a new frontier. They are the ones who do not need to have so much ballast, so to speak, to keep them in a certain place, but are more free to move about, more free to interconnect, interweave. They like to weave, they like to be with others, they like community. Not community that is stifling, but a more free flowing community. They like the sense of networking, and they love the internet because it is that which reflects to them most who they are.

This particular generation is not aligned so much with one ray, but is the weaving of many. It is as if many different vibrations or pathways are present, but not bound in the restrictions of duality as much, and perhaps not fully engaged in a purpose that drives them into new forms in the future such as some of the later generations. They are weaving, weaving, weaving, weaving, weaving, and moving all of the different vibrations into a whole. Wholeness might be its overarching theme. Weaving wholeness, weaving the blend of all into a unified whole. So there is a sense of the whole, of needing to at times be less specific and more weaving through the whole, wanting to have more connections with many people like with the internet and e-mail groups. Those ones of you have usually quite usual auras because of the blend and the harmony that you are creating in the whole. You are not just a very specific ray people. You have several woven in with a sort of spiral effect, so many of you have beautiful fields because you are multi-colored, if you wish.

Your particular field [this particular questioner] is very indigo, actually, but it isn’t an indigo ray, but there is some of the indigo color within your energy field along with a rose, a peach, and a very pale green that is very, very pretty. So your dominant actually, as we look at it, has a certain peach tone to it, which has to do with growing more and more and more a sense of harmony while being true to yourself. Harmony in the whole while being true to the note you sound in the orchestra or the symphony, in the chorus. Knowing your melody line while being very tuned to how your voice or tone weaves into the whole. And knowing that without your voice it would not be full, it would not be complete.

IS THERE A SPECIAL REASON WHY THE PEOPLE OF SURINAME EXIST IN A MULTI-ETHNIC COMPOSITION? DO THESE PEOPLE AS A WHOLE HAVE A SPECIAL MISSION?

Where there are places and pockets where people of different cultures, ethnicity, and backgrounds live in harmony and are supported by nature without being disturbed so much by the outer world, they hold in the whole of consciousness that image, that vision, that experience. It is as if they are creating in that place a tone or a map for that to occur in places where it is more difficult, where there are more influences from the past, more disturbances, more adaptations away from harmony and wholeness. So the mission, if you wish, in such isolated places is to hold that within consciousness for the whole. These pockets are important. They are formed in certain places and locations within the earth’s body, and they usually have a very direct link to the earth collective grid of consciousness so that what is opened through that pocket or that place influences the whole in such ways that you or others might not be aware of. Just by being, just by living, just by making the choices that you all make there are influences felt throughout the whole of the collective, through the grid of consciousness.

I OFTEN COME ACROSS INDIVIDUALS THAT I AM STRONGLY DRAWN TO. THERE IS A SENSE OF PURPOSE IN THOSE ENCOUNTERS AND A STONG DESIRE TO GET COSER AND SHARE TURHT AND JOY AND LOVE. TOO OFTEN, THEY SEEM FRIGHTENEED OR UNEASY WITH ME AND I HESITATE TO GET TOO CLOSE OR SHARE MORE. WHY AM I SO STRONGLY DRAWN TO THESE IINDIVIDUALS AND HOW CAN I BEST TOUCH THEIR HEARTS AND SHARE WITH THEM?

This age is one where love opens doors and softens what has been hidden away and brings it forth to the light of day. When one who is open hearted and open to being very present in love with another, then that which is hidden away begins to know that there is one knocking on the door. That one may have a certain readiness and knows that it is time for what has been hidden within to release and come forward, realizing that the darkness that they fear is really only that which has not seen the light for some time. And as it transforms in the light there are gifts to be restored, to be reclaimed, to be known. It is not as difficult for them as perhaps they perceive it to be.

Fear is usually an indication that ones have not yet trusted the process of love in their life. They have thought they needed to be loved, they wanted to be loved and perhaps it wasn’t there, perhaps in the externalization of it they were wounded. Perhaps they have not found that place within themselves. So sometimes it is necessary to be the love that you are. Not to force the love that you are upon anyone, but to be the love that you are. If they are afraid, then be very gentle without any force or pushing, knowing that love has an endless patience and time. Love does not push, love exists in the same space, always, whether it is through you or it is present around them and they begin to acknowledge it in their own heart. Love IS. It is not a force that pushes. Will pushes. If you have desires that push you into relationship with another, and that is your will, there is then that which they might resist because there is something that you are seeking for yourself. Notice if there is anything there for you, seeking for yourself. Open directly to receive that, and be the love that you are with those that you are attracted to.

WHAT IS THE IMPACT UPON A PERSON WHEN THEY CHANNEL REGULARLY AND IS ANYTHING NEEDED TO OFFSET OR BALANCE THE EFFECTS?

Well, it depends on the person. Some people who channel regularly are not very well grounded or connected to themselves or their own emotional or physical body. If they channel regularly they may dissociate more easily than before, because they have no ballast, no foundation. Those who are anchored well in their body and their emotional body will find that it balances and opens them to even greater expansion, because their physical body can support it. If they are depleted, it is not a good time to channel. If they are ill, it is not a good time to channel. But if they feel strong and alert then it is a good time, and there is enough support and balance. It also helps ones who are not so well supported or balanced to channel in partnership with others or another who is. Another whose part is not to channel, but to be the ballast until they grow it for themselves. If they do not grow it for themselves, then channeling will untimately serve as an imbalance in their life rather that something that will support them.

REGARDING CONSCIOUS CREATION, WHEN WE “STAND WITHIN THE CURRENT OF THE FLOW OF LIVING INTENTION THAT FLOWS THROUGH EVERY ASPECT OF CREATION AND LIFE AND MAKE CHOICES AND DECISIONS ABOUT WHAT TO CREATE BASED UPON GUIDANCE OR AWARENESS INSPIRED FROM WITHIN THE LIVING CURRENT”, ARE WE STEPPING OUT OF OUR PERSONAL EGO AND ALLOWING THE WILL, THE LOVE OF GOD, TO ACTUALIZE IN THE MATERIAL WORLD THROUGH US?

The greater will informs your will in that process. However, there is also the personal level needs and desires for the material plane. If, for example, you only hear the greater will and you do not have enough to eat and have not included that within the current consciously, then you will not physically be strong enough to do that greater will. So it is important to include within that creation everything that you need and desire that will support you to accomplish that which is informing you that is yours to do within the whole of creation. For then you will be fully and abundantly supported, strong in capacity, and willing to move with this informing current. And you will also know the joy on all levels and dimensions, particularly including the human, physical dimension, which is what you are here to experience and how you experience things now. If you did not have a body, you would not need to have food, to have a house, to have certain things. So include all of those things that are necessary within the whole, because abundance will certainly flow into all those arenas as well the larger intention that is intending to fulfill.

I HAD A DREAM THAT THE WESTERN NATIONS WERE AT WAR AGAIN. IT WAS NOT SO MUCH THE GOVERNMENTS, BUT RATHER THE INTERNATIONAL CORPORATIONS THAT HAD CHOSEN A MODERN WAR WITHOUT CONVENTIONAL BOMBS, BUT WITH WEAPONS THAT WOULD MAKE ORDINARY LIFE IMPOSSIBLE FOR MOST CIVILIANS. WHAT IS THE PATTERN OF CURRENTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS AT THE MOMENT AS REGARDS THE POSSIBILITY OF WAR AMONG THESE NATIONS, AND WOULD IT BE LIKE MY DREAM IMAGES OR MORE CONVENTIONAL?

A war implies two sides or more. There is something moving to a head, you might say, where the dominant corporate power structure is to be challenged. And in that challenge there will be a sort of fighting back where the corporate controlled power structures attempt to do their dominant thing with their weapons of money, resources, control, threats, banking systems, stock markets and currencies. So, yes, it is coming to a head at some point because that is now where the dominant culture’s power lies.

Your dream is accurate in the sense that if you listen very closely to the currents, you will know where to be, what to do, how to spend your time, where to spend your money and your resources, and who to be with. All of these things will just be natural to you. You are now in the aligning period of time. You are learning to step into this current, you are learning to align, you are learning to listen and to be more and more fully in integrity with creation, with yourself and all that is.

There is nothing to fear, and fear only feeds that duality matrix that is dying and disintegrating. So trust that you will know what you need to know. Also know that there is something that will probably come to a head, not in the old way of using military weapons but in the more contemporary version of it. Also know that actually its hand needs to be forced out into the open so the citizens of the world can begin to reclaim what rightfully belongs to the whole, rather than claimed and used unwisely by those few who would say that they have the power to do so.

I’VE BEEN WANTING FURTHER CONFIRMATION AND CLARIFICATION ON THE STOCK MARKET. GUIDANCE WAS GIVEN SOME TIME AGO TO BE CAUTIOUS ABOUT IINVESTMENTS UNTIL APPROXIMATELY LATE SUMMER OR EARLY FALL. HOW IS THAT LOOKING FROM A HIGHER PERSPECTIVE NOW, AND IS THERE ANY OTHER ADVICE FOR INVESTORS?

It is still unstable, as you know. Continue to be cautious during this alignment process. In the fall there should be a time when it will stabilize for a period of time, but in 2002 there will be another period of instability. Invest only in those places where you feel very comfortable investing, as if it lines up with your soul, your heart, your values, and your sense of what aligns in the greater whole with the greater intention for creation. Support those enterprises and those places that are moving in new directions.

Do not play the game of trying to make money only, for that will likely prove a challenge. If you choose with your heart and your sense of what is in alignment now, you will also have the sense of supporting what is taking root in the soil of the new matrix to grow new forms that will support the growth of a new culture as it matures. These are the infancy days and stages of it, but your resources and those of others can support that and make it stronger so it can have strong roots and foundations.

WHO ARE THE GALACTIC FEDERATION?

Since you are not alone in the universe, there are those who are from various systems of consciousness who join together to be of beneficence and assistance wherever it is needed within the whole of this galaxy, or perhaps intergalactic depending on the levels. You think of things in terms of groups because you are so individualized. It is less of individuals joined together in a group as it is a formation within the whole of consciousness that has within it many great beings that have a very long experience in intergalactic and galactic affairs. It is an organ of consciousness that is governing, but not law making.

IS THERE A PLAN TO MOVE LIFEFORMS FROM THE TOPSIDE OF THE PLANET TO CITIES WITHIN THE EARTH?

We do not know of such a plan. If there is a plan, then perhaps someone could inform us of it. There are potentials in the stream of consciousness, potential futures, potential options, potential choices. The earth life stream right now has several of those projections in the future. Depending on an individuals consciousness they can travel those future projection life streams and then think that is what is to happen, without being aware that there are several other potential streams simultaneously occurring and that the experience of the whole might be very different than the one they have perceived. It is wise when you look into the future or listen to predictions from any source whatsoever, to be lightly engaged in it. For they could be reading one life stream without being aware of the others. It is wise to be light and stay tuned to what is true for you within your own nature, your own heart, your own listening self, and your connection with the earth and great spirit and all that is.

WOULD THE USE OF ATOMIC ENERGY DISRUPT THE SHIELD THAT IS PROTECTING THE EARTH RIGHT NOW TO SUCH AN EXTENT THAT WE WOULD ACTUALLY LOSE EVERYTHING?

Depending on the amount of atomic energy, radiation would very much disrupt the shield and it would influence the capacity for life to be supported. It is unlikely that such an event would happen to that degree at this time. But because there is a sense of potential, again there is a certain life stream that opens in that direction of ultimate destruction. It seems that you are traveling or listening to ones who are traveling the future life streams of potential. Stay lightly within those awarenesses and explore them all rather than just one or two.

I WOULD BE INTERESTED IN KNOWING WHAT COMMENTS YOU HAVE IN REGARDS TO THE MIGHTY I AM PRESENCE DECREES AND PRACTICES.

Anytime you claim I AM and you follow it with something that is true, then it expands the truth of who you are. It does not need to be mighty. It does not need to be decreed. Whatever you say, if you say ‘I am tired’ you are creating the experience of being tired. If you say I am Love, then you are experiencing Love in that moment. Whatever you open to and claim to be real and to be true is real and true. So, some would say the mighty I AM presence. I AM belongs to the whole of everything that is. And it is in that moment as claimed by everything that is.

Affirming what is true, feeling that and knowing that expands it and makes it so. Many, in an unconscious place affirm what is not true. They say unconsciously ‘I do not deserve love’. Or unconsciously they say ‘I cannot trust people’, ‘I am not worthy of trust’, or ‘I am not worthy of love’. Whatever they say, unconsciously the child claims certain things, or the soul from a past time claims certain things and it’s still broadcasting. If your mind begins to claim what is true and the unconscious is holding to what is not true, there will be a conflict set up. And you will open up to a clarification where the unconscious needs to be looked at, cleared, shifted, transformed, and brought into alignment with what is true without judgment.

WOULD YOU PLEASE COMMENT ON TOURETTES SYNDROME?

Tourettes syndrome often occurs to very creative people. People who have a lot of natural upward current from the earth, natural creative energy. When it has been suppressed or depressed over long periods of time, the nervous system begins to misfire as if it does not know any longer how to allow through the current of energy that wishes to come through. Such people, if supported to gradually reclaim and express the larger current that is their capacity, may begin to heal the places in the nervous system that misfire and create anomalies of behavior that they cannot control.

DEEP IN MY HEART I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT MY BODY WOULD NOT FOLLOW THE AGING CONCEPT. SO MANY DIFFERENT SOURCES HAVE TOLD US THAT OUR BELIEF SYSTEM IS CREATING OUR REALITY. NOW, TO MY DISAPPOINTMENT, AT THE END OF MY THIRTIES I AM EXPERIENCING AN ACCELERATED AGING PROCESS. IS MASS CONSCIOUSNESS DOMINATING OUR PERSONAL BELIEF SYSTEM, OR WHAT IS GOING WRONG HERE?

What you resist you actually attract to you. Sometimes a very strong will can attach to a sense of what is possible or what is potential within the field of consciousness in such a way that it actually magnetizes the opposite. Release your attachment to the belief, because attachment is what is the magnet. Attachment magnetizes the opposite for that which you are attached to in its other versions. Release the attachment to the belief, and flow into the wisdom of the body. Let your body open to the wisdom within your field, within your cells, within the matter experience within the DNA. Be with it in a more feminine sense, rather than a will or attached sense. Be with it in a receptive sense, receiving what is there. And it will inform you what is within your life stream, your created experience of life here. That will align you with the optimal experience of who you are embodied.

That embodiment can expand creatively, expressively, emotionally, and spiritually in terms of energy and light. With awareness and within the physical body, the DNA can transform and transmute certain codes that have been inherited and will then need to be worked with in a certain way to shift out of old patterns of consciousness that are still patterned into aging and death. Such is happening. In the younger generation, their DNA is already open and shifted much beyond what has been in your generation. Know that listening, allowing, bringing the light in and opening to the wisdom there will open you to greater fullness and the transformation within the DNA.

WAS THE SHROUD OF TURIN ACTUALLY USED TO COVER CHRIST, OR IS THE IMPRINT LEFT ON THE CLOTH FROM ANOTHER MAN?

We would say that the shroud is real in terms of the light impression that was impressed upon it at the time the body of Jesus transformed radically through its taking on of extraordinary frequencies of light that was part of the initiation that he undertook on behalf of the whole. That initiation was marked in time by the story that was passed on, as well as this shroud. And there are actually other elements that are part of it as well.

That was such an initiation that the shroud has a certain alchemical presence. That is why people feel a certain experience when they are near it. It is not enough to trigger the same experience without a soul’s readiness to open into its own initiation, which is what many are opening into in this time. Those who see it as a fake, so to speak, find it difficult to believe anything that is not proven in the material physical scientific sense. Those who believe it because of a feeling are trusting their experience. So, we say there is a certain validity in this shroud.

HOW CLOSE ARE WE TO MAJOR EARTH CHANGES? I AM READY TO MOVE NOW, BUT MY FAMILY SITUATION KEEPS ME IN THE UNDESIRED VACINITY FOR AT LEAST THREE MORE YEARS.

The atmosphere is moving through the changes at this time, releasing emotionally, so to speak, atmospherically. This year in particular has a lot of atmospheric shifts. The major changes continue to be spread out rather than simultaneously triggered in this domino effect. The earth continues to shift as easily as possible with the least amount of effect on people. Simultaneously, however, there is that which is taking place that cannot be completely balanced without affecting many people.

You are in the middle of your earth changes. It is not something that is yet going to happen, although there is of course more to happen. But notice that this year the emphasis is on the atmosphere. Some years the emphasis is on the earthquake and volcanic activity. This year it is more evidenced in the atmospheric anomalies and changes, including the oceans and the demise of many life forms because of the atmospheric changes. There is within the earth a knowing that this time is one of great vulnerability for many life forms, and she is doing as much as she can with the assistance of those of you who are listening to her, to make it possible for such life forms to survive these vulnerable years. Yet, there are many that are moving out of existence very quickly.

Notice that as they leave there is less sustainability for life on earth, and for humans as well. The population of the earth as it is now projected to be in the future will not be able to be sustained given the current experience of what is happening in the earth. That does not mean that all of life will be diminished, it just means there will be a different composition of life in your future. And perhaps for some time there will be a lower sustainability for those who are present.

AFTER DOING A LOT OF READING ON PROPHECY, I’VE NOTICED THERE IS A CONSIDERABLE AMOUNT OF WARNING OF THREE DAYS OF DARKNESS IN WHICH WE ALL MUST RUN INTO OUR HOUSES AND COVER UP THE WONDOWS FOR THREE DAYS, DURING WHICH 75 PERCENT OF HUMANITY WILL PERISH. IS THIS JUST A SPIRITUAL ANALOGY, OR SHOULD WE PREPARE FOR THIS PHYSICAL INEVITABILITY?

When you look to the external for your guidance you can also then feel fear, as if you are out of control and you must prepare and you must be ready for something that you do not understand and it will take you by surprise. There is that then within you that is externally focused, whether it be on a prophecy, on earthquakes, or on projected etceteras. It is imperative to go back to the message for this time [the monthly message of July 2, 2001]. Go into a place where you align wholeheartedly, whole soul, with the earth, with your body, with your self, with your spirit, and with the guidance that is present. And listen every day to your own awareness, your own information, your own sense of what to do in the current of life. Life informs life. You will be informed if there is a need to prepare. You will automatically do it as if it is as natural a thing as breathing. You will find that everything you need to have is present, you will be in the place you need to be if there is need, and there will be a sense of peace in it. If you find yourself drawn into anxiety, fear, and acting out, then use it as a clue to realign.

I HAVE BEEN A SOCIAL WORKER FOR THE PAST 21 YEARS. I LOVE MY WORK AND RECEIVE A LOT OF SATISFACTION IN MAKING A DIFFERENCE IN OUR WORLD. IT IS BECOMING INCREASINGLY DIFFICULT TO MAKE ENDS MEET AS OUR SOCIETY DOES NOT PROVIDE AS MUCH MONETARY COMPENSATION FOR SOCIAL WORKERS AS IT DOES OTHER PROFESSIONALS. I HAVE TRIED MANY THINGS TO HELP MAKE ENDS MEET, BUT LATELY IT HAS BECOME UNBEARABLE. EVERYWHERE I TURN I AM FINDING DEADENDS AND CLOSED DOORS. IT HAS REACHED A CRISIS STAGE WHERE I AM FACING HOMELESSNESS IF I CAN’T FIND SOME ANSWERS. WHAT CAN I DO TO CREATE A PARADIGM SHIFT AND BEGIN TO MAKE THINGS OPEN UP FOR ME?

The sources for funding are moving in a direction of funding only those things which are in alignment with the power structures that already exist. So they leave behind those who are teachers, social workers, and those who are actually living in the current of creating life at the foundation. When money and resources and support is taken out of the foundation and given only to those that are already hording or keeping more that they need, then there is a vast imbalance created. And you are experiencing the imbalance. It is not only about your individual self and what you are or are not doing.

It might be necessary in your course of experience to do one of several options, depending on what feels to be possible and what you have energy for. One is to gather together social workers and teachers and those who are in service professions. Begin to organize yourselves in such a way that you form a base with a voice that says unless we are acknowledged for what we provide, we will not provide it. We will form another way to do that. It is rather like saying either acknowledge this in this time or you will lose it.

Rather than saying that all of your source and abundance relies on it, become creative when you gather with each other. Create a new currency, a new form of exchange, of trade, of bringing all of the gifts that you have together and sharing them. Be creative in how you support one another and allow your many gifts, not just the ones you have been paid for, to be brought into the whole. Be creative. It might come to that, because there is in some ways an arrogance of pride and greed that has walled itself off in consciousness. There are many who are moving in their own self to acknowledge those places of pride and greed, and are bringing them into the light in their own work. That is helping, but there is yet a large structure of it. Sometimes larger organizations and gatherings of people can make a difference, and that might be an option.

Another option that you might consider is to form non-profit or for-profit agencies where you gather together those resources, take them out of the structures that have been reliant on certain resources, and ask those people who have made their abundant monies in different ways to support the social works that you wish to create. Do it differently, don’t do it within the structures. Create new structures, that is another way to go. But be creative. Do not look outward and see that your livelihood, your passion, your joy is dependent only on what others are willing to give you. Create it, be active.

I WOULD LIKE TO PROCEED IN A PAST LIFE REGRESSION, BUT I HESITATE BECAUSE I’VE HEARD STORIES OF PEOPLE THAT COULDN’T COME BACK SUCCESSFULLY DUE TO AN INEXPERIENCED GUIDE. PLEASE ADVISE, BECAUSE I THINK I AM READY, AND MOST OF ALL I WANT TO CONNECT WITH THE ORIGINAL PLACE OF MY SOUL’S BIRTH.

Anyone can go to the hall of records and look into their books, their akashic records, their past experiences in the earth. The first time it is sometimes helpful to have a guide. Those who practice regression are using a hookup to this akasha, whether they tell you or not. You can set aside some time in your own meditation. Ask for a spirit guide specifically to take you to the hall of akasha, and open in your meditation to go into the hall, find your book, and look specifically at the question that you are asking. Sometimes it is helpful to have a pen in hand to write just as it comes to you without censorship. Whatever is in the book, write it down so that you have memory after you return. If you do not have that and you would like to speak, then say it out loud into a recorder while you are seeing it or experiencing it so you can listen to it later. If you seek a guide, seek one who is familiar with the hall of akasha, and has gone in and out of it many times and can then be a guide for this time.

PLEASE EXPLAIN THE PROCESS FOR DISCOVERING OUR OWN ABILITY TO TRANSCEND THE LIMITATIONS OF PHYSICALITY.

Well, if you don’t include physicality in the equation you will not transcend it. Physicality cannot be transcended as much as it can be included. If you include it in this raising of frequency, shifting of DNA, and bringing the awareness of what is possible into and with the partnership of the physical, matter self, there is that then which is possible to explore in multidimensional experience within physicality. If you try to transcend and overcome it, then you will be dragging it along and it will resist you at every opportunity, and you will find it very difficult to move beyond it. It is not to be moved beyond, it is to be partnered with, and in the partnership there is a communion. The communion moves into alchemy, and the alchemy then creates the altered experiences that you sense are possible beyond what you personally know now.

HOW MUCH VALIDITY IS THERE TO THE NOTION THAT THERE IS ANOTHER DIMENSION OF BEINGS THAT ARE CAPABLE OF USING OUR LIFE ENERGY AS A RESOURCE FOR THEIR SUSTENANCE, AND THAT OUR ENVIRONMENT IS MANIPULATED TO PROVIDE SITUATIONS THAT ATTACH US TO THE MATERIAL PLANE IN ORDER TO CONTINUE THIS ENERGY FLOW? IS IT PART OF OUR SOUL GROWTH TO RECOGNIZE THIS AN EXTRICATE OURSELVES?

The astral plane is still quite active and there are many beings that have not moved out of their attachment to life, and they are still trying to influence it. They influence it by attaching to people’s auric fields, by siphoning off energy, by stirring up emotional charge, by seeking to get what they are not able to get because they do not have a body. That certainly does exist. It is not as organized as you perceive it to be. It is just existing because they have been unable to detach, unable to let go, unable to see the light that they are and the light that is calling them home to the fullness of their experience.

Yes, there is some of that in the soul growth, to realize that it can happen and does happen. And if you feel as if there are attachments, then you detach and claim what belongs to you and you set them free to move on into the light that is there for them, if they so choose. It certainly isn’t the whole story, it is only a part of it. Soul growth is undertaken in many ways. There are people in the earth who will do the same things as those who are disembodied.

Claim what belongs to you, align with it, and use the alignment practice and exercises to source yourself directly. Do not give to another the power to determine your experience. Those who attempt to attach do so because they are trying to get something they feel they have to get from another, or they have to control in order to have because they have not yet let themselves be aware that they have their own inner power to create everything in their experience. They don’t know that, they don’t understand the external focus has been too strong, the attachment, the fear. If you do this, you will feel yourself empowered, and there will be not way anyone can attach to you because you will not allow it on any level.

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IT MEANS WHEN YOU’RE TALKING TO SOMEONE AND YOU GET CHILLS.

Usually it means you hit a certain acknowledgment of truth, of something that is currently energized in the field. And when it is named, it is then confirmed by an energy rush. The energy rush creates the sense of chills.

WHAT ARE THE NATURAL LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE THAT WILL HELP GUIDE US IN OUR LIVES OF SERVICE?

There are many, and they are different in each dimension. The physical has laws, and if you do not obey them you find out very quickly what they are. Magnetism, gravity…..physics, etc. There are those that operate at the subatomic level and the atomic level. They are different from what you perceive on the physical, matter level. There are those that are on the energy levels. There are those that are one the spiritual planes. What will assist you now in this time is to understand that what you claim to be, what you claim in your heart, soul being, is what you experience and what you create. If you claim it, it is so. If you become it, you experience it. If you want it, know that it is possible for you to create it. If it is only of ego, you perhaps will get it and it will not satisfy fully. If it is of that which will satisfy and support the self in order to do what is yours to do in the whole, then there will be a sense of yes support, as well as strengthening and expansion of your capacities in other levels.

When one level is satisfied, the other levels are open to receive. When there is a certain flow of life and energy and adamantine particles, and if you are open to those coming into your experience as you claim the experience you desire to create within the whole of creation, then you are filled and it begins to move into place. Those who are not yet to a level of acknowledgment of full consciousness are still working with the unconscious, which is still creating itself as well. That is where some of the difficulty lies in terms of creation, because you are creating your experience whether or not you know it, whether or not you are conscious of those places within you that yet hold another belief or structure.

Look without judgment at the experiences and the places within that seem to be yet a challenge in some way, but with a sense of acceptance and love for the part of you that has been disowned and denied into the unconscious. Then it will return to you in way that you can then perceive, bring it home to self, and open the gifts within it. Aligning fully in this time means coming to consciousness, conscious awarenesses of all aspects, all dimensions, and those dimensions that inform you how to experience and create within those dimensions.

I REALIZE THAT THE PRESENT ENERGY IS BRINGING UP ANYTHING UNRESOLVED FOR CLEARANCE, AND THAT SEEMS TO BE ESPECIALLY TRUE FOR ME AND MY PARTNER. WE THOUGHT WE WERE BEING LED TO MOVE AWAY FROM LOVED ONES TO WORK WITH WOUNDED YOUTH. AFTER A YEAR AND EIGHT MONTHS, WE’RE NOT ONLY GETTING OUT OF THE FOSTER CARE, BUT HAVE ALSO BEEN CONTMPLATING DISSOLVING OUR RELATIONSHIP. CAN YOU TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT THIS?

When there is initiation, one is at time moved away from those that one loves in order to be challenged. In the challenge, you have to apply everything you have learned. Challenge does not often mean what you expect or anticipate, it is usually something you don’t anticipate happening. Even though you don’t know exactly what is going on, you can always choose love, love for self and love for another. If the love for self would like you to go home to family, there is that which is in your heart then which says I am choosing love and I need to expand this place in order to come home to myself in a greater sense.

If you and your partner sit for a time, knowing that the adventure was an initiation, what have each of you learned during the time apart? Often the time apart does not mean that you stay apart. It is often a time apart. What have you learned? What did you have to use in terms of your previous learning. What did you apply? What has been growing? What is your ‘bottom line’ in terms of what you have come to in terms of awareness? It is not about what to do right now in terms of your purpose, it is about how to listen to what you need. That would be the question.

WHEN ONE FEELS THAT EXPANSION OF AWARENESS TAKES PLACE AND THAT LIMITED PERCEPTIONS AND STORED BLOCKAGES ARE BEGINNING TO DISSOLVE, IS IT NORMAL THAT DISTORTED IMAGES ENTER THE CONSCIOUS MIND AGAIN, AND HOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND TO CLEAR THESE UNAPPRECIATIVE THOUGHTFORMS TO OBTAIN PEACE AND CLARITY AGAIN?

The distorted images were created for a reason. Usually the reason had to do with something that you experienced in childhood, and you formed a conclusion or a story around that experience. That thoughtform, then, was seeded. It could be ‘I am less than and not important’, or ‘I cannot be loved unless I do this, this, and this’, or whatever thoughtforms they are. Rather than just trying to kick them out or whatever you would do to them to get them away, be with them and ask the child that created them to show themselves. Because there is underneath that child an essential need, an essential desire. Listen to the need or the desire under or within the thoughtform that was created. Meet it if possible, acknowledge it. Then the thoughtform can be changed, because the conclusion to the story the child made can have a different experience. Instead of ‘I am less than’ based on an experience of never being acknowledged for what the child did to help the mother or the father, the child can receive your sweetness, tenderness, and acknowledgment and then come to another conclusion and say ‘I have much to offer and I am acknowledged, and I am excited to be who I am’.

It is a matter of finding where the old thoughts and thoughtforms have originated. But it is not difficult, because the child knows. You know. What is the need or desire under the thoughtform that is plaguing you? Go to that place and then proceed.