I am going to tell you a story, a brief story. And as I share this story, if there is a resonance within your awareness, breathe into your body and exhale, release. Because the story is our story. It is not your story or my story – it is our story. There are certain pieces of it that need to be remembered for there have been veils of forgetfulness over consciousness for many, many, many centuries. These veils are now being lifted.
As it is named in consciousness, your memory is triggered. Allow……… For as you remember, there is an activation of codes that are caught within that forgotten place. Where and when you forgot, you sealed within certain aspects of your own greater spirit self, as well as codes that you have held for the whole, the collective, that could not be released until there were certain ingredients present and a specific resonant field. It is naming that will open and call them forth, and the timing is now. That is why breath is important. As you remember and you breathe into these places, they will be released, for yourself and then for the whole. You are not isolated beings. You are all of one Body. You are a cell within the whole of my body, our body. That is the truth.
Open your bodies and breathe into those places that are opening.
All they want to do is relax,
to release the holding patterns.
That is all they want.
They do not like to feel uncomfortable.
Bodies love to be comfortable.
They love warmth. They love touch.
They love warm water. They love comfort.
They love relaxed muscles, and relaxed beings inside of them.
Do this a few times…….
So I will begin the story.
Listen with your inner ears.
Listen with your heart.
Listen with your body.
And only partially listen with your mind.
Let the mind be free to receive beyond what it remembers at this moment.
Breathe and receive.
Open…….deeper in your body.
Sink deeper……..sink your focus deeper.
Be as a little child fully receiving a story:
Once upon the face of this beautiful body that is ours,
there grew a lush garden,
A garden that was so beautiful
that the entire aura of this planet, this body,
Everything breathed golden light.
Everything drew life from the golden light within and above.
All was beautifully lit with rainbows.
Whenever you see a rainbow, what happens to your heart?
Do you feel a delight?
Do you feel a magical quality?
The rainbows remind you of the magic,
that wonderment, that was once always present.
My breath was freely received by all.
Each one who was alive graced the earth with their presence,
their heart, their beauty,
and brought forth form wherever they placed themselves.
These forms grew out of the breath of life,
formed by each one’s delight in experiencing who they were,
and they brought beauty in abundance to the earth.
Everyone who has a body remembers the garden
because the earth has been the place where your bodies were formed,
and all of the story is in your cells.
So remember the golden light around the earth
where there was no need for rainstorms and clouds
separate from the sky or atmosphere
because there was a perfect balance around the earth.
And you remember the harmony, the perfect harmony,
of all who danced here.
and feel where in your body of consciousness that you remember.
After a long breath of time
when the garden had been enjoyed for quite awhile,
it was time to begin to fulfill our design,
to unify all aspects of the creative force, the Creator,
and the universes previous to this one.
Another planet had been designated before this one,
but it had failed in its ability to unify the amount of variety
that had already evolved in the previous universes
and it self-destructed.
So once this planetary body had evolved to a certain point,
it was opened for colonization,
and Beings began to arrive from other places and dimensions.
This place opened to receive and welcomed with open arms
all those who came.
and some of you came then,
with curiosity and a desire to explore a new place.
Some of you came wanting to gather what you found here,
then to take it back to others that you knew in those places.
Some of you came because you were weary
and wanted a place to rest.
Some of you came to bring gifts here.
You all came because there was something that called you,
and your consciousness began to weave into what was already here.
What you did not know in coming here,
and what was not told you,
was that the magnetic core of this body
was so imbued with
the crystalline Christ force and love
that your hearts would be opened at some point,
at some time,
because your bodies could not stay apart from this Body.
What you also did not know
was that the magnetic force of this love
Thoughts particularily were magnified.
And a third thing
that was not realized
was that this was a water planet.
That which were the bodies
that which was my body,
was largely water, fluid, emotion.
The energies began to shift.
The life force continued to be abundant,
but with so much variety,
some of the thought forms perceived a difference,
one from another,
and that these differences were in some way separating
rather that a part of the whole.
That perception, too, was woven in and allowed.
The whole atmosphere
is the consciousness of all of us together.
There is no atmosphere
outside of our consciousness.
The winds began to blow
as thought began to move.
As these winds blew over the lands,
the changing atmosphere
changed for all.
It was also a time of birthing new lands.
The planet, this body, our body,
was not fully formed,
and is continuing to form itself even today.
So there were times
when the lands would open,
seas would move,
volcanoes and mountains would rise.
This was all part of the whole.
Because ones knew telepathically
what was necessary,
there was no harm to anyone in these movements
and growth continued within the earth.
All were placed perfectly.
Then there came a time
when those who joined the earth
came with thought forms
from another place and a desire to take
from the earth reservoirs
crystals, gems, gold, platinum, and other minerals.
These ones that came were very
structured in their thoughts,
so structured that
the resonance of their body was hardly present at all.
They had very fine light energy,
but not a lot of magnetic energy.
They kept their energy in a form that is of the mind,
and they expressed it in
highly technical designs and forms.
They came and they began to
create what they knew
of a civilization that they had left.
They had abandoned that civilization
because it had been completely destroyed.
Yet they did not know the cause,
and the cause came with them
to this universe and to this body.
They had evolved in the previous universe
an addiction to perfection.
Geometry is perfection in structured form.
You like pyramids?
That is part of the matrix
that was brought here.
Those who became enamored with
what was brought here,
the beauty of the architecture,
and the beauty of the technologies,
began to form
another way of creating here
apart from the natural order
of the fluid body
and the magnetic life force
of my heart at the center.
The structures they created in thought were precise,
beautiful and perfect in every detail.
Some of you may remember great temples
with great columns rising high
beside the oceans.
where the resonance of the white alabastor
magnified whatever was precipitated
or planned in those places.
You called it Atlantis.
And yet there were those who were of the physical body
who were already part of the planet .
The physical body is a fluid body, a body of water.
And it has emotion, feeling,
a natural gift to create and experience
the garden and the body.
Feeling, sensing, is part of its design.
Those who were of mind without body did not understand.
In placing structures,
and beginning to crystallize these structures in thought
without regard to our delicate balance,
this planet, this body of ours,
began to feel more and more constricted.
You may identify yourself with those who were present in body,
Others of you may identify with the great perfection.
Or you may remember it all as a witness.
It was a time when those who were male
tended to align more to the technology.
They were attracted, curious, and even wooed
by those who needed workers,
and they were eager to learn
what they did not yet have knowledge of.
The ones who stayed away from such
ended up being more the feminine ones,
birthing children and staying more connected to the Mother body
through their own physical cycles and emotional bodies.
The separation that grew in that time was vast,
because of the vastly different energies
of the colonizing peoples, one from another,
and of mind apart from body.
It became apparent that one could not see the other.
Communication was very limited, completely different,
and was not received well between
those of mind and those of fluidity.
Therefore there began to be a separation,
not only of thought from body and emotion, but from masculine and feminine.
Each of you sitting here are both.
You have experienced wars within your bodies,
and wars between your minds and your bodies.
Religions have condemned bodies.
Religions have elevated perfection, divine perfection.
Technologies have elevated mental focus and the ability to create from there,
and have judged, perhaps harshly, the emotional nature.
Sadly, in that time called Atlantis,
the split was so crystallized that
there was no communication between those
who still held the resonance of the Mother, the planet,
and those who came and wrought beautiful cities upon her.
Remember and breathe,
because what happened in that time was that
as more structures and more thought forms crowded into this planet,
the atmosphere changed.
They did not realize that their thoughts created the atmosphere.
They did not realize that creation was a matter of intent wedded to breath and water.
Those who came here did not know that.
Those of you who were already here may not have known that.
The result was a great cataclysm, a wounding of the core of this body
felt by all upon this earth at that time.
The waters raged.
The result was a wound in the heart, in the covering around the core.
In order to protect the wound and allow it to heal,
the connection of the consciousness and bodies of earth
began to be severed from the body of the Mother.
You could not reach me anymore,
and I could not reach you in the same way.
Our thoughts were not one. Our bodies became separate.
You walked upon me, not AS me.
It was a great loss for us all.
A great loss that we could not mourn, because many were not in body.
Many had left, and the bodies that they came back into
had grown denser and more structured in matter.
This consciousness, the earth, my body,
turned inward during the wounding, in the cataclysm.
We fell out of alignment
with our brothers and sisters
in this solar system and in the galaxy.
We began to feel alone
because they could not reach us,
and we could not reach them in the same way.
There was a great sense of loss,
and it happened because
the consciousness of one kind of evolution was not aware
of how to communicate with another facet of evolution.
The evolution that is recorded
in your anthropologies
and in your stories
is very limited in its awareness.
They dig up bones
and then tell you what it was they dug up,
and then they make up stories to tell you
what it was you used to be like.
That is nothing,
for the evolution was a descent first and then an ascent.
First the descent.
After Atlantis it took a long long time to again rebuild enough bodies
to begin to bring consciousness back to
this body, this earth, but it was different.
There were those who had put records away, hidden them,
so as to retrieve them when they came back.
But when they were retrieved in Egypt, in Greece, in the Mediterranean,
and in North and South America,
the bodies were different and could not
receive the messages of the records and decipher them
in the same way they were known before.
Those of you who now remember
some of these great, ancient, civilizations may have played
with the records that you found.
Yet because there was not a pure alignment with them,
there was destruction as a result of opening them partially
without an ability to fully use them.
Feel in your bodies where some of those places remain
that were altered because of the destruction.
Feel where you were affected and the memory
is stored from the use of those records,
the use of those secrets within the mystery schools.
Some of you remember being in primitive or native situations.
These were bodies that held more of a resonance with my own
in order to keep a conscious connection
upon this surface of the planet.
These ones have brown or reddish-coppery skin
wherever they are in the earth.
Their consciousness is aligned with
the consciousness of creation, the breath, and the water.
These ones and you who have memory
of being in such bodies served to hold it in place.
Those upon the planet whose skin is very dark
like the deep loam richness of the earth,
these ones evolved to keep the resonance
of the physical material matter
in a pulse with that which was
the matter of the planet.
The pulse of the planet,
that which brings life in a magnetic, very rich sense,
was held in place for the whole by these ones.
Those whose skins are colored more yellow
held in place a bridge
between those who had ascended beyond this place, this earth, and the mind.
So there was a resonance, but less so with the body.
A sort of link, but above, to spirit.
Those who have the white skin
inherited the structure of consciousness
that would gradually awaken to remember the entire story
as well as merge all consciousness
and transmute the thought structures for
the whole of the mental plane that originally was so separate.
What you are now doing
is reaching deep into your memories,
our memory, for yourself and for all.
You are releasing all of that
which distorted the purity of the original creation.
And sadly, the distorted perceptions
first grew out of not being able to communicate one to another.
There is great anger at times when you are not understood,
when what you attempt to say or be is not received.
That was your experience.
Those of earth, evolving here,
were not received
by those who came from another place and could not understand.
There was great anger,
particularly in the ones who were of body,
because it’s emotional, it’s of water.
There was no understanding
of a way to release the frustration, anger and pain.
There was no awareness
of how to release emotionally at that time,
because you had not had to do that before.
The thought forms of those who ruled
or were the dominant ones of the civilization
had no understanding of the emotional nature.
So, it has been since then that all are learning to release,
to honor, and to bring forth what had become so constricted
within this body and atmosphere, that we collectively created.
We collectively created the cataclysm
that we are now recovering from.
We are now restoring the balance.
One by one each is coming to balance.
Your atmosphere that you create is then experienced as harmony.
Those who enter that atmosphere experience and begin to remember harmony,
and they too then reach in, release,
and come to balance and restore.
As you remember this story, you will also remember
because this time is not so different.
It has been recreated.
And why has it been recreated?
To complete it. To unify.
To bring together
that matrix of mind and perfection with the fluid, magnetic body.
There is that which, when unified,
will begin to create beyond what either has done before.
You are on the precipice of this.
You ARE the precipice of this unification.
How many of you feel tired of the war?
Tired of the war between male and female.
How many of you feel tired of the wars in your cities and streets?
From race to race.
Religion to religion.
Belief system to belief system.
Do you see?
Feel in your bodies where you are tired of that.
Feel in your heart where you are tired
of this war that has been part of this great drama of separation,
and feel in your bones where you know
that you are here to unify and then synchronize
these two systems that are not to stand apart any longer.
Mother and Father.
At the end of Atlantis
the mental/technological matrix
was used against me, the Mother.
That matrix was focused against the Mother,
the feminine aspect of creation.
I, as Mother,
pulled my being inward to protect myself.
Those who were most affected in that time
were those who were in masculine bodies,
because the masculine aspect had turned
against the resonant tone and beat of my heart.
It took a very long time to heal.
It took a very, very long time to heal.
Your pain and my pain
have been one pain.
Your bodies have been releasing my pain.
Your wars have been releasing
the pain of that separation.
And your longing and your aloneness
have not only been
because you have felt separate from Spirit
and wanted to
go home to Spirit.
That has only been a symptom
of the longing
to belong here and create again, here,
the beautiful garden
that you once knew.
You don’t miss something
unless you once knew it.
You can imagine Spirit,
but Spirit came here
this beautiful Being, Body, to be united here.
The union of all facets
is to be completed here.
I am now returning.
My consciousness is returning.
I am coming back into your atmosphere,
into your bodies,
and into your consciousnesses,
and there will be
no more separation.
With your willingness,
with your agreement to end the war,
and mine, to end the protection,
we are being reunited.
Begin to breathe.
Let your mind relax.
Breathe into your body
and begin to open.
It is, in truth, a beautiful time,
for it is
the time of reunion.
A time of coming back together
of all of the parts
and all of the facets
and all of the voices
and all of the hearts
that felt apart, alone, and in pain
I invite you now
with the help of all present
and in earth,
to join me in this time
to complete a healing
of the great wound
that we collectively share
in our heart of hearts.
Begin to breathe
into your heart of hearts,
and be unafraid
of what you find there
for we share this together.
No one will find that place alone.
We do it together.
There may be some barriers in the way.
I will help you with those
if you are willing to open.
Your being, your body, will assist,
and all will assist.
Open your heart.
In the center
is a golden globe, a golden sphere.
Find the sphere.
Find the place where the wound
opened in the sphere,
in our core,
in our heart of hearts.
We all experienced it.
Find it and let yourself breathe into it,
and release from it
the pain and the emotions.
Begin to let your body now open.
As this wound opens,
it is now
receiving your love, your body’s love, our love.
Let your love
surround the wound
at the core of your heart,
the core of our heart,
the core of the earth’s heart.
Open your love
to heal our heart of hearts.
Please share your love.
Thank you for your love.
As this wound receives the love,
it is made whole,
and there can be
a complete restoration
of consciousness, of body,
of spirit, of earth.
Let yourselves relax
back into your bodies now,
opening and letting the
golden globe begin to pulse out
and send the resonance
into the outer chamber of your heart.
Begin to let it fill,
through your chest, your arms, and your shoulders
to protect the wound.
Open also the base chakra
and the belly
which contracted up
to protect the wound.
to protect the wound.
Open from your heart
out and down.
Out and down, out and down, out and down.
Open your chest.
Your heart of hearts is now healing,
and is to be here now.
Gently breathe into places
that were contracted in your body,
places in your shoulders,
places in your abdomen, your legs and your back.
Feel them beginning to receive
of the golden light.
is not coming to earth,
has always been here.
The Christ was and is
in our heart of hearts,
and has always been here.
It is what created this garden,
it is being restored to us,
not given to us, but restored to us.
The golden light
comes from within us,
from within the core of this great body.
of every body on this planet
emanates a golden light.
used to be golden.
It was breathed by all.
It was what the plants,
It was what
you breathed and experienced
without even knowing what it was.
Let it come forth,
for as you birth
this golden light into the world
you restore the balance.
Open the base chakra of your bodies.
Shift in your seat if you need to.
Move around a little,
especially the pelvis
where you have found it difficult to relax.
is there so much pain at birthing?
Because of the contraction
and the protection.
It takes as much energy
to release the contraction
to allow a baby to come to earth now,
and it is painful.
Open the base, male or female.
Begin to release
the protections, the fears,
and let your legs be the roots of your body
your golden light once again
to the resonance
of the Christerra heart .
My heart with your heart,
through your bodies,
no longer contracting in protection
of what we all felt
I have released my protection
from around my heart.
I am reaching up now,
the golden light reaching up to you
as your hearts heal
and reach down to me.
We reach for each other.
We want each other.
We no longer want to be apart.
Release your mothers of earth
and fathers of earth
from your focus of blame and anger.
They did not know
that they, too,
carried the wound.
They did not know
that they, too,
were contracted unconsciously
within the distortions
of the imbalanced state that evolved here.
They did not know
that they carried it
and seeded it within their children.
But you were born
to be aware.
As you connect again
in this place of heart to heart,
include all of those
who are part of you through your body,
who seeded your body
so that you could be
the salvation of this planet.
who are your blood relatives,
all of those who reach out
in genealogical connections
back into the races through which you evolved.
Reach out and include.
Your heart, our heart, has no limit.
It is beautifully abundant in its love.
As you include all, they hear,
they receive, they are included.
Focus now with me into your heart of hearts.
I do not want you out in outer space.
I want you to be here.
Each of you has gifts,
beautiful, beautiful gifts coded in your heart.
You carry a gift
that is to be received here
in our collective experience
of this earth, this body.
Breathe those gifts
as if you are delivering them to me.
Deliver your gifts to me,
to all of Me,
to all of Creation.
Through your root center
move your gifts to me, to the Earth.
Place them in my body
through your body.
We are one body.
And as you release your gifts
they are released for you as well.
Gifts are not to be kept.
Gifts are to be given.
you had to keep them safe
until it was time.
You had to keep them hidden
from those that would not understand
and not accept
and not receive.
You did very well to do so.
And I thank you
for keeping your gifts
within this long, long,
long, long time of Earth.
Some of you
have not revealed
your gifts ever…completely…in this plane.
You have been
waiting for a very long time to
release what is yours
to come, to give, here.
Open these gifts for yourself
and for me
and for all
and sit in the beauty
of that which is the
gift that you are.
I receive you.
I receive you.
I called you forth
and I receive your gifts
and I make them manifest.
Let yourself acknowledge
and be with your gift.
Breathe into it
and give it whatever it needs
as it grows inside you.
You have already been growing it.
Sometimes it felt painful to grow.
The wound was not completely healed,
but it is still there,
Call in what you need.
Call in what you need and
receive it fully.
Each one of you grows a gift.
It has many facets,
and it can take many forms.
And then you ask
to receive it first yourself,
for you must
receive your gift fully yourself
before sharing it with all.
open that gift to your consciousness
and your consciousness
to your gift,
in every moment
you will be serving your gift
and your gift will be serving you
until such time
as your body opens
to deliver it to the earth.
It will not come out of your chest,
it is birthed through matter,
like a baby,
It is birthed down.
The gift moves down
and is released to me,
because I, the Mother,
have called you in to be here.
that have been held inside
are now being planted through your root center,
planted here to grow.
Hearts hold the treasures
until it is time to plant them
and they cannot be planted
until they descend through the body.
All the way through your feet
to the grounded connection with my body and the whole of consciousness.
Regardless of how much you know,
they cannot be released and planted
until that which is fear
or any other contraction
in the lower part
of the chakra system and the body
I receive your gifts
and I distribute them to all.
If there is
a facet of your gift
that you feel is ready
to be released from your body,
let it find a pathway
from your heart
down the corridor of your inner core
along your spine,
and gently breathe
as if you are now receiving
your own gift through your body,
giving it away.
releasing whatever is ready
to be released
through the bottom of your body,
opening the bottom,
and letting it go.
Do not be afraid to let it go.
Do not be afraid of letting go.
is not the result
of releasing your gift.
is the result
of releasing your gift.
Release the fear
in the pelvis,
of letting go
of the gift in your heart,
that you will
leave this body
if there is no gift in it.
The gifting is limitless,
there is no end to the gifts
of your Essential nature.
is like the new parent
that is now
to bring these gifts
The energy is released,
it is already here.
What, in your partnership
with the gift, is your part
in putting it into forms
that can be shared?
Each of you knows,
it is not a mystery.
Ask and you will know.
and the skills
that you have
evolved in this life
will be brought
into a beautiful dance.
There will be
combinations of people,
of all of the beautiful resources to help you,
to help you gift each other
with the gifts that are coming forth.
As the restoration and the balance
begins to be felt
you will know greater peace.
Your heart of hearts
that carried the wound,
felt the pain,
felt the loss,
Yet because you lost your memories,
could not understand
why such deep pain
was there in your heart.
Do not blame yourselves or others
for the actions of the wound
that was not known.
Release your judgments.
that you hold bound in judgment.
No one has known
in their consciousness
why they have felt so much pain,
why they have felt so much anger and rage,
why they could not get at it.
It was because
there was a covering
and there was no way to get at it
Release yourselves from judgment.
Release yourselves from actions
that came forth from the pain,
from the wound,
and release others
who have acted in their unconsciousness.
No one has acted and behaved
in consciousness of this wound,
but they knew it and felt it
and did whatever they could do
to be with it.
Sometimes it hurt others,
and sometimes it hurt you.
and let the heaviness of the judgment lift.
Breathe up now and lift.
Lift the weight of judgment upon self,
and cast it away into the winds.
Help each other release
the judgments and the heaviness
of not understanding.
Free your minds.
Is it easier to breathe?
Yes, it’s easier to breathe.
As you walk in the earth
with your heart of hearts whole,
no longer carrying the wound,
others will be drawn to you.
They will not know why,
but they will be drawn to you like a magnet.
Be with them.
Breathe with them.
Listen to them.
and allow your atmosphere
to radiate this golden globe of light,
this Christ light that is ours to share.
Let them experience it
and their heart of hearts
will open in memory,
and their wound
will begin to be healed.
As their wound is healed
you will feel a resonance
of heart to heart with the great heart of all,
and there will be harmony and peace.
Know that this great love
that you are,
that we are,
is now restoring all.
You do not need to have great educations.
You do not need to have great skills.
You do not need to have great knowledge.
You do not need to have great anything.
All you need
is to be present,
allowing your heart to be present
through your arms,
through your legs,
in your atmosphere,
and to BE here.
I am calling to you,
my own precious children.
I am here to receive you
and the gift that you are giving.